the other side of the fireworks

Because it is the Spring Festival period, the supermarket is very busy from morning to night. Although Hehe is a domestic enterprise, its business is not inferior to those foreign supermarkets.

Xia Fengshu's face was still hanging high at the entrance and exit of the supermarket. Occasionally, customers would recognize her, but Xia Fengshu lacked vanity in this regard, and did not have any pride at all.

For a cart full of food, Xia Fengshu brushed it softly and packed it in bags. The price was 370 yuan and [-] cents.

"I don't seem to have my wallet with me."

One sentence made Xia Fengshu look up at the person in front of him, a woman in her thirties, with bright eyes and white teeth, aura striking, well-dressed, and restrained.

"It's okay." Brushing out and back are both work, and Xia Fengshu didn't find it too troublesome.

The other party stopped her, "Wait a minute, I'll ask my boyfriend to send you money."

Xia Fengshu was slightly taken aback, every cash register was queuing up, what does this guy mean by saying that.

The other party didn't give an explanation, and called the phone and said, "Tong Zhan, I'm at Hehe Supermarket, and I'm here to help with my wallet."

Xia Fengshu felt struck by lightning, her hair and eyelashes were burnt.

The people in the queue at the back complained about changing the cashier, but the people in the queue disappeared, only Xia Fengshu was left facing this woman. Xia Fengshu had no expression, and she didn't have the strength to face this provocation, she felt guilty.

"How much, I will give."

Xia Fengshu and the woman opposite were stunned. Xu An held a bottle of Coke in his hand and handed over a passport.

"You don't need to give it."

There were people queuing again at the back, Xu An looked at the woman and said, "You can return your wallet to me when it arrives, why do you keep so many people waiting. The supermarket is not just for you."

The head of the section walked towards this side, and it was obvious that the cash register, which was operating at full capacity, was slightly blocked, and Xia Fengshu remained motionless.Xu An said impatiently: "Shut up, even this bottle of Coke."

The woman didn't argue any more, Xia Fengshu took the card, swiped the items out of the cashier, Xu An opened the Coke, found a seat at the rest place not far from her and sat down to drink.

The woman pushed the cart of food and stood in front of Xu An, "My name is Zhou Yanran."

"Xu An."

"Give me the phone number and the number, and I'll forward it to you."

"Aren't you waiting for that wallet?"

She smiled sweetly and snorted coldly: "I just want to remind that girl that Tong Zhan has a girlfriend, and that girlfriend is me."

Xu An wrote down the phone number and number and handed it to Zhou Yanran, saying, "Well done, you have to keep an eye on your so-and-so."

Zhou Yanran gave her a meaningful look, then turned to look at Xia Fengshu, and said in secret, "Contact again."

Sometimes it's easier than you think to give what you don't want to give, and sometimes it's harder than you think to keep what you want.

It is said that what is yours is yours, and what is not yours is not yours. Then, who will judge, which is yours and which is not?

The blood-boiling Xu An is like a jar of well-fermented vinegar, Xia Fengshu, I only came back two days later than you, what did you do?

Xu An waited for nearly an hour before standing with Xia Fengshu on the bus.It seemed that she didn't care how eye-catching she was in the supermarket, nor how others would speculate about her relationship with Xia Fengshu.

If Jiechu understands it, more people will understand it.

If it is necessary to tell the whole world to deter Xia Fengshu's suitors, then I don't care about telling the whole world.Xu An looked at Xia Fengshu with such determination.Xia Fengshu didn't look at her, even, couldn't even see a little bit of joy on her beautiful face.You, don't want to see me?Xia Fengshu, where did you go who hugged me at the train station, where did you go when you said you missed me in a text message?

Is it because of the children's show?

Xu An couldn't bear it anymore, and pulled Xia Fengshu out of the car two stops earlier, "What's going on, what happened?"

"I thought you'd come to see me tomorrow. Aren't you on the plane at seven o'clock in the evening?" Xia Fengshu was very calm.

"You act like you don't care about me, why?"

"Why, why should I care about you? Hug you in the supermarket or kiss you on the bus?"

"Sophistry, you are just making excuses, how did you provoke that woman to the supermarket?"

"You can speculate in the nastiest direction, and I won't make any excuses."

"Ridiculous, I'll give you a chance to explain that you gave up."

"Xu An, I am an independent and complete person, don't catch me in hot pursuit, I don't like it."

"You blame me for going to the supermarket to find you?"

"I don't thank you at all for saving me, because it made me heavier."

"Are you afraid that others will see our relationship?"

"I'm afraid, I'm very afraid."

Xu An took a few steps back, her enthusiasm and impulsiveness were so easily thwarted, the opponent's most powerful weapon was to have her supreme admiration.

Xu An left, took a few steps and started running, like a child who did something wrong and dared not face the blame.

Xia Fengshu walked very slowly, and with every step he took, he was a little farther away from Xu An.

Regarding Zhou Yanran, Tong Zhan didn't give Xia Fengshu any explanation, and Xia Fengshu only mentioned one thing, she wanted to judge the weight of that person from Tong Zhan's reaction.

Tong Zhan only said one thing: ignore her.

Vaguely, Xia Fengshu felt that Tong Zhan was in awe of Zhou Yanran.

Xia Fengshu is not jealous, she is only worried that if Zhou Yanran rushes to the supermarket to demonstrate, it will also prevent Tong Zhan from helping her get a job.

Xia Fengshu refused to sleep with Tong Zhan again, she said: Once is enough.

Tong Zhan was very annoyed, but he didn't know what to do with Xia Fengshu's frosty face, "You won't treat yesterday as a deposit, and give the mantissa after the event is completed."

Xia Fengshu slapped him without even thinking about it. She was reluctant to hit Xu An, and she would not fight back if Xu An hit her, but Tong Zhan was different. The deal, she is not a commodity for sale.Xia Fengshu emphasized this point in his heart, and the more intensely he emphasized, the more realistic it became.This slap was to vent, just like slapping himself on the face. As an emotional betrayer, Xia Fengshu couldn't forgive himself more and more.

Tong Zhan took her anger as an expression of emotion. This ice-like beauty seemed to suddenly jump into the ice of whiskey. She froze the wine, but did not melt herself. When Tong Zhan wanted to taste it again, the wine froze. Unable to enter.What kind of feeling is this? She is obviously a thing in the cup, so why can she still make her own decisions.

The confrontation ended with Xia Fengshu's sudden smile, "Can't you be nicer to me?"

Tong Zhan kissed her hard.

Xia Fengshu folded his soul again and used a false performance to win over this man.

This is scheming.

Is scheming the end of love?

To achieve the goal, scheming is indispensable, Xu An still can't figure out how to deal with their relationship.Xia Fengshu has a clear route, because breaking up is easier than staying together.

On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, Xu An called Xia Fengshu, "Let's go to the Lantern Festival tonight!"

"The lantern festival will be over when I get off work."

"No, I won't leave. I'll wait for you at the McDonald's on the corner of the street where your supermarket is."

"it is good."

The two people who hung up the phone were in different moods, one was excited and the other was struggling.

There was a self-selling and boasting McDonald's advertisement in McDonald's, Xu An watched Xia Fengshu drink a large glass of Coke, and whispered: "Are you still angry?"

Xia Fengshu shook his head, "I should ask you this."

"You blame me first."

"But I don't blame you."

Xu An was surprised, she didn't get used to the considerate Xia Fengshu at all.What about her assertiveness and indifference?

"What about the lantern festival?" Xia Fengshu smiled.

Xu An didn't pursue anything anymore, walking with Xia Fengshu on the dimly lit street, he could faintly hear the sound of fireworks blooming in his ears, "This street has new street lights, isn't it beautiful?"

"This is your lantern festival?"

"Yes, I'm dating you under the street lamp." Xu An quietly held Xia Fengshu's hand, the smile on his lips bloomed like fireworks, the tenderness was captured in Xia Fengshu's eyes, causing indescribable pain.

"Next week, I'm going to prepare for the interview, Xu An, can we not meet for the time being?"

"We've only met once a week since I came back."

"This interview is very important to me."

"Will meeting me affect the interview? I can help you prepare."

"Don't be stupid, you can't concentrate with me."

"It sounds reasonable, but there are still things that don't make sense." Xu An tilted his neck and thought.

"Can't you cooperate with me?" Xia Fengshu's voice continued to be soft.

"That's not true, but you have to tell me what happened to you and Tong Zhan, and what happened to that woman."

Xia Fengshu had been prepared for a long time, his expression slowly became cold, and he said flatly: "She wants to trouble me, I can't stop her, but I don't care."

"You seem to be avoiding the important ones."

"Then what do you want to hear, I was sleeping with Tong Zhan and her girlfriend found out, and then came to me desperately?"

Xu An raised his eyebrows, "You dare to repeat what you just said, I want you to look good."

Xia Fengshu smiled, "Is it okay to talk about it?"

"Of course not, I hate men, those assholes who use pornography to dominate their behavior."

"Huh? You didn't tell me anything."

Xu An frowned, and talked about what happened when she had a meal with Jie Chu years ago. Up to now, she still maintained a high degree of indignation, and blamed Jie Chu endlessly. All the luck is given to you, if Tong Zhan has half the heart of a gentleman like Jie Chu, my situation will be a hundred times better than it is now.

Treat people badly.

Xia Fengshu remembered what his mother said again, that if you meet a good person, you will have a good chance, and it is easy to find someone to warm you up, but you have to keep warm.

Keep warm, Xu An, you are a good person, you warm me, but you can't keep warm, because, like me, you are a woman.

For Yunshang Seafood, Xia Fengshu was still a little timid even though he entered the door with Tong Zhan on his arm. The experience here last time was too unforgettable.

Manager Ma recognized her at a glance, the foreman and the waitress were all there.

Tong Zhan's demeanor and Xia Fengshu's beauty cast aside all skeptical gazes, leaving behind only envy and respect.Director Wu, who missed the appointment last time, was hosting the banquet. Tong Zhan's arrogance is fully revealed at this time. Modesty is based on arrogance. Like those gold-covered ornaments, everyone knows what's inside, but they want to buy the ones outside. layer account.

The conversation was very happy, cups and cups were intertwined, and Tong Zhan, who was slightly drunk, took Xia Fengshu's hand and said, "Uncle Wu, I leave it all to you."

"Little Tong, it's a shame to invite me out to dinner at this time. I have to come, lest you think I'm putting on airs. I know that, so don't worry."

"What's the point? Our aptitude is absolutely excellent. If she just falls into the spotlight, I'm sure you're not here for such a trivial matter, but to talk about her work arrangements."

Director Wu smiled inscrutably, "You don't need to say anything, it's all in the wine."

When he was leaving, Director Wu had an extra handbag in his hand, which was a bit like a souvenir from the hotel. Xia Fengshu knew that there was an antique watch there. Xia Fengshu didn't know how much it was worth, and she didn't ask.

After sending Director Wu away, Tong Zhan proudly took Xia Fengshu back to Yunshang. Xia Fengshu didn't know what he meant, so Tong Zhan said to introduce someone to her.

Qin Youtao.

Xia Fengshu looked familiar.Not sure where I've seen it for a while.Qin Youtao smiled slightly, and glanced at Tong Zhan, Tong Zhan explained intentionally: "What happened last time was my design, he is not a man who would make things difficult for girls. Brother Tao is the boss of Yunshang and the president of Hopewell Supermarket. If I hadn't seen your advertising photo in his office, I wouldn't have found you so quickly."

Xia Fengshu remembered that he was the one sitting in the rest area reading a book.A man with uncomfortable eyes like thorns.

Xia Fengshu was as indifferent as usual, and he didn't even say the least compliment, not because of anger, but because of a kind of resistance.Qin Youtao is different from Tong Zhan, he doesn't have Tong Zhan's outstanding face, nor does he have such an air of ostentation, he is a taciturn character, let alone see through, he can't even see clearly.

Xia Fengshu felt that Tong Zhan was using her to show off, like a soldier just got a trophy, no one could tell whether it was childish or superficial, Qin Youtao's faint response could not see the meaning of agreement, as if It's as if they don't understand the purpose of Tong Zhan.

Tong Zhan was a bit disappointed, but Xia Fengshu was grateful. She thought she had played a disgraceful role.She was relieved to leave Yunshang with most of her self-esteem and Tong Zhan.

In seventeen days, it was the day when the results would be announced, and Xia Fengshu was counting down.

Chapter 32 The cold air is rippling around, looking for the infatuation and delusion it wants to freeze.The person crouching in your arms makes your chest congested and empty, can you hold it tight?

Xu An rarely came to the bar, and Lan Weiqing made an appointment here. Anyway, Xia Fengshu issued a prohibition order not to meet each other, so Xu An felt the same wherever he went.

Lan Weiqing was still wearing a dress with a big V-neck, her skin was dazzlingly white, and there was no man around her, she was leaning on the bar with a tired face.

"What's wrong? Did you quarrel with the man?"

"Arguing? No, if you quarrel, you will lose your job."

"I thought you were complaining to me and were trying to escape." Xu An said, his buttocks had already been placed on the high stool.

"I want you to help me pay for the drink."

"It's boring enough."

"You won't come if you're not bored."

"You underestimate yourself too much."

"Who wants to underestimate themselves, I just have self-knowledge."

Xu An looked at Lan Weiqing without saying a word, her eyes were more friendly than words, she was not very curious about what happened to Lan Weiqing, she just wanted to express a kind of concern.

"The person I like is married."

Xu An was not stupid enough to guess that it was Chen Guang, Lan Weiqing said to herself, "How fast, I thought I would get married first, but I was preempted."

"Resentful spouse, there is still a marriage competition."

Lan Weiqing suddenly covered Xu An's hand on the bar and began to cry.Xu An patted her on the shoulder with the other hand, and she threw herself into Xu An's arms and cried. Xu An didn't dare to take the next step. Comfort cannot beat sadness unless the other party is a loved one.

"Give up if you like it so much? Are you angry?" Xu An didn't look at Lan Weiqing and asked this question, as if she was afraid that she would cry on his shoulder again.

"What can I do if I don't let go? The two decided to break up with the idea that long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, and then each pursue the life they want. I worked hard, but I was still surpassed. Can I not be sad?"

"To be in love is to be together, to create what you want together, and don't deliberately say that you are sad only if you lose the game. I am not a child, making such an innocent joke."

"I envy your innocence."

"I'm not naive."

"I don't want to force you to admit it, but I just want to remind you that we are not primary school students. We use pencils to write, and we can just erase our mistakes. We use pens, and the marks are difficult to erase."

"what does it mean!"

"I kind of regret reminding you that day, maybe you slept with Jie Chu, it will give you a good choice."

"I will not forgive Jie Chu."

"Don't forgive what? Don't forgive him for liking you? They can cover up the past with that glass of wine. Jie Chu's choice to confess only shows one problem. He is, a, gentleman."

"Should this practice be excused?"

"Xu An, what kind of world is this? It's full of interpersonal relationships piled up with lies. There are people everywhere who don't admit to being bald even after their wigs are taken off. If Jie Chu doesn't possess you, he's not a man. When he saw that you were hurt, he chose to plead guilty to resolve your hurt, you can't even see through this and you still don't admit your innocence!"

Xu An was speechless.

Lan Weiqing propped her chin and said, "Xia Fengshu is indeed beautiful, but she should belong to men."

Xu An looked at Lan Weiqing in shock, and the drunken woman said emotionally: "There are no secrets in the world. You think no one knows but no one tells you. Xu An, believe me, this kind of feeling has something It’s enough to pass, not to be used for a lifetime.”

"how do you know?"

"I remember watching a movie with you that time, and seeing you waiting for Xia Fengshu with a hamburger, I had that premonition. When you came to ask me to help buy tickets, and took away the lesbian passport, Then I turned a blind eye to a man like Jie Chu, and after I took a deep breath on your shoulder, I smelled the smell of fellow-men."

"What do you mean?"

"Do you think I'm trying to drink away my worries for a man?"

"You, you too..."

"I met her in our sophomore year. It was a secret from the beginning. It was said to be a secret, but no one broke it. We agreed to break up when we graduated, because we both knew what life would be like after leaving college. Without capital Before, two women could not afford to be in love. In order to save enough capital as soon as possible, I live hard every day, and I dare not let myself go every minute, so I have a good temper and get along well with men, and I have a good share I didn’t expect her to get married sooner than me.”

"Think about the future, will we be together again?"

Lan Weiqing shook her head, "Time and opportunity will pull me farther and farther away from her, maybe in a short while, she will become completely heterosexual, and our original agreement will be burned like a shameful diary. Hui is afraid of being discovered."

"However, how can sexual orientation change?"

"People are animals above the rules. If you love that person, you won't distinguish between male and female. You should have experience of this. I don't believe you haven't struggled."

"I have, so I don't want to change."

"Love is not the whole of life, for the integrity of other parts, you give it up, or you will regret it."

"I won't, because I made an appointment with her and I won't give up." Xu An said very firmly.

"A promise? In front of money, a promise is nothing."

That night, Xu An suffered from insomnia, feeling doomed and abandoned, Xia Fengshu's face turned pale in the phone, she tried to dial, and then heard her voice, like getting up early in the morning and drinking a cup of honey With water, dry bodily functions run happily after being lubricated.Those uneasiness turned into a wisp of smoke in Xia Fengshu's voice, and dissipated in the direction Xu An didn't want to see.

I was woken up by the phone at six o'clock, thinking that everyone else's phone except Xia Fengshu would be yelled at, so I opened my eyes and saw an unfamiliar number, "Who is it?"

"Zhou Yanran."

"Wrong number." Xu An angrily threw away the phone.The phone rang again cheekily, and Xu An's mind cleared up a little with anger, "I'm not Zhou Yanran, and I don't know him either."

"Xu An, right? He's such a forgetful creditor. Do you know Hehe Supermarket?"

Xu An remembered, "It's you, why did you call early in the morning?"

"Sorry, I just got back from Boston and I'm not jet-lagged."

"Then this is an international disturbance, what's the matter?"

"The money has just been transferred to your account."

"understood."

"Because it was a few days late, I calculated the interest and went in."

"Don't be so fussy."

"Yes, I still want to meet with you."

"Meet?" Xu An couldn't help but wake up, "Why?"

"Xia Fengshu."

Xu An hurriedly stood in front of the mirror, did it say that I was gay?

We met, and in the community park in front of Xu An's house, Xu An ran out wearing a sportswear. He didn't even put on skin care products on his freshly washed face, and his hair was tied into a ponytail.

Looking at that face under the morning light, Zhou Yanran feels a little inferior. There are high-end cosmetics on her face, and she is only a few years younger. Why is her vitality boiling like boiling water, but I can't find the boiling point.

"I don't think there's anything we can do to stop them from being together."

Xu An was startled by Zhou Yanran's opening remarks, "What do they mean?"

"Tong Zhan and Xia Fengshu."

"Why do you say that?"

"Come to my studio at night and I'll tell you why."

"I don't want to listen to your nonsense." Xu An turned his head and left without taking the business card. Zhou Yanran said patiently: "I will send the address to your mobile phone, don't delete it in a hurry!"

When everyone panics and doubts, unexpected events and unexpected people will create many factors of instability, disrupt the original pattern, and destroy the original confidence.

Xu An needed Xia Fengshu's affirmation to dispel his anxiety.

Xia Fengshu resigned from her job. She wanted to adjust herself in the gap between the old and new jobs.When she came out of the personnel department, she ran into Qin Youtao, who seemed to be thinking about something, and walked past her without seeing anything, Xia Fengshu didn't mind, she never thought of herself as an important person, and it didn't matter if she was ignored .

The chances of Qin Youtao appearing in the branch are not high. Before Xia Fengshu got to the elevator, a group of people rushed out of the office to greet him.

When Xia Fengshu walked out of the gate, he saw workers building a ladder to pick up posters.Now looking at the self on the poster is still a stranger, going in and out from here every day, getting used to the unfamiliar self hanging above her head, she stood there for a long time before walking away under the urging of Tong Zhan's phone.

After resigning, I will spend more time with Tong Zhan. Beauty treatment, drinking tea, shopping, gourmet food, golf, bars, Tong Zhan’s routes are full of urban sentiment, and the pursuit of extravagance makes people addicted. Tong Zhan is already addicted , he asked Xia Fengshu to indulge with him, because his pursuit of Xia Fengshu exceeded his expectations.

To do one thing, in order to make her laugh, she smiled, but she didn't smile [-]%, [-]% to [-]% sure, [-]% to [-]% erratically.You don't know what she's thinking, and she doesn't seem to be thinking anything.Any harsh language can't irritate her, she only gives you a basin of cold water when your fire is burning the most, and gives you a little warmth when you freeze.She is beautiful, and she gives people an undecipherable sense of beauty, not given by the exquisiteness of the facial features, not by the uniqueness of the language, but a kind of affectionate emotion entangled like silk thread, you want to tighten it, but also Afraid of being broken, you want to let go, but are afraid of disappearing.She didn't want to take advantage of other people's desire to protect, because she acted infinitely strong, you know her strength is fake and insurmountable, you can only watch her tired and hurt, she reaches out for your help, you She gave it, but she refused to charge more.She gave her body, and she gave it frankly. The phrase "I'm sorry, I won't" is like a dandelion blown away by the wind, light and fluffy, with many pure and fascinating desires, stirring your heart and making you unable to calm down.So, I want to have her more and more, and the way to have her is to assimilate her.

Xia Fengshu tried his best to meet all Tong Zhan's demands, except for going to bed.

She has no strength to do it again, there is a soul above her body, and Xu An above her soul.If love is a roadblock to advancing life, then it can only be pushed away.

Xia Fengshu thought of several ways, but felt that it couldn't be done, not because she couldn't do it, but because Xu An couldn't do it.She won't break up, not anyway.

When Xu An called, Tong Zhan was sitting opposite Xia Fengshu, with a steak in front of him, "Okay, do as you say."

Tong Zhan said warily, "Is it the policeman?"

Xia Fengshu ignored him and concentrated on dealing with the steak.She really likes meat.

Tong Zhan put down the knife and fork and said, "I'm going to the bathroom."

He just left and didn't come back. His purpose was to get Xia Fengshu to pay. This meal cost more than 3000 yuan. Xia Fengshu would only ask him for help if he was reluctant to pay or had no money.Unless, she finds the policeman.

Xia Fengshu really didn't have the money to pay this bill, even if she had it, she would not be willing to throw it here. These enjoyments sometimes make her not know where she is, but as long as she is awake, she has no sense of belonging.Because all of this was bought with money in other people's pockets, and she was also a part of being bought.

I like it all, but I know it doesn't belong to me.

After 10 minutes, Xia Fengshu walked out of the restaurant calmly. Tong Zhan wondered, how did she get away and take out all her pockets?Tong Zhan went back to the restaurant to inquire, and the waiter said that she had bet a diamond ring worth more than 2 yuan, which he just bought for her.Tong Zhan paid the bill to redeem the ring, and called Xia Fengshu furiously, "You woman is stupid or dumb, do you not cherish the things I give you so much?"

"Treasure? Do you know how to write those two words?" Xia Fengshu hung up the phone. If she hadn't just answered Xu An's call, she wouldn't be so angry and stubborn to have such an awkward fight with Tong Zhan.

Tong Zhan looks for other women. There are many beautiful women in the car club, plump and skinny, warm and indifferent. He will be sought after as soon as he enters, because he is handsome and rich. Once upon a time, this was his Nest of ecstasy.

But the women here see that the diamond ring even shines through the belly button, and they will tear each other's hair for it.They flattered his body and tried their best to please him. Their bodies were as soft as snakes, and their voices were as seductive as a **** cat.It's a pity they won't say: Sorry, I won't.

The whiskey and the aroma of these women were sent into Tong Zhan's throat, burning his stomach and his body, but could not enter his brain.

He dropped the wad of bills and took only the ring with him.Then he took it to the jewelry store and washed it again. The pretty female manager reminded him in a low voice that the ring was not dirty.Tong Zhan knocked on the table and shouted, "Wash it if you tell me!"

Xu An didn't question Xia Fengshu, she hugged Xia Fengshu sadly, "I feel like I'm losing you, but there's nothing I can do about it."

Xia Fengshu responded to her with a hug, and the cold air was rippling around, looking for the infatuation and delusion it wanted to freeze.The person crouching in your arms makes your chest congested and empty, can you hold it tight?

"Xia Fengshu, is my hunch correct?"

Xia Fengshu was crying. She wanted to cry a long time ago. She couldn't answer Xu An. In the tears of sympathy and acquiescence, Xu An couldn't help crying, "Did you do a lot of things that I need to forgive? You Tell me, and I will forgive you."

"Why do you want to forgive me?"

"Because... no matter what... I don't want you to leave me."

I have to be weak, I can't hold it anymore, Xia Fengshu is soft on Xu An's shoulder, she really wants her to support herself.The greatness and the pathos of love coincide, the truth and the weakness.

"You want that job. I can't help you, and I can't stop you. I don't know how much you have paid. At first, I was just jealous, complaining, and losing my temper. But today I suddenly feel that I am going to lose you, so I will I can't care about anything, I only have one thought, don't lose you."

Life is limited, as if nothing in this world is endless.

can i give you up

can.

Those who cannot overcome their reluctance cannot accomplish anything.

Xia Fengshu's heart soaked in tears began to harden after reaching the softest point.She pillowed on Xu An's lap all night, without saying a word, only her breath was blending, and the warmth gradually dissipated when the morning breeze blew on her face. Xia Fengshu slept deeply, but Xu An was unusually awake.She suddenly realized that hugging cannot solve all problems.

Chapter 33 "Let you fight for what I can't give, and don't refuse what I can give."

A person who has a studio as big as a college classroom may not be a great painter.Who is to judge whether it is true or not?In terms of social status and fame, she must be a famous painter who participated in the Autumn Salon.

There are at least a dozen unfinished paintings in the studio. The expensive drawing paper and easel can't make those unfinished paintings shine. People with good taste can only say that they are a pile of garbage.

The studio was very quiet, and it was Moza's music that made it extra quiet.

A person and a painting are in opposition, like two people talking for a long time, and then, the woman's color palette is thrown on the drawing paper, and it is in a mess.

ended.

Xu An's legs were sore from standing.

No matter what level of art the artist reaches, she usually has a temper. To respect her art, one must respect her temper.Xu An looked around and found no chairs or stools to sit on, so she sat on the floor. Based on her experience, it is best to shut up before the artist speaks.

"How long have you been here?"

Xu An looked at her watch, she had no idea about the waiting time, and said casually, "Two or ten minutes."

"Lie, for at least an hour, the entire CD was played."

"You know I'm coming?"

"I can't concentrate, otherwise I wouldn't be so irritable." Zhou Yanran sat cross-legged on the floor, even though she was frustrated, she was still graceful.

"I came at the wrong time."

"It's already here, why not say when?" Zhou Yanran got up and took out two cans of beer from the refrigerator, Xu An waved his hands and refused.Zhou Yanran didn't take it seriously, she opened a can and drank slowly.

silence.

Often, I don't know what to say to a person, and I obviously have something to say but I don't know where to start.This feeling is not unique to Xu An.

In less than 5 minutes, she drank two cans of beer, and Zhou Yanran, who did not change her face, did not hide her addiction to alcohol.She didn't drink any more, "You have to show some curiosity when you come to inquire about something. Whose patience is going to be tested there?"

"You know what I want to ask, so just say it."

"Are you familiar with me? You don't need to be polite at all?"

"You ignored me, I thought you didn't see me outside. If you have to show a set of etiquette, I should stand outside the door."

Zhou Yanran paused for two seconds, as if thinking about what to say, what to say. "They're in bed."

Xu An's face was pale, this was a situation she never dared to imagine.

"Tong Zhan's girlfriends are usually divided into monthly installments, sometimes more accurate than aunts, once a month, and for a while, their group of young men competed to change women, sometimes once every three days. They call it the standard of women. , just went to bed. A few days ago, Tong Zhan told me that Xia Fengshu was his woman."

Xu An didn't want to argue anymore, but said unwillingly, "That doesn't prove that they slept together."

Zhou Yanran smiled, "If Tong Zhan and Xia Fengshu are still on a one-month basis, will I chase after him to the supermarket? No matter how many women Tong Zhan has had, I will definitely marry him, and Xia Fengshu is shaking me status."

Xu An opened the refrigerator, and was startled by the wine in the refrigerator, then took out a bottle of beer, opened the lid with his teeth, and took a few sips.

"You can't love Xia Fengshu like this. She is calmer and calmer than you."

"Can you keep love by swallowing like you?"

"Wrong, what I keep is not love, but Tong Zhan."

"What do you mean? You also love him with power and money, no matter how many women he has, you don't care?"

"Wrong again, his mother needs to make an appointment to see my father."

Xu An stood there dumbfounded, she didn't know much about Tong Zhan, she only knew that he was a rich and powerful young man.

"My mother just mentioned the deputy mayor. He is more arrogant than before, but he dare not treat me. He respects me very much. How many women he sleeps has nothing to do with respecting me."

"Funny." Xu An was very disdainful.

"Call me funny?" Zhou Yanran stared coldly, "Are you despising my relationship with Tong Zhan?"

"I'm not envious."

"I can't bear to laugh at your dying feelings, but you laugh at me instead?"

"Feelings are not compared, we can only say who cherishes more, or whether there is value in existence."

"I like to hear these innocent thoughts, and I hate these innocent people." Zhou Yanran snatched the beer from Xu An's hand, "My wine is not for people like you. There is only one purpose for you to come. When her innocence is still effective, go and stop her, Tong Zhan is not someone she can entrust to her for the rest of her life, just leave if you get what you want."

"Hmph, am I sending a threatening letter?"

"What else can you do?"

Yeah, what else can I do?

Drinking all night, Zhou Yanran took Xu An to several bars overnight, and introduced her to people and wine.Xu An couldn't remember how many kinds of wine there were, but each one had the same taste in her mouth, because every kind of wine couldn't change her state of mind, the more she drank, the more desperate she felt.Drunk in a VKSHOP bar, she remembered the name of this bar because when she walked out of here in the early morning, she looked back at a dim signboard, which was different from the dazzling and dazzling night, at this moment, it was like a corpse, Nothing angry.

Xu An could smell his sour smell, and drank all night in the extravagant space, all the stale cells in his body were decayed.Pushing open the door of Xia Fengshu like this, the sleepy Xia Fengshu is like a drop of morning dew, clean and transparent.Xu An smiled bitterly, so bitter that tears flowed out.Any dirty thoughts in the face