you are the one I love.

"But, I don't want to hear what you said." Cheng Xueyan refused without hesitation, and didn't even look back.

The two of them were at a stalemate, Cheng Qiming grabbed Gu Siyan's hand and took Cheng Xueyan's hand, and said "let go".

"This is between me and Xueyan. It has nothing to do with you." Gu Siyan turned her head to look at Cheng Qiming.

"Didn't you hear what Xiaoyan said? She said she didn't want to hear what you said."

"Even so, it has nothing to do with you." After finishing speaking, Gu Siyan ignored Cheng Qiming.

"Xiaoyan. When you are with her, you will only get hurt. Don't listen to her again..." I am afraid that Cheng Xueyan will be soft-hearted, and she will be deceived and hurt by Gu Siyan's sweet words.Cheng Xueyan interrupted her in the middle of her sentence, "Okay. Qiming, go and drive the car over here. Let's go eat later." Cheng Xueyan just looked at Cheng Qiming beside him and said.

After watching Cheng Qiming's back go away, Cheng Xueyan turned around and looked at Gu Siyan, looking at her calmly.It seems that there are no waves in the mind.At the moment Cheng Xueyan turned around, Gu Siyan let go of the hand that was holding her.

"Where are you going."

"That's all you want to say?"

"I..." Gu Siyan was speechless for a while when Cheng Xueyan asked, she lowered her eyes and looked at the ground, "I don't want to lose you."

"Have I ever belonged to you?" Cheng Xueyan said while tilting her head, and then said again, "Even if there was, it was many years ago."

"Can you, trust me again." Gu Siyan raised her head and looked at Cheng Xueyan seriously.

"..." Seeing Gu Siyan's serious expression, Cheng Xueyan...couldn't help but immediately agreed to her, but reason told her that time and time again, Cheng Xueyan seemed to hear her heart say...she really Don't want the pain anymore, "I'm so tired."

"..." Looking at Cheng Xueyan's slightly tired look.Gu Siyan's eyes showed distress.

"Beep."

"Xiaoyan."

Cheng Qiming drove over and honked the horn twice to remind Cheng Xueyan that it was time to get in the car and leave.

"... "

Cheng Xueyan also turned around naturally, but at the moment when she took the first step, Gu Siyan grabbed her hand, she didn't look back at her, and only heard a voice next to her ear, "Whether you believe it or not, this time, I won't let go." Let go of your hand, and I will never leave you again."

"I want you to know. You're always in my heart."

Cheng Xueyan seemed to have heard and didn't hear, she didn't look back when Gu Siyan was speaking, and after Gu Siyan finished speaking, she didn't give any response, she just used a little bit of strength to break away from Gu Siyan's pull holding her hand.

The two of them didn't say anything. Cheng Xueyan walked to Cheng Qiming's car, opened the door, and got in the car. During this time, she didn't look at Gu Siyan, who was always watching her.

Cheng Qiming drove Cheng Xueyan to dinner on the way, Cheng Xueyan was very quiet all the time, even during the meal, Cheng Qiming wanted to ease the atmosphere and lead the conversation, but he was the only one who was smiling, smiling and laughing It's meaningless, only a dry smile is left. Cheng Xueyan also has the mood to take care of Cheng Qiming, but she smiles a little reluctantly. Cheng Qiming gradually loses interest when he looks at her, so during the second half of the meal at the dinner table, Cheng Qiming Both Cheng Xueyan and Cheng Xueyan were eating silently, and the fiery atmosphere among the surrounding customers did not affect the two of them at all.

On the way to send Cheng Xueyan home, she was always taciturn. She only answered Cheng Qiming's questions, and sometimes she didn't say a word after saying "um", even Cheng Qiming, who was originally full of enthusiasm, gradually lost her heart Cooled down.

After sending Cheng Xueyan to the gate of the community where she used to live, Cheng Qiming grabbed Cheng Xueyan's wrist when Cheng Xueyan said to Cheng Qiming, "Then I'll go home first, and you should pay attention when you go home, bye."

"Huh? Is there anything else?" Cheng Xueyan turned her head to look at Cheng Qiming, her voice was very soft.

"Xiaoyan."

"You still like Gu Siyan, don't you?" Declarative sentence.

"..." Cheng Xueyan didn't say anything about what Cheng Qiming said.She... didn't know what to say, because... there was no way to deny it.

"why?"

"That woman, Gu Siyan, left you so silently and left you back then, and now she came back inexplicably and hurt you again. Do you still like her?" Cheng Qiming's expression became a little angry, and he looked at her for some reason. Cheng Xueyan didn't admit it but didn't intend to deny it at all, and there was a kind of nameless anger in her heart.

"Stop it." Cheng Xueyan's expression became unsightly.

"Gu Siyan is just a woman, she can't give you anything, except that she was born well and is Gu Rusheng's granddaughter, what else does she have? Xiaoyan, you have nothing with her, why do you still like her?"

"I said, stop it." Cheng Xueyan frowned tightly, not understanding, what happened to her cousin today...

"Xiaoyan, Gu Siyan, she..." Cheng Qiming became more and more excited as he spoke.

"enough!"

"Xiaoyan..."

"I said, that's enough. You take care of your own affairs, and that's fine." Cheng Xueyan's face was already slightly angry, "That's between me and her, and it has nothing to do with you." What did Gu Siyan say? So, whether Gu Siyan treats her well, whether Gu Siyan hurts her, that's all about her, Cheng Xueyan, Gu Siyan, the two of them have nothing to do with anyone else.

What's more... No one is qualified to say that Gu Siyan is not good.

Whether Gu Siyan is good or not should not be judged by other irrelevant people.

"Xiaoyan..."

Under Cheng Qiming's gaze, Cheng Xueyan pulled away his wrist bit by bit, ignoring the helplessness and resentment in Cheng Qiming's tone, "Today I will treat you as nonsense. Don't do it again next time."

The atmosphere was tense for a while, Cheng Qiming was so angry that he thumped the steering wheel hard, and took out a cigarette that he hadn't smoked for many years. Although he didn't smoke, he would put it in the car from time to time, and sometimes smell it or pass it to others.Cheng Qiming lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and then exhaled it. He looked at the circle of smoke he exhaled, and his thoughts were complicated.

However, although Cheng Xueyan in the passenger seat didn't want to pay attention, after all, he just slandered Gu Siyan so much that made Cheng Xueyan feel a little unhappy, but, no matter how you say, Cheng Qiming grew up with her, although the relationship is not particularly deep. , but she is also her cousin, so she can't just ignore his existence and let him go.

"You don't need to worry about me too much. Don't forget that I am your sister. I know my affairs best and can handle them by myself. "

"And you, Second Uncle... I heard that he is looking for your future marriage partner. You have been on a lot of blind dates. How come you found a girl who can close your eyes and talk to?"

"When you have a wife, you will become more stable, and you will be more motivated when you have your own children."

The atmosphere was a bit awkward, Cheng Xueyan wanted to try to change the subject so that the atmosphere would not be too rigid.

"... "

"... "

"I. I... I don't want to get married." Cheng Qiming just said without turning his head to look at Cheng Xueyan, his hand holding the cigarette trembling slightly.

"I don't plan to get married either. I won't have children."

He is hesitating whether to let his beloved woman know his heart.

"Why, there is no girl you like? Or do you want to be a DINK family (will get married but not have children)?"

"Have."

"Then why..."

"What about you? Aren't you going to get married? Isn't it time for you to get married now?" Cheng Qiming glanced at Cheng Xueyan, and then took a deep look at her.

"...I was talking about you."

"Are you still going to like that woman Gu Siyan for the rest of your life? Can you two women be happy? Can you be together well?"

"I told you not to talk about it again."

"It's you."

"what?"

"The girl I like is you."

"Me? So you're looking for a girl with a personality similar to mine, ha ha." Cheng Xueyan laughed a few times, "Alright, find someone who is a few years older than you, who is more mature and will tolerate you more ..." What Cheng Qiming said was a bit jumpy, and Cheng Xueyan didn't respond for a while. In fact, she wondered if she thought that was what she meant...but subconsciously ignored this possibility, this kind...she didn't want to feel that Cheng Qiming said The person is her possibility.

"The person I like is you, it's you, Cheng Xueyan." Cheng Qiming took a deep puff of cigarette, spit it out, then couldn't help but turned his head and opened Cheng Xueyan's mouth, a little excited, and when he turned around, he grabbed Cheng Xueyan's hand again hand.

"What are you talking about? I'm your sister. I'm your cousin, your father's niece." It's crazy, Cheng Xueyan's mind is a little confused.

"No, no, no. You are not." Cheng Qiming just shook his head and desperately denied the matter, hesitant to speak, and then said again, "In my eyes, you have never been my cousin , but a woman, an ordinary woman who can no longer be ordinary. What is Gu Siyan? She is just a woman, what can she give you?" Cheng Qiming looked deeply at Cheng Xueyan, his brows knit together, Originally, he didn't want to say it all the time, but he was always looking for opportunities to hesitate to say it, but today, he said it unprepared.

Because, he felt that he couldn't go on like this, should he let her Xiaoyan continue to like that woman Gu Siyan?Two women, where does happiness come from?If Cheng Xueyan wanted to choose Gu Siyan to choose a woman, then she might as well be with Cheng Qiming.

At least, he, Cheng Qiming, is a man.Being able to give Cheng Xueyan a title, an upright husband and wife status.