So you are bad!

Before, Li Xin always thought that the reason why Leng Huangxi fell in love with Ning Cai was entirely because her leaving caused him a lot of harm.But after listening to the story told by Leng Huangxi, Li Xin realized that some feelings were really arranged by God from the beginning, and no one can change those destined to happen.For example, the separation between him and Leng Huangxi, such as the encounter between Ning Cai and Leng Huangxi.Everything is predestined.

From the very beginning, Li Xin knew about Ning Cai's feelings for Leng Huangxi, but at that time he was only afraid of being robbed of Leng Huangxi, so he never paid attention to the kind of affection Ning Cai had for Leng Huangxi.Now that I think about it carefully, I clearly realize how natural it is for Ning Cai to be favored by Leng Huangxi.

In this world, one person can have many kinds of feelings for another person, but none of them can match one person's love for another person.

He could see that the reason why Leng Huangxi fell in love with Ning Cai was because he was moved by Ning Cai's silent devotion, and then he felt endless distress from the bottom of his heart.

Because I feel distressed, I want to cherish and pity.This, I'm afraid it's something he can't ask for from Leng Huangxi in his life.

It is also now that Li Xin wakes up: there are some things that we are doomed not to get.

For some reason, after listening to what Leng Huangxi said, the first person Li Xin thought of was actually Chu Mo.That person gave everything for him, but what did he give him in return?Blinded by the persistence and unwillingness in his heart, he chose to turn a blind eye to all his tenderness and pain. He knew that there would never be another person in this world who treated him as well as he did, and what he responded to him was time and time again. indifference.

Li Xin's heart suddenly felt pain, not because of Leng Huangxi, nor because of Ning Cai, this time it was really hurting only for Chu Mo.And now, he is finally willing to hurt for him.

"Li Xin? Are you okay?" Seeing Li Xin's pale face, Leng Huangxi seemed to be in great pain. He thought that what he said had stimulated him and caused him to have a heart attack, so he was not very worried.

"I'm fine. Leng... Thank you... for being willing to tell me the story of you and Ning Cai. Now, I really give up and let go completely. As you said, I shouldn't be so stubborn, I should also watch It's the people around you. It's just... I don't know, I'm only going to respond now, will it... It's too late."

No matter how affectionate a person is, it will be tiring to give blindly but not get anything in return.

"You mean...Chu Mo who came back with you? It can be seen that he cares about you very much. I think, even if you don't respond to him, he will not abandon you. He is a good man, you Being with him will be happier than being with me." Although Leng Huangxi and Chu Mo didn't have a close relationship, Chu Mo left a deep impression on Leng Huangxi.Not to mention that he had misunderstood him, just because he had read his novels, he knew what kind of person Chu Mo was.He definitely has the deepest affection for Li Xin.

"I hope. He deserves a better person. He has paid too much for it. I am afraid that I will not pay him back in this life. I am not afraid that he will abandon me. I am only afraid that I will wait for you with my body." If you don't give him happiness, you will abandon him first."

Only Li Xin knew how serious the disease was and how long it would last.When he said this, he undoubtedly did not have much hope for the success of the operation.He once committed suicide, but now he is so afraid of death.It's not that it's over because he died, it's just because he hasn't repaid Chu Mo, not even a little bit.If Ruo left like this, what he was most worried about and saddest about was Chu Mo.He had waited for him for so long, and it would be too unfair to him if he still waited for the end of a lonely old age.Just thinking about how sad he will be makes Li Xin's heart feel like knives.

"Li Xin, you will be fine. Don't worry, the medical equipment in this hospital is the most advanced. Your heart transplant will definitely be a success."

"really?"

"Ok!"

"Leng, I believe you. Just like before, as long as you say it, I believe it is true."

"Li Xin..."

"Don't get me wrong. What I mean by trust is trust in friends. Since we can't be lovers, can we still be friends?"

"Ah."

A smile finally bloomed on Li Xin's sad face.Leng Huangxi also smiled back.All the past events, love and hatred, were all lost in the smile that let each other let go.

"Leng, thank you for coming to see me. Don't worry, no matter how likely the surgery is to succeed, I will try my best to live and never give up."

"Well, I believe in you, you will make it through."

"Okay, go find Ning Cai. He must have been waiting for you outside for a long time. Leng, I always thought that no one in this world would love you like me except me, but in the end I still hurt you I lost you, and now I know that someone loves you more than me. Leng, no matter what happens, you must not let go, you must hold on to your happiness tightly. "

Leng Huangxi nodded.

"I met him with great difficulty, and I will not let him go. You have a good rest, and I will come to see you tomorrow."

"Ah."

After Li Xin watched Leng Huangxi get up and walk out of the ward, his gaze stayed by the door.

【Leng, I hope Ning Cai is like you, no matter what happens, she will never leave you.I just hope that you won't be hurt by the person you love the most again. 】

The story is also heard, and the farewell is also farewell.Li Xin felt so tired that she couldn't even lift her eyelids.He was about to lie down when the door of the ward was pushed open.Li Xin looked up and saw Ning Cai standing at the door with a sad face.

Li Xin sat down again and smiled slightly.

"Why, didn't you meet Leng? He just went out to find you, so go and chase him."

"Li Xin..." Ning Cai shook her head, and called Li Xin's name again, as if she wanted to say something, but she didn't know how to say it.

"What's the matter? Ah...Are you still worried that I will be entangled in the cold? Don't worry, I have already released..."

"You can't have an operation!!" Ning Cai walked to the bed and interrupted Li Xin's explanation.

"What did you say?" Li Xin didn't understand. He thought that Ning Cai was still misunderstanding him when he appeared now, but he never thought that what he said was such a sentence.

"Your heart transplant, you can't do it."

"For...why?"

"Because...because...because the person who donated your heart...is Chu Mo!"

"You...you...what are you talking about!!"

Li Xin's breath stopped, and she looked at Ning Cai in disbelief, as if Ning Cai was joking with him.

"A few days ago, he came to me and asked me to give this to you. He said he was afraid of knowing the result of your operation, so he planned to go back to France. I believed it, but just now, I wanted to persuade him to stay. I came down, but found that he didn’t leave at all. I overheard the conversation of your attending doctor, and I realized that he decided to give you his heart in order to keep you alive. I know how important this heart is to you , I also understand his painstaking efforts to sacrifice himself to save you. I have struggled for a long time whether to tell you about this. I know that if I tell you, you will definitely not agree, but this is definitely not what Chu Mo wants. But, I thought about it for a long time, and decided to tell you. I think you should know Chu Mo's heart for you. "

"How is it possible? He told me yesterday that he would take me back to France after my operation was successful. How could he make such a decision without telling me?"

Li Xin still didn't want to believe it, but after knowing the truth, he still couldn't hold back his tears.

That person, who had just proposed to him, clearly agreed to give him a more perfect and romantic proposal ceremony.How could he decide to die after making such a promise to him?

"This is what he asked me to give you before. He said, if your operation is successful, I will give it to you. If your operation fails, I will bury this with you. I thought he was really afraid of knowing the result. Now Only then did he know that it was impossible for him to know the result."

Ning Cai handed Li Xin a box that Chu Mo had given him before, Li Xin took it with trembling hands, and opened it hesitantly.What caught my eye was a sparkling diamond ring.As soon as Li Xin saw the ring, she couldn't control it anymore and cried out loud.

"Idiot! Chu Mo, you idiot! I don't want such a marriage proposal, I don't want it!" Li Xin held back the pain in her heart, pulled out the needle in her hand, and was about to get out of bed when she lifted the quilt, but fell to the ground due to the weakness of her legs.

"Li Xin!"

Ning Cai stepped forward to support Li Xin, who grabbed his arm and cried bitterly.

"Ning Cai... Please, help me. Take me to Chu Mo, I'm going to find him. Please."

"But in your current situation, if you leave the hospital, your life may be in danger at any time." Ning Cai looked embarrassed.

"I'm fine, I can hold on, I'll be fine. Please. Please take me to see him. Even if I die, I can't let him die. Ning Cai, please!"

"But... okay. But you have to promise me that if you can't hold on, we'll go back to the hospital immediately."

Ning Cai helped Li Xin up, and just as she was about to go out, Leng Huangxi came in.

"Ning Cai? Li Xin? Who are you?"

"Xi, take Li Xin to see Chu Mo quickly. Chu Mo plans to give Li Xin his heart."

"what?!"

"Leng, take me to see him, take me to see him."

Seeing Li Xin's pale face, Leng Huangxi wanted to refuse, but seeing Ning Cai also begged him, he stepped forward and hugged Li Xin.

"Okay, I'll take you to see him."

Ning Cai was a little dazed, but when he realized it, he knew that he shouldn't care about those things at this moment, he shook off those inexplicable concerns in his heart, and followed.As soon as he was about to catch up with Leng Huangxi, someone appeared at this moment, blocking his way.

"Long time no see, Ning Cai! If I'm not mistaken, what LEN was hugging just now was his first love, Li Xin."

"Miss Chu, please step aside. I don't have time to listen to you right now."

"You don't have time to listen to me, but... I don't know if you have time to listen. What about your parents? For example... how did your parents die?" Chu Yiman smiled triumphantly, I knew that what I wanted to say must be of interest to Ning Cai.

Ning Cai was shocked, and looked at Leng Huangxi who was holding Li Xin, a trace of loneliness flashed in her eyes.He was so nervous that Li Xin didn't realize that he wasn't chasing after him.

"Where are you going? I'll go with you."

It should be enough for Li Xin to be accompanied by Leng Huangxi.I hope that Leng Huangxi can help Li Xin meet Chu Mo and prevent the tragedy from happening.As for myself, I just need to wait for Leng Huangxi to come back.

Now, he wants to see what kind of trick Chu Yiman is going to play.He wanted to hear what news Chu Yiman could tell about his parents.