dating depression

Fang Moxin went to see the house early the next morning. He is a person with a strong sense of belonging. When he stays in a strange place, he will definitely live in a place where he can feel at ease and comfortable. Naturally, he will not choose to go with everyone. Live together in a staff dormitory or something like that.

Fang Moxin finally chose a community that is very close to the research school, where he can usually walk back and forth, and it is also very convenient to take a car.Not only does he have to attend classes at school, but he also has to attend various meetings. If the transportation is inconvenient, it will be really painful.

The rented place has one bedroom and one living room. Both the bedroom and the living room are facing the sun. In winter, the sun shines on the body and it will be very comfortable.Fang Moxin is very satisfied with all the household appliances in the house. Although he may not be very good at housework, he still needs a feeling of home.Wherever he is, his home is where he stays.After Fang Moxin packed up, he started his life in Ningcheng.

The school arranged for him to do research, and it really didn’t matter to him. He would listen to it when there were classes, and then there were various types of meetings and activities, which were boring and boring.Fang Moxin still prefers to attend classes, whether listening to other people's lectures or going to lectures himself, for him, it is more comfortable than those meetings where each other flatters and compliments each other.

He somewhat regretted coming to this kind of activity, maybe he shouldn't have left at all, this would only make Zhou Qiao feel that he was afraid, even though he was really afraid.However, after coming here, he changed his phone, and when he was busy running between classrooms in various venues every day, he still felt a little lost and a little lonely.

Zhou Qiao has been very peaceful recently. He didn't call or go to find Fang Moxin. He just wanted Fang Moxin to think about it. He was quite confident in himself.And I can feel that Fang Moxin actually still likes him. Young Master Zhou decided to give him time, let him slow down first, and then make a move by himself.He didn't expect that Fang Moxin had already run away, and he didn't expect that Fang Moxin would react so much.

When Zhou Lin went home, he saw his brother enjoying the red wine, looking leisurely and happy. He didn't know if he knew that Teacher Fang hadn't come to class recently.Zhou Lin didn't know whether Teacher Fang was asking for leave or what?A substitute teacher didn't say anything, and Zhou Lin was too embarrassed to ask. He had an intuition that his brother had angered Teacher Fang away. As for the method of anger, he didn't want to delve into it.

So seeing his brother like this now, Zhou Lin was a little angry.

"Brother, are you free recently?" Zhou Lin walked over and sat next to Zhou Qiao.

Zhou Qiao put down his wine glass and said, "That's not the case, but after Dad comes back, I will have so many things to do, so I don't have to work so hard."

"Really? Haven't found a girlfriend recently?"

"Hey, you kid. Don't you know that I'm chasing your Teacher Fang?" Zhou Qiao was speechless.

"Forget it, let me tell you the truth. Our teacher Fang hasn't come to school recently, and the school has arranged for a substitute teacher. I just want to ask if you made Teacher Fang go away in anger."

Zhou Qiao's face darkened as soon as he heard it, and he asked, "What do you mean? He didn't go to school? Did he ask for leave for something? How long has it been?"

Zhou Lin thought for a while and talked about the time, and Zhou Qiao found out that it was after he left Fang Mo's new home.He took out his mobile phone and dialed Fang Moxin's number, but he couldn't get through.

Zhou Qiao hung up the phone and told Zhou Lin, "I'll go out for a while. If my mother asks, you can say that I went to the company to work overtime." After speaking, he took his coat and went out.Zhou Lin looked puzzled, couldn't it be his brother?Judging from this posture, it is clear that his brother doesn't know what happened to Teacher Fang?

Zhou Qiao picked up the car and drove to Fang Moxin's residence. He wanted to find out whether Moxin Xia was hiding from him or something happened, although the answer was nothing but hiding from him.Zhou Qiao didn't feel anything like unhappy, on the contrary, he was a little excited.It's only because Fang Moxin hides from him, doesn't he?The fact that he avoided him meant that what he said that day was absolutely correct.Zhou Qiao couldn't help laughing, hiding well.Fang Moxin, aren't you giving me a chance to chase you?Zhou Qiao kicked the accelerator and rushed downstairs to Fang Moxin. The car door was unlocked and he ran upstairs.After ringing the doorbell for a long time, as expected, no one was there.

Fang Moxin, just run, if you don't run far, I will catch up with you.Zhou Qiao thinks he will win this game, Fang Moxin looks shy like this.Zhou Qiao thought about Fang Moxin's shy and timid look, and was amused by his own mischief. He stood at the door and lit a cigarette, slowly puffing out smoke rings.

Zhou Qiao is the food and clothing parent of G University. If he wants to know the whereabouts of a teacher, it is just a phone call. He knows that Fang Moxin has gone to Ningcheng without any difficulty.It's just that he didn't have Fang Moxin's phone number, and after searching for a place where they lived, he was told that Fang Moxin didn't live here, and he rented a house outside.Zhou Qiao entrusted a friend to inquire around Ningda University, and it took two days to find Fang Moxin's specific address.

The temperature in Ningcheng has dropped again recently, the air has become frigid, and a heavy snow is brewing.After finally sneaking out in advance, Fang Moxin decided to buy some hot pot ingredients and cook hot pot by himself at night.When he returned home with a bunch of ingredients in big and small bags, he saw Zhou Qiao sitting on the stairs at the door.Fang Mo's newly rented house does not have an elevator. He doesn't like elevators, so he doesn't live in a high-rise building. Zhou Qiao took the things in his hand when he went up to the third floor without realizing it.

"What are you doing in a daze? Open the door, I'll wait for you to have a good meeting." Zhou Qiao held something in one hand and pushed Fang Moxin with the other.

Fang Moxin didn't react, and took two staggering steps forward, making Zhou Qiao laugh.

"Why are you so dumb?"

"Zhou Qiao? Why did you come here?" Fang Moxin wondered if he had misread it, or was he too tired recently?Otherwise, how could I still see him here?

"Open the door first, Moxin. Can we talk after entering the room?" Zhou Qiao was a little helpless, looking at Fang Moxin's blank look, he wanted to laugh but was afraid of making him unhappy, so he urged him to open the door.

Fang Moxin fumbled for the key in a panic, and opened the door.Zhou Qiao followed Fang Moxin into the room, and looked around habitually. He found that as long as it was Fang Mo's new place, he would arrange it very comfortably, even if it was only a temporary place. A feeling of coming home.

"Where do you put these?" Zhou Qiao asked holding up the bag.

"Give it to me." Fang Moxin took it and prepared to take it to the kitchen.

Zhou Qiao followed behind and said, "I came so far to find you, what are you going to do delicious food? Moxin, did you know that I'm coming so you prepared so much?"

Fang Moxin put Dongzi in the kitchen, bought Zhou Qiao a glass of boiled water, and then went back to the living room. The room was too small, but two steps were not enough for Fang Moxin to clear his mind.He looked at Zhou Qiao and hesitated to speak.

Zhou Qiao also couldn't bear to see Fang Moxin in such a difficult situation, maybe it was like this, seeing the person he likes in trouble in front of him, he couldn't help but help him.Zhou Qiao didn't want Fang Moxin to frown at this moment.

"Okay, Moxin, you sit down." Zhou Qiao took the water glass, sat opposite Fang Moxin, looked at him and said, "Zhou Lin said that you are not at school anymore. Come and see you."

"Moxin, I have no other meaning. I just don't want you to avoid me. You know? Your avoidance will only make me more sure that you don't have feelings for me. Otherwise, you can just pretend that I don't exist. , why do you want to avoid it? Moxin, don’t do this, okay? We are all adults, and some things don’t exist if you say they don’t exist.”

"I don't like you, and I don't hide from you." Fang Moxin said flatly: "Come to Ningcheng is only a school activity, not my intention. If I want to hide from you, I will hide far away and won't let you find me " After Fang Moxin finished speaking, he felt a little uncomfortable.Yes, if you really want to hide, you will definitely hide far away. Why did you choose such a place?But the initial thought was to avoid him, but subconsciously, he was unwilling to leave.Only come to participate in such boring activities.Fang Moxin suddenly discovered that he did not reject Zhou Qiao's arrival at all. Although he was a little dazed when he saw him at first glance, it cannot be denied that Zhou Qiao's arrival was like a stone that was finally lifted from his heart. will make him feel at ease.

"Okay, it's good that you didn't hide from me." Zhou Qiao didn't want to entangle on this issue, he saw Fang Moxin's stubbornness: "Since you didn't hide from me, why don't you tell me your current phone number? I'm looking for you I can't find it, I have been waiting for you outside the door for a long time? It's such a cold day, what if there is another time?"

Fang Moxin really felt that he had done something stupid and ran to a strange place, but he was still found.If you change your phone number, you have to tell him the result.Isn't this just for fun?

"Zhou Qiao, what, what did you come to me for?" Fang Moxin regretted asking this, what else could Zhou Qiao do when he came to him?It's like digging a hole for yourself to jump into.

"What else can I do? I couldn't find you, and I was afraid that you would run away, so I came here to see if you really ran away. But it's okay, I didn't run away, and I'm doing well, so I feel more at ease."

"Can you stop doing this? I've made it very clear. I don't like you, and I'm not gay. Don't pester me anymore." Fang Moxin felt that he was quite entangled when he said this. Zhou Qiao waited He always remembers the feeling of being around, peace of mind, comfort, and warmth are the feelings he has been pursuing.He likes Zhou Qiao, he knows, but this kind of liking will ferment into love one day.At that time, Zhou Qiao might still like him, or even not like him anymore.He can't afford to gamble, and he can't afford to lose.

"No one is gay, and neither am I. I just like you, and you just happen to be not a girl. Mo Xin, did you feel disgusted when I kissed you before you left?" Zhou Qiao asked with a smile: "Don't argue Now, you and I know this kind of thing well. You didn't resist, and you even enjoyed it, didn't you?"

"No, don't talk nonsense. I didn't react when you forced a kiss that day. I didn't resist because I was frightened."

"Really? Are you sure?" Zhou Qiao asked casually, playing with the water glass.

"Of course it is!"

"Then what if I kiss you again now?" Zhou Qiao got up and walked to Fang Moxin's side. He stood and Fang Moxin sat down, leaving Fang Moxin nowhere to escape.

"You dare." Fang Moxin wanted to get up, but Zhou Qiao pushed him into the chair. Zhou Qiao bent down and touched Fang Moxin's lips, and said with his mouth to his mouth: "Haha. Moxin, why should I Don't you dare? En?" The last sound disappeared in the mouth.

This kiss was delicate and full of tenderness, with Fang Moxin a little bit, tasting the most beautiful taste of each other.Fang Moxin approached Zhou Qiao unconsciously, half leaning on Zhou Qiao's arms and letting him kiss him.This kiss made him feel that he was cherished and loved, and he responded unconsciously.

After the kiss, Zhou Qiao put his arms around Fang Moxin and asked, "How is it? You didn't get scared this time, did you?"

"You, don't go too far." Fang Moxin found himself in Zhou Qiao's arms, stretched out his hand to push him away, and said out of breath.

"Why did I go too far? Moxin, you have to face your heart bravely. Is it so difficult to accept me?"

Fang Moxin really didn't know what to say. He looked at Zhou Qiao, then turned and went into the bedroom, and locked the door.

Listening to the sound of locking, Zhou Qiao was amused by Fang Moxin's actions. He didn't intend to leave, and watched Fang Moxin enter the bedroom.So I went into the kitchen to make dinner.