Actually I like you very much

Jiang Xunxing opened his eyes.

He was lying on Xiangwan's bed.

Although I haven't lived here for too many days, the smell of Xiang Wan is still left on the pillow.This person has some delicate hobbies in some places, for example, no matter which city he goes to, he will always bring his usual shower gel.

Xiang Wan squatted beside the bed, rubbed her thumb against his forehead, and asked softly, "Why did you only sleep for so long?"

Jiang Xunxing didn't speak.

Let Xiang Wan see himself going crazy, he didn't know what to say.

So Jiang Xunxing lowered his eyes, his eyelashes trembled with this movement, and there was still a slight redness at the end of his eyes.

"Sorry." Jiang Xunxing said.

"Sorry for what?" Xiang Wan smiled, avoiding the topic and did not let Jiang Xunxing continue. He just patted him and said, "Get up and drink some water, your mouth is a bit dry."

Just now Jiang Xunxing kissed him.

But it's best not to mention it now.

Xiang Wan brought iodophor again and carefully applied it to Jiang Xunxing's scratched arm.

The cold touch mixed with the smell of medicine penetrated into the nose.

A little painful, Jiang Xunxing's hand shrank a little.

"Be patient." Xiang Wan said, continuing to move his hands.

Neither of them spoke.

After wiping the iodophor, Xiang Wan took the empty cup and cotton swab and walked out.

Jiang Xunxing adjusted his mood in the room alone.

After a big fuss, my mind seemed to be covered with a layer of paste, heavy and uncomfortable.

He gets dressed.

When passing through the sleeve, the cloth rubbed against the wound where povidone iodine had just been applied, causing a slight pain.

Jiang Xunxing sat on the edge of the bed for a long time, and did not open the door until the pain subsided.

The grapefruit and red pomelo were all in the living room, probably because Xiang Wan had reminded them earlier that they didn't seem to care about what happened just now, they didn't ask, they didn't have the slightest panic when they asked if they wanted to call the police.

Seeing Jiang Xunxing come out, Li Huai asked: "Pluto, what do you want to eat?!"

Grapefruit and red pomelo faced a face that was flushed by the heating: "Today, the captain treats you!!"

"Really, I'm suffocating these days, I want seafood, seafood, seafood, seafood!!!"

Several people squeezed into a sofa, Li Huai was already sitting on the armrest, and there was an empty seat next to Xiang Wan.

Jiang Xunxing sat down, his eyes fell on Xiang Wan's face from the corner of his eye.

He was looking at the food in City C, and he had already ordered several takeaways. He slid his fingertips on the screen and licked the corner of his mouth inadvertently.

Jiang Xunxing slightly erupted.

There was a gash at the corner of his mouth, where he had bitten when he just went mad.

Jiang Xunxing: "..."

Fuck it.

Before he could look back in the future, Xiang Wan also looked at him.

He posted the travel guide around City C that he accidentally found while looking for food to the team group, and asked, "Shall we go hiking tomorrow?"

City C is a famous seaside city.

In addition to the seascape that has been developed in recent years, tourist attractions in surrounding towns have also been developed, such as the mountains where you can see the island.

The guide Xiang Wan saw referred to this mountain as the Rio de Janeiro of China, and it was located in a small town about an hour away from City C. The girl who wrote the guide not only recommended this mountain, but also a series of delicious foods around it.

Early the next morning, five people from A&S went there.

The mountain road is not easy to climb, it is narrow and high, but there are still many people. Tourists consciously divide it into two roads, going up and down the mountain without interfering with each other. Many people are taking pictures along the road.

The scenery seen on the mountainside is particularly beautiful, not too close to the ground, not too far away, just enough to have a panoramic view of the endless sea, winding islands, strange shapes, covered with colorful houses, and neatly arranged fishing nets On the sea, fishing boats dock on the embankment and rise and fall with the waves.

Jiang Xunxing looked down from the edge of a protruding rock.

He knows it well.

A long time ago, he would climb this mountain alone every Chinese New Year.

But at that time, it was just an ordinary small fishing village, with winding mountain roads, and the exterior of the houses had not been painted, only white walls and gray tiles with monotonous color.

It takes about an hour to climb to the top of the mountain.

The huge rock on the top of the mountain is surrounded by a hemp rope fence, and there are wishing bells hanging on it. The sea breeze blows, and the ringing of the bells is crisp and sweet, mixed with the light wind and kissed the ears.

Jiang Xunxing walked to a slightly higher place and sat on the ground.Grapefruit and Hongyou dragged Lihuai away and took various pictures near the fence. Xiangwan went to the other side to buy a wishing bell, borrowed a pen, and sat next to Jiang Xunxing.

He put the wooden sign of the wishing bell on his knee, bowed his head, not knowing what he was writing.Jiang Xunxing had no intention of prying into the privacy, looked at the scenery in the distance, and said, "I used to live there."

He pointed to an island far, far away, so far away that it was just two black dots in sight.

"One is inhabited, and the other is empty. You have to go there by boat."

"Then moved away."

He talked about his childhood without any ups and downs in his voice.

"I would come here before, but I never climbed to the top of the mountain."

"Huh?" Xiang Wan was writing, and asked casually, "Why?"

"Tired." Jiang Xunxing said, "The mountain road is too steep and there are many people."

He likes to stay halfway up the mountain, on the rock he just stood on, looking far away.

He thought he was leaving here.

Later, he did leave, from the small fishing village to the suburbs of C City, from the orphanage to the house where he lived with Sikong. His memories from childhood to adulthood are not very pleasant, except for the few years he stayed in SAT.

Xiang Wan turned the wooden sign over, raised his chin and looked at Jiang Xunxing.

The sea breeze blows, and the wishing bell jingles.

Xiang Wan's voice was in the crisp ringtone: "How does it feel to be back?"

"good."

"I think it's quite beautiful here." Xiang Wan thought of the slightly exaggerated adjective used by the girl to write the guide, "Rio de Janeiro in China."

"Bullshit."

Xiang Wan gave a low laugh, got up and hung up the wishing bell.

"What did you write?" Jiang Xunxing asked.

"you guess."

"Not interested in."

Xiang Wan raised her eyebrows: "Then you still ask me."

"........."

The conversation between the two seemed normal, but Jiang Xunxing never dared to look at him.

He kissed Xiang Wan yesterday.

She even asked him bluntly if he slept?

Again in the case of his madness.

...he couldn't explain it.

Can't escape.Jiang Xunxing thought, the problem that should be solved still needs to be solved.

Even if we talk about it, we may never be friends again...

Just as he was about to speak, he dragged a tourist lady in his arms and shouted: "Captain, Pluto, let's take a group photo!!"

This photo was taken very quickly.

The young lady brought a SLR, and after the filming was finished, it was directly transmitted to Li Huai via Bluetooth.

Before taking the photo, the young lady kept emphasizing that she was just a novice and was not good at taking pictures, but it turned out that girls' modesty was false, or girls had a natural composition gene.

The background of the photo is the blue sea and the island, where the sea meets the sky, and five boys are squeezed together in the middle.

Grapefruit and red pomelo compared each other, Li Huai forced his way between them, poked his head out from behind them, Jiang Xunxing remained expressionless, but Xiang Wan, just a second before the shutter was pressed, Turning to look at Jiang Xunxing.

The way down the mountain is more difficult than the way up, and my legs are shaking when I get to the bottom of the mountain.

Even so, Lihuai grapefruit and red pomelo have always been energetic, rushing to the forefront.

Xiang Wan and Jiang Xunxing walked behind.

"Xunxun." Xiang Wan called out.

"Huh?" Jiang Xunxing turned his head away.

Xiang Wan took out something from his bag and handed it to him: "Here."

Seeing what was handed over, Jiang Xunxing's fingers froze for a moment.

It's a letter from Sikong.

It was torn to pieces by him yesterday, but was put together piece by piece by Xiang Wanzai carefully.

The fingertips pinching the letter suddenly tightened, making an obvious crease in the lower corner of the letter.

Jiang Xunxing raised his head.

There was a little bit of red at the end of the eye.

——He tried his best to hold back the soreness in his eyes, but the eyelashes were still wet. The eyes are the most cold-resistant organs. When the wind blows, the eyes seem to be frozen and cannot be opened.

Jiang Xunxing pursed his lips tightly, trying his best to make himself look normal.

"Put it away," Xiang Wan said.

Hearing this, Jiang Xunxing's fingertips were clenched tighter and tighter, and even his arms were trembling faintly.

Xiang Wan took a deep breath. The winter air was icy cold, with a faint smell of seawater pouring into his nostrils.

He continued to speak, with a very light tone: "The meaning of helping you fight is not that you cannot get out, but that you bid farewell to the past."

"Remember before you can move forward."

The moment he finished speaking, Xiang Wan clearly felt that the young man beside him seemed to relax.

He held the letter paper in his hand, and the tape fit all the cracks, which was a little hard.

They were still on the way down the mountain, all their strength was on their knees, and they were trembling especially badly.

After a while, Jiang Xunxing exhaled lightly and said, "Xiang Wan, accompany me to another place."

Xiang Wan didn't ask Jiang Xunxing where he wanted to go.

After visiting the nearby scenic spots and having dinner, Jiang Xunxing hailed a Didi and left with Xiang Wan.

The two of them didn't say a word the whole time.

The vehicle drove into the urban area, went further away, drove up the winding mountain road, and finally stopped at the entrance of the cemetery.

Jiang Xunxing just came here yesterday.

He stood in front of a tomb without saying a word, just like yesterday, he stood here for a long, long time.

Xiang Wan still didn't ask him why he brought him here, nor did he urge him, and waited for Jiang Xunxing not far away.

The wind on the mountain was very strong, and a few green leaves were rolled up, turned and rolled forward, and there was a slight sound in the ear.

Xiang Wan didn't wait too long, and Jiang Xunxing came out soon.

"I just apologized to the captain." On the way down the mountain, Jiang Xunxing said to Xiang Wan, "For what I did before."

He rarely talked too much at once, but at this moment, only talking could relieve some of the blocked emotions in his heart.

"I never thought that one day I would not be able to see the captain. He clearly promised me that as long as I come to him, he will definitely appear."

"...They're all liars."

After saying this, Jiang Xunxing was silent for a long time.

Xiang Wan didn't speak, and waited quietly for him to continue.

Probably because he had adjusted his emotions, Jiang Xunxing continued: "I know this is the best way to do this, but I am still very sad. I think I will still not be able to figure it out for a while, and I will be sad for a long time."

Jiang Xunxing once gave Sikong all his paranoia, so he would listen to him.

If Sikong asked him to move forward, he would definitely move forward.

It's just that the road will be long and difficult.

Regrets tend to linger longer in your mind than all the joy you've experienced.

It is a pity that Jiang Xunxing and Sikong have been separated too much.

But this is the best ending between him and Sikong.

"I can walk out by myself this time." Jiang Xunxing said.

As the evening approached, the sun was setting and the temperature in the mountains was getting lower and lower. Xiangwan took off his coat and put it on Jiang Xunxing.

They still have to go some way down.

"That's good." Xiang Wan said.

Jiang Xunxing was in a low mood, and Xiang Wan didn't ask him any other questions, and the two of them remained silent all the way.

Behind him, a beam of lights flashed from far to near, and a car sped down the winding mountain road.

Jiang Xunxing walked outside and was in a bad mood, so he didn't realize that he needed to avoid it, so Xiang Wan reached out and pulled him closer to him.

In fact, the road was very wide, and the car would not hit it no matter what, but Xiang Wan did it anyway, holding Jiang Xunxing's wrist, and he could even feel his fast pulse with his fingertips.

Jiang Xunxing didn't shake off Xiang Wan immediately.Maybe he felt that someone should pull him at this time, or for some other reason, his mind was very messy, but in short, Xiang Wan grabbed his wrist and walked all the way.

Then, on the way near the foot of the mountain, Xiang Wan hooked Goujiang Xunxing's wrist with his thumb.

He suddenly asked, "Do you know what I just wrote on the wishing bell?"

"what?"

"This year's New Year's goal is to qualify for the World Championships and have a relationship," Xiang Wan said.

— Talk about a love affair.

Jiang Xunxing's fingertips curled up, and then he remembered that his wrist was being pulled all the way, and wanted to pull away, but Xiang Wan squeezed him even harder.

It was completely dark, Chen Xing knocked over the salt jar, and sprinkled a touch of fine salt on the night sky.

In the ears, Xiang Wan's voice was as gentle as the wind.

He asked: "Xunxun, start now, can I chase you?"

The author has something to say:

very very very thank you all for being here

I love you so much!