through those heavy years

The rush of time pushed me to the third year of high school.The third year of high school is destined to be an extraordinary year for everyone.Under the pressure of their families, many students began to understand their future and the urgency of time, so their faces were tense, their lives were busy, and their hearts were full of worries.There are also some people who dare to face it, face themselves squarely, break the cans and smash them, leisurely and leisurely, determined to give up completely.Sure enough, it was time to cut out the destiny, and everyone made their own choices and changes.

There are countless exams in the third year of senior high school, ranging from the teacher's random exam, monthly exam, to the city's unified exam.Because there are too many exams, I am a bit struggling with the arrangement of time.So if you want to say what has changed when you enter the third year of high school, it is that you sleep more and more in class, and the sleep time is getting longer and longer.I deliberately made myself better not to sleep in Teacher Zhou's class, but when I fell asleep, I couldn't stop it, as if I would die if I didn't sleep!

After a monthly exam, fortunately my grades were still above average, so I didn't miss anything, so I could sleep with peace of mind.Teachers like to evaluate. When it comes to my grades, it probably means that two universities can give it a try.Getting a blog is luck, not getting a blog is fate, something in between.However, if you continue to sleep in class, don't blog.By the way, I have no sign of blogging, so I continue to sleep.

Once asleep.Someone patted me on the shoulder, like my mother woke me up when I was a child, for fear of exerting too much force.

I rubbed my sleepy eyes numbly with my hands, and when I looked up, I saw Teacher Zhou's friendly smiling face right in front of me, and the students around me looked up and locked on with excited expressions.

I looked blankly, and the momentary surprise on my face was replaced by Pi Hou's unshakable power.Is Mr. Zhou finally unable to hold back, so there is no need to make things difficult for others in the third year of high school? !

She said that her voice was like a beautiful song, which made people intoxicated by the spring breeze, "Are you awake, get out of class is over!"

get out of class has ended? !Looking up and looking out the window, the sun is warm and the wind is warm, and the green scenery has entered the season of autumn and winter, which always makes people mistakenly think it is early spring.The corridors were interspersed with some leisurely students after class. Some people saw that our class was motionless after class, and poked their heads towards the window.

Looking at Teacher Zhou strangely, the expression on his face was calm and calm.Waking someone up after class is not normal.

She said: "Do you still want to sleep? If you don't want to sleep, go out with me for a walk!"

Let's go, where are we going? !His eyes were red from sleep, and his head was a little dizzy.But I couldn't stop me from quickly understanding that "walking around" means "chatting".Why didn't she keep a consistent distance, but chose to "walk around"?Even though she is friendly, polite and objective, I still resist "walking" with her, and even feel bored.Because I feel her purpose is not pure.

Teacher Zhou has turned around and walked out of the classroom door, not allowing me to agree or not.In the end, I compromise.Because I don't want to embarrass Teacher Zhou, and I don't want Teacher Zhou to be hostile.I thought that if I didn't touch the bottom line of disgust, I could choose to go out with her for a "walk".But before going out, I reassured myself that it doesn't matter what she has to say, whether it's good words to persuade her or criticize her face.Be quiet and listen, just listen.

Only when you are in the scenery outside the window can you know what liberation is.The clean and flawless white clouds wander freely with the breeze, and the passionate sunlight penetrates the leaves with golden light, shining like bright stars.Cheerful birds shuttled among the shadows of the trees and chirped like an endless chorus, and the forest trails in the countryside were full of vitality and peaceful scene.No matter how bad emotions can be resolved, no matter how troublesome things can be dismissed.For a while, I felt that as long as people love nature, they will love life, and they will stay forever.

Teacher Zhou also likes the rhythm of the country forest trails very much. He wears a pink shoulder bag and bounces when walking.Sometimes it jumps up and grabs leaves, and sometimes it squats down to pick up stones.These things, which are commonplace in our eyes, can make her eyes shine and she will never tire of it.I walked behind, looking at her back playing like a child, I don't know how to feel, but I was suddenly disappointed.She neither criticizes nor persuades me. Is it really to accompany her for a walk when she asks me to come out?

I'm losing patience and want to turn around and go back.She suddenly grabbed a bug, and ran to me with a face full of surprise and interest, "What kind of bug is this?"

I looked at the worm on her hand lightly. It was a kind of worm that was often caught and played on the discarded watermelon rind when I was young, or on an unknown short tree. In our hometown dialect, it is called "golden hemp". worm", the real scientific name is scarab.

"Oh, this is the scarab!" She exclaimed as if she had discovered a strange creature.Then he ran away with a smile on his face, probably wanting to catch a few more to study!

As a teacher, I didn't expect to have such a playful heart, and I didn't pay much attention to class.Presumably, she is at most a 24-year-old girl.But he acts as a teacher and an elder in front of us seventeen or eighteen-year-old boys.Looking at her flamboyant hands, she must have never experienced any hardships when she was a child.The views on poverty and suffering should be incomparable to those of us rural children.She is intelligent without losing her innocence.She has a heart full of hope and love of life.Her world is colorful and sunny.She and I are like people from two different worlds.

"Xiaodong!" She suddenly called my name, her smile was as bright as a flower in spring.Before Luo Feng, this is the first person I've ever met with a heart-warming smile.

Except for grandma, it seems that no one in this world has affectionately called me "Xiaodong" for a long time.Now being called out by Teacher Zhou, I feel a little overwhelmed.Indeed, she brought a healthy side to my soul.

Teacher Zhou said with a smile: "Do you know which mountain is the tallest in this place?"

"Mountain?!" Facing her bright eyes, he suddenly said nervously, "I know."

I thought to myself, there is nothing I don't know about the mountains and water here.I am the one who is most comfortable riding in nature.I was reluctant to answer her, but since she asked me about "mountain".

She continued to smile and said: "I have been here for so long, I have been busy with teaching, and I have no time to go out for exercise. The long and hot summer has passed, and the weather has become cooler. It is the perfect time to go out. When I was in the city , I rarely see mountains. If I want to go for a walk, I can only walk in the park. I especially yearn for mountains. Mountain climbing has many benefits. It can maintain body shape, promote capillary function, and make the body comfortable and unobstructed. More importantly, , can mediate the mood and ease the pressure of life. When breathing the purest air on the mountain, there is no trouble and sorrow in the world. Open your arms, and you can embrace a positive and healthy tomorrow. Say yes!"

What she said was very passionate, and she seemed to really love and yearn for the mountains.But the meaning in the obedient words, no matter what, I feel that there is no inquiry.I climb mountains not for my health, and I don't know how much good this exhausting work is.I think that even if people in rural areas know the benefits of climbing mountains, they don't have as much leisure time as people in cities.Because the farm work is too busy, and the farm work is too tiring, how can I have the energy to climb the mountain, unless the cattle are lost.However, although I climb the mountain for harvest, the tranquility and distance of nature really agree with what Teacher Zhou said, and it has a good regulating effect on people's mood.

Seeing that I didn't speak, she was silent for a while, and asked, "Can you tell me what you skip class every day?"

I was startled, and was caught off guard by Mr. Zhou, who brought me into the topic. In the end, he still wanted to chat with me, but he just gave me a warm beginning.Teacher Zhou is very smart, understanding, and knows how to measure.She tried to disarm me so she could break into the field.But Teacher Zhou underestimated how sensitive I was.Whatever I do, no matter how many sweet dates I eat, I will never mention it to anyone, nor do I want to be mentioned by anyone.It seems that once someone mentions it, it will be regarded as an insult, a denunciation, and a provocation.

I kept silent, my face was not good, and my expression suddenly became tense.I felt attacked, and even if Teacher Zhou had a friendly face, I had to put myself on the defensive immediately, and I couldn't ease it by convincing myself to listen quietly.

Teacher Zhou was a little angry when he saw that I was serious all of a sudden, and his expression was quite embarrassed.She is a sensible person, and she understands that I am very closed and difficult to attack.

She tried to break the deadlock, and smiled casually: "Okay, I'm just asking. Don't act like I owe you money!" She was pleasant and tactful, chatting casually like a friend.She didn't ask any more questions, and she didn't ask any more questions for the time being.She walked on this tree-lined path with a smile. The ordinary and eclipsed path became bright and refined because of her heartiness.

Teacher Zhou's magnanimity shows that I am petty.In my later life, I knew that I was indeed petty.I can't get back to rapport quickly after that embarrassment.My expression was always stiff, and I was disgusted with myself for that.And because of Teacher Zhou and grandma, I was more willing to meet women in my heart.What I'm referring to is that I tend to lean towards women in situations where there are strange men and women.In other words, in an unfamiliar environment where there are women and men, I will choose to ask the woman for directions.For me, women are generally kinder and approachable than men.But what's strange is that I only want to touch women, and I don't have physical liking.My sexuality is a man.

Teacher Zhou said: "Smile, don't keep a straight face. Smile, it's ten years old!"

Teacher Zhou's magnanimity includes that I sleep in class, I don't answer too much, I don't get angry, and I don't swear.Now come out for a walk, disrespect, get angry, but comfort.For me, it's quite magnificent, after all, it's a girl.In fact, I am a person who is not good enough under normal circumstances and is very cold-blooded. I am more or less grateful to Mr. Zhou for his dedication.But I am still very stubborn, and in most cases, it is difficult to accept others' favors.

Teacher Zhou continued: "You should not only laugh, but also talk more. Talking is a wonderful thing. A sentence, a word, or even a punctuation mark can reveal a lot of information. What this society needs is to be able to speak people!"