you are the one I love.

And Cheng Xueyan... When he heard Cheng Qiming say this, he slapped him with his right hand that Cheng Qiming hadn't grabbed.

A crisp "pop" sound.

Cheng Qiming couldn't react, and Cheng Xueyan pulled out the hand held by Cheng Qiming at this moment.

"I don't think I've heard anything you said today. Don't say such unethical things in the future. Remember, I, Cheng Xueyan, am your cousin Cheng Qiming, but your cousin, and can only be Your cousin." Cheng Xueyan is not a wooden person, when Cheng Qiming was still a student, she could not see that there was no hidden love in Cheng Qiming's eyes.It's just that she chose to ignore it, because she thought it was just a boy who didn't understand love at the beginning of puberty.

That liking is just an illusion.

She thought, when Cheng Qiming grows up, he will understand when he meets more girls, and when he changes from a boy to a man, he won't be like this anymore.

But even though he said so, Cheng Xueyan still kept a little mind. When she graduated from university, Cheng Qiming also began to gradually know how to hide the love in her eyes when she stared at Cheng Xueyan. Sometimes Cheng Xueyan felt that he Strangely, she also began to gradually alienate him. Apart from the fact that Cheng Qiming was the son of her hypocritical second uncle, she felt that she wanted to keep a little distance, and also because she felt Cheng Qiming's approach.

Not to mention that at that time she always had Gu Siyan in her heart, not to mention the fact that she was his cousin, Cheng Xueyan could only stay away from Cheng Qiming for the best.He simply regarded him as his cousin, who was not very close to him, cousin.

It's just that she never thought that Cheng Qiming would still be like this until today, and even... even said all these words.This is what she didn't expect.

Now, she began to regret a little. When she felt something was wrong, she didn't get off the car early, which led to the embarrassing moment that made her angry.

"Finally. How Siyan treats me and what kind of person she is. You don't need to tell me." Cheng Xueyan's tone was a little angry, but she tried her best to keep herself calm and broke away from Cheng Qiming's holding her hand After saying this, she pushed open the car door and left. At the same time, she knocked Cheng Qiming away and tried to grab her hand to keep her.

"Xiaoyan!" Cheng Qiming didn't grab Cheng Xueyan's hand and let her get out of the car. Feeling a lot of resentment in his heart, he took off his seat belt, opened the door and got out of the car, and quickly caught up with Cheng Xueyan.

"Xiaoyan, it was me who was by your side when you were saddest. It was always me, not that woman Gu Siyan. Where was Gu Siyan when my uncle died? She left you alone without saying anything and made you cry Who was by your side at that time? What happened to you these years, what major did you study in what university, what kind of friends and circle around you, does she know that woman Gu Siyan?"

"It's me, it's me by your side. Don't you see that I'm always by your side? It's me who is with you."

Cheng Qiming grabbed Cheng Xueyan's shoulders with both hands, and his words were full of accusations and comparisons to Gu Siyan, and the more he spoke, the more excited he became.

Cheng Xueyan just raised her head and looked at Cheng Qiming quietly, then raised her hands, and forcefully broke away Cheng Qiming's hands holding her shoulders, there was no anger in her eyes, only calmness remained.

Then, I said, "I never want to hate someone" and then said word by word, "But, yes, you, have, have, wanted, succeeded, succeeded."

Hearing what Cheng Xueyan said, Cheng Qiming felt as if he had been struck by lightning, he was stunned, his hands were hanging by his sides, his pupils were a little dilated, his eyes became lifeless, but they were still full of sadness and helplessness And anger.

"Please leave."

After leaving these words, Cheng Xueyan left without looking back, and Cheng Qiming did not catch up.

For Cheng Xueyan, no matter how Gu Siyan hurt her or did to her, she didn't want to hear any "others" say Gu Siyan was bad in front of her.

She and Cheng Xueyan couldn't get used to it.

What's more... the cousin who asked Cheng Xueyan to try to keep a distance and not to get too close.

That's enough for today.It's crazy how everything is packed into one day.

When Cheng Xueyan took the elevator to the door of her house and was thinking about this while holding the key, the door opened with a "clang".Suddenly, Cheng Xueyan's heart rose to her throat, and countless thoughts flashed through her mind in an instant, such as whether a thief entered the house and the thief was quite bold enough to open the door.

"Sister." It turned out to be her younger sister, Cheng Yufei.

"Hey... so it's Yufei. I was scared to death, why didn't you call me when you came early." While talking, Cheng Xueyan walked into the house and took off her shoes and changed into a pair of slippers.

"I called you, several times, but you didn't answer." Cheng Yufei closed the door smoothly.

"My mobile phone is in the bag, maybe I didn't hear it." Cheng Xueyan looked for her mobile phone in the bag, and found it, "Oh, it turned off automatically when it ran out of power."

"Speaking of which...how do you...know..." The original sentence is, how do you know I'm here?

After Cheng Xueyan's mother, Shen Yanxin, came back to live in the nursing home during the Chinese New Year, Cheng Yufei was lazy, thinking that the staff dormitory was close to the hospital, so she simply lived in the staff dormitory all the time, and she came back to live in the staff dormitory during the annual vacation, so basically this The home became Cheng Xueyan's single apartment.

What Cheng Xueyan was thinking was that she wanted to separate from Gu Siyan for a while to calm each other down, so she moved back to the original home, and she didn't tell anyone else, and she didn't dare to say anything about her mother and sister. What she originally thought was If they have something to do, they will definitely call first to talk about it. Who would have thought that her phone would automatically turn off when it ran out of battery today.

"I saw that you didn't answer the phone, so I went to find you directly, but Sister Siyan said...she said you moved back."

"..." When Cheng Xueyan heard the word "Si Yan", Cheng Xueyan was taken aback when she put her phone on the coffee table, but it stopped for less than a second before returning to normal.

"Ah."

"I think it would be better to separate from her."

"... "

"Don't tell mom about it, I don't want her to worry."

"Well. I see, I seem to be such an ignorant person."

"Okay. I know you are the most filial and obedient."

"Then why are you looking for me today?" Cheng Xueyan suddenly remembered the purpose of Cheng Yufei's visit.

"Sister, look at what you said, can I come to you only if I have something to do? Sister, am I still your sister?" Listen, look, Cheng Yufei thought, if her sister said so, then she should be her sister How embarrassing.

"Okay, okay, it's my sister's fault, it's my sister's fault, my words are inappropriate. So what are you...?"

"I just miss you. Let's have a meal. By the way, let's have a chat, sisters."

"What's wrong? Something went wrong with Kwang Ho?"

"Sister, why do you keep mentioning him? Don't tell me I can only talk about him if I want to talk to you." Although...Cheng Yufei thinks what her sister said is right...It does have something to do with it...But, it's not all.

"Okay, I won't ask."

"Sister, then I'll sleep with you tonight!"

"Well. When did you have a heart-to-heart chat with me and you didn't fall asleep in my room? Well, you said you came to eat, have you eaten?"

"I've eaten. Sister Siyan...leave me for dinner."

"Well...then go take a shower."

"Order!"

Cheng Xueyan looked at Cheng Yufei's poor-mouthed face and wanted to smile. Her sister, she was pretending to be very mature in front of people, but in front of herself and her mother, she was like a little girl.

call.

Finally... the feelings that were a little heavy in her heart that made her a little breathless, slowly eased a little.

Thinking of Gu Siyan...

Forget it.

Cheng Xueyan shook her head, the corners of her mouth curved slightly, but it was not a smile, as if she was laughing at herself, telling herself in her heart, don't think about it.Swipe away everything that flashed through my mind, about Gu Siyan... everything.

After the two of them finished washing, they lay on the bed and hid in the quilt. The two sisters just leaned against the head of the bed, chatting with each other.

"Sister...Speaking of which...why did you just move back home..." Cheng Yufei was playing with Cheng Xueyan's lock of hair that was loose in front of her body, curling her index finger around and around.

"... "

"I... Siyan and... we... have a little problem." Slightly took a breath, as if sighing softly.

"Actually...sister...I've always wanted to ask...why do you fall in love with Sister Siyan...she is also a woman...Of course, I don't think that you should be together if you are a woman and Sister Siyan is also a woman. I think, I just want to know...why so many people...whether it is a man or a woman, but you have always liked Sister Siyan so much...she has been away for so many years and you still treat her..." Don't give up, the last three words, Cheng Yufei Unable to speak out.

Too heavy.

Like a person like that, from beginning to end has not changed.

Don't give up.

Cheng Yufei felt that these three words were too heavy.

"Heh" Cheng Xueyan smiled, "Look at you nervous, I'm your sister, of course I know you don't think so."

Shaking his head, "Actually... maybe I don't know. It's just a person living like this. From leaving to now when she comes back and appears in front of me, it feels... as if unconsciously... time passes like this gone."

Cheng Xueyan looked at the end of the bed, her eyes never left, she seemed to be in a daze, and she seemed to be recalling the past between her and Gu Siyan, tracing back why she fell in love with Gu Siyan in the first place, her lips were opening and closing, "At first it was because she had been Be by my side. We grew up together, as if unconsciously, just like this."