So you are bad!

As soon as he was out of Chu Wanqing's sight, Leng Huangxi felt a little unsteady. His calmness and composure just now were nothing more than his pretending.

There has never been a single thing that has made him feel so scared and shocked. Why...why is Ning Cai his own younger brother?Why did the thing he was most worried about happen in the end?What exactly is this?God sent Ning Cai to him, why did he make such a big joke on him when he fell in love with him so much that he could hardly lose him?

This is a trick?Or punishment?

Leng Huangxi was standing with his back against the wall, his severely stimulated heart could not calm down, as long as he looked up, he could see Ning Cai sitting in the car, as long as he took a step, he could walk in, as long as he stretched out his hand, he could be embraced. However, at this moment, Leng Huangxi was afraid to do such a simple thing.

How can he make him accept this fact?Apart from the fact that they were Xiong-Di, and the death of his parents, how would he tell Ning Cai the things that mattered most to him?

No, he couldn't say it.Once he said it, maybe Ning Cai would really leave him.

He once swore to himself that he would not lie to Ning Cai again, but now he has to keep these two secrets in his heart forever.If possible, he really hoped that Ning Cai would never know about it for the rest of her life.That way, they will still be the most loving lovers, without blood relationship or hatred, just Ning Cai and Leng Huangxi, not half-brother and half-brother.

But Leng Huangxi also understands that if there is a day when the paper can't wrap the fire, if Ningcai learns the truth, maybe what makes him more sad is not what he concealed, but... as he slowly realizes, it is still deceived him.At that time, it may be more painful than simply knowing the truth.

Never been so tangled, never so worried.Leng Huangxi clearly knew that Ning Cai would never accept their relationship, and he understood more clearly how his deception would hurt Ning Cai, but he had no choice.He's lost it once and doesn't want to lose it again.

Now that things have happened, he can only hope that God will not be too cruel to him, so that Ning Cai will never know these things for the rest of his life.

Maybe God is really playing tricks on him, why let him know at this time?Why is it when he has made Ning Cai his own?

In this way...doesn't that mean...

He hugged his own brother!

Why did this kind of plot that only appeared in dramas happen to him?

Ning Cai was originally conservative, and it was not easy for him to admit and accept that he fell in love with a man.Now, it is absolutely impossible for him to accept that he is in love with my brother.That was the thing Ning Cai disliked the most.

So, don't let him know.Not afraid of him leaving, but afraid of him being hurt because of this cruel truth.He is so fragile, how can he be allowed to suffer so much pain again?

Seemingly determined to hide everything, Leng Huangxi calmed down and hid all his emotions, as if he knew nothing and nothing happened.

Worried that Leng Huangxi and Chu Wanqing would clash because of him, Ning Cai who was waiting in the car seemed a little uneasy.Although he really wanted Leng Huangxi to always stand by his side, he didn't want Leng Huangxi to be an enemy of everyone for him.Especially don't want him to get into trouble with his family.Leng Huangxi had already lost too much family affection, and she couldn't lose any more because of him.

While Ning Cai was worried, Leng Huangxi had already opened the door and got into the car.Ning Cai came back to her senses, and immediately grabbed Leng Huangxi's arm and asked, "Xi, you...didn't say anything excessive to Mrs. Leng, did you?"

"She treated you so badly before, and she will continue to treat you badly in the future. You still speak for her?" Seeing Ning Cai's kind appearance, Leng Huangxi couldn't help but care that his parents were killed by his own mother this fact.Sometimes, he even hoped that Ning Cai would not be so kind, even if he could hate him once.This will only make him feel more and more guilty about him.

"I'm not speaking for her. Yes, she's annoying. I don't even want to see her. But...she's your mother after all. She's right about one thing, even if she's wrong about a thousand things." Yes. That is, to bring you into this world. How could I meet you without her? So, as long as I think that she brought you into this world, I don't hate her so much. "

Seeing Ning Cai thinking so optimistically, Leng Huangxi felt extremely distressed.

Ning Cai, if you knew, if it wasn't for her, maybe you would be the young master of the Leng family. Everything I own should be yours.If you knew, if it wasn't for her, your parents wouldn't have died, they're still with you now, and you wouldn't have nightmares and ailments like that.If you knew this, would you still be grateful to her?

"Don't worry, I didn't say anything excessive to her, I just told her not to hurt you."

"Xi, I'm actually not as fragile as you imagined. What's more, there are you by my side, so how can I be so easily hurt?"

[But I'm afraid that the person who hurt you in the end is not someone else, but myself. 】Leng Huangxi looked at Ning Cai, and finally swallowed what he wanted to say.

Seeing that Leng Huangxi was hesitating to speak again, the illusion in Ning Cai's heart became more and more intense.But he dared not ask, dared not ask anything.So I just pretended to be nothing, and didn't notice anything.

"Ah, by the way, Xi, tomorrow is Li Xin's operation, do you want to go see him now?" In order to ease the atmosphere, Ning Cai changed the subject first.After Ning Cai's reminder, Leng Huangxi remembered this matter.He didn't say he would forget it.People who used to miss it so much, now they only remember it after being reminded by others.

Will there be a day when he and Ning Cai will end up like this?

"You don't mind if I go and see him?"

"What are you talking about. No matter how jealous I am, I won't be at this time."

"Aren't you afraid that when I see him, your heart will soften for a while?" Leng Huangxi hoped that Ning Cai would be jealous at this time, because falling in love is sometimes such a strange psychology.

When Leng Huangxi said this, Ning Cai actually believed it.His eyes dimmed a lot in an instant.Avoid Leng Huangxi's questioning eyes.

"If that's the case, I won't blame you." Ning Cai squeezed out a difficult smile, and Leng Huangxi knew that he had said something wrong, so he hugged her to comfort him.

"Stupid, why don't you blame me? You should blame me!"

Ning Cai, who was in Leng Huangxi's arms, was startled, Leng Huangxi said so... Could it be that he really wants to leave her and go to Li Xin's side?

Ning Cai, if one day you find out that I've cheated on you, will you still be like this and can't bear to blame me?

"Xi, no matter what you did to me, I won't blame you. Because I know, you must not have done it on purpose, because you said, you will not hurt me again. "

The one who was sad was Ning Cai, but it was Leng Huangxi who needed comfort.Ning Cai didn't know if he was thinking too much, he always felt that since Leng Huangxi came back from seeing Chu Wanqing, it became more obvious that he had something on his mind.This seemingly comforting hug concealed an unstoppable trembling.

Leng Huangxi took Ning Cai to Li Xin's ward, but she didn't see Chu Mo. Ning Cai was surprised, and suddenly remembered what Chu Mo had said to him before. On the way to France.

Because of some delays, I didn't even have the chance to say goodbye to him face to face.Chu Mo just left without saying goodbye. If Li Xin woke up after the operation was successful, she would be very sad.

Looking at Li Xin lying on the hospital bed, he became more and more haggard and thin, and the pain seemed to have tortured him out of shape.Seeing him like this, Ning Cai felt guilty for a while.He even wondered if it was really him who snatched away Leng Huangxi and made Li Xin what he is now.

Leng Huangxi turned his head to look at Ning Cai, and seeing the guilt and unbearable expression on his face, he could tell what was going on in his heart.He reached out to take his hand, pulled him in front of him, and sat down with him.

"Li Xin's illness has nothing to do with you in the slightest. Don't act like you're sorry and owe him. You shouldn't have the idea of ​​snatching me away from him, you know?"

Ning Cai was surprised that Leng Huangxi had seen through her, but why was the palm of her hand colder than his palm?

"Li Xin... I am very grateful that you once appeared in my life. I also thought that maybe I will only love you in this life, so I thought that as long as I waited for you, you would definitely come back. But... Whether it is Whether it's a trick of fate or destiny, we really have nothing to do with each other. Or maybe my attachment to you in the past three years is just because of my unwillingness. Even if Ning Cai doesn't show up, there may be a close relationship between us. Impossible. So, let the past go, and you let go. By your side, there are people who treat you well and treat you as treasures. When you get better, you must cherish them. You are so strong, You are so stubborn, I believe in you, and you will be able to persevere. No matter what, I hope you can live healthy and happy, and get happiness."

Hearing Leng Huangxi's words, Ning Cai wanted to cry. He knew the importance of Li Xin in Leng Huangxi's heart, but he was not jealous, but pitiful.

Now Leng Huangxi has put Li Xin down, and Chu Mo has also given up.If Li Xin woke up, wouldn't it mean that he was about to become a person, and the person he loved the most and the person who loved him the most would leave him. If it was him now, he would definitely not be able to accept such loneliness.

"Xi, I suddenly remembered something, I'll go out for a while, you stay here with Li Xin well."

"Ning Cai?!" Before Leng Huangxi could stop her, Ning Cai took out her hand and ran out.He couldn't help getting up to follow out, but when he turned around, he saw Li Xin woke up at this moment.

"Cold...how is it you..." Li Xin was a little surprised.

"You have surgery tomorrow, Ning Cai asked me to come and see you." Leng Huangxi hesitated for a moment, knowing that it would be unkind to leave at such a time, and sat back.

"Really? So...if it wasn't for Ning Cai, wouldn't you have come here?" Li Xin felt lost in an instant.Although he had already planned to give up, but when he saw Leng Huangxi, he realized how difficult it was to let go.

"Li Xin, I'm sorry."

Li Xin who was still holding on to the last bit of hope, but after hearing Leng Huangxi's apology, he no longer understood that he had no chance.

He looked at Leng Huangxi and smiled wryly.

"Do you know? The Leng Huangxi I know, whether right or wrong, would never say the word 'sorry' to others. But now, you actually apologize to me for him. Leng, you have changed. You have become someone else's boyfriend, and you are no longer the Leng Huangxi that only I know. I can see that you love him more than you loved me back then. So, I let go. I will never I won't bother you anymore, don't worry."

Li Xin smiled frankly, although the smile was too forced, it was not false.

Until now, Leng Huangxi is finally willing to give Li Xin a smile, a gentle and warm smile.

"Li Xin, thank you."

A smile, a word of thanks.

In the end, Li Xin shed tears. This is the best farewell.The person he loved for five years now had to say goodbye.

In the past, Leng Huangxi was Li Xin's dream, but now, his dream can no longer be realized, and finally disillusionment prevails.

"Leng...can you agree to my last request?" Li Xin suppressed the tears from the corners of his eyes, and looked at Leng Huangxi earnestly.

"What? Tell me."

"Can you... tell me the story of you and Ning Cai?"

Leng Huangxi looked at Li Xin in surprise, he didn't expect him to make such a request, shouldn't this be the last thing he wants to know?Can his heart accept it?

"You really want to know?"

"Um……"

Seeing that Li Xin really wanted to know, Leng Huangxi hesitated for a moment, but agreed to his request.Forget it, before Ning Cai came back, he wouldn't just sit like this.