the other side of the fireworks

Xia Fengshu couldn't get a fake one, so the store manager categorically said why did he go early, the duty schedule during the Spring Festival has been finalized, and it is the time when there is a shortage of manpower, so we can't give fake family visits.Xia Fengshu also knew that her decision was too sudden, and it was expected that she would be rejected, but in the face of this rejection, she couldn't say a word of redemption.She found that facing things, she had almost no ability to communicate and solve problems.Calling Xu An, Xu An said: "Then resign! This way, you don't have to be restricted by the holidays, so you can spend the New Year at home. Look for it after you get back from work."

"It's easy to say, but it's so easy to find!" Xia Fengshu is a person who can't live without income for a day.

"Then who doesn't get the score? As soon as you enter the door of any company, the door of that company has to be opened for you. Besides, I heard that there are many opportunities for provincial civil servants to take exams around May [-]st!"

Xia Fengshu knew early on that she had fallen in love with an idealist. Every time she heard Xu An say such words, her heart would be filled with longing for happiness. However, when she hung up the phone, she immediately returned from longing to reality. After thinking about it, she called Li Yimin made a phone call.Li Yimin said: "Let's coordinate this matter. I'll go there at noon to see if it can be resolved."

Li Yimin came, Xia Fengshu didn't know it when he came, and he met Xia Fengshu at the cashier when he left, and smiled easily, "It's done, it's quite a face."

Xia Fengshu breathed a sigh of relief, and smiled unconsciously, "Thank you, I don't know how to thank you."

"Thank you, it's not a big deal."

"Thank you, I will treat you to dinner when I find time." Xia Fengshu said this from the bottom of her heart, "I will look for you after the Spring Festival."

Li Yimin is not a young man who has just shown his feelings, but he is still moved by this sentence.

Xu An has two things to do today, return the disc to Lan Weiqing, and buy a mobile phone for Xia Fengshu.

Early in the morning, while grandma and aunt were going to the supermarket to buy groceries, Xu An quickly finished watching the two discs. He felt the same as most people who watched it, shocking, restless, and slightly nauseated.She regretted watching that a little bit, destroying part of the beautiful imagination, but it also had a strong stimulation to her soul, the body, men's, women's, entangled.She didn't read the third one, she couldn't stand it anymore, her psychological endurance had reached a limit.

I wanted to return the disc after buying the phone, but Lan Weiqing said that she had something to go out, and asked Xu An to come as soon as possible, thinking that she would go home tomorrow, and the disc had to be returned today, and it was a bit hot in her bag.

Lan Weiqing has already dressed up. She likes to wear clothes with wide open collars. She is obviously very satisfied with her neck and chest. Xu An said thank you and was about to leave. It's definitely fate, you go with me."

"What do you mean?"

"Today is to see Jie Chu off. Tomorrow he will fly to Hong Kong and then transfer to the UK. He will not come back until at least half a year later."

Xu An snorted, this incident didn't shock her much, but Lan Weiqing treated it as fate, "I didn't want to tell you, but you delivered it yourself, let's go together."

"I'm not going, there are other things."

"Don't be like this, everyone knows how important you are in Jiechu's heart, and they didn't bother you, just seeing you off, it won't take much time to have lunch."

Lan Weiqing couldn't help but dragged Xu An to the cafeteria where they often had meals together. Xu An really couldn't lose face. Thinking about what Jie Chu helped her do, it wouldn't be an exaggeration to meet someone.

Xu An basically knew the seven or eight people present. They were all friends of Jie Chu in college. Seeing Xu An, Jie Chu made no secret of his surprise, got up and pulled a chair for Xu An, and sat beside him.Xu An didn't talk much, sat and felt the harmonious atmosphere, and probably heard about the bright future of Jiechu's business trip, she was very relieved, when Jiechu got up to get food, Xu An's gaze happened to meet the slight bulge between his legs In the first part, the pornographic images I watched in the morning suddenly jumped into my mind, and Xu An's face instantly felt like it was stuck on a charcoal-burning iron plate, burning painfully.

Jie Chu saw it, but he didn't know why.It's just that the blushing Xu An once again inspired Jie Chu's love.

The party was arranged at noon because Jiechu wanted to have dinner with his family at night. Speaking of this, everyone said that Jiechu was 24 filial piety, adhered to tradition, and valued family. Jiechu smiled honestly and put the chicken wings on Xu An's plate calmly. inside.

Xu An took some effort to pull himself out of the trap of chapter A, thinking to himself that it was a sin to read these things early in the morning, since he was educated by his aunt since he was a child, people are most awake in the morning, easy to absorb knowledge, and helpful for learning foreign languages .The foreign language has long been abandoned, and the brain that has been blank for a long time has received sex education today, and it is still so explicit. "I fell for you." Xu An whispered unconsciously, only to realize that the people around her were looking at her, blushing even more, and hurriedly left his seat to get food.

Standing there waiting for the barbecue, Xu An felt anxious, Jie Chu stood beside her at some point and said, "What's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing." Xu An was still unnatural.

"I'm surprised you came."

"Well, come uninvited."

"I don't want you to think I'm pestering you."

"I never thought about it that way, you are an upright man."

Jiechu knew that Xu An was never perfunctory, and his words were sincere and not polite, "Then we can contact you later."

"Long-distance travel is very expensive." Xu An raised his face slightly and spoke to Jie Chu's face.

"I can afford to call once in a while."

Xu An was a bit at a loss for words. She thought she had received some hint of reunion, but she couldn't be sure.

I thought that half an hour would be enough, but sitting for an hour, Lan Weiqing chatted with her non-stop, and Jiechu always used a few words in the spare time to make her sit on the chair again.Xu An had never been good at rejecting, and he didn't have the cold face that Xia Fengshu's six relatives would not recognize, so he was entangled unknowingly.

Lan Weiqing wanted to eat salad, so she took Xu An to get it together. Xu An was very interested in her news that she was recruiting a flight attendant. Xia Fengshu must be very beautiful in uniform. As long as she is willing to smile, she will be qualified for the job.

Lan Weiqing suddenly lowered her voice and said, "I pulled you over to remind you not to fall for this trick."

"What trick?"

"When you went to the bathroom just now, those men advised Jie Chu to take you down."

"What do you mean?"

"Blame my mouth. I told Chen Guang that you hadn't read Chapter A. After they knew about it, they guessed that Jiechu and you hadn't done anything. Seriously, have you never done it?"

"Ah, what's wrong."

"My God..." Lan Weiqing's eyes were as big as the longan on the plate.

"What the hell, it's just that the concept of chastity is a little stronger." For some reason, the picture of Chapter A jumped into his mind again, and Xu An began to feel uncomfortable.

"It's true what they said. Chen Guang said that although a virgin graduate is an honor for the university, but Jiechu's girlfriend who has been dating for two years is still a virgin, which means that Jiechu is incompetent."

"Is this human language?" Xu An turned his head to look at the men who were talking loudly.

"Don't be angry, men say that about women behind their backs, and we women say that about men too."

Xu An took a deep breath, he didn't need to care about other people's mouths, when he thought about Jiechu's character, he wouldn't have any dirty thoughts.

"I did Infernal Affairs because I didn't want you to scold me after being recruited. We are good friends, ha!" Lan Weiqing pushed Xu An with her shoulder and gave her a wink.

Xu An smiled. "I won't fall for it."

"Anyway, I have something to say first, so don't blame me if it happens."

"Jie Chu won't participate."

"Not necessarily, I think he wants to bind his body to subdue you. To be honest, he has good conditions in all aspects, if I would definitely wish for it."

"Jie Chu is not that kind of person."

"Well, I know you are a smart person, but it is usually a stupid woman who can see through a man, because a stupid woman has practiced it many times."

"You don't want to tell me about your emotional injury." Xu An saw some resentment on Lan Weiqing's face, and this resentment gave off a special halo, and Xu An's heart softened a little.

"It's not this time." Lan Weiqing smiled brightly again, her emotional turning speed was far beyond Xu An's.

When he returned to the table, there was an extra glass of beer in front of Xu An's table, Lan Weiqing gave him a wink, Xu An looked at the wine, and then at Jiechu.

The atmosphere was unprecedentedly warm, the men toasted frequently, Xu An stared at the glass of wine, its purity directly alluded to Jie Chu's purity.

Xu An is naive, but not stupid. She just wants to believe in the good things, but it doesn't mean she doesn't know the dark things.

The tragedy of idealists is that, in the second before the beauty exists, their mood keeps high, endlessly high, and at the moment the beauty is shattered, they fall as high as they want, without any buffer.

Someone was inviting wine, Xu An held up the wine glass, with words of blessing Jie Chu in her ears, she suddenly turned to Jie Chu and said, "Drink it for me."

"It's just a glass of beer, do you want to replace it? This glass is a special respect to you. Congratulations on being admitted to the civil service. I wish you great success."

Xu An glanced at the person toasting, and then turned to Jie Chu.

Jie Chu was a little stiff, took the wine glass, and was held down by the person next to him just as he was about to drink, "Forget it, forget it, you have to get on the plane tomorrow."

"It's just a glass of beer." Xu An repeated this sentence, with the same tone.

Jie Chu had no choice but to drink even a cup of gasoline. .

The one who made the toast rushed over to drink it, and Xu An turned to the one who drank the wine. She wanted to know the composition of this glass of wine.

Jie Chu pulled her arm out of the restaurant, "There is something in the wine, they didn't mean any harm."

"So you have malicious intentions?"

"I want you, I admit it."

"Using such a dirty method?"

"That glass of wine doesn't make you unconscious, just a little emotional."

"You are so shameless, you just say the word CUI love?"

"Many lovers will use a little, just to increase the fun."

"Are you and I lovers?"

"I think so, otherwise you wouldn't come today. In my heart, you have always been the woman I like."

Xu An didn't know how to deny it for a while.

Jie Chu seemed to see hope again, "They heard that you borrowed films from Lan Weiqing, and they all said that you are enlightened, so..."

"Even if I drink that glass of wine, you will not get what you want. And whether you drink this glass of wine or not, it will not affect your becoming a dirty person in my heart."

"Who is not dirty? Xia Fengshu?" Jie Chu's words struck Xu An like thunder. "Heilongjiang's ticket, who else is there besides that Xia Fengshu?"

"Whatever you think." Xu An was disappointed and went back to the restaurant to get his bag. Jie Chu stood there, watching her walk forward, "Are you really here? Do you know what you are doing?"

"I already regret coming to eat this meal, don't make me regret meeting you."

"You will regret it, not because of me."

Everyone regrets, but not everyone admits to regretting it.

Chapter 30 The best feelings always leave behind the most desperate thoughts.Among the happiness that is obliterated by happiness, there are many tombstones of love, which happen to be inscribed.

Xu An, who is in love, is like a monkey covered in fire, just looking for a pool of water to cool himself off.And that pool is called Xia Fengshu.

Separated, seeing off at the train station, a couple next to him was kissing goodbye, Xu An also wanted to do that, Xia Fengshu hugged her at this moment, "Don't miss me too much."

"Persuade yourself."

"I've advised you a long time ago."

Xia Fengshu ended the hug with a smile, then squeezed into the crowd and boarded the train.

Xu An hated this picture staying in her mind, it was a cruel image, which gave her a bad feeling.

She also returned to her hometown, thirty children, her father brought her younger brother and stepmother to celebrate the New Year, and left on the second day of junior high school.

I can't tell whether grandma is happy or not, but my father and stepmother are like a mouse seeing a cat when they see her.

As long as grandma's face is more friendly, dad will talk about his business endlessly. The real estate company he and Wanwan He has actually built two buildings. According to him, they are selling well and will expand the development area today.

Xu An didn't know who He Wanwan he was talking about. Grandma said he was not a good person, and even beat and lied to him.There are more than a dozen old houses they are developing now that belong to grandma. Dad wants to persuade grandma to sign the agreement first.

Another guest came to the house in the second day of junior high school. Grandma called him Lei Laosi, who was in his fifties and was a little lame.He took his son to pay New Year's greetings to his grandma. Grandma is very gentle, which is rare.It was only after chatting with Xu An that he realized that the fourth son of Lei was working for grandma. He was responsible for collecting rent and buying and selling many of grandma's houses outside, as well as other loan businesses.Only then did Xu An realize that the grandma who usually doesn't leave the door is not a simple renter.

Lei's fourth son, Lei Dong, works as a project manager in the county engineering team.

He is tall and thin, one year younger than Xu An.His face was slightly pale, unlike someone who was exposed to the wind and sun on the construction site.

After sending them off, grandma told Xu An about Lei Laosi. When grandpa was alive, he was the deputy director of the real estate management bureau. Grandpa had a wing room in a courtyard and wanted to have a house photo. Yes, and the gift was also given. I didn't expect the new director to refuse to give approval. Lei Laosi, who didn't become the director, was already angry. He asked the director to argue with him. He has a hot temper, loves to be hands-on, and insulted him in a weird way. Lei Laosi punched him and smashed his glasses, and the lens blinded one eye. Lei Laosi got involved in a lawsuit. .He didn't appeal either. He was a good man and spent seven years in prison. After he was released from prison, he opened a brick factory with others. He met a gangster and broke his leg in a daze. He was raised at home for half a year.

The house was leaking and it rained every night, Lei Lao Si's family of three was tossed to nothingness. Relatives often helped out, but it was not a long-term solution.Lei Laosi's wife is a typical housewife. Except for the woman who washes clothes and cooks and cooks normally, Lei Laosi's income depends entirely on Lei Laosi. Method.

It is appropriate for Lei's violent temper to marry such a woman, but for this sake, he can only sigh while holding his broken leg.

A penny holding back the hero is the perfect description of Lei Lao Si.

Grandma went to look for Lei Lao Si at this time, and this is probably the time to send charcoal in a timely manner.Grandma said that it was inconvenient for her woman to go out to do errands, so she asked Mr. Lei to help her collect rent and take care of things.She has only one request for Lei Laosi, that is, no more fights.

Since then, grandma has had a right-hand assistant and a work partner. Mr. Lei has worked in the real estate bureau. Don't worry about being away from home for so long.

To understand a person, it may take a lifetime, or it may only take 5 minutes.Xu An knew that grandma was teaching her some ways of knowing and employing people, but since the image of Jie Chu collapsed in Xu An's heart, Xu An's trust in the surroundings has decreased by [-]%.This percentage came from herself, and she suspected that there was something wrong with her vision.

It takes a process for innocent people to admit that they are innocent, and Xu An is walking on this process.

On the evening of the 28th, Xia Fengshu returned to her hometown in the afternoon of the [-]th.

It has been nearly six years, but she has avoided recalling this place, but she is still so familiar with everything here. The north wind howls, and after living in the warm south for five years, she is still used to the minus thirty degrees north wind.His face hurt slightly, his fatigue was frozen, and he became extra sober.

She didn't call her mother. It's Chinese New Year and she doesn't want her to go to the store on the street.

Children, big and small, set off firecrackers sporadically on the side of the street. Xia Fengshu lowered her face slightly, and her down jacket covered her forehead. She was hiding from the cold and people's attention, but she couldn't hide , when I turned a corner and saw the door of the house, someone came up and asked, "Are you the daughter of Lao Xia's family?"

Xia Fengshu could only raise his head and smile, the woman in her fifties in front of her was well-known, she just heard her amplify her voice and said, "It looks like it to me, but I dare not admit it, I haven't seen her for a few years, she looks like a fairy girl of……"

Xia Fengshu smiled again, and quickened her pace to walk home. Her house was easy to find, the one with the most broken gate, so broken that the newly pasted Spring Festival couplets were particularly eye-catching.

Not only was his mouth quick, but his legs were also quick. He ran to her house one step ahead of her and shouted, "Your daughter is back!"

Then, Xu An saw her mother. She hadn't seen her for ten months. Her mother was old, not because of the faded padded jacket and the pair of bulky big-toed shoes on her feet. Her hair was still neatly combed and her face was clean. , It's just that there is no half brilliance in the eyes, what about that nimble and shrewd mother who runs a small business.

Standing at the door, Xia Fengshu remembered that she had sworn never to return to this home, but her mother was standing at the door of the house, looking at her Xia Fengshu felt tired. After forty hours of train rides and six hours of car rides, she felt tired. really tired.

Home is where there is a mother.

Nothing has changed at home, the chest of drawers that has been used for decades is still in use, and the grandma who suffered a stroke is half lying on the edge of the kang, her mouth is crooked.There were two people sitting in the room, both of whom came to ask for the bill. They blushed and said that the bill could not be owed any more.Mom said: "Go back, my maple tree is back, and I will send the money to your house in a while."

Those two people left, and said as they walked: "We trust you, girl, no one in your family can speak well."

When it was dark, grandpa came back. Seeing Xia Fengshu, he immediately went out with a stick.

Mom said: "Your grandfather went to find your father. When you come back, you don't have to hide from debts outside. You can come back to celebrate the New Year."

Xia Fengshu originally wanted to hug her mother and talk, but her mother was busy making a fire, cooking, and taking care of her grandmother taking medicine. The neighbors who hadn't visited for a long time also came, saying to come and see Xia Fengshu.Mom said hello, there was no fruit at home, only the melon seeds she had grown, and then, the person Xia Fengshu should call Dad came back.

Xia Fengshu could smile calmly amidst the compliments of the neighbors, but facing this man, she flinched involuntarily, she was afraid of him.

After dinner, all four dishes were served in pots, the most conspicuous one being the elbow.Mom said this is what your dad bought for you, eat it!

The chopsticks weigh a thousand catties, and Xia Fengshu couldn't lift them up.

Grandma couldn't speak clearly, so she faltered and let Xia Fengshu eat.From her return to now, grandma has been looking at her eagerly, as if she wanted to get close but was afraid that Xia Fengshu would dislike her.

Grandpa Bada smoked the dry tobacco, sneaking a sneak peek at Xia Fengshu from time to time.

Xia Fengshu hasn't called them yet.

Mom said: "Dad, Mom, let's eat!"

They didn't move their chopsticks, and their mother asked Xia Fengshu to call someone, but Xia Fengshu couldn't open his mouth. He used to call out when he was a child, and he was either stared back or scolded back. Once, grandma said: "Who is your grandma!"

After that, Xia Fengshu didn't bark again.

Let her scream now, but she can't scream.

Mom pinched her thigh, "You child, you are so unruly."

Xia Fengshu was holding back tears, she felt wronged.After rushing back from a long distance, she wanted to hug her mother, but she only waited for such a reprimand.

"Eat, the food is cold." Before he finished speaking, there was an extra piece of meat in Xia Fengshu's bowl. Xia Fengshu looked at the person carrying the vegetables. The last time he carried the meat for himself, his younger brother was still alive.

Speechless and disorientation are often accompanied, they will press the emotion to a point where it is easy to bounce, and then an inadvertent touch will lead to a powerful explosion.

Xia Fengshu brought 3000 yuan, and that night, her mother divided the money into several parts, and paid back her grandmother's medicine expenses, the store's debt, and the money borrowed by her father. It's not enough to return one copy.

Grandpa has a retirement salary of 800 yuan a month. Every time the salary is paid, many people will come to the family. If they can get fifty back, they will get fifty, and if they can get one hundred, they will get one hundred.My mother works part-time in a food factory and earns more than 400 yuan a month, all of which goes to my grandma for medicine.Dad still drinks, and still wants to sue, so there is no long-term job, and his health is not good. These days, he earns piecework wages in the chopsticks factory. He earns less than 300 yuan a month, and basically buys alcohol and drinks.

In the past two days at home, Xia Fengshu heard the most words that his father always said to his grandfather: "Dad, there are still people in our old Xia's family."

When the creditor came to the door, my father always answered with one sentence: "My daughter works in a bank and is about to allocate a house in the city. What are you doing with this little debt! Don't think that our Xia family has no one left."

Xia Fengshu finally understood why her mother wanted her to come back. Her mother couldn't support the family anymore.

In the middle of the night, my mother cooked a big bowl of dumplings, and the sound of firecrackers outside the window gradually died down, and I could hear talking.This is the third day after arriving home, Xia Fengshu's vacillating heart is still floating, just like Xu An's text messages, she only replied that I was fine, she didn't know how to face the world, so she used the shortest language and the most indifferent attitude to face.

Your surname is Xia, and you are a child of this family. As the saying goes, a son never thinks his mother ugly, and a dog never thinks his family poor. You grew up eating from this family.

No, I was raised by you.

My surname is Xia. I was born as a member of the Xia family and died as a ghost of the Xia family.

Xia Fengshu felt like a boat that wanted to drift away from the pier, but was re-tied to the pier with one hand, in a position she didn't want to exist.The only thing that comforted her was that she was leaning against her mother.

After eating the dumplings, my mother took her hand and sighed, why can't your child be fatter.

Xia Fengshu finally cried, she leaned against her mother's arms, the warmest place in the world.

The mother wiped her tears silently. The child in her arms has an extremely strong vitality. This is what makes the mother most proud. Growing up in a difficult and cold environment, the greatest wealth is strength.

But this child is a bit paranoid. If this paranoia turns into hatred, it will become an irreversible direction.She couldn't let the child hate the family and her father.

Xia Fengshu, if you recognize me, you have to recognize this family, your grandfather, your grandmother, and your father.

Mom said this in an orderly tone, and Xia Fengshu silently accepted the order.

Because she also wants to have a home.

The day before she left, she went to see her younger brother. That small mound buried the young man who was full of dragons and fiery tigers.Dad cried so much that he held Xia Fengshu's hand and said, "If you don't recognize me, I will also recognize your brother, and seek justice for him! I'm counting on you!"

Xia Fengshu withdrew her hand silently, she was unwilling to bear such expectations.

She even felt a little innocent, with so much weight on her body for no reason.

My mother said that it is very important to look at people in life outside. If you know good people, you will have good opportunities, so you should take good care of them.If you have a vision, it is easy to find someone to warm you up, but you have to keep warm.

Xia Fengshu took these words and embarked on the return train. The people in the hard-seat carriage were crowded like buns. Xu An blamed her for not buying a sleeper on the phone, but Xia Fengshu didn't make any excuses. The sleeper cost several times more to buy. to ah!After Xu An blamed her, she began to blame herself again. She should buy a round-trip ticket. When the blame was over, Xia Fengshu said quietly: "Xu An, I miss you."

Xia Fengshu had kept these words in her heart for a long time. She wanted to hug Xu An immediately after saying this, but she couldn't wait any longer. She was afraid that if she waited any longer, she would not have the confidence to say it again.

Xu An danced and danced, feeling the same as Xia Fengshu, wanting to hug each other at this moment.

The best feelings always leave behind the most desperate thoughts.Among the happiness that is obliterated by happiness, there are many tombstones of love, which happen to be inscribed.

On the seventh day of the lunar new year, Xia Fengshu stepped into this warm city again. Her mood was like dry weeds.The root is here, and the vitality is also here.

After the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, the interview will be held. Xia Fengshu is a person who understands the rules. She knows that Tong Zhan is the guarantee for the final promotion.

Xia Fengshu had no choice, she had to live well and let her mother live well.She doesn't have the capital to be willful.

Tong Min didn't answer her call, to be precise, he didn't speak.He wants to make Xia Fengshu waste money, and he wants to take revenge on Xia Fengshu, no matter how simple and naive the method is.

On the tenth phone call, Xia Fengshu could no longer hide his anxiety, "Meet me."

"I don't want to see you!" Tong Zhan couldn't help but speak.

"Tong Zhan, I never made you angry on purpose, but you always make me angry on purpose."

"Didn't you ask me for something, would you take the initiative to call me?"

"No. But you don't want to see me, and you won't answer my phone."

"You really think you have a face you never get tired of seeing! I just want to listen to your begging, but I still won't see you." Tong Zhan hung up the phone angrily.

Xia Fengshu felt that there was nothing he could do, and he no longer had the courage to call Tong Zhan.Then let fate, if the interview is as fair and impartial as the college entrance examination, she has a chance of passing.

Back to work in the supermarket, remembering that there was still a favor to be paid back, she called Li Yimin, and without too much politeness, Xia Fengshu said, let me treat you to dinner.Li Yimin readily agreed, and they met at a Sichuan restaurant two stops away from the supermarket. The location was chosen by Li Yimin. He thought it was very economical and the environment was suitable for chatting.A few dozen yuan is enough, Xia Fengshu shouldn't be burdened.

Xia Fengshu really had no burden. She felt that it was very comfortable to talk to Li Yimin. That person might be able to give her some ideas and solutions.

Because it was night, Xia Feng Village decided to take a bus. Before reaching the station, a royal blue Audi TT parked in front of him. It was Tong Zhan.

Xia Fengshu froze for two seconds, then got into the car without hesitation.

She didn't dare to call Li Yimin, worried that she would offend Tong Zhan again. She was worried that Li Yimin would call, so she turned off her phone.

To say sorry, not now.

The car drove into a community, Xia Fengshu was unfamiliar, but Tong Zhan was familiar because it was his home.

When the car drove into the garage, Tong Zhan got out of the car and walked on his own. After Xia Fengshu got out of the car, he raised his hand and locked the door.

Xia Fengshu followed him, entered the apartment, entered the elevator, and at the door of Tong Zhan's house, she hesitated.

Tong Zhan waited for two seconds, then shut the door with a bang, Xia Fengshu sighed softly, after all, he didn't have the courage to take the last step.

At this time, the door opened again, Tong Zhan pulled her in, and before she could say anything, the overwhelming kiss buried her mind and body.

Here's what she should do to get what she wants.

Tong Zhan said: "You are too stiff, relax a little."

Xia Fengshu said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I won't."

Tong Zhan was delighted to get Xia Fengshu's first night, but Xia Fengshu didn't think it was the first time. Her first time happened at the honest inn where she and Xu An hugged each other.

After taking a shower, Xia Fengshu said, "I'm leaving."

"Stay here."

"I don't sleep well here."

Tong Zhan interpreted this sentence wishfully as Xia Fengshu didn't want to do it again.On the first night, once is enough. "Then, I'll see you off."

Looking at the watch, it was half past eleven, and it would cost at least 50 yuan to take a taxi home. With this in mind, Xia Fengshu stopped at the door and waited.

Tong Zhan put on his socks and said, "Choose one, you choose the job or choose me."

Xia Fengshu was puzzled.

Tong Zhan said, "Let you choose between work and me."

"Why choose?"

"I'll let you choose." Tong Zhan put on another sock and said firmly, "Hurry up and give me the answer."

"Work." Xia Fengshu said bluntly.

Tong Zhan was furious. He wanted to get some attention from Xia Fengshu. After the ups and downs, he added some coagulant. If he chose himself, he would choose everything. Could this stupid woman not even know this, or was she simply Trade with your body.

"Looks like you just sold yourself to me for a job."

Xia Fengshu was very helpless and wanted to sit on the ground and cry.Is it not enough for the body?To bear such humiliation.It's already like this, you can only bear it.

"Is your first night worth so much?"

Xia Fengshu tightly closed his lips, slowly petrifying himself.

"Since the transaction is completed, I don't need to send you off, you can go."

Xia Fengshu turned around.

"I didn't promise you anything. It's not like you'll get a job after tonight."

At this moment, there is no more vicious words than this.

Xia Fengshu's mood fell to the bottom, and then she heard a bang, followed by the sound of glass shattering, she knew that Tong Zhan was losing his temper.

"I choose a job because it's much more stable than yours." This is what he said in his heart. Xia Fengshu left. On this night that cannot be described lightly, he must leave something sincerely, except for the blood on the bed sheet , that's all.

What did I do, I went against myself and half sold myself to a man for a steady income to save my poor mother and broken home.

I'm not great at all, even mean, but do I have a better choice?

Xu An, will you forgive me?

Should I confess all this to you?

As soon as Xia Fengshu left the community, Tong Zhan's car caught up, opened the car door graciously, and pushed Xia Fengshu in. "I don't live here either. I'll live at my mother's and drop you off."

Xia Fengshu didn't ask why.Tong Zhan said to himself, "I won't be able to sleep even if you're gone."

Is this a gentle word?Xia Fengshu didn't want to speak up.

Tong Zhan stopped talking, and played the music with a smile on his lips.He was very handsome, especially at this moment, Xia Fengshu didn't look at him, and when the car was almost home, she thought of a man - Li Yimin.

The weight of a person in another person's heart is especially easy to reflect at certain moments. Who is the person who is remembered at the most critical time, who is the first person to think of when waking up in the middle of the night, and what is most wanted to share when dreams come true Who is the person.Conversely, in these moments, who are the forgotten ones?

After turning on the phone, Xia Fengshu was still thinking about how to apologize, but Li Yimin had already called and said, "Are you safe?"

"Ping An, I made you worry."

"Did something happen?"

"It's okay, I'm really sorry."

"Then I won't wait here, let's make another appointment."

Xia Fengshu's apology can't be fully expressed. Imagine what kind of mood the man named Li Yimin left the restaurant that missed the appointment. Is he looking forward to the next time?

Will there be a next time?

She didn't sleep all night, her mood was hard to calm down, the pain at that moment intertwined with Xu An's face, embarrassing self-blame, and the decision she didn't want to make, Xia Fengshu knew very well that this was just the beginning, and in the future, she would She will be entangled with that person named Tong Zhan, for her to settle down in this city, for the job that makes her family proud, and for her mother, she has no choice, and she has no choice.

From childhood to adulthood, I have been a person floating in the sea, looking for life-saving straws at any time, this time, I found a boat, I boarded the boat, Xu An, I am leaving you.

Our bamboo raft with its small sail could not reach the shore.

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The cruel abuse of Xia Fengshu has begun, and I have enjoyed it so much...