I Just Came to Borrow a Light

When Lin Chengbu said these words, his expression was very... special. Yuan Wu couldn't tell how special it was, but just looking at Lin Chengbu's appearance and listening to his tone of voice, he could feel that he was recalling this episode When, very satisfied.

What Lin Chengbu said was the truth, this passage was much more true than when he said that he was his boyfriend, and the joy from the depths of his memory was clear from his heart.

Yuan Wu looked at him, and even had the urge to laugh along with him.

"Let's drive." Yuan Wu said.

"Well," Lin Chengbu sat without moving, looking at him fixedly, "Okay."

"Your car is voice-activated?" Yuan Wu glanced at him.

Lin Chengbu didn't speak, and continued to stare at him for a while, then slowly leaned over.

Yuan Wu watched him approaching carefully little by little, and didn't stop until his breath touched his face.

"The first time I saw you," Lin Chengbu whispered in his ear, "I knew it was true love at first sight."

Yuan Wu didn't make a sound.

Lin Chengbu's voice usually sounded nothing special, maybe it was because he was too close at this moment, maybe because the voice was softened, he could hear the tiny particles in Lin Chengbu's voice, like a handful of fine sand slowing down. It fell slowly on his shoulders, with a thin itch and a real sense of reality.

It's a very special feeling, like stepping on the ground in the chaos.

But when Lin Chengbu's lips touched the corner of his mouth, he turned his head slightly: "Let's drive."

"Okay." Lin Chengbu didn't seem too embarrassed, he just touched his face along the way, and then sat upright and started the car.

When the car drove forward, Yuan Wu glanced at the sign on the road, which led to the northern suburbs.

Is it there?

He put on his mask, closed his eyes, and recalled carefully.

But what are the memories, what can be recalled... His memories are not blank, but intertwined and chaotic like a crumpled spider web, and any thread can no longer be picked out alone.

Is that in the northern suburbs?

Why did he have such a guess?

The two of them didn't talk all the way. After the car drove out of the urban area, Yuan Wu saw a large factory building on the side of the road.

"It should be this area." Lin Chengbu looked outside, "There are indeed many factories here, both new and old. Do you have any impression of where it is?"

"No." Yuan Wu replied.

"...All right, then I'll drive slowly, let's drive in?" Lin Chengbu turned the car right off the main road, "There should be more traffic going that way."

"Okay." Yuan Wu nodded.

Lin Chengbu was very nervous. Although he felt that those stories had nothing to do with Yuan Wu himself, and should not have much impact on Yuan Wu, Yuan Wu had already "suicide" once in a way that coincided with the story, and he had to careless.

There are a lot of factories in this area, even the oldest brick kilns, but they were all banned because of pollution, but the factories... there are basically no abandoned factories on the side of the road, and none of them are completely dilapidated like in the story. Abandoned factory building.

After driving along the road for another two kilometers, Lin Chengbu saw a sanitation worker resting on the side of the road, so he stopped the car: "I'll go find out."

He jumped out of the car, stuffed a pack of cigarettes in his pocket, and said hello to the sanitation workers: "Where is Master resting?"

"Well, take a break." The worker replied.

"Master, let me ask you." Lin Chengbu passed a cigarette over, and squatted down beside him, "You are familiar with this place, right?"

"It's familiar, it's just the three of us." The worker took the cigarette, lit it, and drank it.

"Then do you know the factory in this area, is there any vacant factory building?" Lin Chengbu asked.

"Empty? Do you want to rent or buy?" the worker asked.

"It hasn't been decided yet, just... the older one, the one that no one has used for many years." Lin Chengbu said.

"That kind of thing is not necessarily a good deal. You have to pay part of your upfront investment for maintenance." The worker said quite professionally.

"Then I'll look at it and compare it. Do you know something like this?" Lin Chengbu smiled.

"Yes, but it's at the end, I don't go to that area much," the worker thought for a while, "Lao Zhang is in charge of that area, anyway, the old factory is inside, and the outside is expanded later."

"Then you ask me?" Lin Chengbu put the cigarettes he took when he got off the car into the hands of the workers. In fact, it was not difficult to ask in the past, but Yuan Wu's state was quite random. What an accident, if the worker can tell him the location directly, it will be more appropriate to go there directly.

The worker declined and accepted the cigarette, took out his mobile phone and called his colleague, asked for the address of the old factory building, and talked about it for a long time.

"Let me tell you, there are three very old ones, all of which are in the same place. You drive along this road and go straight in." The worker pointed him the way. Po, when you go down to the bottom of the slope, you will see a reminder of a reservoir..."

"Reservoir?" Lin Chengbu became nervous when he heard the water.

"The old reservoir is gone, and it's not used now," the worker said. "Just follow the road signs for the reservoir. Once you see the reservoir, you will see the factory. But let me tell you... you'd better not rent those few a factory."

"What's wrong?" Lin Chengbu asked.

"One of them has died before, and it seems to be suicide. I don't know which one it is." The worker clicked twice.

When the worker said this, Lin Chengbu immediately felt that Yuan Wu's guess might not be pure guesswork, subconscious?Or the remaining memory?

When he got back to the car, Yuan Wu was listening to music with his eyes closed. He had replaced the disc with Lacriosa's. Although Lin Chengbu didn't have any special interest in Ge Jin, because Yuan Wu liked it, he used to listen to it.

He thinks the song that is playing is quite nice, IchBinDerBrennendeKomet, as an illiterate, he even went to find out what it means.

I am a burning comet.

"May I change another one?" Lin Chengbu asked, he didn't want to be just a comet, he must be the moon anyway, follow Yuan Wu.

"Huh?" Yuan Wu opened his eyes.

Lin Chengbu didn't answer him, and cut another song directly.

"Did you ask?" Yuan Wu didn't mind him changing the song directly, and lowered the car window a little.

"Well," Lin Chengbu nodded, and drove in the direction the worker said, "There are several, but it's just...then what, I don't know if it's true, the worker said... someone died in the factory."

"Suicide?" Yuan Wu turned his head.

"...Hmm." Lin Chengbu glanced at him, Yuan Wu didn't seem to have any special reaction.

"Then it matches," Yuan Wu said, "I guess right?"

"I..." Lin Chengbu suddenly felt uneasy, he slowed down the car, "Can I go back on my word?"

At first, he just thought that these places might be the source of Xing Tian's inspiration. If he came here, it would make Yuan Wu feel that he had nothing to do with these places, but he never thought that this story might be true. thing.

That's kind of scary.

As a ghost who was queuing up, he suddenly didn't want to go to reincarnation.

"Let's go." Yuan Wu said calmly.

Lin Chengbu had no choice but to step on the gas pedal, Yuan Wu wanted to go, so let's go.

No matter what happens, this is the first time Yuan Wu asks to get close to these things. If he goes all out, at most he will be beaten, or Yuan Wu will retreat.

Anyway, whether to retreat or not, Yuan Wu in this state is not much better.

Anyway, he just stayed with him.

After turning down the slope, I saw the road sign of the reservoir. The reservoir was actually called Qiushuitan.

"Qiushuitan Reservoir." Yuan Wu also noticed the name.

"It sounds nice," Lin Chengbu said, "but I heard that there is no more water, so there is no need for it."

"Yeah." Yuan Wu took off his mask, leaned his arms on the car window, squinted his eyes and looked quite leisurely while blowing the wind.

The road signs are quite old, but they are still very clear. After driving for more than ten minutes, I saw the rusted gate of the reservoir.

Yuan Wu poked his head out of the car window: "Over there."

The factory buildings are also quite obvious. On the side of the reservoir, you can see three quite large factory buildings from a distance.

Lin Chengbu drove the car to the side of the first factory building and stopped.

When Yuan Wu got out of the car, he quickly got out of the car and walked around to stand beside Yuan Wu.

"Which one is it? Someone who has died," Yuan Wu said, "Go in and have a look one by one."

Lin Chengbu used to feel that Yuan Wu would be mentally disabled or convulsed from time to time, but now that Yuan Wu's road was as calm as water, he began to feel very worried.

Yuan Wu had already walked towards the factory building, so he had to keep up, thinking about what to do if something went wrong.

In the end, it was decided that as long as Yuan Wu had any reaction, he would go up and carry it without saying a word, and then run away. When he got to the car, he would tie it up first, and then take off his clothes... No, then he drove back.

The factory building is indeed old. Although the respective iron fences are still there, they are rusted to the point where the original color cannot be seen. Except for the steel frame and cement parts of the factory building, the other wood and color steel tiles are all broken. You can see directly from the outside.

When passing through the wild grass around, Lin Chengbu felt that it was safer to have such a rotten factory building. At least the sunlight could shine in, and it didn't have a ghostly atmosphere. Maybe it wouldn't be easy to seduce Yuan Wu.

After approaching the factory building, Yuan Wu stopped and stared at a cement wall next to him.

Lin Chengbu looked over, and found that the things on the wall that he thought were moss or burnt remnants, so he didn't pay attention, were actually graffiti. For a moment, he thought he was standing on Qinghe Street, and he could walk a few more steps. See number 18.

But this place is not the same as those graffiti on Qinghe Street that were either cathartic or flamboyant. After Yuan Wu walked into the factory, Lin Chengbu saw the graffiti clearly, including blood, the rope around his neck, the severed hand, and the broken hand. The dull eyeballs that fell on the ground...

He quickly followed Shang Yuanwu into the factory building.

"It's here." Yuan Wu said.

Yes, that's right, it's here.

The first teenager who finally chose to hang himself because of the suicide club ended his life here. The graffiti and scenes that appeared in the story were almost written down according to everything in front of him.

"You..." Lin Chengbu reached out and grabbed Yuan Wu's arm, Yuan Wu reflexively tried to shake him off, but failed, he held on tightly.

"What about me?" Yuan Wu looked at him.

"Is there anything..." Lin Chengbu looked at the huge factory building that had almost been evacuated, and there were only some wooden strips and rotten paper shells left around. According to the story, after entering, the lathe on the left, And the four shoelaces are the final destination of that boy.

"No," Yuan Wu said, "how can I send the first person in front of you away?"

"It's been... sent away." Lin Chengbu glanced to the left, except for a few broken steel frames, he didn't see the lathe.

Maybe the lathe was moved, maybe it wasn't written in exactly the same detail, there was artistic processing... But now Lin Chengbu is almost certain that these stories are not fictional.

The protagonists in each of these ghost stories are all people who really died on the suicide website that has been shut down, and may have written their last words on that message board.

Lin Chengbu suddenly felt a little creepy.

So... Is the sentence of drinking all the wine with laughter really the last words?

Yuan Wu had already turned around and walked out of the factory building, as if he didn't feel any sense of the scene inside, walking very simply and calmly.

But Lin Chengbu still felt that he was a little too calm, or in other words, his calm performance did not match his footsteps that made people unable to catch up.

Lin Chengbu ran a few steps and walked side by side with him: "Let's go eat later."

"En." Yuan Wu responded.

"Is there any restaurant you want to eat? Or should I arrange it?" Lin Chengbu asked while staring at Yuan Wu's side face.

"You arrange." Yuan Wu replied very simply.

"Okay, then let's..." Lin Chengbu stared at Yuan Wu while looking for nonsense to distract him and find a place to eat in his mind. For Lin Cheng whose brain has been running in a single thread It is quite difficult.

But Yuan Wu didn't seem to care about his answer, and just walked towards the car with his head buried.

"Let's go eat small hot pot..." Lin Chengbu thought of a place temporarily, although it is a bit too hot to eat small hot pot today.

After finishing speaking, he suddenly found that the corners of Yuan Wu's eyes were moist.

After turning around the factory wall, when Yuan Wu, who had been facing the sun with his back to the sun, Lin Chengbu saw a tear stain on his left face.

"What's wrong with you?" Lin Chengbu grabbed his arm and stared at his face, "What's wrong with you?"

Yuan Wu looked at him with a calm expression, and his eyes did not lose focus as Lin Chengbu was afraid, but looked at him fixedly.

"Tell me, what's wrong with you?" Lin Chengbu wanted to hug him, but he didn't dare to move, he could only hold Yuan Wu's arm tightly.

"Did you," Yuan Wu said, his voice still calm, "never called my name?"

"Yes." Lin Chengbu's heart trembled, not knowing whether Yuan Wu's asking such a question was a progress or a new type of convulsion.

"Why?" Yuan Wu asked.

"I told you to beat me up." Lin Chengbu said.

"Fart," Yuan Wu said, "Don't open your mouth and talk nonsense."

"Do you want to try it?" Lin Chengbu bit his lip.

"Okay." Yuan Wu nodded.

Lin Cheng hesitated, without giving himself a chance to hesitate, he said directly: "Yuan Wu."

The expression on Yuan Wu's face froze for a moment.

Lin Chengbu glared at him.

Yuan Wu didn't make a move, and his expression started to be a little strange, like doubt, but also like confusion. After a long time, he said softly, "Yuan Wu?"

"En." Lin Chengbu responded.

"I'm Yuan Wu?" Yuan Wu looked at him, and it was very difficult for him to say the word Yuan Wu.

"Yes." Lin Chengbu replied.

"Really," Yuan Wu gently blew on the hair on his forehead and smiled, "Do you think so?"

"Otherwise," Lin Chengbu said, "I've known you for many years. You were called Yuan Wu at the beginning, and you were also called Yuan Wu later, and of course you are still called Yuan Wu now."

Yuan Wu didn't say anything, just turned around and walked to the side of the car, opened the door: "Do you know the name on my ID card?"

Lin Chengbu didn't speak, ID card?

Yuan Wu closed the car door and leaned on the seat: "My name is Yuan Shen."

What the hell are you!Turned back again!

Lin Chengbu walked over and leaned against the car window, and said in a calm tone, "Yuan Shen is your younger brother."

Yuan Wu's body froze for a moment, then turned his head: "My brother?"

"Yeah." Lin Chengbu looked at him.

"Then who am I?" Yuan Wu smiled.

"You are Yuan Wu." Lin Chengbu said.

"What about Yuan Shen?" Yuan Wu asked again.

"Your brother!" Lin Chengbu replied again.

"Okay...my brother," Yuan Wu approached him, "what about my brother? Where is he?"

Lin Chengbu was unable to speak.

Yes, where is your brother?

"Get in the car, let's go back," Yuan Wu sighed softly, "I'm hungry, what did you say to eat?"

"Small hot pot." Lin Chengbu walked around the front of the car and opened the door and got in the car, feeling a little unspeakable, as if he saw some hope, but he couldn't find the right route and the right posture to approach.

"Aren't you," Yuan Wu looked at him, "like to eat small hot pot?"

"Well," Lin Chengbu felt that he might have caught a cold from the wind, and his nose was itchy, "We can eat seafood, no pepper."

"Okay." Yuan Wu nodded.

"If you want to eat something else," Lin Chengbu turned his face to look at him. When Yuan Wu didn't choke him, even when he was very obedient, he would inexplicably feel distressed, just like seeing a fierce horse whose hooves were chopped off Like, "We'll just eat something else."

Yuan Wu looked at him and said nothing.

He didn't know what else to say for a while, so he looked at Yuan Wu.

To be honest, I have never had such an opportunity before, such a short distance, such a long time... Sometimes it only takes three seconds for Yuan Wu to go from being indifferent to turning his face and leaving.

Lin Chengbu looked into Yuan Wu's eyes.

Yuan Wu's eyes are very deep, and sometimes he feels that he can't see through what Yuan Wu is thinking. Maybe it's because his eyes are too deep and he can't see to the end.

But beautiful.

"You..." Yuan Wu looked at him, "What are you thinking?"

"Huh?" Lin Chengbu paused, "I didn't think about anything, I just saw that your eyes are beautiful."

"This sentence should be the truth," Yuan Wu took out a tissue from the side and handed it to him, "You have a nosebleed, sir."

"...fuck," Lin Chengbu took the tissue and pressed it under his nose, it turned red, "I...fuck."

I just said why I felt a little itchy just now, I thought it was snot and I was embarrassed to keep sucking it.

This is simply, after Lin Chengbu came back to his senses, he felt a gust of embarrassment like a gust of wind. He didn't know how to describe this feeling. He actually saw Yuan Wu's nosebleed?

Are you actually so hungry?