hate time

, simply write the main symptoms and dosage.

I said, "Don't worry, if you're hungry, I'll take the way to Xiao Gong's house."

I said: "Remember to call every day, otherwise I will worry."

November [-]

You are probably very busy, sometimes you can't get through the phone, and when you call back the next day, the voice is very tired.

January 23

You are finally back.I'm very surprised, what's going on for so long.

March [-]

Xiao Gong had a car accident.It was a Liberation truck that hit the bus.He is on the bus.Most of the people in the car with him were seriously injured, but his life was not in danger because he was the only one wearing a seat belt.He just had a broken thigh bone.After surgery, just rest.He only suffered such a small injury in such a big car accident, and his brain and internal organs are completely fine.

I'll take you to see Xiao Gong.Not long after sitting down, Director Lin hurried in.Xiao Gong deliberately refused to let him drink water, took away the tea on the bedside table, and said: "You are tired of dying." I didn't understand at all: "What is it?" "This is our dialect here, literally translated It's: 'Where did you die to come here', the free translation is 'Why did you go to here'." Xiao Gong took a sip of tea unhurriedly after speaking.

Director Lin added: "This sentence is usually used in the communication between old couples." "Pfft——"

"Okay, give me the water quickly. Daddy is dying of thirst."

After pouring down a glass of water, Director Lin sighed comfortably, then sat down and said to Xiao Gong, "Where else can I die from? The school, where else? I am the school leader and I am very busy. Then What, the daytime swearing-in meeting for the college entrance examination will happen not long ago. As the saying goes, it takes a hundred days to hurt your muscles and bones. You probably won’t be able to graduate this class of students. Two and a half years of hard work were in vain. But you are doing well now, someone Bringing you soup and meals, serving food and clothing. I am so annoyed. Think about it, there are only a few history teachers in our school. When you are gone, someone must share your class tasks and teach for you. This It makes it difficult for me, the leader of the Academic Affairs Office. The courses can’t be arranged. There is no way, so I have to let the school leader who teaches history teach twelve classes a week.”

You don't understand: "What's wrong with asking the leader to teach twelve classes? Is there any problem?" The leader explained: "General teachers have to teach twelve to sixteen classes a week, and wages will be deducted for those who fail to meet the standard." But because the school leaders have other jobs, so there are few classes. The school leaders have two to three sessions a week, the vice-principal level has three to four sessions, and like me, five to six sessions. Six sessions have already been considered overfulfilled. .”

Director Lin stood up and poured another glass of water, drank half of it and said again: "Xiao Gong, let me tell you, it's terrible, those students of yours are going to rebel. They are seniors in high school, and their spirits are a little abnormal. If history is not taught by Xiao Gong, the Academic Affairs Office will be burned down."

Xiao Gong seemed to have nothing to do with it, and said sarcastically: "Well, then I'll donate two barrels of gasoline."

Only you, like to worry about: "Then what should we do? If those students start a fight." Xiao Gong said with a smile: "Don't listen to his nonsense, those brats are so eager to learn, it's hard for them to change their teachers. It's the same, it's fine to just mess around. As for why Director Lin is so nervous... I think it's probably his son, and I think the quality of the teacher who has been replaced is too poor."

"It's fine to understand these things in your heart. Why say it out and damage my image in front of beautiful women. Besides, I'm not all selfish. As a school leader, I certainly hope that the students can get better grades." "Don't you Damn, how can I have such a good level." "You are already a senior teacher, and your level is not good?" "Don't worry, I feel heartbroken just mentioning this."

I was curious: "Oh? Why?" Xiao Gong raised his forehead.Director Lin explained for him: "He originally wanted to go to the Democratic League, but he was not a senior teacher at that time, and he had not reached their threshold, so he was not allowed to enter. So he went to the Communist Party of China, and the party embraced him with open arms. Later He has become a senior, but it is impossible to go to the Democratic League again. Sadly, they have lowered the standard to the middle class."

Director Lin changed the subject while talking: "I said Xiao Gong, when are you going to take the exam for a special teacher?" There is not even one. Anyway, it is not difficult for you to pass the exam. If you pass the exam, the school must not give you up as a treasure." "No fun."

March [-]

Xiao Gong was injured and hospitalized, unable to work, and their family lost their main source of income.The weak Zhao Ruoshou began to work hard to support the whole family.

In addition to maintaining a normal life, extra money is needed to pay Xiao Gong's medical expenses. A job as a cartoonist's assistant is obviously not enough.Under Fatty's recommendation, Zhao Ruoshou also served as an assistant to several other cartoonists.The lives of cartoonists are extremely irregular, and Zhao Ruoshou often has to stay up with them for several consecutive nights.And he still has to spare time to take care of Xiao Gong.

Xiao Gong said, it seemed that Zhao Ruoshou had grown up in the blink of an eye.He used to be a person who couldn't even take care of himself.

Occasionally, I would see Zhao Ruoshou appearing in the square in the city center, painting portraits for others to make money, 50 yuan per painting.He painted very seriously, so the speed was slow, and many people left impatiently.

Business is deserted.

Even if there were paintings that were sold, it was because he was not good at speaking and he couldn't bargain with others, so he finally sold them at a low price.

Xiao Gong said that Zhao Ruoshou was not good at painting portraits.His best paintings are landscapes.It's not the kind of scenery he painted when he went out to sketch, but the scene in his dream.It is very abstract, and it is an art that is not accepted by everyone.

He can also draw realistic works.After all, he is also a student of the China Academy of Art, and his level is not bad.

But the profession of painters is hard to say.

Zhao Ruoshou worked so hard that he lost a lot of weight, and his mental condition was not very good.Xiao Gong looked distressed, but there was nothing he could do.

March [-]

Xiao Gong said: "Ruoshou may be stupid, but he is not necessarily stupid. He may see love more clearly than all of us. 'Love me a little, love me longer' is the only love sentence he said to me. "

March [-]

Xiao Gong was discharged from the hospital early and recuperated at home.He said hospitalization was too expensive.

March [-]

Director Lin came back from school with some colorful cards.What is the questionnaire survey about the safe construction of the city.Parents and students fill out questionnaires together, and after submitting them, a lottery will be drawn immediately. The first prize is electronic products worth several thousand yuan.

I said: "There are so many students in the city, and there are only five first prizes. The probability is too small." Xiao Gong looked at me like a fool: "The probability of ordinary students winning the first prize is zero." "Why? "The first prize is determined by default. They are the sons or daughters of those leaders."

"Look at me, I'm the school leader, not the city leader."

☆, twelve, 42 years old, 35 years old

August 23

After more than seven years, you finally learned to sing "Gada Merlin".

I think it's something to celebrate and today is a day to remember.

I got a voice recorder.I will ask you to sing a cappella first, and then my erhu accompaniment will join in.The two collaborated to record the song "Gada Merlin".

I put it in an MP3 and listen to it repeatedly every day.

"Little swan geese flying from the south, don't fall into the Yangtze River, don't take off..."

August 26

"Nanke Yimeng" was republished, and the publisher asked me to write a preface for it.

I sat in front of the computer all night and only wrote a few unwritten sentences:

When I was 15 years old, I met for the first time in Suzhou.In Suzhou three years ago, there were rain curtains, hazy, jasmine, pure white, wall tiles, blue ash, gardens, elegance, bridges, water, alleys, teahouses, private houses, bluestone slabs, and a door. Small window...

Such a poor preface was accepted by the publisher.

August 27

Xiao Gong's feet are getting better, and he can go back to teach in September.

In the past few days, Director Lin pestered Xiao Gong every day, asking him to be the class teacher, and in the end he really almost knelt down.But Xiao Gong was still indifferent.

Xiao Gongtui said: "I'm in my 40s, and I'm still a head teacher?" I don't understand, isn't [-]s the prime of life?

Director Lin explained: "The older teachers are rich in experience, but they are relatively weak in physical condition and energy. So we have a saying that every teacher has his own golden age, which is about 35 to 40 years old. .Teachers in this age group not only have accumulated a certain amount of experience, but also have relatively abundant energy. Generally, teachers who are over 45 years old will only concentrate on being their class teachers and will not be class teachers again. In other words, they are retiring from the world. But this is just our experience, maybe the golden age of a head teacher is forty to forty-five years old Xiao Gong!"

August 28

Zhao Ruoshou and Xiao Gong talked for a long time.In the end, Xiao Gong decided to agree to Director Lin's request.

"Remember, this is the last time."

Afterwards, I asked Director Lin why he insisted on letting Xiao Gong be the head teacher.He said: "There is still a gap between our physics and chemistry in southern Zhejiang and northern Zhejiang, let alone liberal arts. There is no comparison." "You mean, you want Xiao Gong to save your school's liberal arts? "

"This is one of the reasons, but not the main reason... Xiao Gong used to be a very capable person, and most of the students he brought out were as dashing as he was. Now he has become negative and obsessed with just passing by with his wife in his arms. After all, I just hope that the flames in his body will burn again. Don't be like this now, with no breath of life at all."

September [-]th

I was wandering in the city, and I saw a woman jumping off a building, her body was lying in the road, and there were people watching.

I remember her, she is the big fat sister.

I didn't tell you about this, for fear that you would be upset.

"Death and life are too great!" This is Zhuangzi's emotion.

"There is nothing more to gain than life, and nothing more to lose than death." This is Lu Ji's commentary on Zhuangzi.

September [-]

You are on a business trip again.

I went to Xiao Gong's house for dinner, and saw Zhao Ruoshou hugging a pink doll with a wretched smiling face on the front...

"Did you buy it for him?" I asked Xiao Gong.

"The student gave it to me."

It's true that the upper beam is not straight and the lower beam is crooked.

September [-]

I didn't know that the head teacher was so busy.

Xiao Gong has to get up at five o'clock every day, make breakfast and lunch, and then go out before 06:30, and don't go home until after ten o'clock in the evening.Sometimes it was his turn to be on duty at night, and he would come back after eleven o'clock.Zhao Ruoshou said: "He, seriously, stands up, the most, handsome"

You are also very busy, just like Xiao Gong, you will get up early in the morning to cook, and you will cook breakfast, lunch and dinner, and then you can eat it after heating it up.However, only do this if you have dinner to deal with throughout the day.Usually, no matter how busy you are, you will come back and cook for me.

I said: "You don't have to be so tired, we can call a grandma." "It's not good." "Why?" "It's just not good."

September [-]

typhoon.

You are in a hurry to dump the goods in the warehouse to the forwarder.You said, because if it is placed in a warehouse, it will be a big loss if it is flooded.To the forwarder, he is responsible for protecting the cargo.If something goes wrong, he can share the loss for you.

You and Wu Chou learned badly.

September 23

Xiao Gong showed me their school's Chinese monthly exam paper.The reading comprehension was chosen from one of my essays.

To be honest, if I were asked to do that reading comprehension, I might not be able to do it well.

October [-]th

I went to dinner with Director Lin and Xiao Gong, but I didn't tell you.

Lin guided me to introduce a Wenzhou specialty - soy sauce and vinegar.

He said: "When eating dumplings, northerners like to dip them in vinegar, while southerners like to dip them in soy sauce. So the two sides broke up again. At this time, the Wenzhou people stood up and said, stop arguing, learn from my elder brother and dip them in soy sauce and vinegar." In fact, It's just mixing the two things together.

Xiao Gong left early, saying that he could not go home late, because he was afraid that his wife would be worried, so Director Lin laughed at his wife as a slave.Xiao Gong ignored him and reminded me to go home early before leaving.

When I got home at ten o'clock at night, the lights in the kitchen were on, and you were sitting at the table, as if you had been waiting for me.

"I'm back, I'm going to warm up the dishes." You were hugged by me as soon as you stood up.

"what happened?"

I didn't answer.

There was silence for a while, but you spoke first: "Actually, I've been worried. I've been so busy during this time, and I seldom talk to you. I'm worried that we're gradually estranged like this. I think you'll get tired of this soon The same life, tired of me. So I was a little scared, thinking, to do what I can as much as possible. For example, insist on cooking every day, eating with you every day and so on. "

You smiled awkwardly again: "You don't think I'm a dick, do you?"

A great writer who can read articles of tens of thousands of words at his fingertips can't say a word at this time.

November [-]

The weather is suddenly cold, you start to catch a cold and have a fever, your appetite becomes poor, and you can only eat liquid food.

White porridge is too bland, in order to let you eat more, I often give you lotus root starch as a snack.But it doesn't work well.

"Take two more bites. Don't you like it very much?"

"Actually, I don't like lotus root starch very much, but I'm used to eating it. When I was young, I was sick and could only eat liquid food. My grandma found it troublesome to cook porridge, so she soaked lotus root starch for me to eat."

I was a little frustrated: "I don't even know what you like to eat, what a failure."

"Don't you know now?"

November 22

You have had too many abnormally high fevers lately, which worries me a lot.The statement said there was no major problem.

☆, Thirteen, 43 years old, 36 years old

August 25

Started to write "Records for a Good Year".

In order to cater to the appetite of current readers, it has some fantasy colors.The background of the story is an overhead world.There is a kind of person, born in the heart of a thousand-year-old tree, who looks like an adult when he is born, but his life span is only one year.

October [-]

After the exam, Xiao Gong was called to Hangzhou to correct the exam.

November [-]

Xiao Gong is back today.Director Lin asked him if he wanted to rest for two days.Xiao Gong said it's okay, you can go to class tomorrow.He said that it was okay to correct the exam papers, and he was not as tired as the college entrance examination.

I was very interested in this, so I asked him about his experience in changing the college entrance examination.

"The first day was okay, but I was a little tired, and it was enough to sleep. On the second day, I couldn't stand it anymore. There were only a few questions to change, and it was very mechanical. On the third day, my mood was not good. It started to break down. After only a short period of time, I had to stop and rest. But after a short break, someone was sent to remind me, saying: "Hurry up and change, don't stop." This kind of life will last for seven or eight years. God. The first few days were very difficult, but it didn’t matter after that, because it became numb. The course of history was actually okay, but the worst thing was those who changed their compositions in Chinese and English. To this day, there are still many candidates who write that they are sick at night The drama of parents being sent to the hospital in the rain and being taken care of overnight. It’s just disgusting as a conditioned reflex when you see it. If you change tens of thousands of such compositions, you will leave a psychological shadow that you will never forget.”

Director Lin added: "Not many teachers are willing to be taken out to correct papers, because it is too hard. But this is also the only way for every teacher to grow up. But Xiao Gong, he should be the one who writes the papers, not the papers. of."

I understand what he said, if there was no such thing as that year, Xiao Gong would not have to wrong himself to be a middle school teacher.

However, Xiao Gong said: "It's not that I haven't published the college entrance examination papers." Director Lin said: "Yes, now it's '4+1', four college professors plus one front-line teacher. That is, four test papers plus one Little white mouse."

November [-]

In the past few days, Xiao Gong and his school took the mid-term exam, and Xiao Gong stayed at home with his wife every day.

"You don't have to invigilate?" I asked. "It's better to leave this kind of thing to the trainee teacher." "That's not good."

"The trainee teachers are just there to squeeze them out. What about changing test papers, invigilating exams, and counting wrong questions? Just leave all the troublesome things to them."

Director Lin sighed from the side: "Tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk

I said: "Aren't you the representative of the squeeze class?" "After all, he is a student and has a lot of homework, so I am too embarrassed to try my best to use him. The trainee teachers are different, they are here to help."

December [-]th

This winter, you have another long business trip.

January [-]

You are always insomnia.The statement said it was neurasthenia.

Because you live too hard.

March [-]

The draft of "A Year of Good Scenery You Must Remember" was completed.

March 27

I arrived at Xiao Gong's house at the appointed time.

"Where's Director Lin?" I asked.Xiao Gong replied: "They get off work at five in the afternoon in the administration building." "What about you? Don't you have to go to class?" "I don't have class in the afternoon." "It's so cool." "Brother, I took four classes in a row in the morning Well, my throat is about to explode."

"Since he gets off work at five o'clock, why did you ask us to gather so early." "He will always have a way to skip work, don't worry."

Sure enough, Director Lin arrived in a short while.Xiao Gong had guessed it a long time ago, but still looked at him with disgust.

"What are you doing?" Director Lin said with a hippie smile.

"It's dangerous to turn into a lookout stone" "Fuck you"

After enough trouble, Director Lin remembered the business: "I've already found the place for you, and I'll drive you to familiarize yourself with the route. By the way, did you buy the ring? How big is the diamond?" "No, it's just Ordinary silver ring." "Silver is so worthless. I can make you a few grams in a minute in the laboratory. Now the international silver price is so low, only three or four yuan per gram. With your With economic strength, it is not a problem to buy several catties."

Xiao Gong interjected, "It's not expensive things that are the best." Seeing that the two of them were getting into trouble again, I immediately stopped them: "Okay, let's go quickly. Stop spitting at each other here."

Director Lin is driving, Xiao Gong is the co-driver, and I am in the back seat.

"Xiao Gong, what are you doing here?" I asked. "I'm afraid he will get lost." Xiao Gong pointed to Director Lin with his chin.

"It's okay, there is no navigation here"

"..."

After driving for about 5 minutes, Director Lin asked Xiao Gong: "Which way is the middle school or the elementary school?" Now that you have already made your decision, why do you ask me, crazy."

We ended up stuck on the way to middle school.

Xiao Gong became irritable: "What did I say just now. Hurry up and take the side road now, or you will have to be stuck in this traffic jam for half an hour." "Well, I think what you said makes sense" "..."

Director Lin copied the path, but went around and went around to the entrance of the middle school.He also deliberately slowed down, looked at the school carefully, and said with a smile: "Look, Xiao Gong, how beautiful our school is." "Crazy!"

Take the provincial road on the road that passes the middle school.After driving for about 10 minutes, a bright blue car appeared in front, and the speed was very slow.Director Lin drove the car beside it, but did not speed up to pass it.His eyes flicked to its driver's seat now and then.

The driver is a beauty.

Xiao Gong's accumulated anger exploded: "Driving seriously!"

"Okay," Dao Lin replied weakly, then speeded up and overtook the car next to him.I laughed at him: "Why did you admit cowardice so quickly?" Xiao Gong answered for him: "A conditioned reflex of a strict wife." Strict wife control" "You are a wife slave"

After half an hour, we arrived at our destination.I was shocked by the sight in front of me: "Director Lin, can you change to another place? This place has a slightly more rustic atmosphere."

March 28

You sit in the passenger seat and put on your seat belt.

"Where are we going?" "You'll know when we get there."

Today is sunny and sunny, and the road conditions are good.Because I picked the right time, there was not a single car on the provincial road.The warm afternoon sun makes you sleepy.

"Sleep for a while if you're sleepy, and I'll call you when you get there." I deliberately drove the car slower.

You don't sleep very long, and you wake up when you reach your destination.What catches the eye is the rapeseed flower fields, showing themselves softly in the bright sunlight.

I hold your hand and walk into it.Facing you, I opened that little box.

You laughed, in the sunshine and flowers.

"You chose this place yourself?" "Director Lin said this is the most beautiful place in Wenzhou." "Then why don't you kneel on one knee?" "It's too dirty."

I solemnly asked: "Will you marry me?"

"I'm often sick and troublesome"

"It's ok"

"You have to spend a lot of medical money on me"

"I do"

"You have to spend a lot of time taking care of me"

"I do"

"I'm stubborn sometimes"

"It's ok"

“I don’t cook well”

"It's ok"

"I don't understand style"

"It's ok"

You stopped talking and just looked at me.

I asked again: "So, will you marry me?"

"I don't want to" you smiled, "I want to marry you"

"Whatever, it's all the same anyway" and put the ring on for you.

In the warm spring and bright yellow flowers, we hug each other.

March 29

You looked at the ring on your left hand carefully for a long time, and said, "I don't think this ring fits Sapindus very well." I said, "Then change the Sapindus to your right hand." "It makes sense" "... "

April [-]th

Take you to fly a kite, but you make fun of me: "An old man looks like a child."

I explained: "Flying kites is a custom during the Ching Ming Festival. In the past, some people cut the strings after flying kites into the blue sky, and sent them to the ends of the world with the breeze. It is said that this can eliminate diseases and disasters, and bring happiness to themselves." good luck."

April [-]

A private school took a fancy to Xiao Gong's talent and wanted to invite him to be a teacher.As the school leader, Director Lin encouraged his teacher to change jobs: "Think about it, you don't feel that you have wronged yourself by staying in the group of short and poor people in our history group."

Xiao Gong said: "You first reflect on yourself, have you lowered the average appearance of the chemistry group?" "What does it matter, I am a dick and I am proud."

The matter was settled later.

July [-]

"A Good Year, You Must Remember" is a big hit.The publisher wanted to get me a signing day.Of course, I was rejected.

Xiao Gong made fun of me about this matter: "The underappreciated people look at the ignorant crowd sadly—they are encouraging those who are at the end of their talents." I heard it: "Are you mocking me?" "Almost" "I accept it." up"

"Sure enough, you still care about that matter." "It's my sin, and it's impossible to let go."

☆, fourteen, 44 years old, 37 years old

September [-]

Started to write "A Smile Crazy".The background of the story is the Northern Song Dynasty.

Write a pair.

One is romantic and suave, and the other is as gentle as jade.

October [-]

You have a bad cough.I will take you to the hospital for examination.After the results came out, the statement said: "It's just pharyngitis, don't make such a big fuss every time."

December 21

During the winter solstice, Director Lin invited us to his house to have a small gathering and eat glutinous rice balls.

There are five people in total.Director Lin, Mrs. Lin, Xiao Gong, you, and me.

I asked Xiao Gong why he didn't bring Zhao Ruoshou.He said he had fallen asleep. "So early?" "He spent the whole night with that so-called cartoonist yesterday."

The glutinous rice balls are made by Mrs. Lin herself. They are red and white. The red ones should be carrot juice.Brown sugar is added to the soup and it looks great.

Before dinner, Lin Fuqi came back from outside.He is now a senior, has no classes, is relatively free, and has already finished writing his thesis, and is waiting to defend it next year.And the university is in the city, so I will come back from time to time.

Director Lin: "Why is your complexion so bad? Is it sick? Is there any discomfort?" "It's okay," Lin Fuqi said, walking back to the room and closing the door.

After dinner, Director Lin yelled loudly outside his door: "My son has eaten. Son? He has eaten." No one answered, Director Lin pushed the door in, and came out lightly after a while, closed the door behind him , Said to Mrs. Lin: "He fell asleep, he may be too tired. Let's eat first, and I will cook noodles for him after he wakes up."

Later, the five of us talked until very late.Director Lin glanced at the time: "No, let him sleep again and it will be tomorrow. You have to wake him up and eat something first."

But I couldn't wake up.

rushed to the hospital.

We were four men standing outside the operating room.Mrs. Lin is sitting.

After an unknown amount of time, the nurse pushed him out.The white quilt also covered the head.

Said to be acute heart failure.

But Mrs. Lin didn't believe it.She knelt down on the ground and began to cry.

December 22

Mrs. Lin is crazy.

January [-]

Mrs. Lin committed suicide by jumping off the building.The smile disappeared from Director Lin's face.Just at this time, the principal came to congratulate him and said that he had become a candidate for the leadership of the Municipal Education Bureau.

July [-]rd

The college entrance examination has been over for a long time.

The class taught by Xiao Gong has an emphasis rate of [-]/[-]. It is not an experimental class, a key class, or an innovative class, but the weakest liberal arts class in southern Zhejiang.For this reason, Xiao Gong was called "the miracle of liberal arts in southern Zhejiang" by the industry.

It was supposed to be congratulations, but the words changed: "You should have taught college students in a better place instead of teaching high school students here. I am sorry for you." Xiao Gong said: "High school Students are much more interesting than college students. Mixing with high school students, I feel as if I have only one.”

Director Lin comforted me and said: "Xiao Gong is a person who can afford and let go, and he will let it go if it has been lost." Then he said with emotion: "The so-called white crane in the cloud cannot be caught by the net of sparrows." also."

It is not easy to be in the world, but not to be famous.There is no boredom in retiring from the world, and there is no boredom in not seeing.If you are happy, you will do it, if you are worried, you will violate it.

July [-]th

Director Lin asked Xiao Gong to go to the food stall for a drink with me.

The beer is terrible, but after drinking it, the whole body feels comfortable.

"If you have wine today, you will be drunk today," Director Lin said.

He has slowly changed back to the way he used to be, he can laugh and make trouble.But there is always something, different.

He was obviously drunk: "I'm already the city leader. My son won the first prize for that stupid questionnaire."

He added: "Actually, I don't really want to be this leader, but I also don't want to stay in school anymore. Xiao Gong, how do you say that idiom?"

A teacher, a cadre of the Education Bureau, and a writer were all drunk and walking on the road without any image.We didn't support each other.Everyone hides things in the bottom of their hearts, and others can't help them.

July [-]

"A Smile Crazy" finished.

July [-]

I ran into a folk singer who sang on the street.

Stopped and stayed for a long time.

July [-]

"I'm going to Zhoushan, and I'm going to stay there for at least half a year."

"Why?" you ask.

"I want to live across the sea, and I want to write a book." "What book?" "I don't know, but I want to write a book."

You think for a moment and say, "Is Zhoushan too far away? Why not go to Dongtou?" "Dongtou is too close, so close that I can come back anytime."

"You mean, you don't want me to be your bondage?" Your eyes are too sad.I can only escape by hugging you.

You gently wrapped your arms around my shoulders and said, "It's okay... Hurry up and come back, I'll wait for you."

July [-]

I built a simple tin hut on the coast of Zhoushan, in a deserted place, and the only electrical appliance in it was the lamp.I live a life of isolation here.Fall asleep to the sound of the waves every day.

I had to let the loneliness hit me like a tidal wave.

However, in the dream, thoughts of you surge up and down like waves.

July 22

After waking up at night, I couldn’t fall asleep anymore, so I put on a pair of slippers and went out, looking at the sea—the calm sea reflecting the sky full of stars.

Inspired by the sound of the waves, I ran back to the hut.During the period, the slippers were thrown to nowhere.

I began to write and write until the first rays of sunlight shone in here at dawn.

August [-]th

After eating instant noodles for more than a month, my body couldn't take it anymore.After all, I am a middle-aged man in his 40s.

So he abandoned the tin hut and lived in a fisherman's house. 1000 yuan a month, including food and housing.

His (her) youngest daughter would move a small bench and sit at the dining table to do homework after school in the evening.I teach her occasionally.

☆, fifteen, 45 years old, 38 years old

September [-]

Went to Mount Putuo and worshiped Buddha.

September [-]

When the typhoon crossed the border, every house had its doors and windows nailed down.

At one o'clock in the morning, I woke up to the whistling sound of the typhoon, staring at the night like thick ink for a long, long time.

Suddenly, he grabbed a stack of paper and wrote vigorously.

September [-]

My schedule has become extremely irregular.Sometimes I can write for more than 20 hours without eating or drinking.

October [-]rd

The sea breeze is strong.

November 22

"Sea People's Ballad" finished.

Write a work wholeheartedly, "Sea People's Ballad" is the first and only one.Because I have never written like this before, nor will I ever.This way of writing is too tiring, and I can't write anymore.

November 22

After returning to Wenzhou, you gave me a surprise.

You bought a publishing house some time ago just to publish this "Sea People's Ballad" for me.

I said, "Are you sure? You're going to lose everything."

You smile without saying a word.

"Sea People's Ballad" cannot be Yancheng Yuntong's work, it can only be Liangxiang's comeback work.And Liangxiang has been blocked by major publishing houses for a long time, even if "Sea People's Ballad" can be successfully published in the end, the sales may not be very good.

November 25

Yanming adopted a pair of twins, who are seven years old.The elder sister is called Sun Ziyang, and the younger sister is called Sun Wuyang.The two sisters look nothing alike except for their eyes and noses.Presumably fraternal.

Sun Ziyang is restless and likes to giggle, as if that is her only expression.Yanming asked me to be Sun Ziyang's teacher, teaching her to write calligraphy, in order to make her quieter and look like a girl.

After nine years, Yanming finally got over the pain of losing Sun He and started a new life.

December [-]rd

Ziyang learned very slowly, and he can't even write the word "big" well.

After class today, I will send her downstairs.Yanming was waiting for her downstairs.

Go upstairs again and see you collapsed in front of the door.

I lift you up carefully.

The tentacles are cold.

You are sane, but unable to speak, you can only gasp weakly, trying to relieve the pain.

I wiped the cold sweat off your face with my hands, and walked quickly towards the parking lot while talking to comfort you.

It was a pneumothorax, and it recurred.

December [-]th

You need surgery to put a tube in your lung.The statement said that it was a minor operation, and the signature of the family members was not required, but the patient's own signature was enough.

Before the operation, I was the most nervous person.I put my hand on yours and rub your hand gently with my thumb.

"It's okay, it's just a minor operation, and it's only under local anesthesia. It won't hurt, but you can feel the stitches being stitched there." Instead, I need you, the patient, to comfort me.

After you entered the operating room, Xiao Gong waited outside with me.

During this period, he said to me very suddenly: "He is exchanging the future for the present."

The operation was successful, and if the recovery is good, the tube can be extubated in a few days.

December [-]th

The air conditioner was turned on in the ward, and I took off my coat, but I still felt hot.But you, wrapped in a quilt, have cold hands.

I felt stuffy, so I opened the window a little bit for ventilation.When I heard your cough behind me, I immediately closed it again.

"Would you like some water?" "Hmm" said very softly.

You insist on coming by yourself, but you don't even have the strength to hold the quilt.I don't speak, I lift you up, let you drink water with my hand.

December [-]

Xiao Gong came to see you.You two talked for a long time.Before he left, he asked me: "Did you really not notice? He hid a lot from you." "Hiding what?"

"Forget it, when I didn't say it."

December [-]th

Discharged.

December 31

More than a month has passed, and only two copies of "Sea People's Ballad" have been sold.

When you got the first draft of it, you said it was a good book, and you revised it with me in your spare time.Everything seems to be more than ten years ago, and you are still my editor.

January 23

Years