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Fang Moxin leaned against the door, sat from twilight to midnight, gently stroked his lips in the dark, he didn't think about anything, his mind was blank for a year.Maybe what Zhou Qiao said was right, he was afraid, he was really afraid.Zhou Qiao's smell seemed to be still around, Fang Moxin sniffed lightly, but he didn't smell anything.If things go on like this, Fang Moxin knows that he will have to compromise sooner or later, and then?Then what will happen?He and Zhou Qiao lived a happy and happy life like a fairy tale?Fang Moxin was a little self-deprecating, don't be ridiculous, the prince and the princess can't live a happy life, why can the prince bring a sick teacher?

Fang Mo's legs were numb when he woke up, and he couldn't stand upright several times, but he still stumbled to the sofa and wrapped himself in it. He felt very cold and had no energy left.The whole person seemed to have been raped, and his mental state was very bad.

Fang Moxin felt that he really hated Zhou Qiao, why did he say such things?He wondered if he should leave this place, but if he left, where would he go?He didn't know where else he could go. He had been studying abroad for so many years, wandering around with no one to rely on, and in the end he refused the teacher's persuasion and came back here. Where else could he go?Could it be that he gave up his shelter just because of a man's pursuit?This is too cowardly, but he doesn't know what to do if he wants to avoid Zhou Qiao again.

Zhou Qiao decided to take it easy, and did not harass Fang Moxin recently, letting Fang Moxin quietly breathe a sigh of relief.After class was over this day, Fang Moxin went to the dean's office after receiving the notice, thinking that the dean asked him for something. Come on, when there is no class, he is very free, and with someone like him in the school, there is a bit more capital to show off, and more students will be enrolled every year, which is simply a living sign.

When Fang Moxin came out of the dean's office, he felt relaxed.The dean asked him to go to a university in Ningcheng for research and study, and the time will probably end in March of the next year.

Originally, as Fang Moxin, he didn't need to participate in these boring so-called research activities, but he was the only piano professor in the school, so the dean discussed it with him.Fang Moxin himself was definitely willing to leave for a while to sort out the current messy relationship, so he agreed.

I took a day to communicate with the substitute teacher. It was already the end of the semester, and most of the courses that should be taught have been finished. The rest are basically practical courses. The students can practice by themselves. In the past, Fang Moxin would practice with the students , and the happiest thing for the students is to listen to Teacher Fang playing the piano. You can imagine how everyone will look if they know that he is leaving, so the news that Fang Moxin is going on a business trip has not spread.He didn't want Zhou Qiao to know, so naturally he couldn't let Zhou Lin know.

When Zhou Lin saw the substitute teacher, he felt that there was something wrong, but he didn't mind. It was not until he hadn't seen Teacher Fang for a long time that Zhou Lin was summoned by his brother. Fang Moxin had gone to a new city by then.

Before Fang Moxin left, he called Qiao Shujuan. Their mother and son did not usually communicate very much. Qiao Shujuan knew her son and was unwilling to force him. The two had always been indifferent.However, Fang Moxin occasionally came to see her, which made Qiao Shujuan very satisfied. Since Fang Moxin moved out, he never came back by himself.Qiao Shujuan knew that Fang Moxin rejected the house, so after the house was sold, she called Fang Moxin and told Fang Moxin her new residence.Qiao Shujuan really hoped that her son could come out. Although Fang Moxin had never told her about himself, Qiao Shujuan still felt it.When she was young, she was impulsive, fighting against Fang Moxin's father, busy with work and no one cared about the children, now Qiao Shujuan can't say she doesn't regret it.If it happens again, she will definitely take good care of her Xiaoxin and not let him suffer so much, but now, there is really nothing she can do.

Qiao Shujuan looked at Fang Moxin carrying a bunch of fruits, and hurriedly brought him slippers to change. This was the first time Fang Moxin came to his mother's new house.The house was bought next to the company in the city center.It's very close, and Qiao Shujuan can walk to and from get off work every day.When you go in and take a look, you will feel that the house is very big and empty, without soul, just like a hotel room, lifeless.Fang Moxin suddenly felt sorry for his mother, a woman who could create her own business empire after her marriage suffered misfortune.However, those scenery are for outsiders to see. When I get home, it's so cold, and I don't even have a relative by my side.

Fang Moxin's arrival greatly comforted Qiao Shujuan. She is a woman with a hard mouth and a soft heart, and she still hopes that her only son can stay by her side.

"Xiaoxin, sit down first, I'll cook some dishes, let's have lunch together." Qiao Shujuan changed her professional attire, and planned to have a good meal with her son today.

"Okay. But, does mother have food at home?" Fang Moxin knew his mother, and this woman basically wouldn't start a fire at home.She is too busy with the company's lunch and company's entertainment.Fang Moxin thought about it, he had never seen Qiao Shujuan cooking.

Qiao Shujuan was originally a virtuous and virtuous woman, but because she married someone who was not human, she would wrap herself in a coat of a strong woman. Time forced her to be like this, leaving no choice.

When Qiao Shujuan heard her son say this, she was also a little embarrassed and said with a sense of loss: "It's really not there, forget it. Let's go out to eat."

"Well, mother should eat at home. I can also cook a few dishes. Is there a supermarket nearby? Let's go and buy some food." Fang Moxin couldn't bear to look at his mother's disappointed look, which he had been eating since he was a child. See, later it changed from being disappointed to hopeless, and to the somewhat cold taste it is now.

The mother and son went to a nearby large supermarket, and bought pots and pans, soy, vinegar, oil and salt. Qiao Shujuan always looked at Fang Moxin with a smile.She is very relieved and ashamed that her son has grown enough to hold up a sky by himself.

In the kitchen, the mother and son were busy separately, Fang Moxin washed and cut vegetables, and prepared ingredients, while Qiao Shujuan was in charge of the spoon, and they were very harmonious.

"Mother, I will go on a business trip in two days, and I will be away for a few months. I probably won't be here during the Chinese New Year." If Zhou Qiao hadn't happened, Fang Moxin would have planned to accompany his mother during the New Year. After all, they really had nothing to do. stayed together.

"So long? Where are you going?" Qiao Shujuan asked.

"Going to Ningcheng, the school has a research activity, and there is no suitable candidate, so I was sent there." Fang Moxin explained lightly.

"Oh, Ningcheng is relatively cold, Xiaoxin should pay more attention to himself."

"Got it, mother."

"Then when are you leaving?"

"Early the morning after tomorrow, I'm here to talk to my mother today."

"I know, so I won't send you off. There is a contract to be signed the day after tomorrow, so Xiaoxin should be careful." Qiao Shujuan put the stir-fried vegetables on a plate and asked Fang Moxin to serve them out.

At the dinner table, Fang Moxin was hesitant to say anything, he wanted to ask his mother if he would not regret it, and ruined his life for such liking.He thought of Zhou Qiao's liking, so what would happen?

"What's on Xiaoxin's mind? Qiao Shujuan knew from looking at her son's eyebrows that this child has something on his mind. She asked, and knew that he wouldn't say it. Fang Moxin's thoughts have been heavy since he was a child, otherwise he wouldn't be like this up.

"It's okay, mother, but I will take care of some trivial matters."

"Xiaoxin, let things take their course. Some things cannot be forced. Relax, don't think too much. The heavier the burden, the harder it will be for you to walk."

"Mother, what if you fell in love with someone you shouldn't?" Fang Moxin felt that he could listen to Qiao Shujuan's words, after all, she had experienced things that she hadn't experienced.

"The so-called liking, what should I do or not? Is Xiaoxin in love with a girl? If you like it, take it back and have a look. I won't interfere with you, as long as Xiaoxin is happy."

"Not at all." Fang Moxin denied. He didn't know what he meant to Zhou Qiao. He had never liked anyone, so naturally he didn't know what it was like to like him. Understood, and separated from Zhou Qiao.

"What about mother? Has mother ever regretted falling in love with father?" Fang Moxin asked. He looked at Qiao Shujuan. This woman was his mother, a woman who had been let down by his father. She had been struggling alone all this time.

"When you like it, you can't help yourself. What's the use of regretting it later? It's just that you have suffered, Xiaoxin, and we are sorry for you." Qiao Shujuan looked at Fang Moxin, and after saying this, she left the dining table.

Fang Moxin knew that he shouldn't have raised this question: "Mother, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said this."

"Okay, it's nothing. I've seen it for a long time, otherwise, I wouldn't have filed for divorce. Now we are all living well, aren't we?"

"Well, we will all be fine." Fang Moxin continued, this is a promise to himself, to live a good life, healthy and happy.

When Fang Moxin arrived in Ningcheng, it was getting late, so he went to the hotel.It was already very cold in Ningcheng at this time, there was still snow on the road, obviously it had snowed before, Fang Moxin wanted to live here for a while.So he planned to rent a house. He had seen it on the Internet before, and he planned to go to see the house tomorrow, and he would stay in the Li Hotel today.

By the time he washed up and lay on the bed, it was past nine o'clock, and he hadn't received a call from Zhou Qiao recently. Fang Moxin felt a little empty, and it really wasn't difficult to develop a habit. Fang Moxin decided to go tomorrow Buy a new calling card.Now that it's decided, I don't want my mother-in-law and I'll be away by myself for the past few months. I hope Zhou Qiao can understand and don't come to him again in the future.

It's a pity, Fang Moxin doesn't know that there is a kind of person who must get what he likes, even people are the same, and Zhou Qiao is such a person, don't think he will let go easily, unless he has already got it, and he is tired of playing. Toys, of course, are no longer attractive.

How wonderful it would be if love was just a toy, so that Zhou Shao can buy new ones if he breaks it, and he will never lose his curiosity, which is a pity.It's a pity that he is destined to guard the incomplete toy and mourn his whole life.And that is not a pain that time can heal.