hate time

I don't know when it will be lifted, so I decided to find another job that is more stable.

You seem to have no confidence in our future: "What do you want to do so far?" "People who have no foresight must have near-term worries. It is always good to think more."

"Then what about me?" "Huh?" "You are going to be a calligraphy teacher, so what will I do?" "The art school still lacks one who is in charge of finance and logistics."

July [-]th

The working hours of the art school are on weekends. If it is summer vacation, you have to go to work every day.The students are all children, most of them are forced by their parents to learn a specialty, and few of them really want to learn.

When I am not at work, I just stay at home and continue to write "Shi Shu".After all, I promised you that I would finish writing "History" in my lifetime and finish the ancient Chinese history in my own style.We've pulled the hook, so I can't break my word.Even if you are the only reader now, I have the motivation to keep writing.

July [-]th

Teachers in other art schools drive cars, but I ride a bicycle that costs about [-] yuan.The back seat is still carrying you, slowly following the fragrance of jasmine to the art school.

On the way, from time to time, you will meet other teachers who are on the same road.

When the fat guy who taught vocal music drove past my car in a BMW, and when the monster who taught aerobics rode past my car on a multi-million dollar off-road bike, you chuckled behind me.

"What are you laughing at?"

You said: "Obviously you are richer than all of them."

July [-]

My calligraphy classroom has an excellent location.On the right is the vocal music classroom, where a middle-aged man with a tonnage of [-] makes noise all day long.On the left is an aerobics classroom, in which a voluptuous man plays bawdy dance music.

Taking classes in such an environment requires great concentration.But fortunately, every time before class, a beautiful woman with a beautiful smile will come to roll the roll.

That's you.

Those little kids are really lucky.I have never seen you smile so gently.

July [-]

During the class break, a kid wanted to have some fun with me, and asked, "Teacher, can you sing?" "No, but the teacher who comes to roll call every day can sing, and he sings very well."

July [-]

When you come to the roll call, the group of children will surround you and ask you to sing.

Worthy of being my student, you can learn it with just one click.

But, no matter how sincere the children look at you, you always say: "I can't sing"

July [-]

Under the siege of children every day, you are finally defeated.

It was still the song "Jasmine Flower".

The fat man next door, who teaches vocal music, heard the sound and cast admiring glances at you.

You are surrounded by a group of children, singing seriously and smiling sincerely.There is a faint fragrance of jasmine in the singing.

"Our teacher really didn't lie, you sing really well."

... pig teammate.

August [-]rd

After the teaching of a school period is over, the principal said that he will hold a cultural performance to report the children's learning achievements to the parents.Several teachers were also arrested and performed to make up for the show.

"Piano, saxophone, harmonica and guzheng ensemble? Do you want to add an erhu? Don't be ridiculous, principal. I won't go." "This is called the integration of Chinese and Western cultures, and this is the highlight of this time." Obviously you are standing From the principal's side: "I really want to watch this show too."

It seems that you informed the principal that I know how to play the erhu.Didn't you just let you sing "Jasmine Flower" once, as for cheating me like this?

august [-]

The principal asked me to go out for training for a few days, and I took you with me.

August [-]th

The training location is on the fifteenth floor of a commercial building.Every time after class, there is always a group of teachers rushing to the elevator.I didn't bother to fight with them, and I didn't want to wait for the elevator to go down and come up again.

I will take you up the stairs every time.Considering your body, I always walk very slowly.Every time I go to and from get out of class, I have to spend more than a dozen or 10 minutes on the stairs.

August [-]

A colleague from the art school who teaches sketching has a vicious look.He, like us, also takes the stairs.

In front are two ladies, walking very slowly.He followed them in a gentlemanly manner and did not overtake them.

However, because of his appearance, the ladies misunderstood.They probably thought he was a perverted follower.So they walked faster and faster, trying to get rid of him.Unexpectedly, he also walked faster and faster, closely following behind them.They became more afraid and walked faster.Later, she (them) and the three of them simply ran between the corridors.

Afterwards, I asked him why he followed those two people."I just wanted to speed past them to prove I wasn't a perverted stalker," he said.

"..."

The author has something to say: I finally wrote their later stories

moved by myself

☆, Nine, 39 years old, 32 years old

August 28

I thought you, like me, had already adapted to life in Suzhou, and could live together in such a bland and happy way.

But I was wrong.

In the dead of night, you will occasionally wake up suddenly, and sit on the bed for a whole night, staring blankly, not knowing what you are thinking.

Maybe, you can't let go of your father and brother at all.Perhaps, you will also wonder from time to time whether it is rational to come out and whether your emotions are normal.

Between love and reason, between social norms and individual behavior, this contradiction and pain are eternal.

September [-]

After autumn, your rhinitis recurs.I must often take you to the hospital for nebulization.Fortunately, the summer vacation is over, and the art school doesn't have to attend classes every day.

September 21

I heard that there is an old Chinese doctor who is very good at treating rhinitis, and many people have cured him.I will take you to see.

The treatment method of old Chinese medicine seems to be very painful. You need to pour the powder into the nostrils, and there will be a strong burning sensation in the nasal cavity.

Many people come here for medical treatment.There was a strong man in his 20s, when he received this kind of treatment, his tears flowed from the pain, and his crying shook the world.

You endured it, and there was no pain, just tears rolling in your eyes.

September [-]

The treatment process is so painful, I really can't bear to watch it.I said, "It's okay if we don't treat it." "No, then the pain in front of me will be in vain."

October [-]

Fortunately, your rhinitis has started to improve, otherwise, I would have to demolish that medical center.

February [-]

At Hanshan Temple in Suzhou, the bell rings one hundred and eight times every New Year's Eve.You said: "Isn't this the same as the number of beads of Sapindus chinensis?" "Do you remember the meaning of this one hundred and eight?" "..." "I know you forgot. One hundred and eight represents The one hundred and eight kinds of troubles in the world imply the elimination of one hundred and eight kinds of troubles and the pursuit of physical and mental stability."

March [-]

The big pear tree in the art school is in bloom.

March 27

In the afternoon, I moved a table to practice calligraphy under the pear tree.You dragged a recliner to take a nap under the pear tree, which is a kind of companionship.

The pear blossoms are falling into rain, and there are scattered spots of white in the inkstone.I picked up the pen, but it was too late to put it down, just because my eyes were filled with the image of you sleeping soundly in the rain of flowers.

In the end, a word was not completed.

March [-]

There are guests in the principal's office.

"My name is Wuchou"

You receive him with the principal.

I thought it was just an ordinary reception.

March 31

Wu Chou came to be a guest at home, and after you chatted with him, you told me that you want to go into business with him.

"No" I vetoed it. "Why?" "Don't you feel impulsive in making this decision? Wu Chou just came to Suzhou yesterday. You have only met him twice. Now you say you want to go into business with him?" "He is a successful businessman, I can learn a lot from him."

"So why do you want to go into business? Isn't it good to live in Suzhou like this?" "This is the life you want, not mine!" You looked at me with extremely sad eyes, " I was born with a smell of copper all over my body... My family is not the scholarly family you want."

April [-]nd

Wu Chou came again.After discussing with him for a while, you decided to go to Wenzhou to do business.

"Why don't you go to Yiwu?" I asked. "There are a lot of my father's acquaintances there." "Then why don't you go to Shanghai?" "I don't particularly like Shanghai businessmen." "Is this the so-called exclusion of like?"

Wu Chou interrupted and said: "Shanghai people always look down on others." I didn't have a good impression of him at first, but this remark aroused my anger: "Can you speak nicely?" "I don't know that. Kind of twisted words."

"Okay, you two be quiet."

After Wu Chou left, I said to you: "I still don't agree with you doing business with this kind of person. If you insist on going your own way... I won't stop you. But, in the future, you can go alone."

You held my arm with your own cold hand, and the chill penetrated into my skin through the clothes.

I said: "The prosperity of the world is for profit; the chaos of the world is for profit. Even you are no exception." "Is that how you see me?" "I don't understand, what can a businessman do? ""I didn't understand at first, what is the use of literati, have they made any material contributions?" "..." "I respect you, and I hope you respect me" "..."

"If a person wants to have a future, it must be a future with other people. So, don't talk about the future, I will go alone."

April [-]rd

I stayed up all night.

I understand a little bit.Why have you been unable to adapt to the life in Suzhou, why have you been depressed.

The choice between your father and me, you have already made your decision.What really makes you unhappy is the way of life I aspire to.

I went to Wuchou alone and talked to him, hoping that he would give up the idea of ​​cooperating with you.

He pretended to be listening carefully all the time, until the end, he said: "Whether it's dusk or dawn, jasmine is always white."

I said, "That's the words of the Greek poet George Cyphus." He was obviously surprised—that I knew such an obscure poet.But soon, he smiled again: "Now it's my words."

April [-]th

Jasmine is always white.

I kept repeating this sentence in my head.

April [-]th

Wenzhou has an old friend of mine.

I was once used by someone, and I did a wrong thing, so that he could only live in that small town all his life, without a bright future.

I looked at the classmate address book on the table, hesitated for a long time, and then dialed the number.

"Hey, is Xiao Gong right?"...

I didn't bring up what happened back then, neither did Xiao Gong, we all tacitly didn't want to bring up unpleasant memories.I have such an illusion... In fact, that incident did not happen, so we can still tease each other in a normal way.

I contacted Xiao Gong to ask him to help find a house in Wenzhou.

Although I still disagree with your choice, no matter where you go, I will always follow you.

April [-]

During the call yesterday, Xiao Gong didn't know my current situation, and he didn't seem to know that I was exposed by the media that I like men.He seemed to know the news today, so he called and asked who my lover is.

"I am responsible for editing him, and his surname is Xia." "...Is he called Hawaii?" , both men and women. What a good name, it’s so memorable.”

How did their parents feel when they named them?

April [-]

Go south today to Wenzhou.I have not sold our house in Suzhou, and I always think about the day when I can come back.

The house that Xiao Gong found for me hasn’t been finished yet, so it’s time to make the wood glazed.

It was an older neighborhood.

I stood in front of Xiao Gong's house and pressed your hand that was reaching for the doorbell.Then he squatted down and found the key from under the carpet at the door.You looked at me in surprise.

"Xiao Gong's university dormitory key is also hidden in this kind of place. He may not be so casual with his own keys. But, like a son, like a mother" I explained and turned the door lock.

The apartment is neither big nor small, and the ubiquitous trinkets exude the taste of home.

There was no one in the living room, so I turned around and walked towards the bedroom, you stopped me: "That's impolite." "Xiao Gong is never polite." I walked towards the bedroom, while you stayed in the living room.

The bedroom door was open, and I leaned against the door, looking at the room full of spring—Xiao Gong was sitting by the bed.Lying on the bed was a man about his age, thin and pale.The button of the pajamas on the man's body was unbuttoned, revealing his skinny chest.

I sighed, Xiao Gong turned back in horror.Many complicated emotions flashed in his eyes, and then he fell silent. He calmly covered the man with the quilt, and dragged me to the living room.

When Xiao Gong bumped into you in the living room, he was stunned.

You apologize to him and explain how you got into the house.Then, I introduced you to him.

Xiao Gong worked hard with his mouth open for a long time before finally uttering two words: "Damn it!"

April [-]

The man lying on the bed in the bedroom is Xiao Gong's lover, Zhao Ruoshou.They have known each other since junior high school.Zhao Ruoshou is an orphan, and his mind is a bit weak, and his IQ may be lower than that of ordinary people.But he has a very high talent for painting.Xiao Gong discovered his talent, and worked with him to save tuition fees, and spent every day trying to send him to learn sketching.Later, I went to the same high school, fell in love, went to different universities, and lived together.Although there were conflicts during the period, their relationship was generally stable and flat.Until two years ago, Zhao Ruoshou had a car accident and became a vegetable.

April [-]

I went to see Yanming today.

She is in good spirits.Maybe Sun He's scar is starting to scab over.

Yanming asked me why I lived in Xiao Gong's house instead of hers temporarily.I said, I want to find an opportunity to apologize to Xiao Gong.

For nearly 20 years, I never even said "I'm sorry" to him.

Adults are like this, the older they get, the more they can't let go, so the simpler the words, the harder it is to speak.

May [-]

I told Xiao Gong the identity of Yuntong in Yancheng, and he looked at me like a beast in clothes, and then hurriedly "informed" you.

You smiled and said to him, "I know"

May [-]th

Xiao Gong is a high school history teacher. In order to make ends meet, he runs a cram school on weekends and holidays.It's in his living room.When the time comes, take out the folding tables and chairs in the storage room and arrange them.A dozen students crowded into a living room.

In addition to history, Xiao Gong can also make up for other subjects, which can be called all-around.In fact, with his intelligence, being a middle school teacher is too...

May [-]

The food in Xiao Gong's family is very average, and they eat porridge every now and then.Because Zhao Ruoshou can only eat liquid food.Xiao Gong also eats liquid food for convenience.

You occasionally go to the kitchen to help, but the taste of the cooked dishes is too bland, and only I am willing to eat them.

May [-]

In the past two days, Xiao Gong complained every time he came back from school: "I'm going to be exhausted for the mid-term exam these two days." I said, "You're not a student, why are you tired?" "I need to invigilate the exam." "How tiring can proctoring be?" "You have to hold your forehead and play with your mobile phone while invigilating, do you think you're tired?" "..."

May [-]

The house has finally been renovated, with two bedrooms and one living room: a bedroom, a study and a living room.You carve out a space from your living room for your kitchen, and batch out bland food every day.

May [-]

Xiao Gong's school arranged for them an out-of-school training for teachers from the history group.Xiao Gong said that it was very painful: "Training is a very painful thing for teachers. You have to ask for leave from the school to participate in the training. At this time, the principal will stare at you, because you still have to go to class if you don't come to class." Get paid. But if you don't go to the training, the school board will stare at you. Teachers are caught between the two. It's miserable."

The school leader who organized this event was Xiao Gong's bad friend in high school.When I was in college, I heard Xiao Gong mention him.

The surname is Lin and the name is Dao, with the appearance and soul of a dick.Now he teaches in the same high school as Xiao Gong. He is a chemistry teacher. He wears a plaid shirt and dark trousers that have never changed for thousands of years, and the shirt must be tied in the trousers.

Xiao Gong met him for the first time in a large exam, and he sat next to Xiao Gong, a seat away.

"The math paper that time was very difficult, and I couldn't write a single question. Then I asked him for help and asked him to pass the answer to me. He knew he was a dick at a glance, and his grades must be at the level of a bastard. I couldn't help it at the time. I can only treat a dead horse as a living horse doctor. Who knew that the answers he passed on to me turned out to be correct. Sure enough, people are not judged by appearances."

This morning, the teachers of the history group gathered and were ready to go. I went to see Xiao Gong off, and I saw Director Lin coming on an orange green bicycle from a distance.Several stacked green plastic stools are upside down on the basket.He said he was afraid that there would not be enough seats on the bus later.Xiao Gong's facial expressions are as rich as a scrolling marquee: "I don't know this person"

May [-]

Wu Chou has already prepared everything, and you have really started to get busy and start various entertainments.

Every day, except for cooking and sleeping, I am basically not at home at other times.

May [-]

I seem to have done a very extraordinary thing... I woke up the vegetable Zhao Ruoshou...

Xiao Gong was still on a business trip, and immediately bought a plane ticket to come back after getting the news.

May [-]

Xiao Gongfei not only did not thank me, but also gave me a good face.

May 21

Xiao Gong introduced me to Director Lin.After Director Lin knew that I was Liangxiang, he admired me very much.But Xiao Gong said: "Don't look down on him too much. These days, a single person can publish a book."

Later, Director Lin gave me a pass from their school, allowing me to come and go freely.

May 22

Director Lin has an only son named Lin Fuqi, who is a freshman in the middle school he teaches and is Xiao Gong's student.

Lin Fuqi broke his leg some time ago, which made him unable to move.When school was over, Director Lin would always stand downstairs to pick him up.A classmate would carry his son downstairs for him. Huanzhi

Lin Fuqi looks very delicate, his father's dick genes have no influence on him, and he is not at all like his own.When I told Director Lin what I said, he took it very seriously: "If he looks like me, he's screwed. Fortunately, he looks like his mother, otherwise he has such a boring personality, and he can't even please his wife." arrive."

I later met Mrs. Lin.She is a great beauty, it is such a waste to marry Director Lin.

June [-]

Zhao Ruoshou's rehabilitation training went smoothly after waking up, but he kept stumbling when he spoke.During the re-examination, it was found that the language center was injured, and it was possible to repair it with surgery, but the risk was high and the cost was extremely high. Xiao Gong, a middle school teacher, could not afford it.

The author has something to say: I'm going to start the mocking mode

☆, ten, 40 years old, 33 years old

August [-]

I am still insisting on the creation of "Shi Shu", although I know that no publisher is willing to accept it.

Because I promised you that no matter how long it takes, I will finish it.You said you would stay with me to finish it, and we even hooked up.

August 21

Zhao Ruoshou is looking for a job, he doesn't want to be taken care of by Xiao Gong.

I happen to know a web cartoonist who lives in Wenzhou.We have worked together before.So I chatted with her and asked Zhao Ruoshou to be her assistant.

September [-]st

The school started, and the students under Xiao Gong's leadership were promoted to the second year of high school.Director Lin is the head of the Academic Affairs Office, and he is in charge of the division of arts and sciences.

A few days ago, Xiao Gong glanced at the student lists of several liberal arts classes he took, and asked Director Lin: "Have you meddled in the student affairs?" "How do you know?" "Sort all the liberal arts boys into Those people in the student office don’t have the guts to do such a thing.” Director Lin said: “Actually, there is a little selfishness in it. My son chose the liberal arts, but you know, he is thin-skinned, and he is very good at girls. You will definitely not be able to stay in so many classes." "Your selfishness is not small. Does the principal agree?" "It's easy to handle with the principal. Anyway, there are only four liberal arts classes in our school, and we will put them all in One floor. There are places where boys are needed in other classes, just borrow them."

September [-]

After Zhao Ruoshou woke up, Xiao Gong's whole person became... how should I put it... flushed.I heard from Director Lin that he doesn't bully students much in school anymore.Therefore, his students also saw the clues, thinking that he had got rid of his bachelor status for many years, so the whole class spontaneously organized to write postcards to him.

When I took you to Xiao Gong's house as a guest, he and Zhao Ruoshou were sorting out these things.Later, Director Lin also came to join in the fun and read with us the blessings from the students.

Some seemingly literary words are written on the front of the postcard.One of them reads like this: The decadence in youth was mere formality, superficial and unreasonable, but in essence it was just a delusion.

I said: "This sentence is very good. You can use this sentence to remind yourself that decadence is deeper than the soul." Director Lin shook his head: "What you said makes sense, but I don't understand it."

You explained for me: "This is ironic that this sentence is illogical and meaningless, it's just empty talk about literature and art. The style of this sentence is somewhat similar to the so-called youth literature nowadays."

"I still don't understand, can you make it simpler?"

While browsing the postcard in his hand, Xiao Gong answered Director Lin's question: "This is bullshit."

September [-]

You have dinner tonight and say you won't be coming back.But meals are prepared before leaving home.

In the evening, I felt lonely, so I went out for a walk, looking for a crowded place, so I went to their school with the pass given by Director Lin.

Xiao Gong was studying by himself tonight, and I saw him on the podium outside the classroom.

A student borrowed a laptop from him, saying that he had business to do.Xiao Gong said: "You go to the office downstairs to get it. The password is 0518" "Teacher, this can't be your birthday?" "It's my wife's birthday" "Oh~" Then there was an uproar.Probably they didn't expect their teacher to move so fast, to the point of talking about marriage, it seems that there will be wedding candy soon.

I am laughing outside the window.Then I felt bitter again.

To be honest, I envy Xiao Gong very much.He has so many students congratulating him on his relationship even if it was just a misunderstanding.

I didn't say hello to Xiao Gong, just like when I came, I went home alone.

You also happen to be home from work.

I will retell Xiao Gong's story to you, and I am depressed as I talk: "If I am an ordinary teacher like him, or an ordinary clerk, will it be... If your family... There are only a few people who support us. Are we choosing the right path? Can our love just be hidden? I don’t regret walking into the forbidden area, because what I lost was only fame, but what I gained was you. But what about you ?You have lost a lot, but what have you gained? I even began to doubt whether you really have the feeling of "love" for me. Looking back on those seven years in Hangzhou, you seem to only regard me as a good teacher and helpful friend, but Not a lover. You may be just an ignorant one who was led astray by me..."

You interrupted me: "Since you put the Sapin on me, I feel that I am not normal. Also, you carry me up to the fifteenth floor. After living with you, I will pay attention Your tiny living habits. You celebrated my birthday for me... At that time of myocarditis, I could see you every time I woke up from a coma...Maybe, I can't explain what love is very well. But at least, when you When you say 'I love you' to me, I can answer 'I love you too' without thinking."

September 28

The summer in Wenzhou is very long, and the high temperature spreads until September.But it's still the season after all, and you start to have a slight cough.

It happened that Xiao Gong was drying orange peels during this time, so I asked him for some.

I’m ashamed to say that my mother is a Chinese medicine doctor, but if Xiao Gong hadn’t told me, I would have never known that the tangerine peel in traditional Chinese medicine is the dried orange peel, which has the effect of clearing the lungs and quenching thirst.

September 29

Xiao Gong told me that he thinks you are not suitable for business.

You see, I'm not the only one who thinks so.

October [-]

It's still hot.However, Xiao Gong reminded me to bring an extra coat when going out.Because the cooling in Wenzhou is not called cooling, but quick freezing.It's like there is no autumn transition between summer and winter.

This makes me a little thankful.In previous years, as soon as autumn came, you fell ill.If there is no autumn, will you have fewer sick days?

November [-]

As soon as winter comes, you are admitted to the hospital, although the winter here is not so cold.

If you want to work while sick, no matter how much I persuade you, you won’t listen to it. On the contrary, Wu Chou’s few words make you obedient: “The emergence of an indispensable person in an enterprise should be a crisis for the enterprise. A person who has been in an indispensable position for a long time Leadership is never really a good leader. If you can function without the group, it’s a good group.”

December 21

sleet.

Xiao Gong said that this is very rare in Wenzhou.He said that many old people in Wenzhou have never seen a single snow in their entire lives.Xiao Gong has lived for 40 years and has only seen one snow.Set in the night, glimpsed in the morning, gone at noon.

January [-]rd

Xiao Gong said that black garlic beef cubes can be eaten for winter health preservation.I want to do it for you, but I can't learn how.Later, Xiao Gong couldn't stand it any longer, and made me a bowl of vegetable meat and three delicacies soup for you.He said that you are still sick, you should not eat meat, beef and the like, it is a burden on your stomach.

He shreds the vegetarian meat, winter bamboo shoots, shiitake mushrooms, and carrots, pours water into it and boils it on high heat, adds seasonings, turns to low heat and simmers slowly, and thickens the sauce before turning off the heat.The movements are very skilled.

Xiao Gong's cooking skills are good.Since Zhao Ruoshou woke up, he has changed his ways to cook delicious food every day.Therefore, during your hospitalization period, I didn't order takeaway, but went to his house every day for dinner.

January [-]th

When I go to see you in the hospital, besides the soup made by Xiao Gong, I will also bring a bouquet of jasmine.Every day, it is like this.

January [-]

Director Lin invited Xiao Gong and me to his house for a small gathering and dinner.

Lin Fuqi was very afraid of strangers, so he took a few mouthfuls of food in a hurry and went back to his room.

After dinner, the three of us old men sat together and chatted.Talking about the initial impression of you, Director Lin said: "Tall and quiet like a jade carved ice sculpture, no wonder it was named Han."

I joked, "When did you become so educated?" Xiao Gong interjected casually, "This sentence must have been taught by his wife." Embarrassed, I changed the subject and said that you have a special fragrance on your body.

"It smells like jasmine. His shower gel, shampoo and toothpaste are all jasmine-scented. He is like a walking jasmine flower." I said.

Xiao Gong looked at me with a perverted look.Said: "These things should be sold to him by you."

"Yes, I like the smell."

Later, I talked about your illness.I mentioned your slight anorexia: "He not only takes medicine as food, but also takes food as medicine." Xiao Gong said, "That's because you don't know how to cook."

January 23

Xiao Gong made gingerbread and brought some to see you.But you are not in good spirits today, and you barely ate two bites.

Later, when I sent Xiao Gong out, Xiao Gong said to me: "I think Xia Han is more of a writer than you." At home, they are all sick all year round, lying in bed can't do anything, they can only think wildly there, and then come up with incredible things." "..." "Xia Han is really the most unsuitable for business I have ever seen people." "I told him that too, but he couldn't listen."

February [-]

I suddenly remembered that your father doesn't seem to know that I have a pseudonym Yancheng Yuntong...

So I started to write "Nanke Yimeng".It contains my hesitation and confusion over the past few years.

March [-]

The statement came to Wenzhou and successfully entered the hospital where you are currently staying.This way, even a blind man can see that he is interested in you.

I talked to him.I advised him to quit, not to lose his future, Wenzhou is not the place for him to stay.

But, he said, he had a long fight with his parents to come here...he couldn't go back.

He was very tired, but he said to me very firmly: "Hemeanthewholeworldtome." (He is my everything)

March [-]

You get out of the hospital and start running again as a businessman.

April 25

"Nanke Yimeng" finished.

April 29

Director Lin organizes teachers to play volleyball spontaneously once a year. "We must bring those young teachers, otherwise we will not be beaten when we are old," he said.

"Xiao Gong, you are the main force! Tomorrow's finals! What will we do if you don't go?!" Director Lin almost focused on Xiao Gong.

"Keep away, I'm going to accompany my wife for a follow-up visit tomorrow." "As a man, you can't be obsessed with masculinity and forget your responsibilities." "You can just move the final time back by an hour." "...you Makes sense"

April [-]

I originally wanted to invite you to watch their game, but you are not free, so I can only go alone.

They played very well. 25 to 22, Xiao Gonglin led his team to win.But Director Lin seemed to have twisted his waist.

It's better to take it easy when you're older.

June [-]

Xiao Gong and his school have a sports meeting, and today is the opening ceremony.Xiao Gong took the oath as the representative of the referee.Because before that, it was the athlete representatives who took the oath.The girl pulled down the microphone very low, so Xiao Gong could only bend over to swear.

If so, when Xiao Gong's voice sounded, the bottom boiled.There are many voices.Some students even shouted: "Xiao Gong, I love you!" It was like a star.

Xiao Gong is the chief referee at the finish line, and he pinches the stopwatch.After the opening ceremony, I went to him.

"Director Lin even gave you the referee certificate?" After the sports meeting started, only athletes, referees and other relevant personnel were allowed to enter the playground, so Xiao Gong was surprised by my appearance. "No, it's the team leader's card." "Oh, then be careful, only the head teacher has the team leader's card, don't let other teachers recognize it."

Later, we talked about the manifesto of the opening ceremony. "In the past, the referee representatives were all teachers from the sports group. This year, Director Lin deliberately tried to punish me. Alas, Director Lin is really annoying. I originally wanted to stay at home with my wife for these two days. All good things were disturbed by him." I said, "Just bring him to watch the sports meeting. Then let Director Lin give him some proof."

"He doesn't like crowds."

☆, Eleven, 41 years old, 34 years old

August [-]

"Nanke Yimeng" sold well and made me a lot of money.

I'm planning to write another "A Good Year's Notes for You".But because you are afraid that I will be too busy writing Tanmei and leave behind "Historical Book", so I will temporarily stop writing and write when the story is more mature.

Don't worry, our agreement, I remember.I will definitely finish writing "Shi Shu", no matter how long it takes.

You also have to be with me all the time and supervise me.

August 22

Zhang Liangyue is coming to Wenzhou to perform for a few days.He is only 11 years old this year, and he already plays the pipa very well.

In the past few days, their father and son lived in our house, and I temporarily placed a spring bed for them in the study.

Talking about my recent situation, Zhang Qi asked: "Are you planning to disappear in the literary world just like this?" I laughed and said, "It's really hard to live up to a great name. After being stripped of those names, I feel more at ease. This is also A good opportunity for self-reflection. Don't worry, I will go back when it's time to go back."

November [-]

The weather has not turned cold yet, and sometimes I don't feel anything when I go out in short sleeves.Xiao Gong said that if there is no major drop in temperature in November, it is estimated that this year will not be too cold.

November [-]

You said you were going on a business trip, and you had to go for a long time.

Maybe it's because of the warm weather, you haven't been sick much since autumn.So I let you go with confidence.

When I packed your luggage for you, I stuffed a small medicine box into it.It contains commonly used medicines.sticky note on the package