dating depression

Zhou Qiao looked at Fang Moxin's expression after the kiss, and he thought Fang Moxin should have some expression.However, there is nothing, Zhou Qiao feels a little lost, it shouldn't be like this, is there something wrong?

Fang Moxin didn't react at all, this matter was not in his cognition at all, he didn't know how to react.Zhou Qiao kissed him?really kissed him?But how could, how could he kiss him?

Zhou Qiao looked at Fang Mo's newly jade-like face, he looked around, the praying people had already started to leave, and there were only two of them left in the church, Zhou Qiao felt that he could not wait any longer, after tasting Fang Mo After the new taste of Moxin, he felt that he couldn't bear it anymore, he wanted more, Zhou Qiao decided to confess.

He knows that now is not the best time. Pursuing Fang Moxin is like boiling a frog in warm water. He has prepared everything, as long as he adds a little bit of fire to warm him, it will surely succeed.Zhou Qiao knew that this was what he should do the most, but he couldn't help kissing Fang Moxin. Now that this was the case, he felt that he didn't need to bear it anymore.

Seeing that Fang Moxin was still in a daze, he couldn't help laughing, he was such a simple child, he was still doing well, he just stayed like this, if he really took him down, what would his expression be?Zhou Qiao thought for a while and felt that he couldn't figure it out, but undoubtedly, this would be a huge temptation, and it would tempt him all the time in the future.

Zhou Qiao reached out and touched Fang Moxin's face, turned Fang Moxin around, looked at him and said, "Moxin, I like you. Do you understand? It's the kind of liking a man has for a woman, but I like you It's you. You look at me, Fang Moxin, I'm chasing you so seriously, can't you really feel it?"

Fang Moxin looked at Zhou Qiao, a little surprised: "I like it, how could you like me. Zhou Qiao, aren't we good friends? You confuse me."

"Moxin, I like you, I like you from the very beginning, I knew I would chase you from the first moment I saw you. I didn't expect you to be so ignorant. If I don't kiss you out of control tonight, I will continue to stay By your side, close to you as a friend. But, I don't regret it, I never intend to be friends with you. I want you, I want you to be my person, do you understand?"

"I don't understand, stop talking, I don't understand. Can't we be friends? Just be friends." Fang Moxin stood up helplessly, he was a little anxious.

"Just be friends? Heh" Zhou Qiao sneered, "You're just innocent and not ignorant, Moxin, I know you haven't dated a girlfriend, but does that mean you don't know what pursuit is? Just be friends, I will Take you home after you get drunk, change your clothes and take care of you? Just be friends, I will worry about what you eat, drink, wear and keep warm every day? Just be friends, I will call and text every day to follow Do you ask for warmth? Just be a friend, I will run to you whenever I have time, and take you for a walk to fear that you will be lonely? Just be a friend, I will remember your schedule, just to pick you up after class? Just be a friend, Hehe. You are really the most difficult person I have ever chased. Moxin, do you know?" Zhou Qiao was a little emotional, thinking about it, and recently he spent all his free time on Fang Moxin. If you want to eat, try to take him to taste it.He doesn't like to be noisy and goes to bed early, so he no longer has night life and talks to him on the phone every day. "I can't just be friends with you, Mo Xin, no!"

Fang Moxin looked at the agitated Zhou Qiao, he suddenly felt that Zhou Qiao like this was so strange, he was no longer the person he knew.Although the Zhou Qiao he knew had a bit of a young master's temper, he had a hearty and generous personality, just like the sun, selflessly dedicating himself, warming and taking care of himself without asking for anything in return.Instead of being like this now, with such preoccupation, it turns out that all the goodness and warmth he treats to himself are all for something else, and what he wants is himself.

Fang Moxin felt very lost. It turned out that everything was just his own unilateral thoughts. He knew that he was selfish, and longed for Zhou Qiao to give him selfless warmth and care.But he really didn't want Zhou Qiao to have other plans for him, and that plan was the last thing he wanted to give.

Fang Moxin thought of his parents, a couple who wanted something else, they were so miserable in the past, but now they have no contact.Fang Moxin felt very disgusted by that feeling of having a plan. What he pursued was the purest and unadulterated feelings.But now the friendship he thought was sincere has suddenly changed. Zhou Qiao told himself that he never planned to be friends with him. Fang Moxin can't accept taking away everything he owns like a robber.

Obviously he was his good friend, but suddenly changed, he had other plans from the beginning to the end, Fang Moxin felt very tired, he didn't want to talk anymore, and he didn't want to see Zhou Qiao, he felt that Zhou Qiao seemed to have failed I have betrayed my trust.

Fang Moxin knew that something was wrong with his emotions, he got into a dead end, all the words in his mind were telling Zhou Qiao was wrong, Zhou Qiao failed their friendship, he was very disappointed and unhappy.But in theory, Zhou Qiao just likes himself. There is nothing wrong with him being close to him because he likes himself.Knowing is knowing, Fang Moxin knows that he can't face Zhou Qiao now.

"Zhou Qiao, it's too late, let's go back. I have to think about it, if we are not friends, then... I want to rest." Fang Moxin didn't say a word, if we are not friends, then don't contact again up.Zhou Qiao, I just want a friend.

Zhou Qiao looked at Fang Moxin's depression. He knew that he was a little too aggressive, but the matter was already like this, and he didn't regret it.Zhou Qiao felt that since he had been punctured, there was no need to cover up and pursue him under the banner of some shitty friend. In the future, Zhou Qiao would clearly pursue Fang Moxin, and no one could stop him. He can't get it.

After Fang Moxin went back, he felt a little irritable. He knew that he was in a particularly bad state, lost, and felt really exhausted. He remembered all the things he had with Zhou Qiao, whether Zhou Qiao treated him well or not, He was very clear in his heart, but unfortunately he just couldn't get out.He knew that he was too paranoid, Fang Moxin nested on the sofa, took the medicine and hugged the water glass in a daze.

He thought of Zhou Qiao's smiling face. Every time he saw that smiling face or hearty laughing face, he felt the sun shining on him. He had lived in darkness for too long, longing for the sun and yet afraid of the sun.Zhou Qiao came to him with warmth. He felt that he had been alone for too long and needed friends, and friends were so precious to him.But Zhou Qiao said that he never thought of being friends with him, and Fang Moxin felt a little sour in the corners of his eyes.Is he really that bad?Temperament?Or is he out of control of his emotions?Recently, Fang Moxin took too much medicine. Fang Moxin covered his eyes with his hands. What he longed for was a friend who could talk to him, not an illusory love. What's more, he was a man, and Zhou Qiao was also a man. This book Just not blessed.

Fang Moxin got up weakly and went to the bed again. Seeing that the curtains were not closed, he wanted to close them, but he felt that he could not move. He remembered the scene when Zhou Qiao came to bring him breakfast that day. Does Zhou Qiao have thoughts about himself?Is all his enthusiasm and warmth because he has a little appetite for him?Thinking of losing these in the future, Fang Moxin pulled up the quilt and rolled himself up, Zhou Qiao, why do you like me?Why can't we just be friends?Then we can be together, always together, there will be no separation, no betrayal, no hate day, and everything will be beautiful.

Fang Moxin in the quilt sobbed softly. He stopped crying a long time ago, because crying can't change anything, it can't change his fear of the dark, loneliness, and quarrels.But now, Fang Moxin, who had grown up, wrapped himself in the quilt again and wept softly.There is an inexplicable sadness in his heart, he knows that Zhou Qiao will never stay in his life from now on, he will not keep Zhou Qiao anymore, even though Zhou Qiao is his sunshine, dispelling the darkness , bringing warmth.

But if one day the sunshine leaves, how will he, who is used to the warmth, deal with himself?While he was not addicted to it, while he was still yearning for Yangguan instead of relying on it, he turned and left.

Fang Moxin saw that the sky was getting brighter and brighter, and the sun would show up a little later, and then the rays of the sun would shine out, yes, it was this time.The temperature was still cold, Fang Moxin moved to the balcony with his arms around the quilt, and sat on the floor. Although the beauty at this time was far less than that at noon, it was still so beautiful and gorgeous.

During the countless sleepless nights in the past, the only thing Fang Moxin looked forward to was this time. Looking at the little red, he knew that the sun was about to come out, and a new day began.

The sun he had longed for had appeared.However, no one can be sure whether that ray of sunshine is shining on him. Fang Moxin is not the kind of person who is willing to gamble. He has no bet, he has nothing, once he loses, he loses everything .

He looked at the sun and thought about what Zhou Qiao had said. He knew it was too much for him to think about Zhou Qiao, but he was still very sad when he heard that Zhou Qiao never regarded him as a friend and only approached him to get him. .

Fang Moxin had no friends since he was a child, and he knew from an early age that he was different from other children.In the eyes of adults, he is so sensible and obedient, so excellent.Only Fang Moxin knows that he often has trouble sleeping at night and has nightmares again and again. The children around him think he is too gloomy and stay away from him.Zhou Qiao was his first real friend, and he was doomed to lose this friend.

Fang Moxin watched the sun rise little by little, but he didn't feel warm. At one time, he felt very lucky to meet Zhou Qiao, who could change his life.Now he just hopes that everything can return to the original place, and that Zhou Qiao will not change his life.He couldn't bear the consequences of this change.