dating depression

Zhou Qiao basically didn't close his eyes all night. He put his arms around Fang Moxin and listened to his breathing. Some things need not be said very clearly. , he cannot be replaced, all he can do is to prevent him from being hurt in the years to come.

When Fang Moxin woke up, Zhou Qiao was still in a deep sleep, carefully hugging himself, he took Zhou Qiao's arm from his waist, put it away for him, and then lay there quietly next to Zhou Qiao's chest , he could hear Zhou Qiao's heartbeat from this position.

Plop, plop, a strong heartbeat.He remembers what happened yesterday very clearly, he knows his own self-torture, and he also knows Zhou Qiao's distress.

Zhou Qiao habitually reached out and hugged him. When the sense of touch that should have appeared did not appear, Zhou Qiao woke up suddenly. When he saw Mo Xin still crawling in his arms, but in a different place, Only then did he relax again, rubbed Mo Xin's hair and said, "I thought you were gone. Mo Xin, I had a dream. I dreamed that you didn't want me anymore. In the dream, I couldn't do anything, only To be able to watch you go away from me. It hurts."

Zhou Qiao rubbed his eyes and looked at the time, then said to Mo Xin: "It's getting late, it's time to get up, can I take you to plant trees later, okay? Brother Xu said that he will start planting trees today, and he has prepared a batch Osmanthus saplings, you can smell the fragrance of osmanthus in autumn. By the way, my sister-in-law will also make osmanthus cakes, so you can come and try them."

Zhou Qiao didn't want Moxin to answer him, but just talked to him. It would be great if he could answer, but if he didn't want to, that's okay, it'll get better.

Before the two of them washed up and went out, Zhou Qiao looked at Mo Xin's wound again. He applied medicine and treated it yesterday, and it didn't look so serious anymore. Zhou Qiao changed the medicine before taking Mo Xin out.

The weather was fine, and in the blue sky, occasionally there were a few thin clouds floating. Zhou Qiao walked around with Mo Xin in his arms, and then went to find Xu Hui.

Zhou Qiao intends to build another resort here. He has decided since Valentine’s Day came last time, so what he is doing now is the preliminary work, preparing to build a paradise. What he is doing now is to divide the area and plant different plant.

Although the greening in the early stage is very cumbersome, it is actually very simple.The theme Zhou Qiao set for this place is nature and freshness.There is no need for any other complicated things, there is a good environment, and a few villas can be built casually.Even if you can't do anything, you can still enjoy all kinds of flowers and plants here. When you wake up in the morning, you can see such a blue sky and white clouds, and the scent of flowers and plants in your breath is enough.

Xu Hui had already started working with his workers. There were bundles of sweet-scented osmanthus trees on the open space, and several workers were digging holes hard.

Seeing Zhou Qiao coming, he put down the work he was doing and ran over: "The young master is here." Then he shouted to the workers who were working: "The boss is here, work hard Hey, behave well in front of the boss!" , without your benefits."

The workers over there agreed one after another, and the scene was very lively.

Fang Moxin stayed by Zhou Qiao's side all the time, and didn't say a word. Xu Hui looked at him and knew that he might be getting better, but he still didn't return to normal. He didn't dare to talk nonsense, so Fang Moxin smiled and said : "The weather is fine today, everyone is working very hard." Then pointing to the other side of the field that has obviously been planted, he said to the two: "That piece is the wintersweet that has been planted before, and the survival rate is good. It is estimated that it will bloom in two years."

Zhou Qiao looked at it and said: "Don't worry, there has to be a cultivation period, and the construction will not start until the greening here is almost done. The construction time is estimated to be two years, so you should plant trees first. You will be behind. It's time to show off your power."

Xu Hui said embarrassingly: "It's my blessing that the young master can use me. You have a lot of work to do, so I will do it if I can help with this small matter."

The two talked a lot about this project, Fang Moxin was standing by the side, Zhou Qiao explained the following things, fearing that Moxin would be bored if he stayed for a long time, he said: "Brother Xu, go get busy first, I will take Moxin for a walk."

Xu Hui looked at the two of them and thought for a while and suggested, "Should I plant a tree by myself? It's also a bit commemorative. I planted a plum tree with Meizi before, and buried plums under it to make my own wine. I plan to drink it when the child is one year old." Xu Hui said that the happiness on his wife's and child's faces cannot be hidden.

Zhou Qiao looked at Xu Hui's smiling face, and said to Mo Xin, "Shall we plant trees too?"

Fang Moxin was listening to the two talking, and he couldn't understand the messy things, and he didn't want to interrupt, but he was really listening, and felt Xu Hui's joy, he pulled Zhou Qiao's hand He said softly, "Okay."

Zhou Qiao didn't expect Moxin to answer him. He still knew a little about depression, but he didn't expect Moxin to answer.

Unlike yesterday's reluctance, Zhou Qiao could hear that Mo Xin really wanted to speak at this moment.

Zhou Qiao held Mo Xin's hand tightly, and led him to pick a tree.

An eldest young master and a teacher, I am afraid that no one has ever done such a thing as planting trees. Zhou Qiao saw that the workers around him were digging tree pits with machines and asked curiously, "Brother Xu, are they doing this now?" Is it a machine? No shovel or anything? How fast is this machine, and it will be enough to fill the soil with two chugs." Fang Moxin also expressed curiosity.

Xu Hui looked at the two and said with a smile: "We plant a lot here, all of which are large forests and plant forests. How long does it take to dig with a shovel? We have already switched to machines, which saves time, effort and convenience. There are too many. However, if we plant a tree by ourselves, we can still dig it with a shovel, after all, doing it by ourselves is what I like.” After speaking, he called the workers to bring the two shovels over.

Zhou Qiao took the shovel handed over by Xu Hui, found a slightly remote place, and dragged Fang Moxin over there. The ground was well marked, as long as it was dug down.

Zhou Qiao took off his coat and handed it to Mo Xin, saying, "Hold it to me, and I'll dig the tree hole."

Fang Moxin didn't pick it up, but went to get another shovel and said, "Together."

Zhou held up his clothes for a moment, then smiled and said, "Okay." Throwing the clothes aside, he walked over with a shovel in the open space.

Although Zhou Qiao is a young master, he usually goes to exercise when he has time, so his physical strength is very good, and he quickly adapted to digging holes, wielding a shovel and doing it very hard.Fang Moxin also dug carefully here, but his wrist was injured, so it was inevitable that he could not use his strength. After digging for a while, Fang Moxin felt pain in his wrist, so he slowed down his movements. Basically, he just watched Zhou Qiao is digging.

When the tree pit was almost dug, Zhou Qiao’s forehead had already started to sweat. Usually exercising was different from doing physical work. Fang Moxin threw the shovel in his hand aside, took the saplings and put them in. Zhou Qiao saw him and said with a smile: "Moxin, you can't put it like this. The roots of the saplings should be put in place and lifted up a little so that it can grow. space." Fang Moxin pulled up the sapling obediently and asked, "Is this okay?"

Zhou Qiao went over to look at it and thought it was okay, so he started to fill in the soil. The two of them cooperated to fill the soil. Zhou Qiao went over and stepped on it a few times, and then said to Mo Xin: "In the future, if you are unhappy, we will do it together." Get up and plant a tree here, and bury all your unhappiness in it, okay?"

Fang Moxin looked at Zhou Qiao and said softly, "Okay, everything is fine. I'm sorry Zhou Qiao."

Zhou Qiao hugged Fang Moxin distressedly and said, "Idiot, it's not your fault if you say sorry, if you say it, it should be me. Well, everything will be fine, would you like to tell me about it?" ? Tell me and I will bear it with you, okay?"

Fang Moxin hugged Zhou Qiao. He didn't intend to tell Zhou Qiao about it. He thought he could control it and even get better, but he didn't. His emotions were too easily affected. It may make him lose control, especially when this matter is linked to Zhou Qiao, Fang Moxin clearly knows what the cause of this matter is, he is too addicted to the beautiful life with Zhou Qiao, and never wants to What if the people around them treat them?When he realized it, the idea grew wildly in his mind like a sprout, and finally devoured his sanity.

"Okay, I'll tell you everything. Zhou Qiao, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kept it from you from the beginning." Fang Moxin knew that he shouldn't trust himself so blindly, and he needed Zhou Qiao's help.

Zhou Qiao was relieved when he heard that Mo Xin promised to tell him.He wants to know, but if Mo Xin doesn't tell him, what can he do?Is it to blame Mo Xin for not believing him?Zhou Qiao felt that he could not make such a mistake. Moxin believed him, but for Moxin, this matter was really a matter of exposing the scars. It was a very painful thing, but if he did not deal with the old How can the scars grow new flesh?Fortunately, his Moxin has never been that kind of stubborn person. His Moxin knows his heart best, and this is the person he loves.Whether he is standing in the sun and smiling or hiding in the dark and crying, it is him, and it is Fang Moxin he likes.

Zhou Qiao took Fang Moxin to the backyard. There was a vegetable field in the backyard, which was full of fruits and vegetables. There was a parasol next to it. There were tables, stools and spacious rocking chairs under the umbrella. It was very farmhouse and warm. Zhou Qiao felt that this place was quite suitable for conversation.Psychology always talks about how the environment can change the mood. Zhou Qiao felt that chatting under the warm and sunny blue sky and white clouds was really much better than indoors.Zhou Qiao pulled Fang Moxin to sit on the rocking chair together, leaned on the chair and looked at the blue sky and said, "Isn't this beautiful?" Fang Moxin fell on Zhou Qiao's shoulder and looked at the blue sky together, it was really beautiful , clean and pure without a trace of impurities.