self-deprecating

Riemann called Han Cong, "You will come back after the meeting."

"What happened? I'm in such a hurry. I have a lot to do today." Han Cong asked suspiciously.

"It's very important." Riemann walked around the house irritably. "I'll tell you when you come back. I can't make it clear on the phone. It's about your son."

Han Cong had no choice but to agree. Although he was puzzled, he returned home in the afternoon.

When Han Zizhou came back from the bathroom, Gu Ze was on the phone.

The person on the other side of the phone seemed to be a little excited, and the voice was loud, and Han Zizhou heard it when he got closer.

"You've been pushing this for two or three days. Don't you plan to pay back the 10 yuan? You owe it for so long, and you still don't want to pay it back? Let's remember to use it."

Gu Ze frowned, "Tomorrow, tomorrow will pay you back."

"You're right, if we don't pay back the money tomorrow, we'll tear our faces apart. Anyway, my son is going to go in, so I'm not afraid anymore."

"Tomorrow." Gu Ze repeated.

The phone suddenly fell silent as the person over there hung up.

Han Zizhou: "What happened?"

Gu Ze subconsciously put away his phone.

"Don't lie to me, tell me clearly." Han Zizhou looked at him straight, as if he wanted to find out from Gu Ze's expression whether he was lying or not.

Gu Ze shook his head, "Brother Zhou, this matter..."

"Gu Ze." Han Zizhou called his name again.

"Alas—" Gu Ze sighed, and briefly explained the matter.

Han Zizhou frowned after listening, "I will lend you one hundred thousand, and I will be your creditor from now on."

"Brother Zhou..."

"Gu Ze, the one I like is optimistic, not dragged down by reality. I am willing to help you bear the weight of reality, because I like you, I hope you will always work hard, I know you will change better."

Han Zizhou grabbed Gu Ze's hand and fumbled twice.

Unable to make any more intimate movements, Han Zizhou grabbed Gu Ze's hand, "You deserve it."

Gu Ze wanted to say something more.

Han Zizhou looked at him with black eyes.

"Don't refuse, don't think about leaving me behind, we are one. If you want to separate from me, say something that doesn't drag me down, I won't accept it. We have a better future, We're going together, we're us, it's you and me.

Gu Ze, you have to be good. "

"Brother Zhou..."

Han Zizhou knew what Gu Ze was thinking, as he subconsciously hid his phone.So he spoke first, so that Gu Ze couldn't refuse, and couldn't say it.

"Brother Zhou, you are very good. You study well, exercise well, and you are excellent." Gu Ze was a little poor in language, but kept saying that Han Zizhou was very good.

"Gu Ze, you are fine too." Han Zizhou smiled, "You work hard, you will be better than me."

"No..." Gu Ze lowered his head, "I don't know how to keep up with you."

"I'll take you away, Gu Ze."

"Brother Zhou, this is very tiring, you don't need to bear me alone."

"Gu Ze, are you afraid? Are you backing down? Don't you want to be with me?" Han Zizhou asked in a panic after hearing Gu Ze's words.

"Brother Zhou, I'm afraid." Gu Ze said frankly, "I'm afraid of becoming your burden, I'm afraid of causing you a lot of trouble, I'm afraid that I won't be able to be with you..."

"Brother Zhou, you can fly very high and far, and you will see better scenery."

Han Zizhou shook his head, "No matter how beautiful the scenery is, I want to watch it with you."

Han Zizhou's cell phone rang suddenly, urgent and noisy.

"Gu Ze, you can't let me go, unless you don't like me anymore."

Gu Ze twitched the corner of his mouth, trying to show a smile.

He will not.

He will always like Han Zizhou.

"If you think you will delay me, then you will let me go, but in the future, other people will delay me, are you willing? They are all delays. It is better for you to delay me than others." Han Zizhou said the last paragraph talk.

Han Zizhou took out his noisy mobile phone, it was Riemann.

"Son, if there's nothing wrong in the hospital, you go home. Mom and Dad have something to tell you."

Han Zizhou was a little puzzled. He was suddenly asked to go back at this time. What's the matter?He happened to be going home too, and kept his bank card at home.His pocket money for so many years, the New Year's money is almost [-], and he wants to go back and get it.

"Okay, I'll go back later." Han Zizhou agreed.

After hanging up the phone, Han Zizhou said to Gu Ze, "Wait for me to come back."

"Yeah." Gu Ze nodded.

When Han Zizhou entered the house, he found the atmosphere a bit strange.Han Cong and Riemann sat on the sofa, but their postures were not relaxed at all, as if they were sitting in a conference room.

Aunt Wu is not at home either.

Han Zizhou asked casually, "Is Aunt Wu here?"

"I gave her half a day off and asked her to go home to see her grandson." Riemann said, "There are only three of us at home."

Han Zizhou nodded, "What's the matter? You called me back in such a hurry."

Riemann glanced at her husband, "It's about you. Your father and I want to ask you a question."

Han Zizhou walked up to the two suspiciously, "What's the matter? It's about me? What's the matter?"

Riemann looked at his son in front of him, took a deep breath, and seemed to have made up his mind, "Son, what is the relationship between you and Ozawa?"

Han Zizhou froze for a moment, his heart skipped a beat.

"I saw the two of you in the hospital today, very close." Riemann said something, as if to emphasize something, "Mom knows that you and Ozawa have a good relationship."

Han Zizhou didn't speak, and slowly knelt down in front of the two of them.

"Son! What do you mean?" Riemann's voice suddenly rose, trembling a little.

Han Cong also opened his mouth, "Son, you..."

"Dad, Mom, it's just what you think. I like Gu Ze, and Gu Ze and I are in a relationship." Han Zizhou's voice was very calm.

"How is it possible?! I don't believe it." Riemann shook his head, "Both of you are men..."

"It has nothing to do with whether we are men or not, we just like each other. It's not a disease to like someone of the same sex."

"Son, you are going to be an adult soon, the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, you will be an adult, you have to be responsible for your own words." Han Cong's voice was majestic.

"I know, I can take responsibility for what I say."

"What are you responsible for?!" Han Cong was also impatient, "You are just a student with nothing, and you have not even set foot in society. You have no idea how malicious this society is to this group. You can't be responsible at all! "

Riemann looked at him with tears rolling in his eyes, "Son, this won't work. You haven't gone to college yet, you can't do this."

"..." Han Zizhou was silent for a while, "I know I don't have the ability yet. I can't protect myself, let alone him, and I'll embarrass you."

Riemann shook his head, "It's us, we are busy with work and didn't educate you well."

"No, I am very grateful for the education you gave me. You gave me love, gave me a good education, and made my life secure. But this thing is innate, and I can only blame myself if I want to blame it."

Riemann's tears couldn't stop flowing, and Han Cong's eyes were red.

"Son, can't you separate? You count it for us. After you separate, when you calm down, you will find that you did something wrong before."

"Mom, I never felt like I was doing anything wrong. I just fell in love with someone when I was younger, who happened to be a boy, and luckily, he liked me too.

I know you guys think I'm thinking too simple. There is a Yangguan road, but I choose to walk on the single-plank bridge. There will be many difficulties in the future.

It would be a lie if I said that I wasn't afraid at all.But from the time I decided to be with him, I knew that I was afraid of many things, but I was also afraid of missing him.

I am not 28 years old, nor 38 years old.Maybe I wouldn't be with him so easily at that time, but I was.I have not experienced the sinister and unfriendly society, I just have enthusiasm and courage.

I always say that those who don't know are fearless, and I probably am. "

"I don't agree!" Riemann shook his head and said firmly.

"Mom, do you think this is a disease? Do you think I need to see a psychiatrist or go to a mental hospital for treatment?"

"That's not what we mean." Han Cong frowned.

"So I just fell in love early." Han Zizhou smiled, with tears in his eyes, "I'm sorry for you, I know it will put you under a lot of pressure, and I failed you. But I still like him."

"Son, can you not like him?" Riemann reached out and hugged him, crying on his shoulder.

Han Zizhou's heart throbbed in pain. In his impression, Riemann had never cried so miserably, so sadly.

He said in a hoarse voice, "Mom, it's my son who is unfilial."

"Did you really not want your mother for him?" Riemann asked stubbornly.

Han Zizhou was very sad, "I want you, you are my dearest mother, I will always love you."

"Then you should separate from him. I know his mother is in the hospital now. If we want to help, we can help, but you should separate from him."

Han Zizhou didn't say yes or no, but just knelt down in front of them upright.

Like a silent protest, but also like a helpless silence.

"Anyway, I won't accept it." Riemann stood up after speaking, turned and entered the room.

Han Cong watched his wife leave, "Son, think about it carefully, I know you will understand."

After speaking, Han Cong also entered the room.

Riemann sat by the bed, quietly wiping tears.

"Son, how can...how can he like boys...is he in a rebellious period..."

Han Cong looked at his crying wife, stepped forward to hug her, and patted her on the back comfortingly.

Han Zizhou looked at the closed door and stood up slowly.

He didn't expect to develop to this point, although he never thought of hiding it, but the current time is a bit too wrong.

Aunt Gu is in the hospital, and Gu Ze is busy taking care of her, busy and chaotic, it is not a good time to confess.

He wanted to find a time to have a good talk again.

This matter cannot be accepted in a day.

Gu Ze was still waiting for him, Han Zizhou sighed, took away the bank card, and went back to the hospital.

The author has something to say: I thought about it later, if I don’t delay you, someone else will delay you, then I am not reconciled, let me delay you.

The original sentence about the delay is as follows.

But I forgot where I saw it.

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