So you are bad!

After Ning Cai listened to Li Xin's story about Leng Huangxi and his love story, he thought that Leng Huangxi must be a person who is particularly afraid of losing.She was so afraid of Li Xin leaving, but she still left in the end.People who have never got something, always hold on to something very tightly when they get something, and dare not let go, the more they hold it, the more painful it becomes.

So Ning Cai was wondering if Leng Huangxi's announcement of exclusive rights to him over and over again...was just because he was afraid that he would leave.This kind of monopoly may have nothing to do with love.Just like the common problem that everyone has, from the beginning, you think that something is yours, even if you don't like it, you can't let others be rare.It can't be discarded, and I would rather keep it by my side as an eyesore than be picked up by others.

Open your eyes and usher in the second rainy day.Ning Cai didn't care to look at the rain. He walked to the bathroom wearing a loose white shirt and gently unbuttoned his jacket. In the mirror, there were traces left by that person on his body.Ning Cai lightly touched the hickey left on her neck, not daring to use too much force, as if the pain that person had burned on her body was still clear.

One step away, just one step away.There was no cooperation or resistance. In the end, that person regretted it and lit a fire on him, leaving him burning hot, and he just left like that.This time, he didn't run away, but Leng Huangxi was the first to be afraid and ran away.

Ning Cai closed her shirt, hugged her body, slid slowly against the wall, and fell to the ground.It hurts, the whole body hurts, the place touched by Leng Huangxi is still boiling.

Instead of the white shirt, Ning Cai changed into a thin sweater, just because it could cover the marks on her neck.

Ning Cai made an appointment with Ran Ni and the others today, and after tidying up, she went out.This time, he didn't bring the cell phone that Leng Huangxi gave him.For the time being, he didn't want to hear his voice.

When they arrived at the appointed place, Ran Ni was still wearing a beige cotton dress, and Li Ran was still dressed like a queen. The two were talking and laughing. When they saw Ning Cai, Ran Ni smiled and waved to him .

"Little Cai'er, why are you so tightly wrapped up today?"

"I'm afraid of the cold, I have a little cold."

"Oh. However, the white sweater is quite suitable for you. You look beautiful in this way."

"Sister Li, is your health better?"

"Why don't I just sit here. Don't worry, I'm fine. But you, why are you so dark under the eyes? Didn't you have a good rest last night?" Li Ran saw that Ning Cai's face was not good at a glance.

"Well, it was a bit late to draw the sketch last night." Ning Cai's eyes dodged, and Li Ran and the two immediately became suspicious.

"Hey, Xiao Caier, have you listened to the prince's new song? It's so good, and the MV was shot very well, it made me cry a lot. I never thought that the prince would sing such a sad song, and it would be like this It's suitable, and it hurts every time I listen to it."

It was his own story, of course it fit, it was the pain he had personally experienced, of course it hurt.The CD he bought was locked in a drawer, and he didn't have the courage to listen to it.

"Little Cai'er? Little Cai'er? What are you thinking? Are you listening to me?"

"Ah, sorry."

"Xiao Cai'er, do you have something on your mind? Seeing your absent-minded appearance, you didn't react like this when we talked about the prince before." Li Ran folded his arms, looking like he wanted Ning Cai to explain .

"That's right, that's right. It was the same last time, as long as the prince was mentioned, you would lose your mind, and now it is also lukewarm. Don't tell me, are you really off?"

"Sister Ran, I didn't take off my meal."

"Then what do you say is going on with you now?"

"I……"

"Forget it, let's order something first. Let's talk later!" Li Ran waved his hand and called the waiter to come and order.

"I don't know why, but I always feel that the prince's sudden change of style is very weird. I always feel that he has experienced something recently. You say, it can't be his own story, right?"

"You've written too much danmei, do you really think that all the good men in the world like men? There are more songs about homosexuality, sex, and love in the MV, okay? Isn't Jolin's latest new song the same? What's so good about it? It's a big fuss. Maybe the prince just wants to try this kind of subject matter." Li Ran stopped Ran Ni's speculation and immediately refuted.

"However, then again. Tell me, if one day the prince announces that he is going to marry a woman, how many women will cry to death. So, I would rather he like a man."

"No matter how you avoid it, there will be a day, so it's better to recognize it early. There is a whole time and space between fans and idols. One day, they will get married, hold the hand of a certain woman, and then never again. It doesn't belong to us. So the star chasing girls are all masochists, asking for guilt." Li Ran sighed, Ning Cai ate quietly and listened quietly.

"If I knew it was so hard, I shouldn't have started. Instead of chasing such illusory things, it's better to find someone to fall in love with. However, such a person can't be found if you look for it. Sigh, if I were a man, Then you can find a boyfriend." Ran Ni also let out a long sigh, and fed a big mouthful of noodles into her mouth.

"Ran Ni, you are a woman, you can also find a boyfriend!!" Li Ran kindly reminded.

"Yes. However, in my world view, genders are different, so you can't fall in love. So, forget about boyfriends or something."

"Then you can find a girlfriend!"

"Girlfriend? Li Ran, why don't we stay together."

Li Ran took a sip of her drink and almost choked it out, she looked at Ran Ni in horror.

"Why are you so scared? I'm just kidding. Even if I want to find someone, I have to find someone who is gentle and virtuous. Unlike you, who can't even cook, looks like a workaholic, a strong woman, queen or something, I hold Can't live."

"Ran Ni, you are looking for death, you!" Li Ran put down the chopsticks in his hand when he heard what Ran Ni said to her, and went to pull Ran Ni's hair.Seeing the two of them arguing, Ning Cai suddenly smiled.

"I think you two are quite worthy." Ning Cai made a speech, and the two of them stopped fighting and looked at Ning Cai together.

"Little Cai'er, what nonsense are you talking about?" Ran Ni was a little embarrassed.

"I said you two are quite a match. You both know each other so well, you also like the same things, you have the same hobbies, although you have different personalities, you will always accommodate each other. You will also take care of each other, isn't that good? ?”

"Ah, Xiao Cai'er, that's called a girlfriend, how can it be love? It's said that you are still young, so you don't understand at all. Friendship and love are completely different."

"Really? Maybe, I really don't understand. I just think that to have someone by my side, even if it's a quarrel, I feel happy. I envy you all!"

Li Ran and Ran Ni looked at each other, then looked at Ning Cai, and saw that although he was smiling, his eyes were full of loneliness.

"Little Cai'er, what's wrong with you? You never said these things before?" Ran Ni asked puzzledly, this was the first time she saw Ning Cai look sad.

"I am fine."

"It's okay? Are you saying it's okay with your tone? No, tell me, is there something wrong with you?" Ran Ni was a little worried, so she got up and sat next to Ning Cai, holding his face and looking left and right , and then thought of something, grabbed Ning Cai's hand, wiped up her sleeve, and saw the bruise on her arm, Ran Ni was a little stunned.

Ning Cai withdrew her hand and hurriedly covered the mark on her hand, which was hit by the bed rail when Leng Huangxi threw him on the bed last night.

"Little Cai'er, what's the matter with the bruise on your hand?"

"It's nothing, I accidentally bumped into it myself."

"Little Cai'er, you know that you can't hide your lies from us. Tell us honestly, what kind of house you live in now. Are these traces..."

"No! Sister Ran, don't make random guesses. I said I bumped into it myself."

"You hit your hand yourself, so tell me, what is it on your neck?" Li Ran, who had been silent all this time, suddenly opened his mouth.Ning Cai was startled, and subconsciously covered her neck with her hands.

When Ran Ni saw him covering it, she knew that he must be hiding something.She didn't know where the strength came from, she took Ning Cai's hand away, and tore off his collar, seeing the marks on the exposed neck, Ran Ni was also shocked.

"Little Cai'er...why, do you have this kind of thing on your body?" Ran Ni looked up at Ning Cai in disbelief.Ning Cai pulled back in panic, not knowing how to explain.

"Tell me, why do you have this kind of thing on your body? Xiao Cai'er... have you got a girlfriend?"

Ran Ni was asking about her girlfriend, but she was too sensitive. As a BL writer, she couldn't understand how those traces came from.

"no!"

"It's not a girlfriend, so the one who left you this kind of thing...is a man?" Li Ran asked.

"Little Cai, who on earth are you living with now? Which bastard did this to you?" Ran Ni saw that Ning Cai was unwilling to say anything, thinking that he was being forced.Her younger brother was bullied, and she naturally felt angry.

"Who is that person? Who is the bastard who did this kind of thing to you?" Li Ran was also angry and forced to ask.

"Don't ask me any more. I did it voluntarily!"

"What did you say? Little Cai,... did that person force you? Did he threaten you, force you?"

"No. I did it voluntarily, because... I like him." Ning Cai compromised.

"What... what?" Ran Ni couldn't believe what she heard.

"I like him. He didn't force me, and he didn't force me. I did it voluntarily." That person said he wanted him to go, but he didn't go. He can't blame anyone!

"Cai'er, you're joking with your sister, right? How could you like men? You're not at all..."

"Sister Ran, I'm not joking with you. I really fell in love with a man. Don't you really hope that I fall in love with a man?"

"That's just a hope. My sister knows how difficult this road is. How could I want you to suffer on this road? You are like this, I can tell you are unrequited love at a glance, fool, how can you You don't love yourself so much. If that man doesn't love you, you will only suffer yourself like this." Ran Ni has not experienced it personally, but she has seen it with her own eyes, and she doesn't want Ning Cai to go this way in her heart. It is of course the best thing for him to be happy, but the key is that Ning Cai is not happy no matter how she looks at it now.

"Xiao Cai, that person...does he love you?" Li Ran asked.

Ning Cai hesitated for a while, then shook her head.

"He doesn't love me, and he doesn't know that I love him. In his heart, he pretends to be someone else." Ning Cai's eyes turned red when she said that, and Ran Ni's heart ached when she saw it. He and she finally understood why Ning Cai was so lonely these days She didn't even know what he looked like, he was enduring so much pain alone.

"Ning Cai, you big fool! Big fool! Why didn't you tell us, why did you have to bear it alone?" Ran Ni wiped Ning Cai's tears away, and began to cry by herself.

"Since he doesn't love you, why did he do this to you?" Li Ran was still calmer than Ran Ni, she pressed Ning Cai.

"He didn't mean it. He was just...drunk, impulsive..."

"Bastard!!" Li Ran suddenly patted the table, angrily.

"Xiao Cai'er, who is that person? You tell sister, and sister will go to him and ask him!"

"I'm sorry, but I can't tell you who he is. You can leave this matter alone, okay? I know you care about me, but... I don't want to be disqualified from staying by his side in the end." Ning Cai Grabbing Ran Ni's hand, begging.

"Idiot! Idiot!" Ran Ni hugged Ning Cai.

"If that guy bullies you again, you are not allowed to hide it from us anymore, or I will find that guy even if I dig three feet into the ground. Also, don't be sad alone in the future, if there is no place to go , you can find me or Ran Ni." Li Ran also gave in and stopped asking.

Seeing that Ran Ni and Li Ran were so worried and caring about him, Ning Cai suddenly felt that she shouldn't cry, how could he let two girls protect him as a big boy.He decided to become strong and cheer up. In addition to Leng Huangxi, there should be others in his world.