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The next day, Yu Yue drove an old jeep to meet them at the hotel.

Si Ji held Zuo Yan in his arms and had a dream all night.When he woke up, tears flowed down his face, but he still didn't want to stop.Holding his breath, he stepped back, hugging the pillow and weeping bitterly.When it came to an end, Zuo Yan had already woken up, and there was relief and warmth in his gloomy eyes.He patted Si Ji's twitching back and asked, "What did you dream about, so scared?"

Shaking his head, Si Ji hugged him again, wiping his tears to his temples: "I don't remember. Somehow, I feel sad."

"Sometimes it's like this." Zuo Yan turned back and pulled out a tissue to wipe his face, "It's fine if you cry."

Si Ji hummed, and burrowed into his arms again.I really don't remember the whole dream, but there is a scene that is too impressive.Probably on the street with the old movie theater, it was exactly the same dream as Zuo Yan once described, there was indeed no one around, colorful garbage and broken balloons were scattered on the ground, it was empty and lonely.Zuo Yan stood with his back to him, his back was at a loss in the fog, dazed and helpless.Si Ji walked over and wanted to hug him, but his legs were tied in place and he couldn't lift them up at all.He shouted Zuo Yan's name out loud in anxiety, and wept unconsciously.

And Zuo Yan seemed to hear his cry, and slowly turned his head, and then gave him a comforting smile.In the dream, Zuo Yan's lips moved, as if telling him not to cry.

Just cry.Si Ji smiled with a red nose, I will help you cry all the tears in the future.He huddled against Zuo Yan's chest, tears streaming down uncontrollably, humiliated but satisfied.

At the same time, I was very fortunate that I had walked the same street as Zuo Yan.

Yu Yue threw the jeep downstairs in the hotel and got behind Zuo Yan's car.Si Ji sat side by side with her, looking at this girl who was completely different from the day before.No makeup, hair tied into a ponytail, wearing a short down jacket and jeans; except for the red nails on the hands, they are almost the same as when they were in the bar.She chatted eloquently during breakfast, and while Zuo Yan was going to the bathroom, she touched Si Ji and asked, "Hey, you guys didn't quarrel over Tao Yi'an, did you?"

"No, how could..."

"That's good." Yu Yue breathed a sigh of relief, "It's the first time Zuo Yan brought his boyfriend here, and I was really afraid that I would mess it up. To be honest, I thought he would never fall in love in his life."

Si Ji didn't know how to answer.

"But I really cursed him before to die alone." Yu Yue glanced in the direction of the bathroom, speaking quickly, "When I saw Tao Yi'an died, he was still trying to save Zuo Yan's mother, so I was so angry that I wanted to leave Zuo Yan burned it to him. That bastard, his heart is too hard, I can't take it... When I think of Tao Yi'an sleeping in the ground alone, getting nothing, I want to kill Zuo Yan. But then, several times Tian Zuoyan didn't come to class, so I found out that his mother passed away. What to do, this world is like this, some people die and others live, Zuo Yan was like that at the time, no father and no mother, it is better to die if you really want to live."

Seeing that Si Ji's eyes were red again, Yu Yue laughed loudly: "You are too soft-hearted. There are many people who are more miserable than him...but it is indeed different. No matter how miserable some people are, you don't care about them." , it doesn't matter."

Still don't know how to refute.

I really want to introduce her to Shen Luoshen as a friend.

Along the way, Yu Yue whispered a lot to Si Ji, and even showed him the photos in his portable camera.She is an amateur photographer, especially fond of photographing children's faces. "My car was broken by me, and I drove all over the suburbs and countryside in the province."

As she said, most of the children under her camera are in ragged clothes, playing together in front of the desolate and barren mud huts. "Before that incident, I often followed Zuo Yan's mother with Tao Yi'an, and I found it very annoying to see the bear children in the kindergarten, dirty and noisy." Yu Yue stared at a little girl with a mouth full of steamed buns on the screen and said, "Later, as an adult Now, when I look again, I suddenly realize that the fate of these children was determined at birth, and the difference may not be visible for the first two years, but after a year, their lives are completely out of their own control."

Si Ji stared out of the window intently, the gray street scene receding and disappearing from sight.

"When they reach their teens, it's easy to see whether they're timid or naive. And it's likely that those traits will stay in their bones for life."

"Don't post your photography experience here." The car stopped at the entrance of the cemetery, Zuo Yan opened the car door, "Come on, get out of the car, and go shopping for flowers."

Yu Yue glared at him: "What do you know, I'm helping you clear your name and let Si Ji know how difficult it is to catch someone like you and bring him to Gaocheng."

Si Ji laughed out loud.

She could tell at a glance that she was chasing Zuo Yan.

There was a flower shop at the entrance of the cemetery. Yu Yue bought two large bouquets of lilies to hold in her arms. Zuo Yan carried joss sticks and paper money. They made a long detour before arriving at Tao Yi'an's tomb among the densely packed tombstones.The ground was muddy, Yu Yue and Zuo Yan stepped on the ashes of paper that hadn't been cleaned up in time, talking to Tao Yi'an in the photo.Si Ji, on the other hand, looked at the still fresh fruits and snacks on the ground, feeling sad in his heart.

Zuo Yan didn't make a sound, but Yu Yue's words could be heard clearly.She said that your parents are doing well recently, and there is nothing wrong with them except a cold; your cousin is married, and his wife’s family is rich; your second aunt has changed her job, cooking for students in the fifth middle school, and eating more and more fatter.

Looking at Zuo Yan's back under the gray sky, amidst Yu Yue's murmurs, Si Ji thought, one person really can't take care of everyone's pain.

Then grab the ones you care about the most, and that's it.

When he was in a daze, the two had already finished burning incense; Zuo Yan knelt down and ignited the paper money with a lighter.Yu Yue took a few steps back and came to Si Ji's side, and continued what he had just said, "At that time, I thought he was hard-hearted, but I realized later that he is actually the most soft-hearted one.

"Reject if you don't like it, and don't give any hope. This is the best. So I think, since he likes you, he will definitely like you to the end."

Yu Yue's tone was exaggerated and his expression was ferocious. He was obviously trying to say good things to his friends, but he made Zuo Yan look like a psychopath and paranoid.Si Ji held back his laughter, countless episodes of getting along with Zuo Yan flashed through his mind, then nodded and said, "Don't worry, I'm mentally prepared. I'm not afraid."