I Just Came to Borrow a Light

Dry weather, be careful of nosebleeds.

Lin Chengbu felt that he was not so hungry and thirsty because the weather was too dry, but after all, he had a nosebleed while staring at Yuan Wu, which was still very embarrassing, and he couldn't explain himself to Yuan Wu specifically It's because the weather is too dry...

It sounds too fake.

He got out of the car with a wet tissue, and got back into the car after cleaning up the nosebleed.

"Don't eat the small hot pot," Yuan Wu said, "You should bleed after eating it."

"...Then do you have anything to eat?" Lin Chengbu asked.

"No," Yuan Wu thought for a long time after finishing speaking, and finally sighed, "No, I don't know what I want to eat, what I like to eat, do you know?"

"I know." Lin Chengbu started the car and turned on the car humidifier, "The restaurant you often go to...isn't far from my house, do you want to go?"

"What restaurant?" Yuan Wu asked.

"A restaurant that specializes in omelet rice." Lin Chengbu said.

Yuan Wu clicked his tongue: "Is this what I pursue?"

"Well, but I've eaten there a few times, and it's really good, with a lot of variety, and the owner likes hyde, playing his songs all day long." When Lin Chengbu turned the car around, he glanced at the factory building next to him. With a sudden step on the accelerator, the car quickly left along the road.

The factory building under the sun looks particularly dilapidated, and there is nothing special about this place at first, but after seeing the graffiti on the walls in Linchengbu, and knowing what may have happened here, there is a kind of feeling when you see it again. A gloomy sense of despair, just want to leave quickly.

Yuan Wu's convulsions were really irregular. Lin Chengbu thought he would have an outbreak in the factory, but Yuan Wu had no other reaction except for the tear stain.

It's just that he still said that he was Yuan Shen, which made Lin Chengbu a little helpless.

Maybe we should continue to find breakthroughs in Yuan Shen?

But how to look for it, where to look for it, and how to break through, Lin Chengbu sighed, very at a loss.

Lin Chengbu hadn't eaten at that omelet restaurant for two years, and he almost couldn't find that side street.

"Should I buy it, or..." He parked the car on the side of the road and looked at Yuan Wu, "Or should we go in together?"

Yuan Wu didn't speak, just looked over there.

"It takes a few steps to walk," Lin Chengbu said, "It's not on the street, but there aren't many people eating."

Yuan Wu opened the door and got out of the car.

Lin Chengbu walked side by side with Yuan Wu towards the omelet rice. This is the second time he came here with Yuan Wu. The first time was when Yuan Wu lost a meal to him when he was playing cards at the bar, so he brought him Come and eat once.

"Do you have any impression?" Lin Chengbu asked, "You brought me to eat before."

"I don't remember, am I so undemanding when I invite people to dinner?" Yuan Wu said.

It would be great if you could invite me, but it's still because I lost.

The store is no different from two years ago, the furnishings have not changed, but it can be seen that it should have been redecorated not long ago, and everything has become much newer.

There were not many people eating at the moment, five or six were sitting under the parasol at the door, Yuan Wu went in and sat at the table by the window.

When the waiter came to order, Lin Chengbu was looking forward to it. He hoped that the waiter would recognize Yuan Wu, an old customer, but he was disappointed that he had never seen this waiter before, so he should be a newcomer.

And when he finished ordering and saw the second waiter passing by, he found that he had never seen this waiter before.

It's been two years, this kind of small shop is not what it used to be except for the boss and hyde's song in the shop.

Even Yuan Wu seems to have changed.

Lin Chengbu ordered two flavors of omelet rice, one with shrimp and eggs, and one with assorted dishes. When Yuan Wu brought him to eat, he only ordered these two kinds, and then each person ate half and half.

"Half of us," Lin Chengbu said, "Which one do you eat first?"

Yuan Wu took the spoon and lit it back and forth on the two plates, and finally stopped on the plate of shrimp: "Let's do this first."

Lin Chengbu took the assorted portion and cut it open: "I'm a little hungry."

"Why don't you take me to your private restaurant to eat your specialties?" Yuan Wu took a bite.

"You don't go." Lin Chengbu said.

"Huh?" Yuan Wu looked at him, "Why?"

"I don't know," Lin Chengbu also took a bite. He told Yuan Wu at least four times to invite him to eat, but Yuan Wu didn't go every time, and the last text message saying he couldn't go was still saved in his phone. , "When you think about it later, tell me why."

Yuan Wu smiled: "You can take me to eat when I can't remember."

"Are you going?" Lin Chengbu glanced at him.

"You can go when you are free," Yuan Wu said, taking a sip of the water next to him, "Do you have other things you want to take advantage of this opportunity to do?"

Lin Chengbu coughed twice at the beginning: "No."

"No?" Yuan Wu ate a piece of egg skin.

"I dare not," Lin Chengbu replied, "Your temper is too bad, I'm afraid I won't be able to bear the consequences."

Yuan Wu laughed, quite happily. Lin Chengbu looked at his smile and suddenly felt a little strange. To be honest, he had almost never seen Yuan Wu smile like this.

"I have a good temper and have always been good." Yuan Wu said.

fart.

Lin Chengbu reflexively wanted to refute him, but he paused and didn't say anything, good temper?

It is impossible for anyone to say that Yuan Wu's temper is good from any angle, but...maybe...

Yuan Shen has a good temper?

The meal was very simple, so he ate very quickly. Lin Chengbu felt that he hadn't enjoyed enough. The two of them finished eating, and even finished the drinks they ordered later.

Lin Chengbu paid the bill reluctantly, and walked out of the small restaurant with Yuan Wu.

The weather is fine today. After so long of rain, the temperature has already dropped and it is hard to climb up. The afternoon sun is very bright, but when it shines on people, they don't feel hot anymore.

Ordinarily, today's task has been completed, Lin Chengbu should send Yuan Wu back to Shenqiao, but he is a bit unwilling.

He has to go to work tomorrow and the next two days, so he can't go across Shenqiao, so he wants to spend more time with Yuan Wu, but he can go to Shenqiao... That place is actually quite comfortable, but Yuan Wu's state is always I hope Yuan Wu can leave Shenqiao, or stay there as little as possible.

"Want to take a walk?" Lin Chengbu tried to ask.

"Where are you going?" Yuan Wu asked.

"There's a small park in front of it. It's Dama Tiantuan's territory in the morning and evening, and there are no people in the middle of the day," Lin Chengbu said. "Go for a walk?"

Yuan Wu was silent for a while and nodded: "Okay."

The small park is very good, with green trees and grass, small pavilions, and promenades. Lin Chengbu used to think it was a pity that there was no small lake, but now he feels very at ease without water.

There are very few people, and the park is basically empty at this time of weekdays.

They walked around the park a few times, and Yuan Wu saw a grassy slope beside the path: "Go there."

"There is no way down." Lin Chengbu said.

"I'm sleepy," Yuan Wu went, walked down the grass slope for a while, and then sat down, "I want to sleep for a while."

"Well," Lin Chengbu followed and sat next to him, "Then you go to sleep."

Yuan Wu sleeps a lot every day. In the past, he basically slept at home except for the bar and the time to go to the gym every week. Now it is the same in Shenqiao. Datou said that he basically sleeps except for typing.

Lin Chengbu felt that it was impossible to say that there was no mental pressure in running out today, even Yuan Wu was surprisingly "normal" this way.

Must be tired and sleepy now.

Yuan Wu lay down on the grass slope, pulled the mask up to his eyes, his breathing slowed down within a few minutes, and he fell asleep slowly.

Lin Cheng is not sleepy, especially at this time, even if he is sleepy, he will not fall asleep.

He grabbed a piece of grass and put it in his mouth to bite, turning his head to look at Yuan Wu.

Most of Yuan Wu's face was covered by the mask, only his mouth and chin could be seen.

good looking.

The lines of Yuan Wu's face are not soft, but crisp and sharp. It looks arrogant, but the three-dimensional facial features are full of attractiveness from any angle.

Lin Chengbu looked at it for a while, took the grass in his mouth, and gently slid it over Yuan Wu's lips.

Yuan Wu didn't wake up, but bit his lip.

Do you have other things you want to take this opportunity to do?

Yeah, I fuck too much.

Lin Chengbu stared at Yuan Wu, too much.

He is not like Jiang Chengyu, he can chase people and make sex, he is not so open in this respect, or his desires have been concentrated on Yuan Wu since he met Yuan Wu.

In the past, he even thought about how long he could endure if Yuan Wu had been indifferent to him, one year or two, three years or five years, or ten years or twenty years, would his functions be suffocated?

I also wondered if I couldn't hold back one day and dragged Yuan Wu to bed drunk.

He clicked his tongue, a hooligan living in his head is sad enough.

Yuan Wu bit his lip for a long time, and after slowly releasing it, there were shallow teeth marks on his lower lip.

Lin Chengbu stared at it for a few seconds, and then looked around. No one was there, and even if there were people, they couldn't quite see what was going on under the grassy slope.

He half-lyed beside Yuan Wu, lowered his head and carefully touched Yuan Wu's lips.

Yuan Wu's gentle breath rushed over his face.

He hesitated for 0.1 second, tapped the tip of his tongue on Yuan Wu's mouth, then slowly slid from the middle of his lips to the corner of his mouth, and then hooked back.

Yuan Wu moved a bit, and let out a low sleepy snort.

He paused, wanting to stop and let the little man of reason and desire in his mind fight to see the result, but after a second he found that there was no little man of reason in his mind at all, only the little man of desire Carrying a big knife and roaring back and forth, it means that no one dares to single out with himself, so lonely.

The tip of his tongue slipped in from between Yuan Wu's lips, Yuan Wu hummed a little confusedly, tilted his head, he quickly stuck it over, and poked in again.

Yuan Wu must have been woken up by him. Although he has not fully understood the situation, he still raised his hand to tear the mask off his eyes.

Lin Chengbu didn't make a sound, but quickly grabbed his hand and pressed it back to his side, while the tip of his tongue slipped into his mouth.

Yuan Wu's breathing paused for a moment, then gradually changed from steady to slightly chaotic, and then Lin Chengbu felt his response.

The tangled tip of the tongue and the meeting between the lips and teeth made Lin Chengbu's panting suddenly become short, and he kissed him heavily.

Yuan Wu's breathing was also slowly made a little heavy by him. When his hand pulled Yuan Wu's T-shirt and touched it, Yuan Wu put his arm on his shoulder and said with an almost inaudible voice: "Yeah. ..."

Just when Lin Chengbu's mind was dizzy, and he reached out to touch Yuan Wu's pants recklessly, Yuan Wu whispered in his ear: "Aren't you a bit too wild?"

"Ah," Lin Chengbu pulled out his dime and rationality in a daze, and controlled his hand, "I am a wild horse."

Yuan Wu laughed and pushed him.

Lin Chengbu followed his strength and lay down on the grass next to him, sighing.

Yuan Wu tore off the mask from his eyes, blew away his hair hanging from his forehead, and turned his face to look at him: "How long have I been asleep?"

"An hour... half an hour," Lin Chengbu closed his eyes, "I'm sorry."

"I'm so sleepy," Yuan Wu said, "If you dare to disturb me before I wake up, I will beat you."

"Understood," Lin Chengbu smiled, "I didn't do it on purpose, I couldn't hold back after seeing you for a while."

Yuan Wu put the mask on his eyes: "Don't look blindly."

"I don't need this thing," Lin Chengbu said, "I'm afraid you will run away quietly."

"Why did I run?" Yuan Wu said, "Still running quietly..."

"I don't know, it's not like you haven't run before," Lin Chengbu sighed, "Let me tell you, you're like a time bomb right now, I'm really struggling."

Yuan Wu didn't make a sound. After lying down again, he took his hand and grabbed a corner of his clothes and put it in his hand: "Grab it, you can feel it if I want to run, or I have to take off my clothes if I want to run." .”

Lin Chengbu grabbed his clothes and smiled: "Hey, sometimes I think you have a good side."

"Huh?" Yuan Wu responded.

"You weren't so fun before." Lin Chengbu said.

"I just want to sleep," Yuan Wu said, "I tell you sincerely, if you keep disturbing me, I will really get angry."

"Understood, don't disturb you, go to sleep." Lin Chengbu said with a smile.

Yuan Wu fell asleep this time, which was somewhat beyond Lin Chengbu's expectations.

Lin Chengbu squinted with him for a while and then took off the mask, unable to sleep, even if he was sleepy, usually half an hour of squinting during the day would be enough for him.

But Yuan Wu was obviously different from him. After falling asleep, he remained motionless as if in a coma. He didn't even move his fingers. He slept the sun from the top of his head to the top of the tree.

Lin Chengbu couldn't help going over several times to check his condition, and found that he was just sleeping, and he was sleeping very deeply. Although he felt that it was not normal, after all, his fake boyfriend had never seen how Yuan Wu slept before. Yes, can he sleep like this every time... He can only wait.

The sun in the city disappears faster than in the countryside, and it will soon be invisible in the tall buildings, unlike the sinking bridge, where you can always watch it from the treetops to the water.

After the sun faded, the grassy slope gradually became cooler, and the grass and soil warmed by the sun did not last long to keep warm. Lin Chengbu wanted to wake Yuan Wu up, but he didn't move after thinking about it.

It wasn't until the outpost team of the old lady's Tiantuan began to enter the field that he cleared his throat and whispered in Yuan Wu's ear: "Hey, you've been sleeping for several hours, it's almost the same."

Yuan Wu didn't move.

"My butt hurts from sitting," Lin Chengbu said, "I'm hungry."

After a few minutes, Yuan Wu finally moved, frowned and slowly opened his eyes, staring at him in bewilderment, and after a while he said: "I'm fucking dawn?"

"If you don't wake up, it will be dawn." Lin Chengbu held out his watch in front of his eyes, "Look at the time, it's almost six o'clock."

"I'm so sleepy," Yuan Wu yawned, stretched vigorously for ten seconds, and slowly sat up, "I haven't slept so soundly for a long time, and I haven't even had a dream. "

"Do you always dream?" Lin Chengbu asked.

"Well," Yuan Wu squeezed between his brows, "When you close your eyes, it's just a dream."

Lin Chengbu looked at him: "What do you dream about?"

Yuan Wu silently pinched the center of his brows, pressed his forehead again, and said after standing up: "It's all a nightmare."

Lin Chengbu didn't say anything more, nightmares, what kind of nightmares are they?

about what?

Is it Yuan Wu's nightmare, or... Yuan Shen's?

When he walked out of the park, Yuan Wu took the mask from Lin Chengbu's hand and put it on again. Lin Chengbu couldn't help but asked, "Why do you always wear a mask?"

Yuan Wu glanced at him, as if he hadn't thought about this question at all, and didn't know how to answer it.

Lin Chengbu asked again: "Why don't you look in the mirror?"

Yuan Wu stopped in his tracks, standing where he seemed to be thinking, and continued walking forward after a long time, saying, "Because he's so handsome."

Hold.

Lin Chengbu was suddenly agitated, and stared at Yuan Wu's back, wondering if it was because he had close contact with Yuan Wu in the past two days that his original feelings for Yuan Wu had slightly changed, gone further, or It's a deeper level... He wanted to pull Yuan Wu back more and more strongly than ever before, to his original life.

Even Yuan Wu didn't have him in his original life.

"It's because you dare not." Lin Chengbu said.

Yuan Wu's footsteps paused, Lin Chengbu followed and stood behind him: "You dare not look in the mirror, you are afraid to see yourself, and you are also afraid that others will see you."

Yuan Wu didn't speak, and turned around slowly after a while.

Lin Chengbu stared at him without speaking.

Lin Chengbu was not sure about his own judgment, but what he saw in the old factory building today, and the sentence "My name is Yuanshen", made him suddenly feel that his previous thoughts were not completely delusional.

"Send me back." Yuan Wu said.

"Where are you going?" Lin Chengbu said.

"Shen Qiao." Yuan Wu replied.

"No." Lin Chengbu flatly refused.

"What do you mean?" Yuan Wu narrowed his eyes, and there were some incomprehensible emotions in his eyes, which were different from any one Lin Chengbu had experienced before.

"You can't go back to Shenqiao," Lin Chengbu said, "That place...is not good."

"It's not good if you say it's not good?" Yuan Wu turned his head and walked over to the car, "Why?"

"Because I'm your boyfriend." Lin Chengbu followed.

"Little steps," Yuan Wu put his arm on his shoulders, pulled him to his side, and whispered in his ear, "Do you really think I'll believe you when you tell me?"

Lin Chengbu was stunned, because the huge shock caused by Yuan Wu's active and intimate posture of putting his arms over has not disappeared, and Yuan Wu's words brought him back to reality.

But before Yuan Wu took his arm back, he grabbed Yuan Wu's hand, dragged forward a few steps, opened the door and pushed Yuan Wu into the car, and then squeezed half of his body in, He took out a pair of handcuffs from the front passenger seat, quickly handcuffed Yuan Wu's wrist, and then handcuffed the other end to the handle of the car door.

Yuan Wu was a little surprised, staring at the handcuffs, and didn't say until Lin Chengbu got into the car: "Do you still have this thing?"

"You gave it to me," Lin Chengbu started the car, "Don't you remember?"