through those heavy years

He told me that Wang Caixia was his junior high school classmate, and he went to his house during the Chinese New Year last year.His family received her very warmly, but they didn't know that she would declare loudly that she liked him at the dinner table.Luo Feng said he was taken aback, he didn't expect her to be so bold.His parents were happy from ear to ear, saying that it is a good thing to like him, and they are both at the age of marriage, so they have a good time.In this way, they came and went several times, but he never gave her an answer.Until today, when he saw her looking for her all the way, he felt that she was sincere, so he agreed to her.Luo Feng said that he really only agreed today, so there is no concealment.He hoped that I would not be angry about it, because he was very sad that I was angry.

When he felt guilty, he spoke very sadly.He doesn't need to explain to me, even if what he said is true, it's useless to believe it.Unless he said that Wang Caixia was not his girlfriend, they would never see each other again.

"Do you like her?" I asked him in a hoarse voice, as if there was still a glimmer of hope in my heart that I shouldn't have.

He hesitated for a few seconds, which made me think there was hope.However, he said: "I will like it, and I will like it slowly!"

Yes, there will be love over time.Didn't Wang Caixia's visit this time play a moving role?This will become a good story. After being blessed by others, lovers will finally get married.I pulled myself together and pretended to be extremely calm, but my face was pale and my heart had collapsed.

He looked at me and said, "The workers are right, they have reached the age to get married, otherwise the parents at home will have to worry about themselves!"

He is a dutiful son, so naturally he doesn't want to make his parents work hard.My emotions can only rot silently in my heart.

He said: "Are you really not feeling sick, your face is not good?"

I lowered my head slightly, so that he couldn't let him see my abnormal behavior again. "I'm fine!" The tone was strange and cold.In the morning we were still sitting together talking and laughing, but now I want to stay away deliberately.This is a pain that came too soon, and it will be engraved in my heart.

"Oh!" He looked at me strangely and said, "Then let's have dinner together. I want to take her to invite colleagues to have dinner together!"

He's going to make his girlfriend public and ask me to go, only bad things will happen.

"You go, I'm not hungry!" I refused him, lay down and closed my eyes.

"Then you don't eat?"

"Don't eat!"

He didn't continue to say anything, just sighed deeply, stood for a while, and left.

Standing up, I felt the vast loneliness and coldness sweeping over me.Sitting curled up in a dark corner, tears rolled down her face unconsciously again.

Luo Feng didn't come back when he slept at night.The old friends ate alcohol and their mouths were full of greasy food.They all excitedly said that Luo Feng had gone to have a room with that girl.They say that young people with strong desires and wolves and leopards must have sex more than a dozen times at night.They also said that Wang Caixia had thick legs, tight flesh and big buttocks, so she was a very strong woman at first glance.Even if Luo Feng's body is like a cow, it is possible for her to dig it out.They laughed loudly, saying that they just wait and see, tomorrow Luo Feng will look like an eggplant beaten by Shuang, with dark circles around his eyes.

They just confirmed the relationship and couldn't wait to open the room.Now that the room has been opened, what difference does it make to do it a few times a night.I can't hear my old friends always talking about other people's sex, the size of the sex, the richness of the sex, and the words are harsh.I yelled that I want to be quiet, and the distorted face stunned them and frightened myself at the same time.Most of the old friends are unwilling to talk to me, and they will not be serious with a child.They made allowances for my physical discomfort and cursed me a few times, but they didn't say anything.

One night, spring thunder rolled outside the window, and the cold wind blew.I tossed and turned and couldn't sleep all night.When I went to work the next day, I sneaked to the boiler group to see him.He is here, and my heart feels a little more at ease.He didn't have dark circles under his eyes like his old friends said.His mental outlook is no different from before.

Luo Feng saw me, waved his hand and called my name.I didn't answer, just turned around and left.Luo Feng didn't know why I was angry, and I didn't know what right I had to be angry with Luo Feng.In short, I can't face him with a hippie smile.In my heart, the former me has died, and now I have become more eerie than when I was a child.

At night, Luo Feng came back.But our communication is basically reduced to zero.He looked at me sadly, trying to find something to talk to me about.But when I came back from work, I lay motionless on the bed, isolating everything coldly.He pushed me, pretended to be asleep, and didn't want to talk to me at all.If he really puts me in a very important position in his heart, then my performance at this moment must have hurt him.My original intention from the beginning to the end was not to make him sad at all, but at this time, my sadness has already flowed upstream, so how can I still take his feelings into consideration.It was like this between us, there was a huge change in a day.

This behavior has been slowly pushing Luo Feng farther and farther.He stopped looking at me, didn't push me, and didn't take the initiative to find words to communicate with me.Facing his departure, I began to panic.People are like this, the humbler they are, the more humble they are, the more bastards they are, the more beastly they are.

I can't help it, I always have to secretly go to see him.Because of Wang Caixia, I saw the changes in Luo Feng.The woman filled his face with moist red light and looked radiant.His whole body was filled with a halo of happiness, and his smiling face kept on coming.I can always sneak in a corner and see the scene where Wang Caixia is not afraid of the cold wind and rain and comes to deliver meals to Luo Feng every day.They get together and talk sweet words.There is no one else outside the eyes.

Some good things coworkers.Their minds are filled only with men and women.When they saw Wang Caixia walking and climbing the stairs, they sneered and laughed.They said, look, I still had my legs crossed when I walked on the first day, and it was numb when I climbed the stairs.Now, walk like a crab, climb stairs like a sow up a tree.This seems to be a cruel process for a young girl to become a woman!

Luo Feng slept outside for several nights, he must be with Wang Caixia.I also intend to observe Wang Caixia walking.She was indeed a little bit weird, her buttocks were twisted, like something was stuffed in her crotch.They are the best, and more and more.I have to face up to this problem, and this problem has a lingering demon in my heart.

One day, Wang Caixia didn't get bored with Luo Feng, and came to talk to me.Regardless of previous suspicions, she came to talk to me for Luo Feng, trying to resolve the conflict between me and Luo Feng.I don't want to talk to her.Just looking at the happiness on her face made her angry.She doesn't know that the conflict between me and Luo Feng is all about her.

"Xiaodong!" She bypassed the big steel pipes piled up on the road, stepped on the messy plastic bags on the road, and walked over with splayed legs, a little weak.I lowered my head to do things, pretending I didn't see anyone or hear anything.

"Xiaodong!" She yelled, and everyone around ten meters away was attracted by her.I had to put down what I was doing and raised my head to look at her.She has a ruddy complexion, smooth skin, and is slightly fat.

"Hehe, I interrupted you to do something!" She was like a girl in the city, with a sweet smile and a sweet voice, she thought it was very cute.

There was no expression on my face.He was just thinking, what exactly does Luo Feng like about this woman, and how thick-skinned this woman is.

"Is it convenient to chat!" Her mother-in-law said, already making people very impatient.I spit out a mouthful of phlegm and continued to bow my head to work.

"Xiaodong, Xiaodong!" She insisted on yelling, without getting angry, making people look very decent, generous and self-cultivated, not at all like a rural girl who graduated from junior high school would have a heart.

"Speak!" Impatiently, he threw the tools in his hands on the ground vigorously, and then sat down on his buttocks, the steel trough was bitingly cold.

She smiled, pulled her clothes and sat down where I sat, the scene was very familiar.As soon as she sat down, I inadvertently smelled her scent.Suddenly there was a tingling pain from the nose to the cranial nerve, and a tightness in the chest.The smell emanating from her body is exactly the unique smell of Luo Feng, whom I can't forget to suffocate at night.Their first evidence has been confirmed, and it is impossible to deliberately deny it.

"You seem to dislike me a little bit!" She sat down, her tone deliberately relaxed, and she greeted her with a friendly smile.

She said: "If there is something wrong with me, can you point it out. Like Luo Feng, I want to treat you like my own brother!"

Oh, disgusting, what's the point of kissing a younger brother.On my cold-blooded side, there has always been only grandma, and no real brothers or sisters.When I was very young, I could live a good life without my parents, and my brothers and sisters were nothing.

I looked at her sullenly, and the first thing I said to her was, "You and Luo Feng do it!"

"Ah?" She was taken aback, she didn't expect me to ask this, and said in a panic, "What did you do?"

She shared the same bed when she was not married, she was extremely coquettish in her bones, but she pretended to be innocent on the surface.Yes, I don't dislike her a bit, but I dislike her a lot.I don't like her thick skin, pretending to be innocent, and faltering when asking her questions!I said, and explained it to her in detail, "It's just sex. The man and the woman strip naked, have sex with a male dog and a bitch, and in the end you are all happy, just do it!"

"Ah, this?!" She glanced at me complainingly, blaming me for being too explicit.Then in an instant, she took out the girl's natural ability to pretend to be shy, and lowered her head embarrassingly.I know she won't feel the slightest bit ashamed.What can be read from her expression is more of a kind of satisfaction and immersion.She has the courage to say she likes it in front of other people's family members at the dinner table. Now that she has done it, it will come naturally, and she should speak out boldly and proudly to show her success.But at this time, shyness is more of a show of arrogance.I can see it.