dating depression

Chapter 10 Fang Mo's new dodge

Fang Moxin packed himself up and went to class. He was very tired after a sleepless night, but he was also familiar with the feeling of insomnia. Although it hadn't happened for a long time, it was still within his control.Fang Moxin was calm and self-sustaining all day long. Even when Zhou Lin looked at him hesitant to speak, he smiled and discussed professional knowledge with Zhou Lin.

Fang Moxin didn't know if Zhou Qiao knew Zhou Lin's thoughts about him, he guessed he probably knew.Even Zhou Lin knew that probably only an idiot like himself would think that Zhou Qiao regarded him as a friend.However, it was no longer, from now on, Zhou Qiao would never appear in his life again, he would not allow it, nor would he indulge himself, just pretend that he had never known such a person before.

Fang Moxin sighed and walked outside the school.From a distance, Zhou Qiao's car was parked at the school gate, and the man was leaning against the car, smoking a cigarette with his head bowed.Fang Moxin took a look, turned around and went back to school. He knew that Zhou Qiao was waiting for him. He thought Zhou Qiao wouldn't chase him so closely, but he didn't expect to see him again just one night later.Fang Moxin had no choice but to avoid, the school has four gates, and there are a few other small gates, just for the convenience of teachers and students, since Zhou Qiao is blocked here, he can go through another gate.

After walking a few steps, he was pulled back vigorously by someone, and his body uncontrollably bumped into a person. Fang Mo heard the smell of tobacco from Zhouqiao. It was so strange, that person should have not seen it just now. He is right.

"Fang Moxin, aren't you hiding from me? Why are you leaving?" Zhou Qiao was a little out of breath. After breathing out, he saw Fang Moxin turn around and leave, and chased after him without thinking.He knew that Fang Moxin would avoid him, but he didn't allow it, that's why he was watching here today.

"Zhou Qiao? Hehe, it's you. I forgot that thing in the classroom, and I'm going to go back to get it." Fang Moxin looked at Zhou Qiao and smiled awkwardly.

"Really? Let's go, I'll go get it with you." Zhou Qiao just looked at him like that, seeing through his lies.

Fang Moxin took two steps helplessly, he couldn't pretend anymore: "Zhou Qiao, you go back, I don't want to see you now. I think you need to calm down and don't come to me anytime soon."

Zhou Qiao pursed his lips, said nothing, and pulled Fang Moxin up towards his sports car.Zhou Qi was very strong, and Fang Moxin couldn't break free after several struggles. He couldn't help being a little annoyed: "Zhou Qiao, what are you doing? Let go, Zhou Qiao."

Zhou Qiao pulled away the co-pilot and threw Fang Moxin in, then locked the car door, and stepped on the accelerator to get out.

Fang Moxin looked at Zhou Qiao's slightly cold eyes, and felt a little panicked. He had never seen Zhou Qiao angry, but he knew Zhou Qiao was angry.

Zhou Qiao in this appearance made people afraid to get close to him, he didn't have that kind of warm feeling anymore, Fang Moxin felt a little cold, and shrugged his shoulders unconsciously.Zhou Qiao has been silently watching Fang Moxin. Seeing his movements, he turned on the heater in the car. It's not particularly cold at this time, and it's really not time to turn on the heater.Seeing Zhou Qiao's actions, Fang Moxin didn't know what to say.

Zhou Qiao has always been very kind to him, taking care of him in every possible way. He will come to deliver breakfast when he has classes in the morning. After he has found out the taste, he only buys "Ze Ji".In the evening, after evening self-study, I will come to pick me up, and the two of them will have some supper before sending me home.Calls and text messages are indispensable for greetings every day. Thinking about it this way, Zhou Qiao is indeed chasing him, but he may be wrong.

Fang Moxin looked at Zhou Qiao's side face, he was very handsome and masculine, there must be many people who like him.And what about myself?Fang Moxin knew that he was dependent and longing for Zhou Qiao, but he couldn't accept Zhou Qiao's feelings for him, he couldn't understand what he meant to Zhou Qiao.

From yesterday until now, Fang Moxin had only one thought in his mind, stay far away from Zhou Qiao, and don't get close to Zhou Qiao again.

He didn't think about why, and he didn't want to think about it, Zhou Qiao is a very good person, he should have a good relationship, why should he like himself?

Seeing that the road in front of him was the direction to the apartment, Fang Moxin felt relieved when he knew that Zhou Qiao was taking him home. He was afraid that Zhou Qiao would take him to some strange places, which would make him even more uneasy.

When getting out of the car, Zhou Qiao took off his overcoat and put it on Fang Moxin's body, explaining: "Put it on, the car is much warmer than outside, don't get sick." Zhou Qiao himself is just He added a coat to the outside of the suit, and after taking off the coat, it can be seen that he probably came directly from the company and was still wearing a formal suit.

Holding the clothes, Fang Moxin didn't know how to face Zhou Qiao: "You, you don't have to do this. It's not very cold outside, and besides, you don't wear so little, and you still give me the clothes, it's not appropriate."

"Put it on, I'm not afraid of the cold, I'm resistant to freezing." Zhou Qiao put the clothes on him again, pulled the neckline, and said in a low voice: "Moxin, can I go up and talk to you?"

Fang Moxin was worried about what Zhou Qiao would say to him along the way, but seeing Zhou Qiao's mood change from angry to depressed, he couldn't say anything if he refused.

"Let's go, I'll make you some tea." After speaking, Fang Moxin sighed and went upstairs first.

Zhou Qiao followed Fang Moxin into the room. He knew that Fang Moxin was soft-hearted. After thinking about it, he couldn't be too tough. Zhou Qiao decided to retreat.

When Fang Moxin entered the kitchen and was boiling hot water, he was thinking why he hesitated, why he agreed to let Zhou Qiao in, he didn't intend to give Zhou Qiao hope, but why did he soften his heart at that moment?

The boiling water was bubbling and bubbling, Fang Moxin was in a daze until the water overflowed and splashed on the gas, making a sizzling sound, then he reacted and turned off the gas in a hurry.Some flusteredly tidy up the messy counter.

"What's the matter? Moxin?" Zhou Qiao came over when he heard the noise.

"Oh, it's okay, the water is overflowing. It will be fine soon, you can go out and sit for a while."

"Hehe, looking at you, I thought you were proficient in housework, but I didn't expect that you can't even boil water well. Okay, don't clean up, let me do it." Then he took the rag from Fang Moxin's hand, and Wiping up the overflowing water little by little, he found a cup by himself, made two cups of tea and walked out.

Fang Moxin did not speak during this process. He looked at Zhou Qiao and really couldn't imagine him doing housework, but the dishcloth in his hand turned out to be such a home, without even a trace of disharmony.

Seeing that Fang Moxin was still in a daze, Zhou Qiao called him, "Moxin, come out, let's talk."

Fang Moxin knew that he couldn't hide, and it was time for him to have a serious chat with Fang Moxin. Although he was very reluctant to part with this warmth, there were some things that he was destined not to have.

Fang Moxin watched Zhou Qiao put the tea in front of him. He held the tea cup and felt the temperature of the cup, as if there was also the temperature of Zhou Qiao's body. It was a pity that he held it in his hand and warmed his heart.

"Zhou Qiao, we, I, won't have any results with you. Don't waste your energy and come to me again. You make it difficult for me." Fang Moxin took a sip of tea and said .

"Moxin, it's impossible. You know? I like you so much, even if you can't be with me, can't we be friends? Just like before. If I didn't kiss you last night, then you wouldn't either Reject me, just pretend it didn’t happen or it’s fine. We’re still friends, isn’t that okay?”

"No, I can't do it, I can't do it, since I already know, how can I pretend? Zhou Qiao is not good for you or me. I can't give you hope. If you treat me as a friend from the beginning, maybe we They are good friends for a lifetime. But we are not, this kind of friendship is impure because it is mixed with too much of your personal feelings. Don't contact me anymore. Zhou Qiao, I lost a good friend, and I'm already very sad. Don't make me worry about a man's love and pursuit. I can't handle it. Zhou Qiao, can you be considerate of me? In the future Don't contact me any more."

Fang Moxin's expression was a little downcast, and Zhou Qiao noticed it.But he just didn't understand, what's the matter?Do you deny their previous friendship if you like him?What kind of fucking logic is this?Zhou Qiao tugged at his tie irritably, and said, "Fang Moxin, let me say it again, I like you and will not change. You can treat us as friends, and what I think is my business. You can't interfere, you know?"

"Can't interfere? Your liking has troubled me and made me lose a close friend. Why can't I interfere? I can't find my lost friend. Why can't I interfere?" Fang Moxin was a little emotional.

"Friend? Hmph, if I wasn't interested in you, you really thought I would have some shitty friendship with you, Fang Moxin, aren't you stupid?"

"You, Zhou Qiao. I just pretend I don't know you. Go out and don't let me see you again." Fang Moxin stood up excitedly and opened the door.

Zhou Qiao was calm at this moment, he smiled, stretched out his hand to close the door again, pushed Fang Moxin to the door, and put his hand on Fang Moxin's shoulder.Hold Fang Moxin firmly and prevent him from moving.Then he said with a smile: "Moxin, I found out, you are afraid to keep in touch with me? Why? Let me think about it. Oh, yes! Moxin, you like my 'friend' very much. Are you afraid After being together for a long time, you will fall in love with me?" Zhou Qiao frivolously touched Fang Moxin's cheek: "Isn't it, huh?"

Fang Moxin reached out to pat Zhou Qiao away, and said with a sneer, "You are really narcissistic, Zhou Qiao, stay away from me, and don't let me see you in the future. Because I hate homosexuality and you, do you understand?" Fang Moxin Mo Xin said in a panic, he didn't know what he was talking about anymore, he just wanted to keep Zhou Qiao away from him, he couldn't bear Zhou Qiao being so close to him, so close that the smell of tobacco on his body was mixed with the smell of perfume Boy, it made him feel like he couldn't breathe.

He reached out and pushed Zhou Qiao, but there was no push.Zhou Qiao took a step back, looked at Fang Moxin, then put his arms around the back of Fang Moxin's head, pulled him into his arms, bowed his head and kissed him.

The kiss this time was different from the last one. Fang Moxin took the aggression to conquer the city, tasted every inch of Fang Moxin's mouth, and wanted to tear him apart like a wild beast.Fang Moxin was dizzy from being kissed, he looked up at Zhou Qiao, a little at a loss.

"Hate? Well? I really didn't see it. Moxin, I won't give up. You have a good rest." Then he kissed Moxin's lips below, opened the door, and left.

Fang Moxin was left alone behind the door, not knowing what to do. He leaned against the door and slowly slid down, sitting on the cold floor.