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Saying goodbye to Yu Yue, the two drove towards the highway entrance and went home.

Si Ji listened to the song and chatted with Zuo Yan.When talking about the question of whether the leftovers at home can still be eaten, he suddenly jumped up and hit his head straight on the roof of the car: "Go back, old Zuo! There is still something to take!"

"What?" Zuo Yan rubbed the top of his head with one free hand, "Can you slow down? Fortunately, your hair is thick."

The luggage for two people is very simple, a small suitcase is enough for a change of clothes and daily necessities.It wouldn't matter if it leaked.

Si Ji gasped and pulled his hand away: "Guitar and photos! Those are all Tao Yi'an left for you, right?"

He knew that Zuo Yan knew musical instruments before, and he thought he was bringing a guitar to sing some songs for Tao Yi'an on his birthday; only later did he learn from Yu Yue that the guitar was also a relic of Tao Yi'an, and his parents were afraid of getting emotional, so they kept it It was given to Yu Yue; and Yu Yue sent it to Zuo Yan's house.

Tao Yi'an was learning the song called before he was alive, and he said he would use it to confess his love to Zuo Yan again on his birthday; he thought about it, worked hard to practice English, often forgot the words, and tore up a lot of homework books because of this.Yu Yue said that the guitar is still there when the person is gone, so it can be regarded as a reminder for Tao Yi'an.

"I gave them to Yu Yue," Zuo Yan said.The things were placed on the second floor of the bar. Before leaving, he deliberately left them on the table.

"why?"

"To her, those two things would make more sense."

"I think she will cut you up," Si Ji imagined Yu Yue's reaction, and smiled, "...then tear it up, or burn it."

"Let her go," Zuo Yan laughed after thinking about it, "She has become much more stable these years. Before, she was still hanging her works in bars, but they were withdrawn later. I asked her why, and she said that those photos It makes people unhappy to see it. Customers still like abstract paintings, because it is better to not understand than to feel uncomfortable."

"There's something in your words again, huh?"

Si Ji was already able to break the barrier in Zuo Yan's words without any scruples, and he didn't have to worry that he would accidentally reveal something cold and burn his heart.

The car drove to a wide road, and the light blue sky was clear and silent.Zuo Yan was silent, before saying after a while: "Si Ji, I'm sorry for letting you see so many unhappy things."

There is nothing to be sorry about.He is not too young anymore. In the past six months, no, this year, he has experienced many changes, big and small, and he has a different understanding of many people than before.He remembered a game he played with his cousin when he was a child: he stole an adult's umbrella and got under the old desk next to the wall of his grandfather's house; It smells of decaying fragrance.They huddled tightly together, covering the only exposed side with a black umbrella, creating a safe fortress for themselves.They breathed in the dark, alert to every sound outside.The words and footsteps of adults, everything that means danger is isolated in another world.

For many years afterwards, he still lived in this invisible umbrella.Until Zuo Yan appeared.Drenched in rain and blown by wind, he was ashamed for a while, but he was still happy to take over the heaviest and most obscure part of the other person's life, and hold it in his arms like a treasure.

"Sorry?" he asked.

Zuo Yan responded and turned to look at him.

"Apologize, use your body." Si Ji tugged at his ears with a smile, and then reached into the middle of his crotch to rub.But Zuo Yan is Zuo Yan after all, he held the steering wheel with one hand, spread his legs, and put the other hand on the back of Si Ji's hand: "Of course, you can continue." Feeling the hardness of the penis under his hand, Si Ji's face was He quickly started a fire and cursed shamelessly.

"Shameless, I only want you." Zuo Yan stepped on the emergency brake, pulled his curly hair and gnawed on it.

Si Jisheng was afraid that he was really shameless, so he was a little flustered; but it was just a long kiss, in the middle of the road in broad daylight, Zuo Yan, no matter how beastly he was, could only reduce the swelling naturally.When he got on the highway, he was calm. Si Ji could only press his forehead against the cold car window, struggling with his lower body while reminiscing about Zuo Yan's love words.

Back in Qiucheng, all kinds of accumulated trifles were overwhelming and illogically thrown at his head.The two of them worked together for several days at the same time. On Friday night, thinking that they could finally catch their breath on the weekend, Siji packed up his things and ran after work.

Then she was caught by Shen Luoshen.

"Go away, I'm leaving."

At seven or eight o'clock in the evening, there are two or three 3D colleagues working overtime in the studio.Si Ji shook Shen Luoshen's hand, but the other party refused to let go: "Why are you in such a hurry, waiting to go home and get fucked?"

"Vulgar." Si Ji frowned, and was about to roll up his sleeves for a few rounds of spat with him when Zuo Yan's call came.

"Si Ji, I'm near your office building, are you done?"

Si Ji raised his eyebrows at Shen Luo triumphantly: "It's over, I'll go downstairs right away!" He put his phone in his pocket and wanted to run again.Shen Luo was deeply heartbroken, and stopped him: "Why do you still call you Si Ji after everything is like this, so you don't have any nicknames?"

"My name is inconvenient." Si Ji dragged him to the elevator. "It's meaningless for everyone to call me Xiao Si. Could it be that he calls me Xiao Ji? Maybe it will become a little chicken, and finally a little dick. I'm not doing it."

Shen Luo was about to burst out laughing, and seriously said that Si Ji was actually called that when he was in middle school, and he was beaten up and thrown under the flagpole in the end.

"Besides, it's so romantic to be called by my full name. When my mother called my dad Si Weiguo, he was like a chicken blooded, and he could clean the toilet eight times."

"Are you sure he wasn't scared?"

Arranged by Lao Si all the way, Si Ji climbed into Zuo Yan's car smoothly.In the rearview mirror, Shen Luoshen was wearing a bright red cashmere coat and brown Martin boots, flirting as always.He lazily waved his hand at the car, then turned around and re-entered the office building. Si Ji put his hand on the heater and blew it, silent.

"Wait, go to the supermarket to buy some food, what do you want to eat?" Zuo Yan asked.

"You can do whatever you want, ah, today is Friday, it's my turn!"

"Stay. Thinking about Shen Luoshen?"

"Almost," Si Ji scratched his jeans, he really had a lot of things to think about recently, not just Shen Luoshen, "Maybe everyone is like this, when I get better, I just hope that my friends will get better too."

"A wonderful sense of guilt."

"Haha, are you jealous of him?" Si Ji lit a cigarette for Zuo Yan flatteringly, "I suddenly remembered, I asked you that time, why did you always ask me if I had sex with Old Shen when you fucked me? , are you helping President Qin spy on the enemy, remember?"

"……Um."

At that time Zuo Yan replied that half and half, and the other half, he hadn't figured it out yet.

"Now think about it? Oh my god, have you liked me since the first time you fucked me? Huh?"

Zuo Yan slowly exhaled a puff of smoke, smiled and said nothing.Ren Siji didn't open his mouth no matter what.

It can only be said that the pretense is very good.

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It is mentioned in the English version of Hyde, the lead singer of the Japanese visual kei band Rainbow!