torture to the end

Shen Chen is just an intern teacher, the school did not allocate a dormitory for him, and he still takes several buses to go home every day.He came back late today, and it was already dark. His house is only a few steps away from Han Jingyu, but Han Jingyu's house is further down the alley. Both of them are two-story buildings, but the decoration is not the same.

The door of Shen Chen's house will always be lit up at night, looking at it from a distance makes people who come home late feel very warm in their hearts.The street lamps on the side of the road were old, and they were drowsy. When Shen Chen walked over, his shadow was stretched very long.

He had already walked to the door of the house, but unconsciously looked at the building where Han Jingyu lived.It turned out that there was also a light that was lit at night. Later, the light bulb was broken by someone, and it was never installed again. At night, the building was silent in the stubborn black, revealing a somewhat cold silhouette.

A long, long time ago, he and Han Jingyu left school together, walked across the road, walked through the alley, and waved goodbye when they came to this street lamp.

Han Jingyu was very pretty when he was a child, and he loved to cry a lot. Some boys liked him, and they always pulled his hair like he was a delicate girl, thinking that bullying someone meant liking him.At that time, Han Jingyu was forced to wear a skirt by an older child, with his soft hair sticking to his forehead, covering his eyes with white and tender hands, he ran up to him and cried twitching.It's so pitiful and cute that people can't wait to hold it in their hands.

How long ago was that?Shen Chen couldn't remember anything.

I just remember that time was too short, the two of them grew up suddenly, Han Jingyu was getting farther and farther away from him, and he was getting farther and farther away from the image who would sit and coax him.

Shen Chen smiled, turned his head to open the door, and the key clicked in the iron lock.

The warm light in the room had leaked out, and before Shen Chen lifted his feet, he heard an extremely slight sound.

It was a voice he was very familiar with a long time ago. When Han Jingyu was wronged when he was a child, he would always run home crying.Later, at some point, Shen Chen saw Han Jingyu standing at the door of the house, and instead of going in, he squatted on the ground and hugged himself into a ball, crying quietly.But that's not what it used to be. How could Han Jingyu be wronged like this now?Shen Chen went in and closed the door, and the ray of light was closed again.

But the sound of the door closing did not come out in the end, and the disappearing ray of light on the ground slowly expanded again, and Shen Chen walked out again.His current appearance seemed to be back to his youth, the voice was so familiar, so familiar that he knew it was impossible but still stubbornly wanted to go to see it.

The open door leaked an orange light, although it was not enough to illuminate the stubborn night, it was enough at this moment.

Shen Chen walked over lightly, obviously ready to be disappointed, but when he saw that blurred outline, his heart suddenly tugged.

Time took away the image of the weak boy who could only cry, and the person left behind is still standing here with his head down, tears falling to the ground drop by drop.

It was obviously a long, long time ago, as if in a previous life, when Shen Chen saw the person in front of him standing upright, with his head bowed and buried in the shadows, pity suddenly surged in his heart.

He even forgot the cold war between the two.

"Jing Yu, what's the matter?" Shen Chen walked over, he didn't need to see this person's face clearly, he knew it was that person, "Don't cry."

Han Jingyu's eyes were numb, but he still raised his head because of Shen Chen's embrace, his eyes were already swollen and red, and he looked terribly pitiful.

Shen Chen held him in his arms, and pressed his arms firmly on Han Jingyu's back, just like when he was a child, "Don't cry, don't cry, okay?"

"Shen Chen." Han Jingyu's white lips moved, "Should I not be alive?"

"It's so late at night, what nonsense are you talking about?" Shen Chen was rarely angry, seeing Han Jingyu's tears falling drop by drop, he hurriedly wiped them for him.

"Did you go abroad just to avoid me?"

"No. No!" Shen Chen put his hands on the corners of Han Jingyu's eyes to prevent the tears from falling.

Han Jingyu raised his eyes, and even the last light in his deep eyes was extinguished. He was laughing again, and said in a hoarse voice, "What is that for?"

"I went abroad to study." Shen Chen said.

Han Jingyu's thin lips were bent, still with that annoying sharp arc, "Liar."

Shen Chen only felt flustered in his heart, "I didn't lie to you." He hugged Han Jingyu even tighter, "Whoever said something bad to you, didn't I tell you, whoever bullies you in the future, you will ..."

"Call back?" Han Jingyu took it by himself, "No one bullies me now, and after you leave, no one dares to bully me..." Han Jingyu smiled again, tears slid down his pale cheeks again.

"Jingyu, why is your face so ugly?" Shen Chen only felt that Han Jingyu's body was cold, "You are so cold, you, how long have you been standing outside?"

Han Jingyu acted as if he didn't hear it, and the spirit in his eyes disappeared, "It didn't take long."

"You're just trying to get angry with me? Just torment yourself like this?" Shen Chen now wished he could slap him awake.But he couldn't do it.

"You told me at the time that you were going to be admitted to Polytechnic University." Han Jingyu's expression was even stubborn.

Shen Chen was speechless for a while.

"You just want to hide from me." Han Jingyu's face became gloomy again, and his eyes were fixed on Shen Chen.Then he suddenly pulled his hand out of Shen Chen's arms, and pushed Shen Chen hard.

Shen Chen was pushed back a few steps.

"Liar!" Han Jingyu's eyes turned red.

Shen Chen only felt that if he let go, he and Han Jingyu would truly end the relationship built up in those years.He even rushed forward again hastily, his arms clamping Han Jingyu's body tightly like iron.

"Go away too! Shen Chen, my mother wants me to die, why are you so hypocritical!" Han Jingyu was about to collapse, all the tranquility was broken, he was already completely hysterical, he Grabbing Shen Chen's collar, he turned around and pressed him against the iron door, which clanged loudly, "Get out! Get out—!"

Shen Chen's gaze was softer than ever before. Although Han Jingyu was no longer that weak young man, the feeling he gave him was still the same as before, as if he was comforting his ignorant younger brother, "Don't let me go, I will After leaving, you are hiding here and crying alone." He stretched out his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of Han Jingyu's eyes, "Why do you still cry so much at such an age."

In his eyes, the young Han Jingyu seemed to be alive again.

But Han Jingyu is no longer the person who only knew how to rely on him wholeheartedly in the past. Over the years, he has polished himself to be covered in thorns, and he insists on piercing everyone who comes close to him. .Han Jingyu blocked Shen Chen against the iron gate, with a fierce and cruel light in his eyes.

"do not Cry--"

Shen Chen's voice stopped abruptly, and Han Jingyu's hand was stuck on his neck.

Han Jingyu was panting, his chest heaving violently, as if he was trying his best to suppress the violent emotions in his heart.

Shen Chen's face turned pale, "Are you still angry that day? Don't be angry, it was my fault."

Han Jingyu's mouth opened, and then there was the sound of crying that tore through the night.The cry was like a sharp knife, tearing the last veil of silence.

Shen Chen watched Han Jingyu take two steps back. This person would no longer throw himself into his arms and cry bitterly when he was comforted like before. Now he would rather bear all this alone.

Shen Chen took a step forward, and Han Jingyu quickly stepped back.

"Jing Yu."

The voice-activated lights in the surrounding rooms were all turned on, driving away the originally deep black.Han Jingyu's face covered with his hands was exposed to the light, and his face was full of tears.

"What I want is not your guilt, your pity! Now all of this... I deserve it." Han Jingyu put down his hand covering his face.

Shen Chen only felt a sudden riot in his heart, and that riot already made him unable to help tearing away the tenderness and self-restraint on his face.

Han Jingyu looked at him from afar, and then backed away. Just as Shen Chen was about to grab him, Han Jingyu turned his head and ran into the darkness where the lights couldn't reach.

"Ah Chen, you're back?" Surprised by the movement outside, in the light, Shen Chen's mother stood at the door and looked at him.

Shen Chen looked at the dark night, and then looked at the direction of the light, his shoulders finally collapsed, "Mom."

"Why was it so noisy outside just now? Which family's child is crying?" The woman looked around.

Shen Chen's heart tightened for a moment, and he unconsciously raised his head to look at the building where Han Jingyu lived.This area is brightly lit, only the house where Han Jingyu lives has not been lit.

A chill suddenly rose in his heart.

"Achen, Achen! Where are you going so late!"

Shen Chen turned his head, "Mom, you go back first, I'll be right back."

Shen Chen only knew that if he didn't look for Han Jingyu, that same child would hide in that corner and cry again.

This is always the case.

Shen Chen searched two streets, and the final result told him that Han Jingyu has indeed changed, at least he is not the same as before, when he hides and cries, he will always find a place where he can find it.It was late at night, and even the street lights were slowly dimming.

Shen Chen returned home the same way, the door of his house was still open, the gentle mother stood at the door, and greeted him when she saw him from a distance, "A Chen."

Shen Chen was a little depressed, but he still smiled and walked over.

"Where did you go just now?" his mother asked.

"Jing Yu is back. He cried a lot just now, and ran away without saying anything. I..."

At this time, his always gentle mother suddenly grabbed his hand and stared at him firmly, "Ah Chen! Didn't I tell you, don't play with him anymore."

"Mom..." Shen Chen was a little puzzled.

"The last time you brought him back for dinner, I told you, don't lure this kind of person home! It's not that you don't know about your Auntie Han's family. He killed the whole family. You kid still Baba get up."

"Mom." Shen Chen felt a little helpless, "That's all feudal superstition, what age is it now?"

"I don't care!" The woman dragged Shen Chen in, and the iron door closed again, "Anyway, you will seldom interact with him in the future, and it's not like you don't know that you are not in good health. You see, once you leave, you will be abroad." You'll be fine after a while, right?"

"Mom, my disease is just hereditary, and it has nothing to do with him."

"You won't listen to me when you grow up, will you? Ah Chen, Ah Chen, don't tell me about heredity. Anyway, I only got sick when I saw you being with him. Isn't it good for you to leave him? "

"mom--"

The voice behind was no longer heard.

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PS: Shen Chen's illness is a very tricky idea. ORZ please grant me the attributes that don't cheat me!