through those heavy years

Standing on the streets of the city, watching the vehicles passing by sparsely and smoothly.The cold wind blew across his face, messing with his hair.The heavy snow rolls in the sky, in the city, and then covers the palm of the hand unscrupulously, and finally seems to seep into the body and disappear.There were no pedestrians on the road, only me, who gradually became more peaceful, with soft brows and a calm face, raised my head to look up at the sky, and then smiled heartlessly and innocently.

Many years later, when I recalled the past, I suddenly realized that it would be the most comfortable smile in my life, with no burden and responsibility in mind, body and soul.The moment he turned to leave, his back was straight and imposing.Time is indeed a good medicine to heal wounds.When you are alive, you can always encounter things that make you taste happiness.

The lampposts are covered with red lanterns, and the city lights up for New Year's Eve.I got a part-time job as a server in a fancy restaurant.It stands to reason that my personality is not suitable for the service industry, but I am personally a person with a very keen sense of emotion, and my behavior and thinking are prone to polarization.I will be afraid to get along with the outside world because I have been hurt, and I will dare to face the outside world because I need to take a step forward.So, I am a person who is easy to change and difficult to change.The conversion during this period may be abnormal, but man himself is a kind of animal that is not easy to understand.

And that high-end restaurant, very fate.When I was walking on the streets of the city and my stomach was gurgling, it was what I saw when I looked up.There, I finally know what a chef is.Chefs are professional cooks, and the dishes they make are delicious, beautiful, fragrant, and admirable.There, you have the opportunity to meet all kinds of people living in the city.Their dress, manner of speaking, behavior and thought all have their own characteristics.Some of them are surrounded by people, toasting, serving tea, handing cigarettes and saying good things; , Sitting or standing like standing, as defiant as the Supreme Emperor; they look slick and arrogant, as if having money means having everything.Most of them feel cold and enviable.It is difficult to understand what kind of environment has created them. They take everything for granted and ride on human nature.Comparing them, I prefer the harmonious scene of a family dining in a restaurant.The son and daughter-in-law bring their parents, and the parents bring their children.The affection of family is always so primitive and true.

Catering is the second industry I have come into contact with besides the construction site, and there is a big difference between the two industries.The hard work on the construction site gave me enough sweat and the joy of earning money. The past dinner table culture of the guests in the catering made me experience the tastes of life through the service industry.If it wasn't for Luo Feng, maybe I wouldn't want to go back to the construction site.After all, working hard on a construction site is not a place where you can stay for a long time.Maybe people should get in touch with some industries more, learn more about society and broaden their knowledge, and see how many people behave in this world.Why is it easy for others to make money, but it is so difficult for us to make money.

I am very happy to have such an idea for myself.Because it may lead you and others to a different path.Luo Feng is a person who can't have ideas very much.His behavior and thoughts are easy to follow the trend and be polluted.He looks very smart, but he is actually the most independent one.

The fireworks of the Lantern Festival disappeared in an instant, and the days of [-] could never go back.

Finally looking forward to Luo Feng's return, unable to suppress the joy in his heart, he left the restaurant early and ran to the train station to wait for Luo Feng who would suddenly arrive in this city at some time.Looking forward to meeting someone you like is both tormenting and exciting.The moment I saw it, my emotions were uncontrollable, and I was about to shed tears of excitement.The days of just over 20 days seem as long as centuries.

He appeared in the slowly moving crowd. He was tall and wore a silly khaki hat. His skin had turned white and his appearance had become handsome. temperament.

When he saw me, he stood in the crowd and smiled knowingly.The distance between the two of us was less than five meters. In the noisy atmosphere, because of you and me, I felt that I couldn’t hear all the voices, and everything became a background wall.

He came over, hugged me tightly, then pinched my face, touched my head, and said that he would check me carefully to see if there were any missing parts on the body. Whether the behavior is contaminated with any vice.He said he hadn't seen him in 20 days, for fear that he would meet gangsters in the city and die in Huangquan.He said that luckily, he was not accidentally killed by someone, nor was he trafficked. Otherwise, it would be the last time we saw each other at the train station.

He asked me, "How did you know I would be back today. What a surprise and pleasant surprise to see you!"

I said: "Coincidentally!" In fact, I have been waiting for several days.Fortunately, there is heating in the waiting hall, otherwise it would be cold enough.

He said that you are out for the New Year alone, and you didn't eat anything delicious on New Year's Eve.Let's go, I'll bring you some local specialties.And before I left, my mother killed the chicken, and brought you two chicken legs.He said that seeing that you are thin, you need to make up for it.

In fact, in my life, there are many, many touches.Compared with many people, my touch has more weight in my heart. It took me a lifetime to think about it, but I couldn't restrain my tears from crawling all over my face.In being moved, I gained a lot of happiness from life, learned how to care for others, and changed many of my own defects, understanding how great love is.It is also because of being moved that I can still have the support to save myself when I am close to the edge of my own insanity.

Back at the dormitory on the construction site, Luo Feng urged me to eat up the chicken legs he brought back, and chatted with grandma by the way.He said that as soon as he got home, he would visit grandma with the things I bought.Grandma really lived alone, the house was not lit all the year round, it was humid and dark, lonely and indifferent, and she seemed very lonely.Since her grandson left, her spirit has become more depressed, her appearance has become older, and she is unwilling to speak when she meets anyone. There is nothing worse than heartbreak.

Luo Feng first asked about his grandma's physical condition, and grandma looked at Luo Feng dully with blurred eyes.Luo Feng smiled and said that he was from the same village, a child of a certain family.Grandma just nodded, as if she understood, she stood up and poured tea for Luo Feng.Luo Feng hurriedly said no, and asked grandma to sit down so that he could listen to him.He said, one by one, he took out the presents and food that her grandson bought for her from the bag, and said: Xiaodong bought this for you!

Xiaodong!Whenever these two words were mentioned, her body would tremble uncontrollably, and a few tears could always be squeezed out of her dry eyes.

Looking at grandma's tears, Luo Feng panicked a little, he said, Xiaodong is fine now, and is with me.Xiaodong asked me to tell you, don't worry, he will earn money hard, and he will come back to visit you soon after earning money.

When grandma heard this, she couldn't restrain herself anymore, beat her chest and said very sadly, it's all my fault, it's all my fault.It's all my fault!

Seeing grandma's abnormal behavior, Luo Feng was terrified and at a loss.I never told him about me and my grandma, those persistent hurts, it will take a while to heal.Luo Feng kept comforting grandma, and learned something from grandma intermittently.He felt very uncomfortable, because he was shocked by my experience of leaving school and had deep sympathy for me.

Luo Feng patiently accompanied grandma for an afternoon.He took pains to tell a lot about how well her grandson was doing on the job site.After the grandma cried, she didn't respond. It wasn't until Luo Feng handed her the money that she suddenly came to her senses, determined not to, with a very conflicted expression on her face, as if she was threatened by someone.Luo Feng didn't know why the old man was so stubborn, and he finally understood why I said I would force it on grandma before I left.Thinking of this, no matter what the old man said or his attitude, he would give it to her.After stuffing it for a long time, he couldn't get it through. He said he just put the money on the table, then turned around and ran away.As for how the old man treats him, he doesn't know.

I ate the chicken legs, smiled with difficulty, and said that was the only way.However, it's all sad, grandma lives alone, she won't go to uncle's and aunt's house.After going through all kinds of troubles with her uncle's family, in her heart, she had only grandsons and no sons.Now that his grandson is gone, he considers himself a widowed old man.Wouldn't it be less difficult for her to live alone than to live with her grandson day and night!

Luo Feng said, why don't you tell me so many things.When you first came, I guessed that something happened to you at home, but I didn't expect that you were approaching the college entrance examination, because grandma...he didn't continue to talk, and everything was clear.

I said it was over, didn't I!He was an understanding man, sighed, and looked at me sadly.

After a long time, he said: "Although grandma didn't say anything, I can still see that I miss you in my heart. The old man is not in good health, and he has a cold, fever, cough and leg problems from time to time. It's not pleasant to say, the days are so No one can say for sure. So whenever I have free time, I still have to go home and see her old man more often.”

I nodded and said yes, thinking that grandma is my dearest and dearest person, and I would never abandon her no matter what.I think so, and I can't escape the problems that young people are most likely to ignore.Time is the most sneaky thing, you think it's okay, but it's not.

But anyway, life must go on.The lonely year is like an endless study career, it has always gone, and it will go further.Being able to go back to the time when I lived and worked with Luo Feng became very precious again.