So you are bad!
Chapter 79 [Rival in Love]
After Ning Cai cleaned the yard, he moved the painting tools to the second floor. When he stood in front of the door at the end of the corridor, he still hesitated.He didn't have the confidence to face Leng Huangxi and Li Xin's love affair. Those paintings with the same style as his paintings were all made by Li Xin.The person who thought they would become friends when they first met, turned out to be a rival in love when they met for the second time.
How strong he must be to have the courage to create in this room full of Leng Huangxi's longing for Li Xin. If he had known, he should have refused at that time.
After hesitating again and again, Ning Cai still opened the door of the room, but everything in the room shocked him.Gone, all those paintings are gone, including the one in the corner.The room was empty, save for a few blank easels.Ning Cai felt the wind flowing, he looked at the window, and even changed the heavy curtains into white gauze, dancing with the wind.It seems to hide everything in this room before, and now this room has no other special meaning, it is really just an empty room.
At first, Ning Cai thought that Leng Huangxi was willing to show him his fragility and secrets, but only now did he realize that it was really just his own overthinking.How could he share such an important story with such an irrelevant matter?
At night, Leng Huangxi stood on the balcony, blowing the cold wind, looking at the starry night sky, his whole mind replayed Ning Cai crying and looking at him.It's been so long, he doesn't know why he just can't forget that scene, the hot feeling when Ning Cai's tears soaked his clothes, as if his heart was scalded and hurt.
Leng Huangxi, what's wrong with you?What happened to you?It was Ning Cai who was crying, why did he also feel pain?
Two people, two rooms, two thoughts, one looking at the starry sky, the other looking at the photos, just sat there for a long time unconsciously.
Early in the morning, Ning Cai felt that the air had become humid, and there was still a faint chill. When he woke up, he realized that he forgot to close the window last night, and it was raining outside the window.Hearing the sound of rain, Ning Cai felt that the world was quiet. He got up and walked to the window, stretched out his hand to feel the feeling of raindrops falling on the palm of his hand, and sure enough, as soon as it rained, he felt very stable, as if he had never experienced it in his life Like pain, all troubles and sorrows were silent at that moment, and were deliberately forgotten by him.
In the past two years, as long as the death anniversary of the parents is approaching, it will always rain for several days. This time, how long will it take?
Ning Cai stood by the window for a long time before he went to wash and change clothes.When he left the room, he deliberately glanced at Leng Huangxi's room.is he awake?Already gone?Still asleep?These questions were answered after Ning Cai went downstairs.
Leng Huangxi has already gone out. He has several activities today. Now is a special period for the release of the new album, so we can't relax.Ning Cai also found it strange that when he hadn't seen Leng Huangxi before, he felt that he was a small fan, and Leng Huangxi was as far away as a star in the sky, although he didn't pay special attention to Leng Huangxi Huangxi's news, but he almost knows what activities he has every day.
Now, after he met Leng Huangxi himself, and lived with him miraculously, he stopped paying attention to those news.It's as if what Leng Huangxi does every day is just the same thing as all office workers, leaving early and returning late.Ever since she knew that she was in love with Leng Huangxi, she often forgot that Leng Huangxi also had another identity as a big star.Perhaps, having seen many of his real sides, he naturally ignored those disguised appearances.In his eyes now, Leng Huangxi is just an ordinary person who needs love and care.
Ning Cai looked at the note Leng Huangxi had left for him, and then at the phone case beside her.
[Since you are back, the phone should be returned to you!If you still feel sad, allow you to call me.However, I won't necessarily pick it up. 】
After going around, the phone was still returned to him.Just like him, she clearly said such cruel words at the beginning, but she still returned to him in the end.
Ning Cai took out her phone and turned it on, and clicked on contacts, but there was still only one person's number lying there.However, he clearly noted LHX, but now it shows "Leng Huangxi".He changed it, isn't he afraid that if someone picks up his mobile phone?Ning Cai had no choice but to change the remark back. After thinking about it, she finally changed it to the word "Xi".That way, no one should notice.
In fact, after returning the mobile phone to Leng Huangxi last time, he bought a new mobile phone himself.But now, he still puts the mobile phone that Leng Huangxi gave him into the bag, as if it was selfish, only he knows that number, he is the only one who calls that mobile phone, and he is the only one in it People, as if he is his special case, this is Ning Cai's selfishness.He went to the website and downloaded Leng Huangxi's latest poster picture, set it as the phone's desktop, and set a screen password, which was the initials of Leng Huangxi and his name in pinyin.
This should be a secret that he alone knows.Just like liking Leng Huangxi's mood, he also buried it, and only he knew it.
Just as Ning Cai was about to go out, another cell phone rang. Looking at the strange number on the screen, he hesitated to pick it up.
"Hi, hello. I'm Ning Cai, may I ask who you are?"
There was silence on the other end of the phone for a while, Ning Cai took off the phone and took a look to confirm that he was still on the phone, and he asked again.
"็ Hello Who are you……"
"Ning Cai! It's me, Li Xin. Let's... meet up." Li Xin's voice came from the other end of the phone, and Ning Cai was taken aback.How did he know his number?Oh, he even forgot that Li Xin and Lu Yihan are good friends.But what did he mean by what he just said?Why did Li Xin want to meet him?
According to the address given by Li Xin, Ning Cai rushed there.When he arrived, he saw Li Xin sitting alone by the window, staring out the window in a daze. From the first time he saw Li Xin, Ning Cai felt that Li Xin must also be a person with a story. There really is a story, and it's a not-so-good one.He has always wanted to know why Li Xin abandoned Leng Huangxi who loved him so much, and now he can somewhat guess whether it was because of his illness.
"Li Xian... Li Xin." Ning Cai walked to the front of the seat and called out to Li Xin before regaining his consciousness.
"Ah, you're here. I'm sorry, I was distracted just now." Li Xin was full of apology and smiled gently, but Ning Cai could see the tiredness in his eyes.He was at Leng's house that day, and Mrs. Leng said that. After he went back, he must have felt bad.It was Leng Huangxi who sent him out that day, what happened to them?Makes him look, so tired.
"You asked me to meet, what's the matter? Writer Chu, why didn't he come with you today?"
"We... broke up. Or should I say, I left him." Li Xin replied bitterly. When it came to Chu Mo, he only felt guilty.
"Why? Writer Chu cares so much about you."
"Yes, even you can see that he cares about me so much, how can I not see it. But, it is because I know that I want to leave him. Because I don't want him to give to a person who still has someone else in his heart." Too much. Mo him, he deserves someone better. I can't ruin his happiness."
His happiness may only be you.
Ning Cai looked at Li Xin, not understanding why he wanted to meet him.He thought, he never came to tell him what he owed Chu Mo.
"Ning Cai... Before we met, I was thinking about what you would be like when Yihan often mentioned you. I always thought that we might become good friends, until I saw you, I always think so. But now it seems...we are destined not to be friends." Li Xin showed regret, looked at Ning Cai who still didn't understand, smiled lightly, and continued.
"That day, you also saw that Leng and I were lovers three years ago. I believe that someone must have told you the story between me and him."
"Li Xin, just say what you want to say." It is enough for him to hear a story that makes him sad.
Li Xin was taken aback for a moment, then became serious.
"Ning Cai, please leave the cold."
Sure enough, is it to declare war?However, he seems to have made a mistake.
"I need him, please...give him back to me, okay?" Li Xin suddenly changed into a begging tone, making Ning Cai feel as if he had robbed him of something.
"You know, I won't live long..."
"Li Xin!" Ning Cai interrupted Li Xin and looked at him, "I think you misunderstood. I have nothing to do with Leng Huangxi. Therefore, there is no need for me to leave him, and there is no need to leave him alone. Give it back to you. Because, he was never mine. Do you...understand?"
"You mean, you're not with Leng?" Li Xin couldn't believe it. It was Leng Huangxi who said it himself that day. He already had someone else by his side, and that person was Ning Cai.If what Ning Cai said is true, is Leng Huangxi lying to him?Is the purpose of lying to him just to make him sad and hurt him?
"Although I don't know who said what to you and misunderstood you, I can tell you that Leng Huangxi and I are not the kind of relationship you think. Therefore, you don't need to regard me as your rival in love."
"That's right, I'm really sorry. It seems that I really misunderstood. I'm sorry, just pretend that I didn't say what I just said to you. "
Seeing Li Xin suddenly heaving a sigh of relief, Ning Cai's heart clenched together.Why should he deny it? It's not better to continue to misunderstand him.If he explained it clearly, doesn't that mean he has created an opportunity?However, he didn't seem to be ruthless, Leng Huangxi clearly still cared about Li Xin, and Li Xin still loved him.From the beginning to the end, he didn't have any chance, so why make both of them suffer?Before Leng Huangxi and him, if someone must be injured, let him bear it.Didn't he just promise at the beginning, even the pain wanted to replace his pain.
"Maybe, this is not something I should ask. However, I still want to ask, since I have always had him in my heart, why did I leave him in the first place? When I left him, didn't I think that he would be sad and hurt? ? Now that you’re gone, why don’t you just never come back, now that you want to go back to him, you’re not afraid, he doesn’t love you anymore?”
"Ning Cai... have you ever had a dream? It is the kind of dream that you have decided to fulfill since you were born."
Ning Cai didn't answer, but he was waiting for Li Xin's next words.
"I have, I have never been sensible, since I can hold a pencil, my dream is to be a world-famous painter like Van Gogh and Picasso. I want to record all the beautiful things in the world, Put it into my painting. For that dream, I have been working hard. Before I was 17 years old, I thought that there was probably only one dream in my life. I didn’t know it until I met the cold. There is also a dream, that is to have a lover who loves me forever and will not be separated from me. And Leng is the one I want to wait for. But you know, sometimes, people seem to not be too greedy, I Probably because I was too greedy, I ended up today. I don’t like to smell the smell of paint. It’s not a general hate, but sometimes I smell it, and I might have difficulty breathing. After I met him, I never dared to Painting in front of me, I didn’t even dare to let myself have that smell. At that time, it was cold, like a child who hadn’t grown up. He always said that if I was not in his sight, he would worry that I would be robbed. So no matter where he goes, he must take me with him. Gradually, I have less and less time to draw. In order to accompany him, I have to give up the practice time. When I was 18 years old, I received my dream university The acceptance letter that I sent, but it was in France, and it would take me eight years to go there. I know too well what eight years means to me and Leng, and I know he will not agree to my going. After I decided to persuade him and When I went together, Leng’s mother appeared. She came to me and even offered to give me money to sponsor me to study abroad. What she did was to ask me to leave Leng, but I refused. But I didn’t think of her He would tell Leng that I was going abroad first, and lied to him that I even bought the air ticket. Leng was very angry when he found out, that was the first time he didn’t listen to my explanation, and beat me instead. , was hurt by his distrust of me, and felt very angry, so I said that if he didn't let me go to France, I would break up with him. I threatened him with his worst fears, and he was very angry. He put I locked it up and tied me up. Said he would break my legs if I moved half a step away from him. I was so disappointed with what he did so I lied to him that I wasn't going and he believed it. But I booked the plane ticket overnight, and left him without even saying goodbye. When I arrived in France, I found out that he had decided to go with me, but I cheated him and hurt him. I want to go back immediately He was by my side, but I had no face to see him, and he didn’t come after me, so I knew that my relationship with him was screwed up by myself. Since then, I have been studying hard every day, wanting to forget him, even more To forget the only big mistake in my life. I don't want to admit that I dumped him, so I didn't contact him once, the next year he became a big star, after seeing how dazzling he became, I didn't I was shocked to realize what I had missed this year. At that time, I regretted it, but I didn’t have the courage anymore. I was afraid to go back and see him. He didn’t love me anymore. If that was the case, I would probably go crazy So, I was gone for three years. Until I was diagnosed with heart disease and was diagnosed as not having a long life, I insisted on coming back, because even if I had to die, I also wanted to... die in his arms. "
After listening to such a long story, Ning Cai looked at Li Xin again and found that he had already burst into tears. It was only after hearing this story that Ning Cai realized that she could not get in between the two of them.Ning Cai couldn't tell what mood he was in when he didn't show up. After knowing everything, he realized that he was not qualified to question Li Xin at all.That's someone else's love, what qualifications does he have.
"I know that I made the wrong decision back then, and I am not qualified to ask anyone for forgiveness. However, I still want to return to him. I don't want to leave this world one day, but the person I love the most will lose everything. I don't know. That would be too sad for me. So, Ning Cai...can you help me? Help me get back to him, okay?"
Li Xin was crying while holding Ning Cai's hand. Seeing Li Xin's helpless appearance, Ning Cai's heart ached.What is he going to do?How can he help him?That person is also his favorite person!No matter how great he is, he can't help his rival in love.But, what if... what if Leng Huangxi wanted Li Xin to come back to him?The self who said she wanted to make him happy, shouldn't she help him find happiness?
No, it's too difficult.This is something that may kill him no matter what he does, how can he agree to it.
"Li Xin... As I said before, I have nothing to do with Leng Huangxi, I don't think... I can help you, sorry!"
"Xiao Shu said, you live with Leng, can you tell me where he lives?"
Ning Cai looked at Li Xin, thinking that he would not have long to live, he finally couldn't bear it.But this is also his biggest concession.Ning Cai took out a note from her backpack and wrote down an address.
"Don't tell him, I told you."
"Ning Cai, thank you."
"No. If you can come back to me, I hope you don't leave him behind. I'm sorry, I have something to do, so I'm leaving first." Ning Cai picked up her bag and was about to get up.
"Ning Cai... I hope you find happiness."
Ning Cai was taken aback for a moment, then nodded slightly.
"Thank you!"
happiness?If the happiness I want is the happiness you want, will you still bless me like this?
Seeing Ning Cai going out, Li Xin looked down at the address in his hand.
"Li Xin, when did you become so cruel? You clearly know that he... also likes to be cold." Li Xin held the note tightly and asked herself.Now, he is helpless, as long as he can return to Leng Huangxi's side, even if he has to sacrifice some people, there is nothing he can do.
Chapter [-] [Jealousy]
The place where Li Xin asked Ning Cai to meet was not far from "Dark Blue". After leaving the store, Ning Cai planned to go to the magazine office. He wanted to ask Ran Ni about Li Ran's situation.As soon as he opened the umbrella, the phone rang. He habitually took out the phone and found that the screen was not on. Only then did he realize that another phone was ringing.He took out his mobile phone in a panic. Only one person can call on this mobile phone.
"Hey."
"Where are you now?" Leng Huangxi's cold voice came over, and Ning Cai didn't know what she did wrong again.
"What's wrong with the magazine now?"
"It's okay, just to make sure you have this phone with you. Okay, it's okay, hang up." Leng Huangxi hung up as soon as he said he would hang up, and there was a busy tone from the phone.
He called just to confirm this?But why did he always feel that Leng Huangxi had something to say.I must have thought too much, what could he say to himself.
Ning Cai put away the phone, held up her umbrella, and decided to walk to the magazine office.Mainly because he wanted to feel what it was like to walk in the rain.As he walked, he passed a video store, and there was a poster of Leng Huangxi outside the store.Ning Cai stopped and stood at the door for a while. It turned out that the new album had already been released, but he didn't know it.After hesitating, he finally put away his umbrella and entered the store.
Leng Huangxi's album was placed in the most conspicuous position, and he saw it as soon as he entered, but there were also a bunch of conspicuous girls around the most conspicuous place.Seeing them wearing school uniforms, they should all be students.
Ning Cai looked at the side for a while, only to realize that next to Leng Huangxi's album was Wang Zhichen's latest photo album, and the girls gathered together to discuss topics such as who is more handsome between the two.Ning Cai felt a little unbelievable. He had met the two hottest male artists at the moment, and he had also seen their unknown sides. If these people knew about them, they would be jealous of him to death.
After the girls had left, Ning Caicai went to pick up an album by Leng Huangxi, after thinking about it, she picked up a photo of Wang Zhichen next to her.When he went to pay, the cashier girls looked at him strangely.However, he pretended not to see it at all.Buy something good and leave.
When he arrived at the magazine, Ran Ni was on a business trip, so Ning Cai didn't see him again, but he did meet another person, Chu Mo.
The two sat in the rest area downstairs, and Ning Cai looked at Chu Mo, feeling a little awkward.
"I didn't expect to meet you here. What are you here for today?"
"It's nothing, just passing by, and I'll come over to have a look. Among Chu's writers, are you here to discuss the manuscript?"
"Half and half. But, Xiaohan, he didn't tell you? I am the deputy editor-in-chief of Deep Blue."
"Ah? This...I, I don't know. Sorry, I..."
"It's okay, there's no need to be formal. You can call me Chu Mo or Writer Chu. To be honest, I don't like those titles very much."
"Writer Chu, are you... okay?" Ning Cai asked suddenly.
"Huh? What do you mean?" Chu Mo replied with a smile.
"Actually, I met Mr. Li today. I asked him about you, and only then did I know that you have broken up."
No matter how Ning Cai looked at it, she also felt that Chu Mo was forcing a smile.
"So you already know. Don't worry, I'm fine. I'm not a girl, and I'm going to cry and make a scene when I'm broken up!"
"Aren't you sad? Seeing that you care so much about him, why did you agree to break up?" He wondered how Chu Mo would be willing to let go.
Chu Mo thought for a while, then took off his glasses.
"Xin'er has a bad heart and can't be stimulated. If I don't agree, it will only hurt him. Besides, if he doesn't love me, what's the use of me forcing him to stay by my side? Sometimes love is a person Owing to one person, one person’s accommodating to another person. If he is destined to owe me, then I can only accommodate him. Otherwise, what can I do?” It’s because of writing that I can always make others obsessed Do you see things openly?Ning Cai felt that Chu Mo did not appear particularly sad. He did not look like someone who would give up or even forget so quickly. In his opinion, Chu Mo might have his own persistence.
"You're right, some people are destined to be used to disappoint." Ning Cai couldn't hide the disappointment in her eyes.
"Stop talking about those unpleasant things. It's rare to meet you, why don't you discuss the plot with me?"
"Discuss the plot?"
""Gentle to Song", this article has been put on hold for some time because of Xin'er's affairs, because the plan is to publish a book, so I have to continue writing. You are the illustrator of this article, and you have to understand This article, so we can discuss what kind of ending we should give it.”
Ning Cai lowered her head and considered for a moment, then nodded in agreement.The two wrote the article and chatted.While chatting, they came to some uncertain places. When both of them were puzzled, Chu Mo gave a suggestion.
"How about, let's demonstrate and see which proposal is better?"
"Demo?"
"In the past, when I encountered uncertain scenes, I asked Xin'er to help me determine them. If I demonstrate it again, I will know which effect is better. Of course, if you mind, don't do it."
"It's okay, if I can help you. But..."
"Don't worry, I won't really kiss you. Then, start now?"
Ning Cai nodded, making sure she was ready.The scene they want to determine is how to kiss would be better.Should Xiaogong stand up and kiss Xiaoshou across the table, or should he pull Xiaoshou in front of him before kissing.
According to the plot, Chu Mo stood up first. He leaned on the table with one hand, bent slightly, and raised Ning Cai's chin with the other hand, aiming at the red lips and "kissing".The distance between the lips of the two was less than 1 cm. Ning Cai was startled by Chu Mo's overly serious eyes. He wanted to avoid that gaze, but Chu Mo suddenly moved his lips to Ning Cai's ear.
"Ning Cai, your eyes are very beautiful." Leaving aside this ambiguous sentence, Chu Mo let go of Ning Cai and sat back on his seat.He saw that Ning Cai was flustered and blushed a little.
"Do you want to continue?"
"Sorry, I……"
"It's okay, I think this is better, thank you for helping me confirm. Well, I have something to do, I should go, next time I have a chance to meet, I invite you to dinner. Here is my business card. If you have any questions about the plot, welcome Find me anytime."
Chu Mo gave Ning Cai a business card, then got up and left the seat. When he left, he deliberately looked somewhere outside the window, and then showed an imperceptible smile.
Ning Cai looked at the business card and realized that Chu Mo's real name was not Chu Mo. He always thought that Chu Mo was his destiny.Thinking of the conversation between the two, Ning Cai showed a faint smile.Chu Mo is really a very gentle man, how could Li Xin be willing to do so.However, maybe it was because of this that Li Xin dared to leave cruelly.For a good man like Chu Mo, there are probably a lot of people waiting to get close to him. It seems that there is no need to worry too much about Chu Mo not being loved by anyone, but Leng Huangxi seems to be different. He is indeed too worrying up.
Before he knew it, it was already dark, and when Ning Cai returned to Huangyu, it was still raining.He was dressed a little thinly, and when he went back, his palms were cold.Putting the umbrella by the door, Ning Cai wiped the mud off her shoes, and then changed into slippers by the door.He pushed open the door and went in, but found that the lights were not turned on, thinking that Leng Huangxi hadn't come back, he took out his mobile phone to find the switch, and when he turned on the flashlight of the mobile phone, he saw Leng Huangxi standing in front of him. Startled, the phone fell to the ground.Ning Cai bent down to pick up the phone, but Leng Huangxi kicked the phone away.
Ning Cai froze for a moment, and slowly stood up.What did he do again?What made him unhappy again?
With the light of the mobile phone, Ning Cai could see Leng Huangxi's cold face. He was very tired now and didn't want to argue with Leng Huangxi.He turned around to turn on the light, but Leng Huangxi suddenly grabbed him and pushed him against the wall.
"Where have you been? Say!"
"I'm at the magazine, I told you before."
"Who did you meet?"
Ning Cai saw that Leng Huangxi was so angry, did he know that he went to see Li Xin today?Is it because you are afraid that he will misunderstand, so you are angry?
"I haven't seen anyone. I'm alone!" Ning Cai turned her head away, not wanting to look into Leng Huangxi's eyes.
"Look at me! I told you to look at me when you talk to me!" Leng Huangxi ordered angrily. Ning Cai felt a sense of resistance in her heart. He just didn't want to look at Leng Huangxi. Why is he so sad now? This person is even more vicious.
"Do you dare to resist me? Okay, Ning Cai, you have the ability. I said you always have the ability to do things that make me very angry, so you want me to punish you?" Leng Huangxi said coldly, Pulling Ning Cai to the previous hut, Leng Huangxi opened the door and the light, kicked away the puppet at his feet, swept the puppet on the bed to the ground, and threw Ning Cai onto the bed.
"What are you going to do?" Ning Cai sat up in fear, this scene was too familiar, and he knew too well what Leng Huangxi was going to do to him.
"What are you doing? Do something to make your memory long." After speaking, Leng Huangxi stepped forward and pushed Ning Cai down on the bed, ignoring Ning Cai's resistance, and directly tore Ning Cai's shirt.When the whole chest was exposed to the air, Ning Cai realized that Leng Huangxi was not trying to scare him, but meant it for real.
"Leng Huangxi, I was wrong, I was wrong. Don't do this, please, don't." Ning Cai knew that it was useless to struggle, he begged for mercy over and over again, but Leng Huangxi pretended not to hear, and pulled him away When he was about to take off his pants, Ning Cai slapped him.Leng Huangxi was stunned by the beating, and stopped what he was doing.Taking advantage of his daze, Ning Cai pushed him away and sat up, grabbed her back to wrap her body, and hid in a corner in fear.
Leng Huangxi seemed to be slapped back to his senses, he looked at Ning Cai who was crouching in the corner, and walked over step by step.What happened to him, how could he lose his mind like this?What the hell is he doing?How could he be so jealous?
"Ning Cai...I..."
"Don't come here! Don't!"
Leng Huangxi didn't listen to Ning Cai, but walked up to Ning Cai, he squatted down, raised his hand to touch Ning Cai's face, Ning Cai slapped his hand away.Leng Huangxi raised his hand again, but Ning Cai suddenly raised his head and looked at him with fearful eyes.
"Are you scared? Why didn't you think about it when you made me angry? Huh, hahaha..." Leng Huangxi suddenly burst into laughter. He stood up, as if crazy, picked up the puppet on the ground and threw it at Ning Cai.
"What? Can't keep going? Want to run away? Ning Cai, you are the same as them, all the same. Okay, please don't do this to you again, right? Okay, you go! You go! Go away! Just don't come back again. Get out! Why don't you get out? Get out!" Leng Huangxi angrily smashed at the wall behind Ning Cai, Ning Cai saw that the hand tightly held by Leng Huangxi started to bleed, he suddenly regretted it, if Leng Huangxi really wants to drive him away, what should he do?Leng Huangxi looked very painful now.
"Leng Huangxi...I'm sorry, I..." Ning Cai wanted to shake Leng Huangxi's hand, but he pushed it away.
"Get out! Didn't you want me to let you go? So, before I regret it, get out!" Leng Huangxi yelled and stood up, tripped under his feet, and slowly slid on the ground against the bed.Suddenly feeling a headache, Leng Huangxi supported his forehead with a painful expression.Seeing him like this, Ning Cai hadn't noticed before, but now he remembered the smell of alcohol on Leng Huangxi when he entered the room.Thinking of what Warren said to him, Ning Cai was afraid that he would do something to hurt her again.
Unable to bear to see Leng Huangxi in such pain, Ning Cai let go of the tightly wrapped quilt, and regardless of his disheveled clothes, he slowly moved in front of Leng Huangxi, knelt down, and cupped his face in distress.
"I'm not leaving, and I'm not begging you to let me go. But, please, don't torture yourself, okay? You can do anything to me, I won't resist, and I won't run away. Please, Don't make such a pained expression. Please..."
Leng Huangxi looked at Ning Cai's sad look, and when he heard the person he bullied was now saying aggrieved words, his heart seemed to be stung by something.Why was it that the person who was kind to him in the end was the one who was hurt the most by him.
"Ning Cai, do you know what you are doing now?" Leng Huangxi grabbed Ning Cai's hand.
"Do you know what it means if you don't leave now?" Leng Huangxi caressed Ning Cai's face.
"Do you know that if you don't dodge, you have no chance to dodge?"
"You know... how bad I'm going to do to you next? So, you go. Go far away before I get you back."
Ning Cai's eyes were wet, and he shook his head, heartbroken.What was it that made him so sad, why did he drink again?Why is he in such pain?Is it because of Li Xin?
"I'm not going...I'm not going."
"Really not leaving?"
"Don't go!"
"If you don't leave, you won't be able to leave in the future. Ning Cai...why am I so cold? Come and warm me..." Leng Huangxi let go of Ning Cai's hand, wrapped his arms around his waist, and lifted his face, and kissed it.
Leng Huangxi didn't know what he was doing, all he knew was that when he saw Ning Cai getting intimate with other men, he became mad with jealousy.Ning Cai's lips were touched by that man, he wanted to be stained with a taste that only belonged to him.For Ning Cai, whether he is too possessive or afraid of being snatched away, he no longer wants to think about it.At the moment when Ning Cai held his face and begged him, there was only one thought in his mind: he wanted this person, whether he wanted it or not, he wanted this person, and it belonged only to him.No matter what mood he said those words, he would never let this person leave him again.
At that time, Leng Huangxi already understood the weight of Ning Cai in his heart, but he didn't want to admit it, couldn't admit it, and dared not admit it yet.
How strong he must be to have the courage to create in this room full of Leng Huangxi's longing for Li Xin. If he had known, he should have refused at that time.
After hesitating again and again, Ning Cai still opened the door of the room, but everything in the room shocked him.Gone, all those paintings are gone, including the one in the corner.The room was empty, save for a few blank easels.Ning Cai felt the wind flowing, he looked at the window, and even changed the heavy curtains into white gauze, dancing with the wind.It seems to hide everything in this room before, and now this room has no other special meaning, it is really just an empty room.
At first, Ning Cai thought that Leng Huangxi was willing to show him his fragility and secrets, but only now did he realize that it was really just his own overthinking.How could he share such an important story with such an irrelevant matter?
At night, Leng Huangxi stood on the balcony, blowing the cold wind, looking at the starry night sky, his whole mind replayed Ning Cai crying and looking at him.It's been so long, he doesn't know why he just can't forget that scene, the hot feeling when Ning Cai's tears soaked his clothes, as if his heart was scalded and hurt.
Leng Huangxi, what's wrong with you?What happened to you?It was Ning Cai who was crying, why did he also feel pain?
Two people, two rooms, two thoughts, one looking at the starry sky, the other looking at the photos, just sat there for a long time unconsciously.
Early in the morning, Ning Cai felt that the air had become humid, and there was still a faint chill. When he woke up, he realized that he forgot to close the window last night, and it was raining outside the window.Hearing the sound of rain, Ning Cai felt that the world was quiet. He got up and walked to the window, stretched out his hand to feel the feeling of raindrops falling on the palm of his hand, and sure enough, as soon as it rained, he felt very stable, as if he had never experienced it in his life Like pain, all troubles and sorrows were silent at that moment, and were deliberately forgotten by him.
In the past two years, as long as the death anniversary of the parents is approaching, it will always rain for several days. This time, how long will it take?
Ning Cai stood by the window for a long time before he went to wash and change clothes.When he left the room, he deliberately glanced at Leng Huangxi's room.is he awake?Already gone?Still asleep?These questions were answered after Ning Cai went downstairs.
Leng Huangxi has already gone out. He has several activities today. Now is a special period for the release of the new album, so we can't relax.Ning Cai also found it strange that when he hadn't seen Leng Huangxi before, he felt that he was a small fan, and Leng Huangxi was as far away as a star in the sky, although he didn't pay special attention to Leng Huangxi Huangxi's news, but he almost knows what activities he has every day.
Now, after he met Leng Huangxi himself, and lived with him miraculously, he stopped paying attention to those news.It's as if what Leng Huangxi does every day is just the same thing as all office workers, leaving early and returning late.Ever since she knew that she was in love with Leng Huangxi, she often forgot that Leng Huangxi also had another identity as a big star.Perhaps, having seen many of his real sides, he naturally ignored those disguised appearances.In his eyes now, Leng Huangxi is just an ordinary person who needs love and care.
Ning Cai looked at the note Leng Huangxi had left for him, and then at the phone case beside her.
[Since you are back, the phone should be returned to you!If you still feel sad, allow you to call me.However, I won't necessarily pick it up. 】
After going around, the phone was still returned to him.Just like him, she clearly said such cruel words at the beginning, but she still returned to him in the end.
Ning Cai took out her phone and turned it on, and clicked on contacts, but there was still only one person's number lying there.However, he clearly noted LHX, but now it shows "Leng Huangxi".He changed it, isn't he afraid that if someone picks up his mobile phone?Ning Cai had no choice but to change the remark back. After thinking about it, she finally changed it to the word "Xi".That way, no one should notice.
In fact, after returning the mobile phone to Leng Huangxi last time, he bought a new mobile phone himself.But now, he still puts the mobile phone that Leng Huangxi gave him into the bag, as if it was selfish, only he knows that number, he is the only one who calls that mobile phone, and he is the only one in it People, as if he is his special case, this is Ning Cai's selfishness.He went to the website and downloaded Leng Huangxi's latest poster picture, set it as the phone's desktop, and set a screen password, which was the initials of Leng Huangxi and his name in pinyin.
This should be a secret that he alone knows.Just like liking Leng Huangxi's mood, he also buried it, and only he knew it.
Just as Ning Cai was about to go out, another cell phone rang. Looking at the strange number on the screen, he hesitated to pick it up.
"Hi, hello. I'm Ning Cai, may I ask who you are?"
There was silence on the other end of the phone for a while, Ning Cai took off the phone and took a look to confirm that he was still on the phone, and he asked again.
"็ Hello Who are you……"
"Ning Cai! It's me, Li Xin. Let's... meet up." Li Xin's voice came from the other end of the phone, and Ning Cai was taken aback.How did he know his number?Oh, he even forgot that Li Xin and Lu Yihan are good friends.But what did he mean by what he just said?Why did Li Xin want to meet him?
According to the address given by Li Xin, Ning Cai rushed there.When he arrived, he saw Li Xin sitting alone by the window, staring out the window in a daze. From the first time he saw Li Xin, Ning Cai felt that Li Xin must also be a person with a story. There really is a story, and it's a not-so-good one.He has always wanted to know why Li Xin abandoned Leng Huangxi who loved him so much, and now he can somewhat guess whether it was because of his illness.
"Li Xian... Li Xin." Ning Cai walked to the front of the seat and called out to Li Xin before regaining his consciousness.
"Ah, you're here. I'm sorry, I was distracted just now." Li Xin was full of apology and smiled gently, but Ning Cai could see the tiredness in his eyes.He was at Leng's house that day, and Mrs. Leng said that. After he went back, he must have felt bad.It was Leng Huangxi who sent him out that day, what happened to them?Makes him look, so tired.
"You asked me to meet, what's the matter? Writer Chu, why didn't he come with you today?"
"We... broke up. Or should I say, I left him." Li Xin replied bitterly. When it came to Chu Mo, he only felt guilty.
"Why? Writer Chu cares so much about you."
"Yes, even you can see that he cares about me so much, how can I not see it. But, it is because I know that I want to leave him. Because I don't want him to give to a person who still has someone else in his heart." Too much. Mo him, he deserves someone better. I can't ruin his happiness."
His happiness may only be you.
Ning Cai looked at Li Xin, not understanding why he wanted to meet him.He thought, he never came to tell him what he owed Chu Mo.
"Ning Cai... Before we met, I was thinking about what you would be like when Yihan often mentioned you. I always thought that we might become good friends, until I saw you, I always think so. But now it seems...we are destined not to be friends." Li Xin showed regret, looked at Ning Cai who still didn't understand, smiled lightly, and continued.
"That day, you also saw that Leng and I were lovers three years ago. I believe that someone must have told you the story between me and him."
"Li Xin, just say what you want to say." It is enough for him to hear a story that makes him sad.
Li Xin was taken aback for a moment, then became serious.
"Ning Cai, please leave the cold."
Sure enough, is it to declare war?However, he seems to have made a mistake.
"I need him, please...give him back to me, okay?" Li Xin suddenly changed into a begging tone, making Ning Cai feel as if he had robbed him of something.
"You know, I won't live long..."
"Li Xin!" Ning Cai interrupted Li Xin and looked at him, "I think you misunderstood. I have nothing to do with Leng Huangxi. Therefore, there is no need for me to leave him, and there is no need to leave him alone. Give it back to you. Because, he was never mine. Do you...understand?"
"You mean, you're not with Leng?" Li Xin couldn't believe it. It was Leng Huangxi who said it himself that day. He already had someone else by his side, and that person was Ning Cai.If what Ning Cai said is true, is Leng Huangxi lying to him?Is the purpose of lying to him just to make him sad and hurt him?
"Although I don't know who said what to you and misunderstood you, I can tell you that Leng Huangxi and I are not the kind of relationship you think. Therefore, you don't need to regard me as your rival in love."
"That's right, I'm really sorry. It seems that I really misunderstood. I'm sorry, just pretend that I didn't say what I just said to you. "
Seeing Li Xin suddenly heaving a sigh of relief, Ning Cai's heart clenched together.Why should he deny it? It's not better to continue to misunderstand him.If he explained it clearly, doesn't that mean he has created an opportunity?However, he didn't seem to be ruthless, Leng Huangxi clearly still cared about Li Xin, and Li Xin still loved him.From the beginning to the end, he didn't have any chance, so why make both of them suffer?Before Leng Huangxi and him, if someone must be injured, let him bear it.Didn't he just promise at the beginning, even the pain wanted to replace his pain.
"Maybe, this is not something I should ask. However, I still want to ask, since I have always had him in my heart, why did I leave him in the first place? When I left him, didn't I think that he would be sad and hurt? ? Now that you’re gone, why don’t you just never come back, now that you want to go back to him, you’re not afraid, he doesn’t love you anymore?”
"Ning Cai... have you ever had a dream? It is the kind of dream that you have decided to fulfill since you were born."
Ning Cai didn't answer, but he was waiting for Li Xin's next words.
"I have, I have never been sensible, since I can hold a pencil, my dream is to be a world-famous painter like Van Gogh and Picasso. I want to record all the beautiful things in the world, Put it into my painting. For that dream, I have been working hard. Before I was 17 years old, I thought that there was probably only one dream in my life. I didn’t know it until I met the cold. There is also a dream, that is to have a lover who loves me forever and will not be separated from me. And Leng is the one I want to wait for. But you know, sometimes, people seem to not be too greedy, I Probably because I was too greedy, I ended up today. I don’t like to smell the smell of paint. It’s not a general hate, but sometimes I smell it, and I might have difficulty breathing. After I met him, I never dared to Painting in front of me, I didn’t even dare to let myself have that smell. At that time, it was cold, like a child who hadn’t grown up. He always said that if I was not in his sight, he would worry that I would be robbed. So no matter where he goes, he must take me with him. Gradually, I have less and less time to draw. In order to accompany him, I have to give up the practice time. When I was 18 years old, I received my dream university The acceptance letter that I sent, but it was in France, and it would take me eight years to go there. I know too well what eight years means to me and Leng, and I know he will not agree to my going. After I decided to persuade him and When I went together, Leng’s mother appeared. She came to me and even offered to give me money to sponsor me to study abroad. What she did was to ask me to leave Leng, but I refused. But I didn’t think of her He would tell Leng that I was going abroad first, and lied to him that I even bought the air ticket. Leng was very angry when he found out, that was the first time he didn’t listen to my explanation, and beat me instead. , was hurt by his distrust of me, and felt very angry, so I said that if he didn't let me go to France, I would break up with him. I threatened him with his worst fears, and he was very angry. He put I locked it up and tied me up. Said he would break my legs if I moved half a step away from him. I was so disappointed with what he did so I lied to him that I wasn't going and he believed it. But I booked the plane ticket overnight, and left him without even saying goodbye. When I arrived in France, I found out that he had decided to go with me, but I cheated him and hurt him. I want to go back immediately He was by my side, but I had no face to see him, and he didn’t come after me, so I knew that my relationship with him was screwed up by myself. Since then, I have been studying hard every day, wanting to forget him, even more To forget the only big mistake in my life. I don't want to admit that I dumped him, so I didn't contact him once, the next year he became a big star, after seeing how dazzling he became, I didn't I was shocked to realize what I had missed this year. At that time, I regretted it, but I didn’t have the courage anymore. I was afraid to go back and see him. He didn’t love me anymore. If that was the case, I would probably go crazy So, I was gone for three years. Until I was diagnosed with heart disease and was diagnosed as not having a long life, I insisted on coming back, because even if I had to die, I also wanted to... die in his arms. "
After listening to such a long story, Ning Cai looked at Li Xin again and found that he had already burst into tears. It was only after hearing this story that Ning Cai realized that she could not get in between the two of them.Ning Cai couldn't tell what mood he was in when he didn't show up. After knowing everything, he realized that he was not qualified to question Li Xin at all.That's someone else's love, what qualifications does he have.
"I know that I made the wrong decision back then, and I am not qualified to ask anyone for forgiveness. However, I still want to return to him. I don't want to leave this world one day, but the person I love the most will lose everything. I don't know. That would be too sad for me. So, Ning Cai...can you help me? Help me get back to him, okay?"
Li Xin was crying while holding Ning Cai's hand. Seeing Li Xin's helpless appearance, Ning Cai's heart ached.What is he going to do?How can he help him?That person is also his favorite person!No matter how great he is, he can't help his rival in love.But, what if... what if Leng Huangxi wanted Li Xin to come back to him?The self who said she wanted to make him happy, shouldn't she help him find happiness?
No, it's too difficult.This is something that may kill him no matter what he does, how can he agree to it.
"Li Xin... As I said before, I have nothing to do with Leng Huangxi, I don't think... I can help you, sorry!"
"Xiao Shu said, you live with Leng, can you tell me where he lives?"
Ning Cai looked at Li Xin, thinking that he would not have long to live, he finally couldn't bear it.But this is also his biggest concession.Ning Cai took out a note from her backpack and wrote down an address.
"Don't tell him, I told you."
"Ning Cai, thank you."
"No. If you can come back to me, I hope you don't leave him behind. I'm sorry, I have something to do, so I'm leaving first." Ning Cai picked up her bag and was about to get up.
"Ning Cai... I hope you find happiness."
Ning Cai was taken aback for a moment, then nodded slightly.
"Thank you!"
happiness?If the happiness I want is the happiness you want, will you still bless me like this?
Seeing Ning Cai going out, Li Xin looked down at the address in his hand.
"Li Xin, when did you become so cruel? You clearly know that he... also likes to be cold." Li Xin held the note tightly and asked herself.Now, he is helpless, as long as he can return to Leng Huangxi's side, even if he has to sacrifice some people, there is nothing he can do.
Chapter [-] [Jealousy]
The place where Li Xin asked Ning Cai to meet was not far from "Dark Blue". After leaving the store, Ning Cai planned to go to the magazine office. He wanted to ask Ran Ni about Li Ran's situation.As soon as he opened the umbrella, the phone rang. He habitually took out the phone and found that the screen was not on. Only then did he realize that another phone was ringing.He took out his mobile phone in a panic. Only one person can call on this mobile phone.
"Hey."
"Where are you now?" Leng Huangxi's cold voice came over, and Ning Cai didn't know what she did wrong again.
"What's wrong with the magazine now?"
"It's okay, just to make sure you have this phone with you. Okay, it's okay, hang up." Leng Huangxi hung up as soon as he said he would hang up, and there was a busy tone from the phone.
He called just to confirm this?But why did he always feel that Leng Huangxi had something to say.I must have thought too much, what could he say to himself.
Ning Cai put away the phone, held up her umbrella, and decided to walk to the magazine office.Mainly because he wanted to feel what it was like to walk in the rain.As he walked, he passed a video store, and there was a poster of Leng Huangxi outside the store.Ning Cai stopped and stood at the door for a while. It turned out that the new album had already been released, but he didn't know it.After hesitating, he finally put away his umbrella and entered the store.
Leng Huangxi's album was placed in the most conspicuous position, and he saw it as soon as he entered, but there were also a bunch of conspicuous girls around the most conspicuous place.Seeing them wearing school uniforms, they should all be students.
Ning Cai looked at the side for a while, only to realize that next to Leng Huangxi's album was Wang Zhichen's latest photo album, and the girls gathered together to discuss topics such as who is more handsome between the two.Ning Cai felt a little unbelievable. He had met the two hottest male artists at the moment, and he had also seen their unknown sides. If these people knew about them, they would be jealous of him to death.
After the girls had left, Ning Caicai went to pick up an album by Leng Huangxi, after thinking about it, she picked up a photo of Wang Zhichen next to her.When he went to pay, the cashier girls looked at him strangely.However, he pretended not to see it at all.Buy something good and leave.
When he arrived at the magazine, Ran Ni was on a business trip, so Ning Cai didn't see him again, but he did meet another person, Chu Mo.
The two sat in the rest area downstairs, and Ning Cai looked at Chu Mo, feeling a little awkward.
"I didn't expect to meet you here. What are you here for today?"
"It's nothing, just passing by, and I'll come over to have a look. Among Chu's writers, are you here to discuss the manuscript?"
"Half and half. But, Xiaohan, he didn't tell you? I am the deputy editor-in-chief of Deep Blue."
"Ah? This...I, I don't know. Sorry, I..."
"It's okay, there's no need to be formal. You can call me Chu Mo or Writer Chu. To be honest, I don't like those titles very much."
"Writer Chu, are you... okay?" Ning Cai asked suddenly.
"Huh? What do you mean?" Chu Mo replied with a smile.
"Actually, I met Mr. Li today. I asked him about you, and only then did I know that you have broken up."
No matter how Ning Cai looked at it, she also felt that Chu Mo was forcing a smile.
"So you already know. Don't worry, I'm fine. I'm not a girl, and I'm going to cry and make a scene when I'm broken up!"
"Aren't you sad? Seeing that you care so much about him, why did you agree to break up?" He wondered how Chu Mo would be willing to let go.
Chu Mo thought for a while, then took off his glasses.
"Xin'er has a bad heart and can't be stimulated. If I don't agree, it will only hurt him. Besides, if he doesn't love me, what's the use of me forcing him to stay by my side? Sometimes love is a person Owing to one person, one person’s accommodating to another person. If he is destined to owe me, then I can only accommodate him. Otherwise, what can I do?” It’s because of writing that I can always make others obsessed Do you see things openly?Ning Cai felt that Chu Mo did not appear particularly sad. He did not look like someone who would give up or even forget so quickly. In his opinion, Chu Mo might have his own persistence.
"You're right, some people are destined to be used to disappoint." Ning Cai couldn't hide the disappointment in her eyes.
"Stop talking about those unpleasant things. It's rare to meet you, why don't you discuss the plot with me?"
"Discuss the plot?"
""Gentle to Song", this article has been put on hold for some time because of Xin'er's affairs, because the plan is to publish a book, so I have to continue writing. You are the illustrator of this article, and you have to understand This article, so we can discuss what kind of ending we should give it.”
Ning Cai lowered her head and considered for a moment, then nodded in agreement.The two wrote the article and chatted.While chatting, they came to some uncertain places. When both of them were puzzled, Chu Mo gave a suggestion.
"How about, let's demonstrate and see which proposal is better?"
"Demo?"
"In the past, when I encountered uncertain scenes, I asked Xin'er to help me determine them. If I demonstrate it again, I will know which effect is better. Of course, if you mind, don't do it."
"It's okay, if I can help you. But..."
"Don't worry, I won't really kiss you. Then, start now?"
Ning Cai nodded, making sure she was ready.The scene they want to determine is how to kiss would be better.Should Xiaogong stand up and kiss Xiaoshou across the table, or should he pull Xiaoshou in front of him before kissing.
According to the plot, Chu Mo stood up first. He leaned on the table with one hand, bent slightly, and raised Ning Cai's chin with the other hand, aiming at the red lips and "kissing".The distance between the lips of the two was less than 1 cm. Ning Cai was startled by Chu Mo's overly serious eyes. He wanted to avoid that gaze, but Chu Mo suddenly moved his lips to Ning Cai's ear.
"Ning Cai, your eyes are very beautiful." Leaving aside this ambiguous sentence, Chu Mo let go of Ning Cai and sat back on his seat.He saw that Ning Cai was flustered and blushed a little.
"Do you want to continue?"
"Sorry, I……"
"It's okay, I think this is better, thank you for helping me confirm. Well, I have something to do, I should go, next time I have a chance to meet, I invite you to dinner. Here is my business card. If you have any questions about the plot, welcome Find me anytime."
Chu Mo gave Ning Cai a business card, then got up and left the seat. When he left, he deliberately looked somewhere outside the window, and then showed an imperceptible smile.
Ning Cai looked at the business card and realized that Chu Mo's real name was not Chu Mo. He always thought that Chu Mo was his destiny.Thinking of the conversation between the two, Ning Cai showed a faint smile.Chu Mo is really a very gentle man, how could Li Xin be willing to do so.However, maybe it was because of this that Li Xin dared to leave cruelly.For a good man like Chu Mo, there are probably a lot of people waiting to get close to him. It seems that there is no need to worry too much about Chu Mo not being loved by anyone, but Leng Huangxi seems to be different. He is indeed too worrying up.
Before he knew it, it was already dark, and when Ning Cai returned to Huangyu, it was still raining.He was dressed a little thinly, and when he went back, his palms were cold.Putting the umbrella by the door, Ning Cai wiped the mud off her shoes, and then changed into slippers by the door.He pushed open the door and went in, but found that the lights were not turned on, thinking that Leng Huangxi hadn't come back, he took out his mobile phone to find the switch, and when he turned on the flashlight of the mobile phone, he saw Leng Huangxi standing in front of him. Startled, the phone fell to the ground.Ning Cai bent down to pick up the phone, but Leng Huangxi kicked the phone away.
Ning Cai froze for a moment, and slowly stood up.What did he do again?What made him unhappy again?
With the light of the mobile phone, Ning Cai could see Leng Huangxi's cold face. He was very tired now and didn't want to argue with Leng Huangxi.He turned around to turn on the light, but Leng Huangxi suddenly grabbed him and pushed him against the wall.
"Where have you been? Say!"
"I'm at the magazine, I told you before."
"Who did you meet?"
Ning Cai saw that Leng Huangxi was so angry, did he know that he went to see Li Xin today?Is it because you are afraid that he will misunderstand, so you are angry?
"I haven't seen anyone. I'm alone!" Ning Cai turned her head away, not wanting to look into Leng Huangxi's eyes.
"Look at me! I told you to look at me when you talk to me!" Leng Huangxi ordered angrily. Ning Cai felt a sense of resistance in her heart. He just didn't want to look at Leng Huangxi. Why is he so sad now? This person is even more vicious.
"Do you dare to resist me? Okay, Ning Cai, you have the ability. I said you always have the ability to do things that make me very angry, so you want me to punish you?" Leng Huangxi said coldly, Pulling Ning Cai to the previous hut, Leng Huangxi opened the door and the light, kicked away the puppet at his feet, swept the puppet on the bed to the ground, and threw Ning Cai onto the bed.
"What are you going to do?" Ning Cai sat up in fear, this scene was too familiar, and he knew too well what Leng Huangxi was going to do to him.
"What are you doing? Do something to make your memory long." After speaking, Leng Huangxi stepped forward and pushed Ning Cai down on the bed, ignoring Ning Cai's resistance, and directly tore Ning Cai's shirt.When the whole chest was exposed to the air, Ning Cai realized that Leng Huangxi was not trying to scare him, but meant it for real.
"Leng Huangxi, I was wrong, I was wrong. Don't do this, please, don't." Ning Cai knew that it was useless to struggle, he begged for mercy over and over again, but Leng Huangxi pretended not to hear, and pulled him away When he was about to take off his pants, Ning Cai slapped him.Leng Huangxi was stunned by the beating, and stopped what he was doing.Taking advantage of his daze, Ning Cai pushed him away and sat up, grabbed her back to wrap her body, and hid in a corner in fear.
Leng Huangxi seemed to be slapped back to his senses, he looked at Ning Cai who was crouching in the corner, and walked over step by step.What happened to him, how could he lose his mind like this?What the hell is he doing?How could he be so jealous?
"Ning Cai...I..."
"Don't come here! Don't!"
Leng Huangxi didn't listen to Ning Cai, but walked up to Ning Cai, he squatted down, raised his hand to touch Ning Cai's face, Ning Cai slapped his hand away.Leng Huangxi raised his hand again, but Ning Cai suddenly raised his head and looked at him with fearful eyes.
"Are you scared? Why didn't you think about it when you made me angry? Huh, hahaha..." Leng Huangxi suddenly burst into laughter. He stood up, as if crazy, picked up the puppet on the ground and threw it at Ning Cai.
"What? Can't keep going? Want to run away? Ning Cai, you are the same as them, all the same. Okay, please don't do this to you again, right? Okay, you go! You go! Go away! Just don't come back again. Get out! Why don't you get out? Get out!" Leng Huangxi angrily smashed at the wall behind Ning Cai, Ning Cai saw that the hand tightly held by Leng Huangxi started to bleed, he suddenly regretted it, if Leng Huangxi really wants to drive him away, what should he do?Leng Huangxi looked very painful now.
"Leng Huangxi...I'm sorry, I..." Ning Cai wanted to shake Leng Huangxi's hand, but he pushed it away.
"Get out! Didn't you want me to let you go? So, before I regret it, get out!" Leng Huangxi yelled and stood up, tripped under his feet, and slowly slid on the ground against the bed.Suddenly feeling a headache, Leng Huangxi supported his forehead with a painful expression.Seeing him like this, Ning Cai hadn't noticed before, but now he remembered the smell of alcohol on Leng Huangxi when he entered the room.Thinking of what Warren said to him, Ning Cai was afraid that he would do something to hurt her again.
Unable to bear to see Leng Huangxi in such pain, Ning Cai let go of the tightly wrapped quilt, and regardless of his disheveled clothes, he slowly moved in front of Leng Huangxi, knelt down, and cupped his face in distress.
"I'm not leaving, and I'm not begging you to let me go. But, please, don't torture yourself, okay? You can do anything to me, I won't resist, and I won't run away. Please, Don't make such a pained expression. Please..."
Leng Huangxi looked at Ning Cai's sad look, and when he heard the person he bullied was now saying aggrieved words, his heart seemed to be stung by something.Why was it that the person who was kind to him in the end was the one who was hurt the most by him.
"Ning Cai, do you know what you are doing now?" Leng Huangxi grabbed Ning Cai's hand.
"Do you know what it means if you don't leave now?" Leng Huangxi caressed Ning Cai's face.
"Do you know that if you don't dodge, you have no chance to dodge?"
"You know... how bad I'm going to do to you next? So, you go. Go far away before I get you back."
Ning Cai's eyes were wet, and he shook his head, heartbroken.What was it that made him so sad, why did he drink again?Why is he in such pain?Is it because of Li Xin?
"I'm not going...I'm not going."
"Really not leaving?"
"Don't go!"
"If you don't leave, you won't be able to leave in the future. Ning Cai...why am I so cold? Come and warm me..." Leng Huangxi let go of Ning Cai's hand, wrapped his arms around his waist, and lifted his face, and kissed it.
Leng Huangxi didn't know what he was doing, all he knew was that when he saw Ning Cai getting intimate with other men, he became mad with jealousy.Ning Cai's lips were touched by that man, he wanted to be stained with a taste that only belonged to him.For Ning Cai, whether he is too possessive or afraid of being snatched away, he no longer wants to think about it.At the moment when Ning Cai held his face and begged him, there was only one thought in his mind: he wanted this person, whether he wanted it or not, he wanted this person, and it belonged only to him.No matter what mood he said those words, he would never let this person leave him again.
At that time, Leng Huangxi already understood the weight of Ning Cai in his heart, but he didn't want to admit it, couldn't admit it, and dared not admit it yet.
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