you are the one I love.

"Siyan...she has always been excellent. Plus we grew up together, she is very good to me...to me...very special."

"It feels...it's hard to explain. Why do I like her..."

That feeling made Cheng Xueyan feel a little... wonderful?Looking back now, everything was so... let her feel nostalgic.

It is impossible to find an adjective to describe Gu Siyan's feelings towards her and the feelings she gives her.She felt that the love between her and Gu Siyan could never be expressed clearly in a few words.

Chatting with his younger sister Cheng Yufei bit by bit, without knowing it, he mentioned Gu Siyan again like this, mentioned the love between her and Gu Siyan, memories came out bit by bit, stuck in his chest, but Nowhere to run.

Yeah...why.Why, do you like Gu Siyan?

Ah.

This was something Cheng Xueyan couldn't answer.

However, by the time she realized this, she was already in a quagmire, unable to extricate herself.

He couldn't help lowering his head slightly, and the corners of his mouth curled up. He didn't know if he was laughing at the young and ignorant self back then, or the stubborn self who still couldn't let go of it in his heart until today.

"... "

Cheng Yufei looked at Cheng Xueyan's profile when she was telling about her love with Gu Siyan, and she saw something called "love" in her sister's eyes.That's... something you don't need to look for.It's just that simple, just listening to what Cheng Xueyan said, and seeing her expression, I felt... Cheng Xueyan's eyes seemed to be shining.

"…sister…"

"... "

"It's better not to talk about me. Tell me about you and Guanghao. Recently...you look weird, is there something wrong with Guanghao?" The other half had high requirements, they had to be self-motivated, persevering, considerate, mature and steady, and... In short, they had to satisfy Cheng Yufei herself, and everything else was fine.

"... He's pretty good." Cheng Yufei lowered her head as she spoke, not knowing what she was thinking.

"Huh?" Cheng Xueyan looked at her younger sister who gradually lowered her head while chatting.

"He...is very good, but I...have less and less common topics with him, and being with him...I feel more and more...difficult. One night before, he came to wait for me downstairs in the staff dormitory...just for Seeing me...but I didn't have any disturbances in my heart, not even moved..." In fact, there was something Cheng Yufei didn't say, that is...even when Li Guanghao asked her forehead, her heart...had no ups and downs.In other words, from the very beginning, I was only touched, but never... that kind of feeling that makes my heart beat faster.

Is this... still love?

"He is very good to me...it's just...this kind of kindness is starting to make me feel uncomfortable..." Cheng Yufei's face became a little helpless when he said that, and his tone also became very helpless, a little at a loss.

Cheng Xueyan looked at Cheng Yufei beside her like this, pursed her lips, said nothing, but held Cheng Yufei in her arms, stroked her head, comforted her silently, felt Cheng Yufei sighed, and then Cheng Xueyan said nothing. Open your mouth.

"Yufei, look at me." Cheng Xueyan asked Cheng Yufei to look up, "If you like it, you just like it, and if you don't like it, you don't like it. Feelings can't be fooled. No matter how good he is to you, if you think it's unnecessary, there's nothing you can do about it If you continue this relationship, you should stop."

"I've been hesitantly thinking this way, just hurting each other." Cheng Xueyan saw that Cheng Yufei had raised her head and looked at herself seriously, "If you feel uncomfortable, I don't think Guanghao will feel much better than you That's right."

Cheng Xueyan felt that Li Guanghao looked polite and talented, and had always had a good impression of him. While he didn't want his sister to feel bad, he also made Li Guanghao feel bad.

"... "

"... "

"It's better... let's not talk about this. Speaking of which... I saw the newspaper today... Is what the newspaper said true? Sister Siyan's parents have already...?" I have always believed in a set of concepts about love However, Cheng Yufei felt more and more that she began to fail to understand what love was, and she simply didn't want to continue entangled with it, and asked what she really wanted to ask.

"...I'm still not very clear...Siyan said..."

In two days, the public relations department will hold a press conference, and we will know when the time comes.

Thinking of what Gu Siyan said to her in the office in the afternoon, her evasive look, and the official answer, Cheng Xueyan panicked for a moment.

"Actually, I think..."

"Is it possible..."

"Don't say it." Cheng Xueyan stopped Cheng Yufei's next words, "Don't say anything until there is a conclusion."

In fact, Cheng Xueyan knew that what Cheng Yufei wanted to say was that the possibility of what was reported in the newspaper was quite high... After all, based on the time when the news reported that this incident happened, it happened to be more than ten years ago, and that incident happened not long ago , Gu Siyan left, and Mr. Gu suddenly announced back then that Gu Siyan’s parents would no longer run the Gu family and would go around the world... It’s really strange. There were not a few people who questioned this news back then, but Because no directional evidence was found, and all these years, Gu Siyan's parents... never even showed up.

So this incident was suddenly exposed, reminding people, pushing the Gus and his wife to the forefront, and returning to people's attention.

Even Cheng Xueyan... started to think carefully because of this matter...

"... "

When Cheng Yufei heard Cheng Xueyan's sudden interruption, she probably understood in her heart. If this is really the case...then Gu Nianxi, that childish ghost...for so many years...grew up in an environment without the love of his parents and I still can't explain it to the outside world, and I still look like that heartless all day long...

"If...they knew..."

"I should be happy."

Inexplicably, I remembered Gu Nianxi's tone when he said these words on the top of the mountain that night, so calm and so... looked a little lonely, with some lowered eyes, when looking at the night scene, he seemed to be in a daze and seemed to be in a daze. voice look...

I don't know why... I feel inexplicably...distressed.

If... at that time, I could have noticed it earlier... maybe... not to mention comfort, even if I just listened to her quietly, instead of chatting casually and finding topics casually... that would be fine.

Some couldn't help thinking like this, Cheng Yufei... all that flashed in his mind was Gu Nianxi's appearance that night.

Some things, if you don’t say it all the time, then you can lie to yourself, tell yourself in your heart that none of this happened, these are not true, but if they are made public, it seems that people all over the world are Being against you, people all over the world are telling you that it is true, your parents are really dead, and they are already gone, so stop dreaming.

The news breaking out such news is tantamount to uncovering the scabbed scars... Gu Nianxi must be... very sad now, right?After all, she is a childish ghost... And she is facing such a sad thing...

Thinking of this, Cheng Yufei frowned unconsciously, "Gu Nianxi..." Unknowingly, her name came out of her mouth.

"?"

"What?" Cheng Xueyan seemed to hear Cheng Yufei's words, but she didn't hear clearly.

"Huh?" Cheng Yufei, who had just recovered, seemed unconscious.

"I just...did I hear you call the name 'Nianxi'?"

"Eh?"

"No, no, no! I didn't call her name! I don't know her well, why do I call her name!" Cheng Yufei was startled as if she was suddenly hit by someone, and she was a little stunned by Cheng Xueyan's question, sober It was only when I came here that I realized what I had said.

Really!What the hell!

She was right, Cheng Yufei and Gu Nianxi... were indeed unfamiliar.Except that her sister Cheng Xueyan and Gu Nianxi's elder sister Gu Siyan are a couple, the interaction between the two of them is limited to the previous consultation and reexamination, and that time Gu Nianxi invited her to dinner as if she had gone crazy I sent her flowers twice!Then I took her to see the night scene.

This...not much...

Before I knew it...it turned out that they had known each other for so long.Obviously before, the two of them were enemies who would quarrel and never calm down when they met... I didn't expect that they could eat together peacefully now... Even... Cheng Yufei couldn't help caring about Gu Nianxi...

"You...really..." Cheng Xueyan looked at Cheng Yufei's excited and eager to deny, thinking that she had a grudge against Gu Nianxi, so she resolutely denied it.

"Okay, let's not talk about this, it's getting late, go to bed." I'm tired, no, not only tired, but also have a headache, today... too many things really happened... Cheng Xueyan can't help Accept it [-]%.

"Well, sister, good night."

Close your eyes and welcome a new day.Close your eyes and there will be no worries.

It’s true that I thought so… comforted myself so much, but when I closed my eyes… all that appeared in front of my eyes was Gu Siyan’s appearance when she was holding her back… a bit lonely but also a little firm… Cheng Xueyan couldn’t help but want to choose to believe her , Believe in their love.

But... can I really believe it... If she is disappointed again... her heart... Cheng Xueyan feels that if she is disappointed again, she is really afraid, she will really... give up.

When the heart hurts so much that it can't hurt anymore, will there be a future?

With such a complicated mood, Cheng Xueyan fell asleep.