So you are bad!

When Ning Cai heard someone coming in, he opened his eyes and saw Leng Huangxi standing by the bed, and immediately sat up.

"How did you come?"

"What are you doing now? Sudden fainting? Explain to me, why did you faint?" Leng Huangxi didn't look like he was here to visit someone, he pulled up his chair and sat down, as if he was here to question .

"The doctor said malnutrition and exhaustion. I'm sorry, I didn't know I would be like that."

"I'm sorry? Do you have to act like you are at fault for everything?" Leng Huangxi was very angry at Ning Cai's sudden apology. The more he behaved like this, the more ruthless he became.

"If...it's not my fault, then who should I blame? You are angry because I fainted and didn't go back, right? As I said, I won't escape..."

"You!!" Leng Huangxi got up and pushed Ning Cai down on the bed, resisting the urge to get angry.He looked into Ning Cai's eyes, but there was no trace of disgust towards him in them.He is being rough on him now, but he has such an expression, which makes Leng Huangxi feel that he is a person who is just looking for trouble.

As if it would be meaningless if there was no response, Leng Huangxi let go of Ning Cai and stood up.

"You won't run away, will you? Then let me see how long you can last!" Leaving such a sentence behind, Leng Huangxi went out angrily. Ning Cai sat up and pulled out the needle.

Leng Huangxi, who was out of the hospital, was very upset. He was going to take Ning Cai back, but in the end he came out alone. What happened to him? Is it really because of guilt?Or some other reason?

Ning Cai went back to Huangyu by himself. He was still wearing that suit, which Leng Huangxi personally chose for him.When he returned to the villa, Leng Huangxi was not at home. Ning Cai felt tired, so she went back to her room to rest, and slept until noon before waking up.He was the one who left the hospital without going through the discharge procedures. Naturally, it was impossible to bring back the medicines prescribed by the doctor. Ning Cai felt that she was not that weak, and it was probably just an accident that she passed out.It's just that when he thought about his situation yesterday, he still felt a little uneasy. It seemed that he had to find time to go to the hospital for an examination.

The work could not be put on hold, Ning Cai decided to finish the painting as soon as possible. He moved the painting tools to the yard before picking up the paintbrush. He thought of those Li Xin's paintings in Leng Huangxi's collection, and he couldn't paint for a long time.

[In these years, I have never found anyone else, so I knew that he must still be thinking about Brother Li Xin...]

【In his heart, there is only Brother Li Xin...】

【At that time, what he cared most about was Brother Li Xin...】

Leng Shu's words came back to Ning Cai's ears over and over again. At that time, because of Leng Shu's presence, he couldn't cry. Looking back, the tears had already flowed down disobediently.

[Ning Cai, don't go anywhere, come to me, okay? 】The only words that Leng Huangxi said to him tenderly, now pierced into his heart like a sharp knife.It was he who wanted him to come to him, but there was no place for him around him, how could he go to him?The person he really wanted came back, should he just drive him away?If this is the case, why did you ask him to go to him, go to him, and watch him and others?

Ning Cai couldn't control his tears, and the tears fell drop by drop into the palette in his hand. He didn't expect that he would be so sad. Thinking of what Leng Huangxi said in the hospital, his heart ached even more.Will he really not escape?If this continues, does he really have the confidence not to run away from these sad scenes?He doesn't know, he really doesn't know now, whether there will be a day when he really can't go on, can't hold on.

"You've become addicted to crying recently, haven't you?"

Leng Huangxi's voice sounded from behind, Ning Cai didn't have time to wipe away his tears, he turned around abruptly, and dropped the palette and paintbrush in his hand to the ground.As soon as his hands were free, he panicked to wipe his tears. Leng Huangxi stepped in front of him and grabbed his wrist.

"Didn't I warn you not to cry in front of me. Are you resisting like me now?"

"I..." Ning Cai opened her mouth, unable to utter another word, looking at Leng Huangxi, his tears fell even more fiercely, his heartache was so unscrupulous, he couldn't suppress it even if he wanted to.Just like a middle gun, it hurts just looking at it.Ning Cai withdrew her hand and turned her back, not wanting Leng Huangxi to see it.The only person who can cry in front of him is that person.

It came again, the pain that made it hard to breathe, Ning Cai pressed her heart, trying to suppress the pain, but she couldn't suppress it no matter what.

"Why...why..." Ning Cai beat her heart, asking herself over and over again.Leng Huangxi watched from behind him, seeing that Ning Cai was so sad, his heart suddenly felt like being stung by something, and there was a burst of pain.

[This heart, what's going on? 】

The same situation as last night reappeared, when Ning Cai was so painful that he could hardly stand still, Leng Huangxi finally couldn't bear to watch any more, went around to Ning Cai, hugged him into his arms, and let him fall into his arms , not to fall down.

Ning Cai never dared to expect Leng Huangxi's hug, and he dared not expect it even more now. When Leng Huangxi hugged him, he almost subconsciously wanted to push him away, but Leng Huangxi hugged his waist and pushed him away. His head was pressed tightly in his arms.

"Although I don't know why you are sad, but if you are really sad and really want to cry, then cry. Cry in my arms, I can't see, so it's okay." Leng Huangxi said as if comforting Ning Cai With words of comfort.When Ning Cai heard this, her heart ached even more.

do not you know?Don't know why I'm sad?Then do you know that in your arms, I am sadder and more painful.Because you don't know anything and still treat me like this.Are you comforting me, or are you torturing me?

It is said not to comfort someone who is crying, the more you comfort them, the more sad they will cry.Ning Cai leaned against Leng Huangxi's arms, weeping uncontrollably.

Only in this way can I get you a little care and greetings?Why do I have to be so pathetic now.

Hearing Ning Cai's cry, Leng Huangxi didn't know what was wrong with him, he actually...felt panicked in his heart, what happened to that inexplicable sore nose?The eyes are spinning inexplicably, what is it?For the first time, she was affected by Ning Cai's emotions to such an extent.

Ning Cai cried for a long time.He regards this willfulness as the first and last time.In the future, I really can't cry in front of this person anymore.How could he see such a sad look again.So, this time is the last time and the only time.

Feeling that Ning Cai had calmed down, Leng Huangxi let go of Ning Cai, and the moment he let go, he actually felt a little bit reluctant.There was a height difference of more than ten centimeters between Ning Cai and him. The moment he hugged Ning Cai in his arms, the feeling was as if he had something he loved, and he felt inexplicably satisfied.He was ill that night, and he was unconscious. When he held Ning Cai in his arms, he didn't realize that Ning Cai was actually really thin.

"Thank you!" Ning Cai withdrew from Leng Huangxi's embrace, a little embarrassed.

"Ning Cai, you...couldn't..." Hearing Leng Huangxi's doubtful tone, Ning Cai raised her head in panic.

"You can't... you're crying because of that person?"

"Which... which?"

"As for the person you said you believed unconditionally, don't you... have such a person in your heart? What did that person...do to you, and you cry like this?" Mentioning that person, Leng Huangxi's face immediately turned pale. An expression of displeasure, but he didn't want to show it.

Ning Cai looked at Leng Huangxi, then shook her head lightly.

"He didn't do anything to me. It has nothing to do with him. I just... just suddenly remembered my parents. In a few days, it will be their death day."

What about "that person"? "That person" is standing in front of me now, he doesn't know anything, how can he be blamed?

"So...you've been crying all these days because you've thought of them?" Leng Huangxi breathed a sigh of relief when he heard this answer.

Ning Cai nodded.

"When?"

Ning Cai looked at Leng Huangxi puzzled.

"I mean, when is the anniversary of your parents' death...?" Leng Huangxi unconsciously asked a little cautiously.

"Thursday."

"Thursday, that's two days away. On that day, I will go to see them with you."

"What did you say? Are you going with me?" Ning Cai couldn't believe it.

"Don't get me wrong, I'm afraid that you will be like today again, no one knows where you are crying and fainting. You are not allowed to go alone that day, do you hear me?"

"Understood." Ning Cai was a little happy in her heart. For two years, he had to face it alone. This time, someone was finally willing to accompany him.It's not someone else, but the person he loves. So, can he look forward to it?

"Clean up here. I don't like the smell. Also, if you want to paint in the future, go to the room at the end of the corridor to paint."

"what?"

"Since you've already entered it, there's no need to close it anymore. It's empty anyway."

Ning Caizhen didn't know whether to be happy or not to get Leng Huangxi's permission suddenly.That room is full of Li Xin's paintings, does he want him to face those paintings every day?Is Leng Huangxi giving him a gift, or is he hurting him?He said he didn't like the smell of paint, but why did he collect so many paintings of that person?Sure enough, as long as it is Li Xin, can everything be a special case?