dating depression

Chapter 45 I will be with you

Fang Moxin listened to Zhou Qiao's words, and it was impossible not to be moved. He closed his eyes and thought for a while and said, "Zhou Qiao, do you know? It's actually something I thought I could control if I didn't tell you, and I remember You said that you like me standing in the sun, but I'm afraid that if you know that I'm not what you think, then you won't like me anymore. "

Zhou Qiao looked at Fang Moxin in surprise after hearing this, "You think so?"

Fang Moxin opened his eyes and saw Zhou Qiao looking at him directly. He looked at Zhou Qiao's face and said, "No. I don't think so. Depression is a disease. I only think this way when I'm sick. If you can’t control it, you will think that you don’t like me like this.”

Zhou Qiao was dissatisfied: "That means subconsciously you still think that I don't like when you're depressed."

He took Moxin's hand and put it on his lips and said, "Fang Moxin, listen carefully. I liked you the first time I saw you. At that time, you were like an angel, but from the moment I fell in love with you From a moment on, I love you even if you are a devil. When you go to heaven, I will do good deeds to accompany you. If you go to hell, then I, Zhou Qiao, will become evil. I believe in you, and I will never let you go. I will be with you You are together forever! So, don't have this kind of thought in the future, I won't allow it. "

Fang Moxin leaned his head on Zhou Qiao's shoulder again and said, "Meeting you is really a blessing I have cultivated in my life. Why didn't Zhou Qiao meet you sooner?"

Zhou Qiao gently kissed Mo Xin's hair: "Fool, it's not too late now. It's just that I should meet you sooner, so that I can be with you earlier, and be with you, so that you won't be alone and miserable."

Fang Moxin looked at the white cloud in front of him drifting away and said: "Actually, I wanted to tell you at first, but I didn't want to hide it from you. The most important thing for two people to get along is honesty. I admit that I was a little inferior at that time, I was afraid that you would not like me like this, so I kept it a secret. Afterwards, I kept taking medicine and didn't get sick. I thought I would get better and didn't want you to worry, so I kept it a secret."

"It's okay, it's okay to keep it from me, I didn't mean to blame you." Zhou Qiao couldn't help sighing in distress: You don't tell me because you don't want me to worry, don't you know, it will make me even more sad.

"When I went out with my mother that day, I really wanted to tell her about our relationship, but then I remembered what you said, so I didn't say it. I just said that I was in love. Zhou Qiao, you are right.

They can't accept our relationship. It seems that only heterosexuality between men and women can be blessed.And I really always thought that everyone would bless us, at least my relatives should bless us.Really never thought about what if they don't take it?Then that thought kept lingering in my mind, and I still couldn't get rid of it. "

"Okay, it's okay. Parents want their children to live a good and happy life. If we live a happy life that exceeds their expectations, then they will naturally bless us." Zhou Qiao coaxed softly, bringing With a bit of a bitter smile, Mo Xin didn't notice: "Nothing happened when I went out with my aunt that day, right?"

"No, I told my mother that I'm in love. She seems to be more concerned that the house we live in is yours." Fang Moxin turned his head and said, "By the way, I went to buy a car. What about you? How did you know it was the house?" I'm sick instead of being angry with you? Did my sister-in-law notice it?" Fang Moxin felt that Meizi might be able to feel it.

Zhou Qiao rubbed his head and said: "No, you have been wrong. At first, I also thought it might be because you had a fight with your aunt or something else. Later, I felt that there was something wrong with the 'cold medicine' you took, so I took it with me and prepared to I took it back and checked it, but Brother Xu saw it, he found the same medicine that my sister-in-law had taken, and we were sure after comparing it."

Fang Mo nodded with a clear understanding before continuing: "Actually, I told you before that my parents were at odds, and I grew up in a bad environment when I was a child, and then I fell ill. Actually, I really didn't go abroad because I wanted to study. , I went out for medical treatment. At that time, it was really serious, I couldn’t think about it, and I didn’t speak. My mother decided to let me go abroad to change the environment and treat the disease. When I was abroad, I didn’t get cured at all. , Instead, I often fall ill. My teacher said that it is better to do some charity work, go to schools or orphanages to help children, and pay in exchange for rewards. Looking at the smiling faces of children is actually very effective.”

Zhou Qiao originally thought that Moxin had returned from studying abroad, but he didn't expect that he had been seeing a doctor abroad all the time.

"Isn't it hard to live abroad alone?"

"At the beginning, it was really painful. I only came into contact with psychiatrists, and I would repel them, and I couldn't integrate into them. Later, I met a teacher, who would teach me to play the piano. Usually, he often took me out, and then slowly recovered. up."

"Old Mo? I've heard that you are his closed disciple. He must love you very much, right?" Zhou Qiao's eyes were gentle. How could such a person not love him?

"Well, the teacher is very knowledgeable and talented. I decided to become a teacher after being influenced by him. In fact, the teacher helped me a lot more than those psychological doctors." Fang Moxin thought of his teacher, He smiled again: "He is a very gentle person."

Zhou Qiao couldn't help but said, "I'm jealous of you, how can you speak so well of other men."

"Hehe, the teacher is really nice. But he lives abroad and basically never returns to China. Will I take you to see him in the future? He is a very interesting person."

"Well, good. For someone like Mr. Mo, I should ask for an autograph or something."

"Moxin, we will have a lot of people in the future, and there are still many things to do. So you have to cheer up, and if you encounter any unhappy things, tell me, and I will be with you."

If the two of you talk about it, it's fine.

Zhou Qiao knew that the reason for Mo Xin's illness this time was because the relationship could not be recognized, he clenched his fist silently, and one day, he would tell everyone: this person is his lover, and then accept everyone's love with him. blessing of.

In Zhou Qiao's view, there is nothing he can't do. He is not strong enough now. He needs to be strong enough to live the life he wants and protect the one he loves.He can no longer indulge in such happiness. All his honors come from the support of his parents. He thinks that these supports are innate to him, and no one can take them away. This is his innate advantage.

But now, he has to fight for these things by himself.What if his parents stopped supporting him?Zhou Qiao deeply understood one thing: it was time for him to fight for the rights of the Zhou family.

As a family of merchants, his parents would not be kind to him because of his blood relationship. If he didn't strike first, he would really be defeated in the end, and there would be no scum left.

The two originally planned to stay in the manor for two days before going back, but they didn't expect that Mo Xin would suddenly fall ill, so Zhou Qiao temporarily decided to stay here for two more days.

On the one hand, he feels that Moxin's condition has not recovered well, and it might be better to rest here for two days.On the other hand, he may be busy when he goes back, and he may not be able to play with Mo Xin for a while.Such a relaxed day, he wanted to last a little longer.

In the evening, Xu Hui specially arranged a bonfire, kept all the workers behind, and arranged for everyone to have a barbecue together to make it lively.Fang Moxin seldom participates in such activities. It is strange that so many people share food and happiness together.

Zhou Qiao and Mo Xin packed up the things to use for the barbecue, and helped Mo Xin by the side.After a while, he turned over the meat and sprinkled cumin, and then came over with various foods to ask Mo Xin if he wanted to eat, and then handed it to his mouth to feed Mo Xin.Seeing the beads of sweat on Moxin's face, he felt distressed and hurriedly asked Moxin to sit aside and stand there to bake, but how could he know this thing, usually he didn't even cook it in the kitchen, and the baked food was all kinds of burnt smell .Mo Xin on the side just smiled and watched without stopping him, the two of them were having a good time playing around.

It was the first time for the workers on the side to see the boss. In their impression, the boss was all in suits and leather shoes.Although Zhou Qiao also dressed like a dog, he really didn't have any airs of the boss, and he had a heated fight with the workers.These workers are all construction workers from the company's construction department. They are temporarily planting flowers and plants here, and they will have to build a house when the project starts in the future.Although the work is easy now, the wages given by the boss have not changed, so the workers have a good impression of Zhou Qiao, and the bold workers come to say hello to Zhou Qiao with their own baked food.

"Boss, try this mushroom, it's freshly baked, it's delicious."

The other laughed at him: "Who doesn't bake it fresh, can the boss eat chicken wings?"

Looking at the burnt chicken wings and vegetables in his hands, Zhou Qiao took them over and said, "Thank you." Then he put them on Moxin's plate, and said to everyone: "I'm not good at cooking, they're all burnt. , I laughed."

"Hehe. You are the big boss. It's brain work. In the future, there will be wives for cooking and so on. We are all rough people and we eat with our hands, so we can do a little bit of rough work."

Zhou Qiao smiled and said nothing.

The workers asked again and again: "Boss, when will we start work here?"

"That's right, boss. We haven't done much work here all day, so it's really embarrassing to get paid."

Zhou Qiao looked at the big guy's simple smile and said: "Don't worry, what you are doing here is your job, don't feel embarrassed, it's all your labor income."

Another worker asked: "The boss will start working in the future, won't let other workers come over and drive us out?"

After saying this, the worker next to him was reluctant: "What are you talking about? Is the boss that kind of person? You are afraid that someone will crowd you in later and someone will steal your job. You said it when you came, Plant the tree first, and then start working after planting."

Zhou Qiao also hurriedly said: "This worker is worrying too much. He signed the contract when he came, right?"

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"Then you must have not read it. The contract we signed clearly stated the construction period and payment. This construction period is from the signing of the contract to the completion of the project. You still have to read the contract. If someone cheats on you in the contract what to do?"

The worker over there hurriedly said: "We are all rough people. How can we understand the contract with so many pages? It's because the foreman said that we can get a job if we sign it. We signed it and went to work. Some workers don't For those who can read, just press a fingerprint."

Zhou Qiao asked, "Then who is your foreman?"

The foreman squeezed in from behind, "It's me, I'm the foreman. We are all living for a living, and the contracts are all done by cultural people. We only know that we can work after signing the contract. watch."

Zhou Qiao replied: "These people are your brothers. You are the person in charge and you have to be responsible for them. You must read the contract. It depends on your rights. Your rights are your benefits, and your obligations are the jobs you have to do." , In addition, check to see if there are any additional clauses. You must read the contract when you get it. After you sign it casually, if you don’t pay or deduct your wages after doing the work, you have no reason to talk about it.”

Zhou Qiao said a few words to the foreman, and there was some sense of reprimand in his words.

But the foreman didn't care about it, he just said gratefully: "Boss, you are such a good person. We were really cheated. That year is about to celebrate the Chinese New Year, but the wicked person will not be paid for the completion of the work, and he has to say We didn’t do a good job, and we were all waiting for the money for the New Year, but the project that time was equivalent to a waste of time.” The foreman was so excited that he shed tears: “Boss, you are really a good person, so that we can pay for it.” Look at the contract and give us such a good treatment. Boss Dafu."

"What's the big blessing? I just want to live in peace of mind and be content with the one I love." Zhou Qiao said with a smile: "Okay, I'm eating happily. What did I say that spoiled my happiness? I'm disturbing you." Everyone’s in the mood, I’ll punish myself with a drink.” Then he picked up the wine on the table and drained it.

Fang Moxin saw that Zhou Qiao was drinking so hard, so he gently tugged on his clothes, signaling him not to drink too much, just a moment of meaning.

Who knew that the sharp-eyed worker saw him and yelled: "Boss, who is that little brother? Is he a brother in the family? Come and have a drink together." As he spoke, he was about to drink new wine.

Seeing this, Zhou Qiao hurriedly stopped him and said, "Don't force him, he can't drink, he's not in good health. I'll drink it, let's do it." He drank another glass.

"Boss, who is this? The boss is so protective?" The worker next to him also joined in the fun and asked.

Zhou Qiao put down his wine glass and glanced at Mo Xin. Mo Xin felt that the glance was gentle and watery, so he lowered his head shyly.Then I heard Zhou Qiao say: "He, he is your boss's wife." His tone was soft and his attitude was firm.

The workers were stunned for a moment, and then someone said: "The boss has a good eye."

Then there is a voice of agreement and blessing

"The proprietress is so handsome"

“Lucky Boss”

"Hundred Years"

"Born early, no, Gong Xi Fa Cai, hehe."

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