self-deprecating

Han Zizhou arrived at the hospital first with his schoolbag on his back.

Bring breakfast to Gu Ze.

Gu Lan can be transferred out of CCU today, Gu Ze is a bit busy.

"It just so happens that I'm going to school today, and I'll come back in the afternoon." Han Zizhou was a little annoyed.

"It's okay, you go to school quickly, I can do it by myself."

After reminding Gu Ze to finish his breakfast, Han Zizhou arrived at school with his schoolbag on his back.

First went to the office to meet Lao Jiang, and then entered the classroom.

"Brother Zhou, you're back!"

"Brother Zhou, the gold medal is amazing!"

"This is the real, golden boss in front of me!"

Everyone congratulated him half-jokingly.

He smiled and thanked everyone.

Yao Jie came over, "How is Brother Ze these two days?"

"Fortunately, Aunt Gu's condition has gradually stabilized." Han Zizhou said, "But it's very hard for him to stay in bed every day."

"There are so many things in school these two days that I didn't even approve the leave slip. I went there a few days ago." Yao Jie said angrily.

"It's okay, I will go again when I have a chance. Studying is also very important. Gu Ze doesn't want him to delay your study." Han Zizhou comforted him.

There was no one sitting on the seat for a long time, and dust fell on it. Han Zizhou wiped it slowly with a paper towel.

Books were spread out on Gu Ze's desk in a mess, not neat at all.Han Zizhou helped Gu Ze tidy up the table, sorted out the handout papers one by one in order, and planned to bring them to Gu Ze.

With half a month's worth of courses missing, it was a little difficult for Gu Ze to keep up.But Han Zizhou can give him counseling.

Han Zizhou focused on two things in class and helped Gu Ze sort out the knowledge points he missed.In the afternoon, he told Lao Jiang directly that he didn't want to study by himself in the evening.

Lao Jiang was a little anxious, "Student Han Zizhou, although you can be recommended, so it doesn't matter if your grades are a little behind, but why don't you go to evening self-study?"

"Old Jiang, I'm going to see Gu Ze and take him to study."

"..." Lao Jiang thought for a while, "How is his mother?"

"I was transferred from the intensive care unit today and gradually improved."

"That's good. When something like this happens, there is no one at home to help him. I'm afraid that Gu Ze will take the college entrance examination this year..." Lao Jiang said with a sigh.

"So I'll help him." Han Zizhou smiled, but he was obviously determined to leave.

"You..." Lao Jiang shook his head helplessly, "Go, go."

"Thank you teacher." Han Zizhou was very happy, and quickly went out and closed the door of the office, for fear that Lao Jiang would change his mind.

After entering the ward, Gu Lan didn't sleep, lying on the bed talking to Gu Ze.

Han Zizhou entered the ward, "Aunt Gu, how are you feeling today?"

"It's much better. I feel like I'll be discharged from the hospital in two days." Gu Lan smiled.

"That's really great!" Han Zizhou also smiled.

"Isn't there class today? Why are you here?" Gu Lan asked, "Ozawa told me before that you went to the competition, how is it?"

"Aunt Gu, I won the prize in the previous competition, and I can be recommended to the school I want to go to. I came today to help Gu Ze make up lessons. I hope Gu Ze can also get into the school he wants to go to."

"Oh——" Gu Lan sighed, "It's all my fault, otherwise it wouldn't have delayed Gu Ze's class."

"Auntie, don't say that. Now you can recover from your illness with peace of mind. When you recover, Gu Ze can go back to school sooner."

"Well," Gu Ze also responded, "Mom, don't think about it too much, just be good."

"it is good."

Han Zizhou took out his textbook and planner, and the two sat by the hospital bed and studied quietly.

Han Zizhou stayed with him until after eleven o'clock, but Gu Ze saw that it was too late, so he drove him back to sleep.

Han Zizhou was riding a bicycle, wearing gloves and a scarf, and suddenly thought of Gu Ze and him sitting on the bicycle last winter.Gu Ze wrapped his arms around his waist from behind, his chest was pressed against his back, and his entire back was warm.

Even if they hadn't confessed their feelings at that time, that kind of intimacy warmed him.

It was the weekend two days later, and Han Zizhou didn't have class but arrived at the hospital in the afternoon.

Gu Ze was a little puzzled, but he didn't ask any further questions. He was quite happy that Han Zizhou didn't waste his time in the hospital.

After all, Han Zizhou also has his own life.

"You came!"

When Han Zizhou opened the door and came in, Gu Ze was sitting by the bed reciting words.

"Well, how is Auntie today?"

"Very well, discharge from the hospital is just around the corner."

"I didn't mean to rent a house before. I paid attention to it for you. I found two that I think are good. Take a look." After Han Zizhou finished speaking, he took out his phone and opened the photo album.

It is a picture of two houses.

"Did you go in the morning?"

"Well, I thought you didn't have time to watch it, so I went to watch it. I picked these two."

Gu Ze was moved and looked at the photo seriously.

The last two chose a two-bedroom apartment, which was small in size but had an elevator, because they were worried that it would be inconvenient to go upstairs and downstairs when Gu Lan was sick, and it only took 5 minutes to walk from the school.

Lei Ge came to visit almost every day, occasionally with Chen Xiyao.

Gu Ze found time to rent a house and moved, and everything gradually got back on track.

Gu Lan was finally discharged from the hospital after more than ten days.

Gu Ze hired a nurse whom he met in the hospital.

On the day of discharge from the hospital, Lei Ge came to pick her up by car. Gu Lan looked good and was in a good mood.

"The nurse will come tomorrow. You sleep here." Gu Ze pushed Gu Lan into the room and helped her sit on the bed.

"What about you?"

"I'll come back after class at night, so you don't have to worry about me," Gu Ze said.

"Ozawa! I'm going out to buy some food!" Chen Xiyao's voice came from outside, "Is there anything you want to eat?"

Gu Ze came out of the room, "I don't have anything to eat."

"Then I'll just go out and buy casually?" Chen Xiyao picked up her phone and keys, ready to go out.

"Thank you sister Xiyao." Gu Ze smiled.

"Okay, okay, you're welcome, Lei Ge will help you clean up the house." Lei Ge threw his coat on the sofa and rolled up his sleeves.

"There's nothing to clean up, just wipe off the dust, but the kitchen needs to be cleaned up for cooking."

"Okay, I'll clean up the kitchen, you clean up outside." Lei Ge finished and entered the kitchen.

The rented house has simple furniture, the previous big pieces of furniture have not been moved, Gu Ze just picked a few small things that can be taken away.

Gu Lan had carefully decorated their home before, even a small desk lamp was chosen by herself.

Gu Ze put a group photo of the three of them on Gu Lan's bedside. In the photo, Gu Ze was a little boy less than 1.5 meters tall, smiling brightly.

Gu Lan looked at the photo, feeling a little sad.

"Are you going to school tomorrow?"

"Well, you don't have to worry about me when you go to school tomorrow, just call me if you need anything."

"You don't have to worry about me, I can do everything by myself now, almost everything will be fine."

Gu Ze smiled, and still let her lean on the head of the bed, "Knowing that you are alright, just treat me as a worry."

"Just study hard." Gu Lan also smiled, "Why worry so much!"

"understood."

The next day, Gu Ze explained the matter clearly to the nurse, and then went to school with his schoolbag on his back.

"Brother Ze!"

"Brother Ze, you're finally here?!"

"Why did you go? You won't come to class for a month."

Only a few acquaintances knew about Gu Lan's illness, and other students didn't know about it. Now is the time to be curious.

"I'm going to participate in the competition." Gu Ze joked.

"Huh?! What?!" The students in the class were surprised, Mo Feize was actually a hidden boss.In fact, his academic performance is very good, but due to some unspeakable reasons, he hides his status as a scumbag.

"Just kidding! Study hard when you come back!" Han Zizhou reached out and rubbed Gu Ze's head.

"Ah?? Are you kidding me??" The students in the class were confused again. Brother Ze was actually joking.

Gu Ze smiled and said nothing, sat obediently on his seat and handed Han Zizhou the paper that Han Zizhou gave him the day before.

Han Zizhou took the paper and helped Gu Ze to review it.

"Dinglingling——" the class bell reminded the noisy crowd, and everyone dispersed immediately and returned to their seats.

Lao Jiang entered the classroom with a thermos cup in his hand and a book under his arm, and smiled at everyone, "Students, it's time for class!"

The still somewhat messy classrooms instantly returned to silence.

"Let's take a look at the knowledge point of quadratic function today. This is a big question in the college entrance examination. Everyone must pay attention..." Lao Jiang began his lecture.

The vibe, the vibe is very different.

Gu Ze sat down in his seat, the tense study atmosphere surrounded him, and it was even better than a month ago.

Lao Jiang still has the same teaching style as before, but he has obviously added a lot of knowledge points.There are many knowledge points to review in one class.

It was time for the second round of review, Gu Ze once felt the gap and the urgency from the bottom of his heart.

Lao Jiang met Gu Ze's eyes, and Gu Ze seemed a little excited.That excitement about the classroom, about the knowledge.

He suddenly rejoiced that he understood Gu Ze as comprehensively as possible, helped Gu Ze, and watched a class change under the leadership of one person.

Gu Ze seemed to lower his head to ask Han Zizhou some questions. Han Zizhou tapped his pen on his notebook and explained a few words softly.

He thought: It's really good that Gu Ze can meet such an excellent deskmate.Work hard, and your life will really change in the future.

He also remembered that the 2 yuan that Gu Ze had returned to him in the office just now was still in the same plastic bag, untouched.

He thought, Gu Ze, if you work so hard, you won't be treated badly in the future.

"Don't you think that the way Lao Jiang looked at me today is...special...kindness..." Gu Ze seemed to be hesitating for a long time to find a suitable word.

Han Zizhou looked up at Lao Jiang on the podium, who was concentrating on the textbook, "Are you sure?"

"I think it's..." Gu Ze said.

Han Zizhou looked at Lao Jiang on the podium, "Don't think so much...study hard."

"Oh, I see."

Lao Jiang told everyone before the end of get out of class, "Now it will be the end of December, and our monthly exam is scheduled for this weekend. Everyone prepare well. Especially those who have not studied hard recently."

After Lao Jiang finished speaking, his eyes fell lightly on the two people in the back row.

The two could only look at each other and smile wryly.

Lao Jiang looked at the strong learning atmosphere in the class, and nodded with satisfaction, "Come on, but it is also necessary to relax."

The author has something to say: Thank you everyone.