calm to light

The author has something to say: the next step should be a low-key favor.It’s really slow for Yazi to update the text, but it’s really slow, and the update is irregular, sorry, everyone

Exhausted from being tormented, he finally fell asleep and ignored it.But I was woken up deliberately by the dissatisfied opponent, and fell into a drowsy sleep. I felt like I fell into the endless sea. I was very small, holding the only driftwood in my hand, drifting with the current, and completely lost. lost all control.There are bumps and drifts, with worry when the tide is high, and loss when the tide is low.

Finally, the raging storm was enough, and I was able to close my eyes peacefully, but because of the unusual pain and soreness in all parts of my body, my spirit was tense, and I couldn't fall asleep no matter how thirsty I was.

"Su Peisheng, wait for me to change clothes." Change clothes?he doesn't sleep?

"Your Majesty, the washing things are all ready, but Mr. An?" Are the washing things ready?Is it dawn?

"Your Honorable An's companion has made meritorious service, give me the title Yun." He really gave me the title of Yun, "She was really tired last night, so let her sleep." No way.It would be too ostentatious for a concubine to stay in the emperor's bedroom without discussing whether it is unreasonable or not.However, I am refreshed, but I can't open my eyes no matter what.

"The slave is dull, I don't know whether to give medicine to nobleman Yun?"

"...Give..." Give medicine?What medicine?But because of the dull pain in my head, I couldn't hear clearly, "...Ordinary decoction,..." Ordinary decoction?Is it a traditional tonic given to concubines who are serving the bed for the first time or a good medicine for special concubines?

Don't sleep, don't sleep now... Even if I hint to myself like this in my heart, I still can't stay awake from the drowsiness from Taotao.When he opened his eyes again, it was already too late for the harem to pay his respects.

Yuqian is such a smart person, seeing that I woke up, there is a maid waiting for me to change and wash.And I am inconvenient, even find it difficult to stand by myself, and thanks to their help, I tidy myself up neatly.

"Mr. Yun, the queen is sympathetic to the nobleman, and has already dispensed with the nobleman's greeting today. The empress dowager has also sent someone to let the nobleman rest well. You can rest a little longer." Stay in the emperor's house?Are you afraid that you don't have enough limelight?

"No need, are the people from my palace here?"

"The chrysanthemum next to the nobleman came early in the morning."

"Then help me out." The maid didn't say much, and when she was about to help me out, Xiao Xiazi, the little apprentice next to Su Peisheng, came in, holding a bowl of steaming brown soup.

Xiaoxiazi stepped forward very cleverly, put the decoction in front of me, and said, "Your honor is overjoyed, the emperor not only bestows the number but also considers the nobleman's fatigue, and specially bestows the decoction made in the imperial hospital. For the young master, taking it now is very Okay." Xiaoxiazi said ambiguously, I thought about the red-faced scene last night and the hazy and cold conversation this morning, and I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart, I reached out to take the soup, maybe it was because Xiaoxiazi went to heat it just now, Through the porcelain bowl, I can still feel the scorching heat of the medicine, with a smile that I don't even know what it means.

To be honest, I have never liked the bitter taste, but I ate a lot of it in the palace, so I got used to it.I can gulp down a bowl of soup with such a strong taste, and feel the medicinal taste on the tip of my tongue, but my mind is not on the taste at all, but I am thinking about the medicinal properties.This bowl of medicine is indeed produced by the Tai Hospital. There are many medicines used. Naturally, I can't taste all of them. However, there is no musk or other medicines that can harm women's fertility, which makes me suspicious.But when I think about it later, the pharmacology is complicated, and I don't know the effect of different drugs.

"Remember this pain, remember the feeling I gave you in your body, remember that from the moment I entered you, you are my woman, and you can only be my woman." His words came back to my ears last night, and I still I don't understand his thoughts, so I can only speculate, such possessive words, could it be that he cares about me and my youth, it is his warning to himself!

It's just that, at this time, I didn't know that my initial precautions and overthinking would give the king, who I thought was colder, ruthless and wise, a headache.

I thought that when I arrived in the Queen's Palace, there should not be many harem sisters, but I didn't expect that when I arrived, it was still full of people.I endured the pain and paid my respects to the queen, and the queen rushed to care, "Mr. Yun is too polite. Since the emperor takes pity on you, there is no need for you to come to this palace."

"Thank you, Empress, for your care. Greeting the Empress is what a concubine should do." On the first day after going to bed, concubines in the harem have to listen to the teachings of the Zhonggong.If not, what will happen if the grace is not there in the future.

The empress is very satisfied with me being so sensible, she just said a few words to me casually, most of them asked me to serve the emperor and take care of myself, seeing that the tiredness on my face could not even be covered by makeup, she asked me to take a seat up.When I turned around, I saw Zhen Huan smiling brightly at me, and Mei Zhuang beside her was also smiling slightly, but her eyes were not as usual, facing me directly, revealing her gentleness frankly.

Lowering my head to hide my thoughts, I returned to my seat, quietly hoping that the Empress would leave early so that I could go back to the palace at ease.It's just that today is different from the past, and they won't stop looking for me because of my low profile.

"Mr. Yun is very knowledgeable." Since Concubine Li's accident, Concubine Hua has to do many things by herself, and she has never been favored when she came in, so she becomes more and more irritable. "I thought you would fight The imperial favor won't come to the middle palace anymore."

"Concubine Hua's words are wrong." Fortunately, Concubine Hua has made a lot of enemies on weekdays, and now that Concubine Hua's favor has faded a lot, Concubine Qi has a chance to let herself vent her anger, "That's right It seems that nobleman Yun wants to be pampered and proud. Everyone here does not know that the emperor is considerate of nobleman Yun, so that he let her stay overnight in Qingyan, Kyushu, and also skipped nobleman Yun's greeting in the morning."

Originally, it could have saved me from a siege, but it had a sour taste.Although it is not heavy, it is enough for the few present to overturn the vinegar jar, "Isn't it? I heard that not only the emperor loves my sister, but the queen mother also sent things to my sister's palace early."

"Hmph," Concubine Hua was already uncomfortable, but she was even more uncomfortable seeing the woman in the palace pretending to be smiling and saying good things, but she was pretending to be hypocritical while thinking like her, "I hope that some people will remember Do your part." After a pause, Concubine Hua squinted at me, with something too dangerous in her eyes, which gave me the feeling that she was warning me, "Don't do anything that is not in line with your identity , it would be better to damage the emperor's sage."

She must have meant something, thinking about it, that young man must have already contacted his aunt, but his aunt is so wary of me, and if my promise can't be fulfilled so early.

"The ministers and concubines must always remember the teachings of the mother." The time in the palace is long, and there will be a chance sooner or later, but the mother does not know how long she can shirk.

"You are all here." I thought the queen would come out to smooth things over, but I didn't want to hear the emperor's voice.Seeing that everyone present was very surprised, that's right, the emperor came to the empress's house as soon as he came to the court, today is not a special day, it is indeed rare.

Everyone saluted in unison. I thought that the emperor would go to help his most beloved Guan nobleman, but I didn't expect that pair of fiery hands to help me up again last night. He didn't care about the gaze of others, "Why don't you Rest, are you okay?"

"The concubine is fine now." No wonder, even if I move even a little, it will affect all the pain spots on my body, and it's very uncomfortable.

"Oh~~" He said lightly, as if he wanted to listen to me alone, but his tone always gave me a bad feeling, "You recovered quickly, because I overestimated myself." God , What is this talking about? Is it true that all emperors are like this, once they have a physical relationship with a concubine, they will definitely refresh their own lower limit.horrible!

Fortunately, he couldn't leave the extra concubines there, so he stopped teasing me, "I feel that the weather is sunny today, and I want to invite the empress to parade the palace together, is the empress willing?"

This kind of opportunity makes the queen very happy, "I am willing." But even if she is flattered, the queen can be generous, "It's just that the concubine thinks it's better if there are more people in the garden, why don't you invite the sisters here to go with you ?”

"Since this is the case, it will be according to the queen's wishes."

Oh my god, Youyuanzi?I don't know if I have the energy anymore.Eyebrow Zhuang is careful, Xu could see my fatigue, even if he had a misunderstanding with me, he said, "Your Majesty, this concubine is pregnant, so I shouldn't move too much, why don't you let sister Yun accompany my concubine to retire together."

Meizhuang, she is still so soft-hearted, yes, she said such sensitive words, she suspects that it is only human, and she is more or less the one who is... demanding.

"What Huigui said makes sense, the emperor sees it?" The queen said rationally, but the emperor had no intention of letting him go. I accidentally caught the look in his eyes looking at me, and was stimulated by the faint anger in it, but I wailed in my heart , Could it be that I unintentionally hurt the dignity of the emperor?Don't think too much, it's just Huigui, probably the emperor gave me the title of Meizhuang at the same time.No, maybe, my concubine title was incidental, that's fine, the two concubines got the title at the same time, so the goal is bigger and the danger is evenly shared.

"If you are pregnant, you should take more walks. Just stay with me for a while. If you are tired, then let nobleman Yun accompany you back." Since it was Mei Zhuang's suggestion, the emperor would naturally agree for the sake of the dragon fetus. of. "Your Majesty Wan, come to my side."

An ordinary sentence makes many people feel that the old love is more like a new favorite.The emperor's neglect of Zhen Huan at the beginning gave me a headache.

There are so many people that it is lively. Along the way, the emperor who was surrounded by Yingyingyanyan didn't care to pay attention to me, so I relaxed more or less.Although I can't go back to my own palace to rest, Juqing will take care of me, that is, it is inconvenient to walk, and some pain is tolerable, plus there are too many people and I can't walk fast, so I am not left behind.During the garden tour, Meizhuang walked beside the emperor, and I was at the end of the line, which saved us the embarrassment of meeting now.I am very grateful to her for being considerate to me just now, but it is better for us to have less contact now.

Not long after walking, the group went to the gazebo to enjoy the cool air.Because there are not many seats in the pavilion, we concubines can only stand, and for a while, we are no different from the servants in the palace.What surprised me was that the emperor invited the empress and the pregnant Meizhuang to be seated. He even gave the rest of the seats to Zhen Huan instead of Concubine Hua, who was only below the empress. surprise me.Or is it true that the emperor really angered Concubine Hua because of Concubine Li's matter, and he didn't even care about the previous dynasty?

Seeing Concubine Hua pretending to be forbearing, I just feel that the man in the seat is really hard to guess.Just like the words he emphasized in his ear last night, even I can't help but think about such inexplicable possessiveness.

Originally, the concubine and the emperor were chatting and joking, and the atmosphere was harmonious, but a doll carved in powder and jade suddenly appeared, which made the relaxed atmosphere in the pavilion dissipate all of a sudden.Among other things, the emperor, who was still smiling just now, when he saw the son who entered the pavilion and saluted him, he put on a serious face and restrained all his smiles, "Si elder brother, if you don't study hard in the room, What are you doing running out?" The cold tone did not sound like a father saying it to his son, but the other people in the harem were not surprised at all.Only Mei Zhuang Xu is pregnant, and he has a relationship with the child. Seeing the fourth elder brother get hurt because of the emperor's words, he felt a little distressed, but maybe he knew some taboos in the palace, so he didn't say anything .

"My son is paying homage to Huang Ama." It was rare to see Huang Ama, but he was still so indifferent. The others around me answered in the same way, saying that a father loves his son with the same heart, and he couldn't help laughing at himself. Huang Ama probably never regarded herself as his son, and kept herself in Yuanmingyuan for many years without even seeing her face. Not to mention Aiko.

"If that's the case, you should go back." The emperor is really cold, but in my opinion, this kind of indifference is much more loving than the fourth elder brother whose mother died young, but I don't know that the emperor is caring for his father. Goodness and bitterness were unintentionally planted for the emperor.

"My son has one more thing."

"What's the matter?" I glanced at me when the fourth elder brother replied, and I had a bad premonition in my heart.

"A few days ago, I got the help of nobleman Yun. Today I met you and wanted to thank you in person. I don't know whether to say yes or not?" He was obviously a child carved with jade, why now he looks like a hideous person to me.If you are really grateful, why did you tell me in front of the emperor? Could it be that such a precocious man would not understand the power of it and do bad things with good intentions?

As soon as the fourth elder brother said this, the eyes of all the people present focused on me. There were concerns from Mei Zhuang and Zhen Huan, surprise from the empress and concubine Jing, but they were indifferent, but most of them were gloating from others.The concubines present all know the fact that the emperor doesn't like the fourth elder brother, but I just provoked the fourth elder brother. Even if I just went to bed yesterday, the newcomer's favor may not be able to withstand the emperor's long-term dissatisfaction.

"Mr. Yun?" The emperor said in an unclear manner, and when I was busy, I went to salute in front of the emperor with my heart in my heart.

"When the concubine came to the palace, I happened to meet the fourth elder brother. I just had snacks with the fourth elder brother, but I didn't want my elder brother to remember it." In the end it was too taboo, the emperor was silent for a moment, which made the atmosphere in the pavilion heavy, before he said, "You really have the heart." If this is the case, I don't know whether it is a compliment or a reprimand.

"Your Majesty,..." Mei Zhuang wanted to say something, but in the end she fell silent in the eyes of the emperor who were too deep. She herself is also in an emergency, so she should wait and see what happens.

"I see that Mr. Yun and the fourth elder brother hit it off, so you can go back with the fourth elder brother."

I didn't reply, but the fourth elder brother, who had kept his head down and kept silent since I came out, opened his mouth in surprise, his expression and tone were like a child who got what he wanted, and there was a little unconfident joy in his innocence, "Emperor Did Ama allow his son to disturb the nobleman Yun?"

How can there be such a meaning in the emperor's words?Could it be that the fourth elder brother hated himself so anxiously that he kept using his own innate conditions to set him off?

"It's rare for you to like nobleman Yun." There was some suppressed anger in the emperor's words, but this anger was all aimed at me, to the point of being angry at his own woman for doing things regardless of his own preferences, which made it completely irrefutable I feel very wronged. Isn’t the emperor very wise? Why can’t he see the tricks in the matter at this time? Could it be that the emperor’s son is too good at pretending to be false? "I remember that the palace where you live is free, so let nobleman Yun move in to live with you?"

The fourth elder brother lives in a remote place, the emperor has the intention of isolating the fourth elder brother, and asking me to move to live with the fourth elder brother is actually no different from putting me in the cold palace of this palace.

"Your Majesty," this is tantamount to expressing my holy intention of falling out of favor, which makes Mei Zhuang anxious and Zhen Huan can't sit still, "If sister Yun lives in such a remote place, wouldn't there be no one to take care of the Queen Mother? If so, Mei It's time for my sister to think more."

After all, I came to the palace in the name of serving the Empress Dowager. Zhen Huan persuaded me to go to Meizhuang, and said that the Empress Dowager is very important, "It's just that I live in a remote place. If you have the heart, it doesn't matter." In the end There is no grounding, as long as I have the heart, everything has a chance.I understand the meaning of the emperor's words, and Mei Zhuang Zhen Huan also understands, knowing that this is already the emperor's greatest tolerance, they didn't say much, "Mr. Yun, you should supervise the fourth elder brother well."

"The courtiers and concubines must put their heart into it." The words have multiple meanings, and even I myself don't know why I want to put my heart into it.

Unexpectedly, it was the fourth elder brother who took me away from this crowded pavilion in the end. The truth is unpredictable.

The fourth elder brother walked in front of me with a small body, straight and meticulous, the appearance of a young adult was quite different from the childish appearance in the pavilion just now, I was supported by Ju Qing, seeing him like this, I couldn’t help but Laughed softly.Maybe he heard it, he stopped and looked back at me, I didn't care about him, just told Ju Qing, "You go to the palace first and take my things to the fourth elder brother."

"But the young master is not feeling well right now, so I'd better settle the master down before going back." It's just that I'm a little sleepy, and I want An Tuo to go to sleep earlier, but thinking that Ju Qing's words are also polite, I'm a little hesitant.

"You go ahead," I was still thinking about how to make a choice, and I was supported by another pair of hands that did not belong to Juqing. Seeing the four-year-old doll who was a lot shorter than me supporting me steadily, I both Feeling funny and feeling uncomfortable, such a mature child is too unlikable, "Mr. Yun has a prince here."

It's impossible to rely on him as a milk baby, but the servants around him are quite reliable, so I don't dismiss his intentions, "In that case, go back and do some things first."

In the end, Ju Qing left with some worries, but it was inevitable. In his opinion, if it wasn't for the fourth elder brother, I, the little master, would still have a holy family, even myself, because the plan was disrupted by the fourth elder brother , annoyed him for a while.

After Ju Qing left, I was supported by the fourth elder brother and his aunt. The appearance of the three of them walking together was a bit like a mother's kindness and filial piety. Perhaps the atmosphere was good, and the serious mask on the fourth elder brother's face was also removed. He also thought that the aunt who accompanied him was his close friend, so he said to me without any scruples, "Mr. Yun, you can blame my prince."