dating depression

Zhou Qiao hugged Fang Moxin under the quilt, and said in a hoarse voice: "Moxin, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I didn't care about you, I didn't take care of you, and I lost my temper with you, it's my fault, can you Forgive me?" Before he finished speaking, tears flowed down his face. Everyone said that men don't flick their tears lightly, but before they were sad, Zhou Qiao felt that what he said was true. He didn't even remember what he cried last time. It's a matter of time, but it's elementary school or kindergarten.

She wiped her tears and said: "Moxin, you will forgive me. My daughter-in-law has always been so good, and it is my greatest blessing to have you. Moxin, do you know? When we first met, I liked you, Later, this kind of liking increased with time, and I don’t know how many times I thank God for letting me meet you.”

Fang Moxin listened to Zhou Qiao's words, he knew that Zhou Qiao was crying.Zhou Qiao cried.Such a man actually cried, Fang Moxin really wanted to ask what's wrong?Don't cry anymore, although he couldn't see those tears, they hit his heart drop by drop, Fang Moxin felt his heart was congested, and the tears he had controlled flowed down involuntarily. "Meeting you and falling in love with you is the greatest blessing in my life. However, I don't cherish it. We have been together for so long, and I don't know anything. Mo Xin, I'm sorry, if I knew it earlier, it might not be the case Yes, if I had been more careful and cared more about you, I might have discovered it long ago. But I am still complaining about you, complaining that you don’t tell me anything, hehe, I’m so stupid, how are you going to tell me? I actually imposed the mistakes I made on you, Mo Xin, why am I so stupid?"

Fang Moxin bit his lip: What did he find?Did he find out?Zhou Qiao, don't, don't, don't find out.I'll be fine, I'll be sunny and happy, Zhou Qiao, don't, that's not the Fang Moxin you like, that's not it!Zhou Qiao, let me be your favorite Fang Moxin, okay?Don't say it, don't say it anymore.

Fang Moxin struggled again, he wanted to leave Zhou Qiao's arms, he didn't want him to hold him, he didn't want Zhou Qiao to see himself now, he wanted to hide, and let Zhou Qiao hold him when everything was better. Seeing myself, at that time, I could smile at him and play the piano for him.Instead of being in such a mess now.

Zhou Qiao hugged the struggling Fang Moxin and shouted: "Moxin, Moxin, don't do this, give me a chance, give me a chance, okay?" The person in his arms was still struggling, Zhou Qiao shouted loudly : "Fang Moxin, give me a chance! You are not fair to me, nor to our relationship. Don't you really believe me?"

Fang Moxin listened to Zhou Qiao's words, he wanted to refute: How could I not believe you?Just, do you like me like this?Such a dark me?Fang Moxin silently stopped struggling, and huddled himself into a ball as much as possible in the bed.

Seeing that Moxin was no longer struggling, Zhou Qiao said again: "Isn't it just depression? What's the big deal, I believe you can do it, Moxin, I believe you, don't you believe me? Look, sister-in-law Xiaomei , Isn’t it great now? I’m as happy as Brother Xu. We can do it too. We can also be happy in Moxin. When we buy a villa, the one facing the sea, with floor-to-ceiling windows, open the windows You can hear the sea breeze and smell the salty sea water. We can plant a lot of flowers in the yard, just like I told you before, to plant all kinds of flowers throughout the year. By the way, another Plant a piece of roses, fiery roses. Although we can't have our own children, we can adopt them. Do you like boys or girls? You can adopt more. We also need to raise a large dog to guard the home. Do you like huskies? Or Alaska or Samoyed? Okay? Zhou Qiao patted the quilt lightly, planning their future little by little: "So, don't be afraid, I will accompany you, I will always be by your side.Moxin I love you. "

Listening to Zhou Qiao's confession, Fang Moxin covered his mouth, his tears never stopped, and his lips were bitten off by himself, stained with tears and painful.However, it doesn't seem so bad.Zhou Qiao knew, he knew that he was still planning their future, the future was so beautiful, Fang Moxin seemed to hear the sound of the waves, the future he planned had his existence.

"So, Moxin, can you come out? Let me see you, let me hug you, and let me say sorry to you." Then she pulled away the quilt wrapped around Fang Moxin little by little.

The quilt was pulled away, Zhou Qiao saw Fang Moxin curled up together, frowned, picked him up, and said: "Moxin, I'm sorry, I didn't take good care of you." Then he kissed Fang Moxin The bitten lips were gently licked with the tip of the tongue, without desire, just as an animal instinct, to lick the wound with saliva, Zhou Qiao kissed very carefully, not letting go of every wound, as if His saliva carries a certain healing power, which he wants to heal the wounds of his loved ones.Fang Moxin felt Zhou Qiao's kiss, it was warm, just like Zhou Qiao, who was always warm, from mouth to heart.Fang Moxin responded to Zhou Qiao's kiss, he didn't want to hide alone in the dark anymore, he wanted to be with Zhou Qiao and sink together, even if it was death, he would be happy.

At the end of the kiss, Fang Moxin leaned on Zhou Qiao's shoulder and panted lightly. Fang Moxin felt that this rhythm could prove that he was still alive and that Zhou Qiao still loved him.

Zhou Qiao put his arms around Mo Xin's shoulders and patted lightly, as if coaxing a baby: "Are you tired? I'll accompany you and sleep for a while."

Fang Moxin shook his head, but still didn't speak.

As soon as Zhou Qiao lowered his head, he saw that Fang Moxin's battered wrist was swollen, and the teeth marks on the forehead were very clear. Zhou Qiao hurriedly took Fang Moxin's hand and looked carefully. It was more than just teeth marks. , and there are traces of bruises on the side. Zhou Qiao remembered that he should have pinched it. Now it looks red, blue, and purple. How can it be so heavy, you wait for me here, I'll go down and find the medicine box to deal with it." Said he was about to go downstairs.

As soon as Fang Moxin heard that he was going down, he grabbed Zhou Qiao's clothes and didn't want to let go. Zhou Qiao looked at Moxin.With injuries all over his body, eyes full of grievance and anxiety, the hand holding his clothes was so firm, Zhou Qiao bent down and picked Fang Moxin up sideways, got off the bed and went downstairs to find the medicine box.

Zhou Qiao hugged Moxin and walked to the stairs and started to shout: "Brother Xu, Brother Xu, take out the medicine box."

Xu Hui heard the shout and quickly came out with the medicine box, just in time to see Zhou Qiao holding Fang Moxin down the stairs, Fang Moxin buried his face in Zhou Qiao's arms, Xu Hui couldn't see anything, but that Zhou Qiao saw the hand and the injury on the wrist in his arms clearly.Xu Hui couldn't help sighing, what a crime this is!

Zhou Qiao put Fang Moxin on the sofa, and then said to Xu Hui, "Brother Xu, please."

Xu Hui put down the medicine box and said: "It's okay, there is everything in it, first disinfect it with iodine, apply some medicine and wrap it up."

"Well, Brother Xu, go back and take care of your sister-in-law. It's getting late, and you'll be taking up your rest." Zhou Qiao was really embarrassed. Meizi was pregnant and had to accompany them.

"Okay, then I'll go back first."

After Xu Hui left, Zhou Qiao sat on the side so that Mo Xin could pillow his leg, opened the medicine box and looked through the contents. Zhou Qiao knew that what he was going through was what Xu Hui had done. Well, since Meizi can be so happy now, so can she.

After fixing Fang Moxin's wrist, Zhou Qiao found iodine and began to disinfect it. The cotton swab was dipped in iodine and rubbed on the wound little by little. After a new shake of the head, it will continue to wipe down.It took a long time to just apply iodine, Fang Moxin finally said when Zhou Qiao was about to apply the medicine, "It doesn't hurt, you can apply it at ease." Zhou Qiao looked at Moxin with relief in his eyes, He lowered his head and kissed the corner of Mo Xin's mouth and said, "If it hurts, remember to tell me." Then he started to take the medicine.

Fang Moxin watched Zhou Qiao focus on cutting the gauze, and then carefully wrapped it up for himself, tears flowed down again. This person obviously cares about him so much, but what did he do?

When Zhou Qiao finished treating the wound, he saw Moxin crying again, he kissed away his tears helplessly and said: "Don't cry anymore, your eyes are swollen from crying, I will feel sorry for you crying like this Yes. Well, I've taken care of the wound, and I'll take care of everything in the future, Moxin, don't cry anymore, don't cry anymore, promise me. "

Fang Moxin buried his head in Zhou Qiao's arms and nodded lightly. Zhou Qiao smiled, then lowered his head and kissed Moxin's hair and said, "That's right. Okay, let's go upstairs to rest, today This day is really tiring." When Fang Moxin was about to get up, Zhou Qiao stopped him. Zhou Qiao stood up and bent down to hug Moxin again: "Holding you like this makes me feel that you are really me. Yes, it belongs to me, in my arms, it won't slip away. Okay, let's go." Carrying the person all the way back to the room.

Zhou Qiao helped Fang Moxin wash and tidy up and put him in the quilt before he went to take a quick shower. When he came back, Moxin was still motionless as before. Zhou Qiao felt that his appearance was really strange. Docile, if not sick, that would be great.

Turning on the bed, putting Mo Xin back into his arms, Zhou Qiao patted Mo Xin gently and said: "Sleep, I haven't slept well before, sleep well tonight, I will guard you, everything will be fine tomorrow got up."

Fang Moxin was really tired today, and his emotional ups and downs were too much for his body to bear. Now lying in Zhou Qiao's arms, he felt that everything was as stable as the dust had settled, and he fell asleep after a while.

As for Zhou Qiao, he looked at Mo Xin's sleeping face and thought a lot about Mo Xin's depression.He didn't know how long Moxin had this disease and how long he had taken the medicine, and now was not the right time to ask him. Zhou Qiao thought about it, if his family disagreed, wouldn't it be a greater harm to Moxin?How could he bear it?Zhou Qiao rubbed his temples, Moxin, he must protect them!