juvenile journey

I remember at that time I happened to be at home during the summer vacation of the university, and I had nothing to do at home, so I simply searched a few BL animations from the Internet and watched them.The consequence of this is that in those few days, except for eating, drinking, washing my face, showering and going to the toilet, I almost never left the bedroom door.

Mom thought something was wrong with me and broke into my bedroom one day.

"What are you doing, you are so mysterious in here all day long." The decibels of the voice were loud enough to make my little heart tremble three times.

At that time, I was watching anime with great enthusiasm, and before I could recover from her loud voice, she had already broken through the barrier of my bedroom and entered.

The first thing I did when I came back to my senses was to immediately cut out the game window, pretending to be calm on the surface, "I didn't do anything."

My mother was puzzled, "Then what window did you close just now?"

Me: "It's okay, it's just cut out, anime, I just finished watching it."

Mom said: "Oh. Is it good-looking? You are so happy to see it every day. Let me see if it looks good too?"

I'm so sick, I let her go deep into this topic. I saw that the situation is not going to be good, so I found an excuse that I want to eat ice cold noodles, and asked her to make it for me, so I dismissed her .

A month later, I picked up another BL game from a certain forum, called Ghost Animal Glasses.

During that time, I spent every day in my bedroom researching the route of game development.And my mother was outside watching the days go by day by day, and I never went out, so she couldn't sit still.Breaking through my bedroom barrier again, my muscles tensed up in fright, and I immediately pressed Alt+F4 to close the game window directly.

The mother said earnestly: "Xiao Su, it's not good for you to stay at home every day, you don't go to play with your old classmates? Go out and play."

I haven't recovered for a while, thinking about what just happened in my head, "Okay."

So I said yes to her and turned off the monitor.

In fact, this is a trap. She actually wants me to buy her something like oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea.

However, after I came back, I didn't know that there was still a pit under this pit.Mom, she turned on the monitor while I was away, and then clicked on the ghost glasses I was playing just now!Got it!

I really shouldn't underestimate her.I regret it now.

Later, my mother sat on the sofa and cried and cried.I think there should be no need to explain. There is no such thing as a rotten boy in the world. Boys who like boys must be gay.So I couldn't find any reason, so I could only comfort her.

Speaking of which, I don't know how to comfort people, so comforting her is actually talking to her.But this time, it seems that there is no result.I watched her cry for a long time, and couldn't get any water after crying, so I had an idea and handed her water to please her.But she didn't even look at it.

It seems that this time... I am hopeless.

Dad came back later and found out what had happened, but he didn't say anything.I went to bed with my mother early that night.

I thought that what greeted me afterwards was either a storm or being kicked out of the house.

but none.Really not.

I tried to do better the next day, so after waking up and washing up, I didn't touch the computer again.And just when I finished washing, my mother also bought vegetables and came back.

Seeing that her eye circles are still red, I feel very guilty.When I was about to admit my mistake to her, she spoke first.

Mom: "That butcher guy is really nice today."

Me: "Well, he's so nice!"

Mom took a look at me, and then continued, "He gave me a lot of discounts."

Me: "Well, there are a lot of discounts!"

My mother didn't look at me this time, "He's a college student, he started his own business, and he looks pretty good, why don't you go shopping with me to see him someday?"

Me: "Well, look at him. Huh? Go and see him? Why? Did he chop his hand when he was cutting meat for you?"

My mother gave me a blank look, "You stay at home all day stupidly, you're so bored, I'll take you out to get some fresh air."

I was confused when I heard her talk, because I didn't understand the direct connection between going out to get some fresh air and going to see the butcher.Could it be that he usually gave his mother a lot of discounts, but now he is terminally ill again?

Of course, if I knew she was a pimp, I wouldn't go if I was killed!

Then one day, I foolishly followed her.What happened after that is anyone's guess.Mom was trying to pimp me, but she was so unprofessional that she trembled when she spoke.I didn't know what happened to her then.And isn't that young man pretty good? Seeing that he is healthy, why is she shivering instead?

Then she let me and the boy get to know each other while buying meat.At this time, I am still a little confused.Could it be that she wants me to take over the job of buying meat in the future?

Forget it, buy meat and buy meat.Anyway, yesterday it was revealed that her son was gay, today she didn't come to the pork shop to sell her son.

After buying the meat, she left me to let me see how the young man started his business.I was scared at the time, she wanted me to open a pig farm to sell pork in the future?

She still wants to drive me away?I was almost crying at that time, ready to plead for mercy.Then she said something eerie in my ear, which made my thigh muscles tense immediately.

What she said was, "Seduce him."

After being bombarded by the five thunders, I was relieved to see the back of my mother who walked away proudly, like a successful matchmaker.

Well, I admit that the boy is very handsome, but what is the matter with the mother doing this?Pimping me before I graduated from college? !Also, didn't she cry like that yesterday because I was curvy?

Later, I still couldn't hold back, stayed there for a while and ran back.Because that young man is also very shy, I am an otaku who can't strike up a conversation, and I am quite shy standing there.So I got out of the way, lest the two of us be there like two flower buds, ready to bloom, and ruin the business of the pork shop.

When I went back, my mother was watching a Korean drama.Seeing me come back so early, I know that this marriage will not work out.She fell into a trance, wondering if it was because the cost of buying pork in the future could not be completely waived.

Later, she was thinking hard over there again, not knowing what she was thinking.

Anyway, I don't think I know her anymore.Not only did he not punish me, but he also took the initiative to pimp me.Although the first one is so unreliable.

The world is really big and full of wonders.Even in our small family, I think this applies.

In fact, I wanted to tell her that I belonged.But I didn't dare, what if she still scolded me "beggars don't want glutinous rice"?I hate her scolding me the most, it's ugly and unlucky.

One night, our family of three was watching TV.What the couple loves to watch most is "Do Not Disturb If You Are X" and "Let's Meet X", which they call "holding hands" for short.

I was bored and was looking for an excuse to go to the bedroom and play on the computer.

Lafayette said, "Look, although there are many men these days, in this hand in hand, there are so many leftover women surrounding a man."

After she finished speaking, she looked at me contemptuously.

I looked at her naively and innocently, all I could think of was asking her to allow me to play with the computer.

And the mother's eyes suddenly turned hard, "If you don't work hard, sooner or later you will be on the show and compete with women for men!"

I heard that the chrysanthemum tightened.

I know that the days ahead will not be easy for me.Because once a woman is serious about something, it is extremely scary.

My mother told me before that if I can't find a girlfriend, I will leave it to her.And now, it's my boyfriend who is on her.

However, what happened next didn't turn bad.The second one she introduced to me was the son of a female colleague in her unit.

Coincidentally, that is what I said earlier, the crush.Ning from the International Trade Class next door.

I'm sorry that I'm also a nympho, and I also like that tall, handsome boy with good grades and excellent sports.

So yes, my luck has arrived?

That day, my mother called me out for dinner, and didn't call my father. On the way, I was thinking about who she was planning to introduce to me.In the past, he would tell me his family background at any rate, but now he just grabs me and goes out.I'm very clueless.

When I arrived at the restaurant, I saw my mother's female colleague, the one who used to pinch my face when I was a child.Then the one sitting next to her, my crush, the dazzling Ning.

All right.I stood at the door of the box and lost my soul in an instant.I didn't expect that Ning is also from our place, and he can have such a relationship with me, although it is a bit ridiculous.I usually rush to order food, but this time I was a little restless.I didn't know what to do, and Ning kept looking at me, which made me very embarrassed and blushed.My mother kicked me directly under the table and gave me a look. I understood her eyes, don't get angry.

Are you just in spring?Actually, you like Ning better, look at your green eyes.Wish he was your son.

But fortunately, that aunt kept putting the topic on me, saying that I became cuter when I grew up.Because my brain was not very good at that time, I was dealing with things about Ning, so I didn't have time to deal with Auntie's words.

Although it's a bit ridiculous, my mother and that aunt still brought my relationship with Ning closer.Said that he and I are classmates in the same school and the same grade, so we have to take care of each other.Ning's mother didn't seem to know about it yet. After listening to her statement, she clapped her hands and asked me to get along with Ning and take care of each other at school.

God-like mother, where did you get the news that Ning is in the same school as me and you are the son of a colleague?But it doesn't matter whether you ask or not, getting to know Ning is of course the dream of a nympho like me.So my hand and Ning's hand were held together in a friendly manner. My hand was in an abnormally high temperature state.But Ning suddenly said something.

"I think I've seen you."

This time I was stunned, did he have an impression of me?Or because I was?

Seeing my puzzled and slightly surprised expression, Ning slowly said, "You were the one who fell far behind the team in the long-distance physical test last time. It happened to be me that time."

I am silly.

My God, I didn't even know I made such a big fool of myself in front of him.At that time, I was probably exhausted and died. I don't care who he scored.

Then the aunt giggled over there, and my mother took advantage of the situation and said, "Xiao Su is not good at sports, Xiao Ning, if you are good at it, help take him, for example, you can call him for a morning run in the morning or something."

What the hell.Doesn't this require me to die bravely every morning?I am most afraid of running!

But Ning looked at me with a smile, and agreed to my mother's request, and the long speech I used to resist was choked in my throat.

At dinner that day, I was usually very talkative, and I didn’t talk all the time, because I was shy, so I could only eat, and I kept eating.Mom and Ning and the others chatted happily.Then, I remember, I was full that day.

To go to school, under the arrangement of my mother and aunt, I went to take the train with Ning.I walked forward with two suitcases very cumbersomely, and there were so many people that day, I silently recalled what my mother said, she said that she would not come to see me off in order not to disturb the two-person world between me and Ning , well now, I'm exhausted.But Ning's luggage was simple and light, and he walked to the front easily, while I followed farther and farther without saying a word.

I looked at the back of Ning in the crowd in front of me, and was dazed for a moment.Then I was squeezed away by the crowd, and one of the suitcases was also squeezed out. I was screaming inwardly, busy pulling the suitcase back, but my other hand felt that it was about to be loosened from the suitcase... Damn crowd, this damn summer luck!

"Release, I'll help you." I suddenly heard Ning's voice, turned around, he smiled and took the box that I almost let go, and then took me to the carriage with one hand.I dazed again.

"Fortunately, the soft sleeper side is not crowded." After getting into the car and finding our compartment, Ning Bian said while putting our suitcases on the shelf.Very relaxed.I'm a little cocky, a nympho.

Not long after, the train started.In this cubicle, apart from me and Ning, there are two other boys who also look like students.At the beginning, the four of them didn't make a sound. I lay on the table and watched the scenery fly by outside the window, but my attention was on Ning who was opposite me.He fiddled with his mobile phone for a while, and then followed me to look at the scenery outside the window.I was a little nervous, so I subconsciously glanced at him, just in time to meet his gaze, with a half-smile, very attractive...

I blushed in a panic, bewildered.

"Why have you been silent all this time?" His pleasant voice came over.

"I... I don't know what to say." In front of Ning, I was really nervous all the time.A little bit different from my usual self.

Ning lowered his eyes and thought about something, and when he was about to say something, the two boys on the upper bunk said, "You guys are running fast, the journey is too boring..."

I am a little thankful to the two boys who stepped in at the right time, the atmosphere was a bit awkward just now.

Then we set the rules.Three people play, the loser will be eliminated for a round to shuffle the cards and take off a piece of clothing.Speaking of which, there is nothing to take off in summer, right?It's over in a short while. The two boys must have made it clear that they want to see naked men, right? !Are they two gay? ! (You must not read this sentence)

Sure enough, the two of them cooperated well, and Ning immediately took off only a pair of underwear.I sat next to Ning, my face was hot.That's actually pretty good, isn't it...

"Ah!" Ning sneezed, and I became worried. The air conditioner was always on in the car.

"If you're cold, stop playing, okay...put on your clothes..."

"It's okay." Ning showed a reassuring smile, but I didn't accept it, "Well then, I'll stop playing, and I'm the loser."

"Why did you quit? This is not okay..." The two boys said jokingly, neither of them took off a single piece of clothing.In fact, I clearly felt just now that the two of them kept pressing my cards, but Ning always seemed to be unable to get out, and was willing to be the last one to be punished.Fortunately, I still held the mentality of wanting to see Ning's naked body, so I took it for granted that Ning used his own stepping stones.Although I feel a little guilty, Ning is really caring...

Before I finished drifting away, I was pulled back to reality.Those two boys dragged me to continue to come with them, and I would rather not let them.But I think it would be a bit embarrassing if you don't come, I must beat them until there is no underwear left!Come on!

In the end, when I desperately won their short sleeves, I had already lost and only had a pair of underwear left.At that time, Ning happened to go shopping for food.It's over, this game must be lost, my cards are so bad!Am I really going to be stripped... I regret it... Why hasn't Ning come back...

Sure enough, I lost.Ning hasn't come back yet.Moreover, I played cards very slowly in this game, and I wanted to drag him back to help me clear the siege.But Ning hasn't come back yet...

"Take it off, haha, admit the bet and admit defeat." Two beasts, with white skins!

"What's wrong?" Ning opened the door and came in with my two meals and his.

"Stop playing, let's eat." After a few seconds, he realized the situation, put down the meal, grabbed me, and found clothes to put on me.

"Oh, it's really boring. A good show is about to be staged. Ning, you came at a bad time." The two boys looked very disappointed. How did they know Ning's name?

"As soon as you order. You two, get out and eat."

"Not enough buddies, don't even bring us food..." The two of them yelled and went to the dining car.I'm still wondering.

"Sorry, I didn't introduce you just now. Those two are my friends, and they also go to school there, but they don't go to the same school as us." Ning said apologetically.

"Oh, it's okay." I was thinking about all kinds of bad things, and sure enough, the friends of handsome guys are usually handsome guys, but those two are too low-quality, I still prefer Ning.

The light that flashed outside the window at night made me open my hazy eyes, and I seemed to see Ning squatting beside the bed and looking at me.When I wanted to look more carefully, I fell into a deep sleep.

"Thank you." Back at school, Ning has been helping me with my heavy suitcase and sending me to the door of the dormitory.I was very happy in my heart. The contact along the way made me feel that I knew Ning better and got closer to him.This made me ecstatic in my heart.

"It's okay." Ning took the mobile phone in my hand and pressed it until his mobile phone rang, "This is my number, I will call you later." Then he gave me a smile and left my dormitory.By the way, the disgraced nerds in the dormitory expressed their surprise that I could get to know a well-known courtier in the college.

The next day, I was woken up early in the morning by a knock on the door. I was so angry that I opened the door, and when I was about to yell, I found Ning standing at the door in a tracksuit, refreshed.And me, stupid.

I really ignored the matter of asking my mother to ask Ning to take me for a morning run.Because I was joking about being a mother, but Ning took it seriously.Now I'm miserable too.

By the second lap of the jog, I was out of breath, but I figured I should stick with it.As a result, not long after I persisted, I became a little dizzy due to lack of oxygen, my eyes went dark, and I fell forward.When I was conscious, I was already lying in Ning's arms, and I didn't care about being shy and blushing. I felt uncomfortable and uncomfortable.Damn morning run, annoying mother, why did you tell Ning to take me to do such a painful thing, will I really not think of painful morning run when I see Ning in the future?

"Are you okay? May I take you to the infirmary?" Ning frowned, looking a little worried. Maybe he didn't expect that my physique was so poor.

"Just rest for a while." I smiled.

"It's a good thing you can still laugh, I just saw you fainted and almost died of panic." Ning was a little helpless, but seeing me smile, he was relieved a lot, "When you recover, take you to have breakfast, shall we? "

I actually wanted to ask him why he was so worried about me, but I didn't dare.I find that I don't always have courage when I should be.

"The noodles here are delicious." Ning squeezed out from the crowd, carrying two bowls, but quickened his pace cautiously, rushed to my side and put down the bowls, shook his hands, and put them on his earlobes to cool down, " It's so hot..."

What an idiot, leaving me on the seat in order to take up space, ran to the end of the window by himself, and burned himself.Without thinking too much, I pulled his hand over, holding the ice mineral water I just bought, and held it together.Then Ning looked at me with a smile and let me toss.

wait, what am I doing?I let go of my hand immediately, and the mineral water fell to the ground with a bang, and my face turned red.

"Why are you shy?" Ning smiled even more happily.

"No..." I hurriedly picked up the water, then lowered my head to eat the noodles, not daring to look at him again.

"Is it delicious?" Ning didn't move his chopsticks, but watched me eat first.

"Well, it's delicious." It seems that the taste has been weakened by my emotions at the moment. I'm only nervous, but I don't feel any taste on my tongue.

"Then next time, let's eat here again." Ning also started to eat.

After breakfast, Ning and I went back to the dormitory.Along the way, Ning kept saying hello to many classmates.

It seems that some male classmates who played with him asked who I was from Ning.As soon as I heard it, I felt a little feverish, and the next second, I was thinking, how would Ning introduce me.

"Well, my brother." Ning paused for a while, and then responded like this.

"It's not the same type as you, hahaha. It seems quite cute." Is it because you guys are all tall and burly?Being squeezed in the middle makes me feel very stressed.

Ning said goodbye to them, and then a group of girls came over.There was one who was quite pretty, and I also remember that girl, named Yan, who was in the same class as Ning in high school, and I heard from some nympho boys in the class that she was a flower in the art department.

"Ah, we have nothing to do here." The girls except Yan laughed and dispersed.Then there are only me, Ning and Yan remaining nearby, and I feel that I am also redundant.When I thought about it like this, I felt like a big stone was pressing on my heart.

"Ning, who is this?" Yan put her eyes on me.

"Xiao Su, one of my younger brothers." The way Ning looked at Yan made me more sure that I was superfluous.

"Hello, brother, I'm Ning's girlfriend, Yan." Yan met me with a generous smile, but I think I should leave.

"Hello! By the way, Ning, I still have something to do. I'm leaving first." I looked at them, pretended to have an inscrutable expression, winked at them, and didn't dare to look at them any more, and was about to leave. I'm out of breath for the range.

"Oh? Xiaosu..." Ning seemed to be a bit unexpected for my reaction. I walked away and turned around to wink at them again, and waved my hand to signal that I would not disturb their world of two.

When I looked back, I only saw their backs walking away.

On the way back to the dormitory, I felt that everything I had known Ning up to now was really absurd.On the train, running in the morning, and just at the noodle shop.

Those shy scenes of mine, those moments of fantasizing, are really like self-directed, self-acted and self-talking clowns.

I loathe myself.

I rubbed my hair viciously, then rushed into the dormitory building, ran into the dormitory, and buried my head in the blanket that Ji made when He Ning went out excitedly and didn't come.I feel really hot, is it the weather, or the quilt, or the tears are too hot.

Don't think about it.I calmed down for a while and sat up.The roommate seemed to notice that I was jealous, and discussed in a low voice for a while, and then Xiaoxi among them came over.

"Xiao Su, are you okay? What's the matter?"

I looked at Xiaoxi's face and felt that it was much more real than the face in front of me just now.That's right, you said how could a handsome guy say that it's mine and it's mine.Didn't you always watch from afar before, now you have the opportunity to get close, even if you pass by, you are considered extremely lucky.

I let out a sigh of relief, "I just went out for a morning run, and I was so uncomfortable. The otaku is not in good health, so don't laugh at me."

"It's fine." Xiaoxi heaved a sigh of relief and patted my shoulder.

I also left the bed, walked to the desk, took out my laptop, and planned to watch anime.I don't think about things I shouldn't think about.

Before class starts, I plan to finish reading all the unfinished novels on the bookshelf.The three in the dormitory were playing games all the time, and it was a bit noisy. I thought about it and went to the library to check it out. I kept my mobile phone in the cabinet and didn’t plan to take it with me. I wanted to clean up for a day.But usually no one will contact me at this time.

On the way to the library, I happened to meet Yan, who was holding a book by herself, and seemed to be going to the library too.I breathed a sigh of relief, smiled, and greeted her actively.

It can be seen that Yan is a very unassuming girl, she looked very happy when she saw me, "Xiao Su, where are you going?"

"The library." I replied, "You weren't with Ning?" As soon as I said that, I felt a little regretful.I acted like everything was fine, but it wasn't.

This seems like a natural question, but it shows that I still seem to care about Ning's affairs.

"Oh, he, he was busy with his own business just now. I also went there to borrow books."

The way to the library was some distance away, and I didn't know how to bring up the topic. Yan began to tell me some things about Ning, which were basically interesting, and she smiled while talking.For example, Ning is afraid of spiders. When she was studying by herself, she was scared by spiders and ran out of the classroom when she was sitting by the wall; another example was Ning Zaiyan, who was drunk at her birthday party, and then went crazy with alcohol and sang nursery rhymes...

I think I'm really hypocritical, I obviously don't want to hear it, but I'm still listening here with a smile, and I can't refuse Yan's eloquence.Fortunately, to the library.I found an excuse and walked into the reading room on the third floor. Although it is a self-study room, it is usually a place for everyone to read casual books, so the atmosphere is generally not very stuffy and not too noisy.

However, when I found a good location, I found that I couldn't read books anymore.I can't calm down.

"Xiao Su?" A very soft voice.I looked up and found that it was a boy I didn't know, with short and refreshing hair.

I stayed for a few seconds to make sure he was indeed greeting me.

"Who are you?" Hearing my questioning voice, he sat up.

"I'm Ning's roommate. I met you at school last time. Oh, you can call me Xiaoyang." This sitting boy, who was a little taller than me, smiled warmly.

He also came here to read books, but only books on economics and management. The comparison between the novels in my hand and the ones in other people's hands is really embarrassing.Fortunately, being disturbed by Xiaoyang like this, I found that the messy things just now seemed to have left my mind.

I don't know how long it took, a glass of packaged lemonade was placed on my table.I raised my head in surprise and found that Xiaoyang still had a cup in his hand.

"Thirsty, I brought it from the coffee bar in the library."

"Well, thank you." Hearing my thanks, Xiaoyang smiled.

"Xiao Su? Xiaoyang?" Xiaoyang and I turned our heads when we heard the sound, and found that it was Ning and Yan.

"Hey..." Xiaoyang responded softly, and then waved to Ning and the others. I was also taken aback, and nodded.

For a moment, I felt that Ning's eyes were a bit wrong, but when I wanted to take a closer look, Ning lowered his head.I think I should be thinking too much.

Back in the dormitory, I found several missed calls on my phone, all from Ning.There are also a few text messages, also from Ning, but they are just asking me why I don’t answer the phone.

But now that it's been so long, I haven't returned to him.In my current state of mind, I can't answer him.

The school has officially started, and the first day of class is English class.I remember that the A-level students in our class this semester attended with Guomao and the others. When they arrived in the classroom, they saw a familiar figure.But it's not the one I expected, it's Xiaoyang.

Xiaoyang was very happy to see me here, and happily called me to sit in the middle of the classroom with him, which made the students around him laugh.I said, his behavior really doesn't match his height. He is almost 1.9 meters tall, but he looks like a big kid.

I was enjoying myself when I saw two figures, Ning and Yan, passing by the front door, and if I read correctly, Ning should have seen me too.After staying for a few seconds, I instinctively looked towards the back door again. Ning and the others happened to pass by the back door again, and Ning turned his head to look at me, as if he knew I would look at him.He didn't have the usual smile, and when I wanted to see his expression clearly, he had already walked out of my sight.

"What's the matter, Xiao Su?" Xiaoyang followed my gaze, but didn't see why.

"It's okay." I turned my head and smiled at him, Xiaoyang didn't investigate anymore, but still smiled brightly.

It's English class, Xiaoyang and I are partners, and we go up to perform the topic set by the teacher with him.As I was talking, I felt my pocket phone vibrate.When I sat back in my seat, I realized that it was Ning's text message.

"Come out to eat with me at noon, and accompany me to the mall to buy something in the afternoon, clothes or something." He wrote this, and I subconsciously wanted to agree to him, but when I realized it, I realized that I should avoid him.Ever since I met Ning, I have been thinking too much, and I really shouldn't get too close to him.

I wanted to make up an excuse that I had class in the afternoon, but I received a message from him, "I know you don't have class in the afternoon."

Leaving the classroom after class, I found that Ning was waiting at our door, and there was no Yan beside us.

"Ning? Who are you waiting for? Waiting for me?" Xiaoyang saw Ning and walked over.

"No, I'm waiting for Xiao Su. Xiao Su, let's go." Ning answered Xiaoyang decisively, then took my hand and left.

"Eh?" Xiaoyang's surprise was directly left behind by us.

"By the way, I haven't promised you that I'm going." When I walked out of the teaching building, I felt something was wrong and let go of his grip on me.

"If you don't accompany me, who will accompany me?" Ning could pretend, with a joking expression, but innocent eyes.

"Your girlfriend." I also pretended to be joking, but as soon as the words came out, I felt that my expression was about to get out of my control.

"She's not here. So you go with me. Didn't your mother say, let's cultivate more relationships?"

It turned out that Yan was not there.So, I became a substitute as a matter of course.Having lost all hope, I simply ignored his last sentence.

"I'll take it as your acquiescence." Ning smiled brightly, and then continued to drag me out of the school.I admit, I still have little resistance to him.It's okay to go shopping with him, it won't be a big deal.

That day, I walked around the mall with him all afternoon, but I didn't see him buy many clothes.Instead, he even dragged me to try on clothes together.In the end, I also bought one, but Ning paid directly with his.He said that as an older brother, he gave his younger brother clothes.I looked at his happy back when he paid, and my mood was a bit complicated.

It turned out that not only lunch, but also dinner was settled at the mall.

When I returned to the dormitory, I happened to run into Xiaoyang.When he saw us, he almost jumped up, "Okay, not only did you not invite me when you went shopping, but you just threw me away."

"My brother and I are good, you have nothing to do, go in and go in." Ning smiled directly and pushed Xiaoyang into the dormitory, and blinked back at me, "See you tomorrow, Xiaosu."

"Hey! Xiao Su, next time you have to be with me..." Xiao Yang also turned around and shouted at me unwillingly.Then the door of their dormitory was closed, and there was a lot of noise inside, which was the sound of Ning and Xiaoyang fighting.

These two live treasures.I smiled and walked upstairs to my dormitory.I suddenly found that while shopping with Ning, I seemed to have sorted out my mood almost.This is a good thing.

With Ning and Xiaoyang here this semester, I feel that my life has been enriched a lot.Every now and then they would call me out.Of course, when Ning called me, it was when Yan was not around. Basically, he would go to the library with me, or go wandering in the school garden. Occasionally, he would take me out like last time.As for Xiaoyang, he often takes me out to play when Ning is not around.Claiming to piss off Ning's older brother.

I have been in this city for so long, and now I realize that I am not familiar with it at all.Xiaoyang took me to the most beautiful park in the city center, to the highest building in the city, and also took me to appreciate the bustling commercial street at night.

"Xiao Su, how much do you own a house? You are not even familiar with the place where you have lived for almost three years." Xiaoyang was a little surprised that I didn't know almost everything in this city except the school.

Many times, when I look at Xiaoyang's sunny face, I think, it would be great if I like Xiaoyang.Although I don't know if Xiaoyang is the same person as me, but with him, I found that I can let go of all the pretense I had in front of Ning before.But it's a pity, what I like is Ning, who has a master.Thinking of this, I resented my mother a little bit for introducing such a rotten peach blossom to me.

And my mother replied to me directly, "I am only responsible for introducing you, it is up to you whether to bend or not."

"..." I cursed her in my heart.

"If you can't even deal with a man, you're my son for nothing, and you don't even inherit my genes!" I knelt down directly, and she seemed to have completely determined that I must be a man.

Before the end of the term, there is a men's basketball match between the school and the school next door.Both Ning and Xiaoyang are the starters of the school team. Speaking of which, I just don't trust Xiaoyang's strength.Although, he is so tall, he does seem to have a sense of security at first glance, but his image of a cheerful big boy is deeply rooted in my heart.

"Xiao Su, one day I will show you my strength, Xiaoyang!" Then, Xiaoyang said that one day will be today.

I sat on the sidelines closest to them and watched the game. Although I don't know much about basketball, when Ning and Xiaoyang made shots, I pretended to know.