dating depression

Fang Moxin locked himself in the room. He knew he was naive, but he ran away impulsively. He should beat Zhou Qiao and kick him out instead of running away by himself. What do you think? How guilty.But wouldn't he feel guilty if he didn't run away?

Fang Moxin touched his heart which was still beating fast, he would still feel guilty, now that he is in this state, any harsh words will be useless.

Fang Moxin didn't know what to do, he couldn't drive Zhou Qiao away, what Zhou Qiao said seemed to make sense, he was found by him after running so far, Zhou Qiao was so capable, Fang Moxin felt that he might really want to surrendered.He felt Zhou Qiao's kiss. This is a fact, and no one can deceive him.However, Fang Moxin's eyes were a little dark, he didn't know how to trust a person, he always had a skeptical attitude, he knew it was bad and wrong.However, he can't change it.Zhou Qiao was the first person to approach him, the person he was willing to approach from the bottom of his heart, but this person was not satisfied with what he is now, he wanted more and more, and Fang Moxin knew he couldn't afford it.He only has so much affection, if Zhou Qiao takes it away, he will have nothing.

In the dark, Fang Moxin slowly calmed down his heartbeat. He is very chaotic now, he doesn't want to see Zhou Qiao, but he also doesn't want to be alone.

Listening to the tinkling sounds outside, and thinking of Zhou Qiao's busy figure outside, Fang Moxin felt that he was a little sorry for him, and while rejecting him, he was absorbing the warmth from his body. What a despicable thing this is , but also to push the fault on Zhou Qiao and make excuses for himself.

Fang Moxin hid in the house and was unwilling to come out, but Zhou Qiao was very kind. He packed up the hot pot ingredients that Fang Moxin bought, cleaned them, and stewed a bone soup as the base, and cleaned up the dinner. It was very appropriate, and then went to knock on Fang Moxin's door.

It was already late when he came, and he planned to take Fang Moxin out to eat, but it's actually quite good now.He hasn't stayed in the room with Fang Moxin to eat something he made, although hot pot is not difficult, just shabu shabu.But on this cold day, two people have some hot shabu-shabu, and it's better to drink two small wines, it's also very beautiful.

Zhou Qiao knocked on the door, but no one answered.Thinking that Mo Xin might be angry with him, she deliberately ignored him.Can't help laughing, it's really a child's temper.

"Moxin, Moxin, we're out for dinner." Zhou Qiao called out twice, but still no one answered.Zhou Qiao was a little anxious, knocked hard on the door, only then heard the rustling sound inside, and then heard Mo Xin walking over, but did not open the door immediately.

Zhou Qiao knew that he was awkward, and he didn't want to be too tough, so he just coaxed and said: "Mo Xin, come out. It's so late, I should be hungry. I have prepared all the hot pot ingredients you bought, Come out and eat."

"Moxin, I apologize. You come out first, how can you do it without eating and starving yourself?"

"Is it because I feel uncomfortable with you? If that's the case, then you come out, and I'll just go." Hearing Zhou Qiao said that he wanted to leave, Fang Moxin hesitated.

He was going to go out, but going out now, wouldn't he be rushing Zhou Qiao away?It was so late, and he didn't even eat, after all, Fang Moxin couldn't bear it.But, wouldn't it be too hypocritical not to go out?

"Moxin, are you feeling well?" Zhou Qiao didn't get an answer all the time, so he guessed and asked, "I know you are at the door, and you can hear what I say. Can Moxin answer me? Otherwise, I will I just opened the door and went in." Then he heard the sound of Fang Mo unlocking the door in the room, and Zhou Qiao turned the door open.

Seeing Fang Moxin's somewhat messy hairstyle, Zhou Qiao couldn't help laughing: "Okay, come out quickly. The hot pot is ready, come and eat."

Seeing Zhou Qiao occupying his own space without treating himself as an outsider, Fang Moxin couldn't help feeling a little annoyed. Although he had to admit that Zhou Qiao, the young master, was indeed better than him, Fang Moxin was still awkward. Why is it so thick?Fang Moxin followed Zhou Qiao to the dining table, which was already filled with the ingredients he bought, and the table was full.In fact, this is Fang Moxin's food for the next few days, and Zhou Qiao solved it just like that.Seeing so much food, Fang Moxin couldn't help feeling distressed, as if he had prepared it specially for him, but in fact, it wasn't.

"Didn't you say that I will leave as soon as I come out? Why don't you leave?" Fang Moxin couldn't help but said while watching Zhou Qiao's skillful cooking.

"I'm kidding you, don't take it seriously. Besides, so many dishes, wouldn't they all be wasted if I left, can you finish them?" Zhou Qiao poured a plate of meat into the pot indifferently, and then opened a bottle of wine.

"I took this wine from the car. It was intended to be a gift, but I just drank it today."

"I don't drink." Fang Moxin took the cup away from him.

"You don't want to drink me. It's a pity that such a good wine."

Fang Moxin originally thought that he could have some hot hot pot today, and then read a book or something, but he was disrupted.But the hot pot can still be eaten first. Since this problem can't be solved, it's better to do it like this. Zhou Qiao can't drive him away, and he can't bear to drive him away, but he doesn't want to just agree to him like this, and then the two of them will be together.Fang Moxin always feels that this cannot be done. He doesn't know what he is insisting on now. Perhaps from the beginning, his so-called persistence and principles were confused.

Seeing Zhou Qiao sitting across from him, with the heat hitting his face, Fang Moxin always felt unreal, as if the wind would blow away, so would Zhou Qiao.It's obvious that they should refuse, but they sat together like this, although it wasn't fun, it was warm.The heat hit his glasses, and Fang Moxin's vision was disturbed, so he had to take off his eyes and wipe the lenses.

While Zhou Qiao was cooking the hot pot, he saw Fang Moxin taking off his glasses. He had never seen what this man looked like when he took off his glasses. He always wore glasses, and he was full of scholarly spirit, very harmless.Now that the glasses are taken off, it makes people feel a sense of distance, a little alienation, a little indifference, and a sense of pity.

Zhou Qiao thought silently: Sure enough, the eyes are the windows of the soul, and they are usually harmless. I am afraid that a rabbit who is in a hurry will bite, not to mention that this person is not a little rabbit.

"Moxin, do you like this?" Zhou Qiao asked with a chopstick of shrimp dumplings.

Fang Moxin took a look, then stretched his chopsticks into the pot, scooped up some and put them in his own bowl, and said, "Why don't you eat it? Naturally, what I buy is what I like to eat."

"Hehe, you bought so much, did you really guess that I would come?" Zhou Qiao put the shrimp dumplings in his chopsticks into Fang Moxin's bowl opposite.He had long hands and long feet, and he handed it over as soon as he bent down.

"I didn't expect that I ran so far, who knew you could still find me with such great skills."

When Fang Moxin realized it was already in his bowl, looking at the shrimp dumplings in the bowl, Fang Moxin was a little lost in thought.In fact, no one has ever picked up food for him when he grew up so big. Maybe there are more rules in some families, but since he was a child, he always eats what he eats by himself. No one asked him if he liked it, including his mother. over him.Zhou Qiao's move, although ordinary and even random, made Fang Moxin feel that it was nothing.

"If you don't hide from me, why should I come to you? Moxin, I know you are hiding from me, you and I know it well. Moxin, you see we can get along very well, if you really can't accept it , just treat me as a friend. At that time, I said something angry to make you angry. "

"But, that's different. You approached me with a purpose, which makes me feel very... a feeling of betrayal, Zhou Qiao, do you understand?"

"No, there is no betrayal. Moxin, I have a purpose, but it is not against you. All my purposes are just to get close to you. I have no evil intentions. On the contrary, I hope you are well. It used to be, now Yes, so is the future. This original intention has not changed, so where is the betrayal?"

"Is that so?" Fang Moxin felt that he seemed to be persuaded, but in fact he just needed a reason to be persuaded.If this reason is high-sounding, why not believe it?

"Yes, if you can't accept my pursuit, then treat me as a friend. In fact, there is not much difference in this. Aren't couples friends? Or are they all boyfriends and girlfriends?" Zhou said Bridge said with a smile.

"Zhou Qiao, you are a very nice person. I don't want to do this, isn't it right? Don't you think I'm using you like this? It's not fair to use you to treat me well and give me warmth, but I can't give you anything. " Fang Moxin hesitated, Zhou Qiao's words were very tempting, he didn't need to bear any consequences, and he could continue to enjoy the warmth Zhou Qiao gave.But is this really right?

"It's not unfair, Moxin. You see, I can stay with the person I like and do what I can for him, so I feel worthy. I will be happy. And you have no pressure, Is this not good? Why put so much pressure on yourself to get into a dead end." Looking at Fang Moxin's drooping eyebrows, Zhou Qiao continued: "Moxin, don't run anymore, okay? Let nature take its course , this matter is not as complicated as you think."

Fang Moxin didn't know what to say, he picked up the bowl, picked it left and right, and finally said silently: "I didn't run away at all." The voice was almost inaudible, but Zhou Qiao still heard it.

He smiled softly, and then gave Fang Mo a new dish.He knew that he had taken a step forward, if Fang Moxin could compromise once, he would definitely be able to compromise more.

After dinner, Zhou Qiao cleaned up the bowls and chopsticks by himself, and then washed them.Fang Moxin felt embarrassed, but he was really not good at these things. He bought a dishwasher in the apartment in the G University campus.If machines can be used for all the housework, he will definitely prepare them all.But there was none here, so he had to do it himself, so he didn't like to eat at home, and finally had a meal, and Zhou Qiao came to give him a good aftermath.

At this moment, Fang Moxin felt that Zhou Qiao's arrival was actually quite good.He can always do things he can't, even though he probably never did.But he is willing, so that Fang Moxin will be very moved. A young master, who put down his work and ran so far to find him, can put down his figure and coax and persuade him.Finally, wash the dishes for yourself.How many such Zhouqiaos can there be?I'm afraid Zhou Qiao is the only one.