I Just Came to Borrow a Light

Lin Chengbu has almost forgotten the setting that he is a ghost waiting in line for reincarnation. Yuan Wu has always looked at the poor man who is nervous at a young age with a compassionate and sympathetic attitude towards this setting. There was an accident in the first second.

Now that Yuan Wu suddenly proposed to restart the plan, Lin Chengbu couldn't react for a long time, and he was stunned before asking: "Then you...can you remember?"

"I don't remember." Yuan Wu replied very simply.

"Oh," Lin Chengbu thought for a while, "Then try it first, didn't you say last time that the first ghost was in the factory in the northern suburbs?"

"I guessed it." Yuan Wu said.

"Then keep guessing." Lin Chengbu said.

Yuan Wu took another small cake and took a bite: "This cake is even worse than the broken birthday cake yesterday."

"Really," Lin Chengbu smiled, "Why don't we go back to the city later and I'll buy you chestnut cake? You used to like it very much."

"En." Yuan Wu responded, and put the cake he took a bite back into the bag.

"Don't eat?" Lin Chengbu asked.

"It's too unpalatable, like eating lime," Yuan Wu said, "The little bread just now is like sand, I'm too hungry to talk about it."

Lin Chengbu picked up the half cake and took a bite: "What's your sense of taste..."

Yuan Wu lit a cigarette, leaned back, and looked up at the sun that had begun to emit white light.

After eating half of the cake, Lin Chengbu wanted to find something to say, but he couldn't find it for a while. It has always been like this. You have to find a half-day entry point.

Before finding something to say, he could only stare at Yuan Wu up and down, but luckily Yuan Wu didn't care about his naked eyes before.

Lin Chengbu's eyes slowly looked down from Yuan Wu's still wet hair, beautiful forehead, straight nose, somewhat impatient lips and stubborn chin, collarbone, T-shirt... T-shirt is not Can't see anything... arms, wrists...

His eyes stopped on Yuan Wu's wrist. Ever since he gave the watch to Lin Chengbu that day, Yuan Wu's left wrist had been empty and he hadn't worn anything, but it was only now that Lin Chengbu saw the wrist where the watch was. The deep scar on the inside.

Shock and fear surged up in his heart at the same time, as well as deep doubts.

When did this happen?

Why cut the wrist?

Didn't Yuan Wu regard Xing Tian's story as an operation manual?All kinds of suffocation and water, why was the wrist cut before?

He stared at the scar for a long time.

There is only one conclusion in my mind, whether this scar was cut during Yuan Wu or Yuan Wu.

two years ago?

During the period when you suddenly lost contact?

"Aren't you going to work today?" Yuan Wu raised his hand to cover the sun that had already hit his face directly.

"Well," Lin Chengbu nodded, "I don't have much to do in the morning when I'm at work."

"Let's go then?" Yuan Wu said.

"...Okay," Lin Chengbu stood up, watched Yuan Wu enter the cabin to tidy up his things and wiped his head with a towel, then he asked cautiously, "Why...why do you want to..."

"Are you afraid of death?" Yuan Wu turned around and asked him.

"I'm terribly scared, especially scared." Lin Chengbu said.

"I'm afraid too," Yuan Wu said, and stopped wiping his hair. The towel covered half of his face, and he couldn't see his expression clearly. His voice was very low, "I don't want to just... die."

After hearing this sentence, Lin Chengbu was sure that Yuan Wu remembered what happened in the morning.

"You...morning...uh," but it was still difficult for Lin Chengbu to talk about this matter. Sensitive questions are harder than memorizing recipes, "I mean...you..."

"What's your mother tongue?" Yuan Wu asked.

"Ah?" Lin Chengbu was stunned for a while before he realized, "Chinese, Chinese, Mandarin."

"I didn't hear it." Yuan Wu said.

Lin Chengbu took a deep breath and cheered himself up in his heart. Did you see that this person is choking you again? He will never let go of any opportunity, no matter if he is him or not, no matter who he is, he will choke you. It's all standard...

"Are you trying to commit suicide this morning?" Lin Chengbu asked in a clear native language.

"Yes." Yuan Wu threw down the towel, scratched his messy hair, bent down and took his wallet and walked out of the cabin.

"Why?" Lin Chengbu asked.

"I don't know," Yuan Wu replied simply, "I don't know, I just... want to."

"Aren't you afraid of death?" Lin Chengbu continued to ask, what a proficient mother tongue.

"Yes." Yuan Wu said.

"Then why do you want to die again?" Lin Chengbu stared at him.

"Because that's how it should be." Yuan Wu turned and walked towards the pier.

Lin Chengbu didn't ask any more questions, feeling that Yuan Wu himself couldn't explain why.

He followed Yuan Wu, and suddenly felt that if he had studied hard before, he would be able to get into a university, study psychology or something, and maybe he could deduce Yuan Wu's thoughts.

Now my cultural accomplishment is enough to see the status of WeChat rumors, even if I want to learn by myself, I guess it’s enough. He went to a psychologist before, and they said that he needs to talk to him before he can judge, but he also told him some things, let alone I understand, he can't even remember what the doctor said now.

The sorrow of an illiterate fanboy.

When getting into the car, Lin Chengbu found that the wheels of the car were covered with grass and wild flowers, and even the front face of the car was also planted a lot. The artistic accomplishment of the big head is really getting higher and higher.

After Yuan Wu got into the car, he was still the same, leaning on the car seat, turning his head to look out the window in a daze.

Lin Chengbu put the car windows down, he likes the cool wind blowing in from outside when driving, of course, it is only limited to the countryside, the car windows will be put down in the city, he feels his face is frosted when he gets home.

Yuan Wu put on the hat in his hand, and took out the mask from his pocket.

"Is it too windy? Do you want to close the windows?" Lin Chengbu asked.

"No," Yuan Wu put on the mask, "I'm used to it."

got used to.

whose habit.

Yuan Wu does not have this habit.

Yuan Wu has distance and indifference towards people, but he never avoids any gaze, and can face any inquiry indifferently and arrogantly without caring.

There is an enchantment around him, but it never blocks himself.

The car drove out of Shenqiao. Today is not the weekend, and the weather is no longer as hot as before. Few people came to Shenqiao, and only a few agricultural vehicles and shuttle buses were seen on the road.

The shuttle bus drove very wildly. When passing by, Lin Chengbu had the illusion that his car would be taken away. All the shuttle bus drivers had the heart of a pilot who wanted to get rid of gravity and rush to the sky.

"Play some music and listen to it." Yuan Wu said.

"Oh," Lin Chengbu glanced at him, "What do you want to hear?"

"You're not my man..." Yuan Wu squinted his eyes and looked out the window.

"For me, it's your boyfriend," Lin Chengbu reached out and pressed the CD player, "All the discs in my car are the ones you like to listen to."

"I haven't listened to music for a long time." Yuan Wu said.

"I haven't listened to it for a long time." Lin Chengbu said.

There are discs in the cd player, but Lin Chengbu can't remember how long ago he put them in. He hasn't listened to these discs since Yuan Wu became like this.

Although he has no experience of listening to music with Yuan Wu, as soon as he thinks that these are songs that Yuan Wu usually listens to, he dare not listen to them again.

After such a long time, he was a little surprised that the dish could still make a sound.

The music started, and after the prelude, Yuan Wu sang softly along with the music: "feel...Icanfeelyou...thebliss, yourkiss..."

Lin Chengbu's eyes suddenly became sour, and he tapped the steering wheel a few times with his fingers.

"You haven't returned my clothes to me yet." Yuan Wu said.

"No more," Lin Chengbu said, "I want it."

Yuan Wu turned to look at him.

"Would you like to exchange my clothes with you?" Lin Chengbu said again.

"Forget it." Yuan Wu closed his eyes.

The car drove to the outskirts of the city, and to go to the abandoned factory in the northern suburbs, he had to pass through the urban area, Lin Chengbu glanced at Yuan Wu: "Seat belt."

"Huh?" Yuan Wu, who had been closing his eyes to rest his mind, opened one eye.

"Points will be deducted for the co-pilot not wearing a seat belt." Lin Chengbu said.

Yuan Wu clicked impatiently, pulled the seat belt, and when he was about to buckle it, he paused, held the buckle in front of his eyes and looked: "Is there no girl in your car?"

"...Only my mother and my sister," Lin Chengbu glanced at the buckle, and smiled a little embarrassedly, "I also sit less."

"Get a cock buckle here and your mother didn't whip you?" Yuan Wu buckled the seat belt.

"Dorafeng." Lin Chengbu said.

Yuan Wu ignored him and closed the car windows. As soon as the car drove into the urban area, the air began to turn gray.

Lin Chengbu turned on the air conditioner.

"Why don't I remember this thing?" Yuan Wu asked after a while.

"What?" Lin Chengbu was stunned.

"This penis, I should have an impression of my boyfriend's things." Yuan Wu glanced at him.

Lin Chengbu was a little nervous, and his heart beat a little faster. Telling such a big lie really needs a strong heart. He cleared his throat: "You don't even remember me."

Yuan Wu was silent for a while: "Yes."

Lin Chengbu breathed a sigh of relief, and almost missed the turning intersection when he was nervous.

When the car stopped at the intersection and waited for the left turn light to turn on, Yuan Wu turned his head and asked again: "Then have we slept together?"

Have we slept together?

Have we slept together?

Have you ever slept?

go to bed?

go to bed!

Lin Chengbu was taken aback, and stepped on the gas pedal. Fortunately, it was in neutral gear. After the engine groaned, he lowered his head and coughed violently, partly because he was shocked and choked, and partly to cover up his guilty conscience.

fuck!

Forget the most important link!

Boyfriend!

Have you ever slept in bed?

ever?

Of course Lin Chengbu hoped so, and wanted to say so, but he is still a serious fanboy with a bottom line, and he has already taken advantage of Yuan Wu's brain damage... No, Yuan Wu's lack of clarity has taken advantage of it, and he really can't No matter how stinky and shameless you are to take such a big advantage.

Although I really want to occupy it.

But... haven't been on it?

A boyfriend who hasn't slept... sounds a little suspicious again.

Lin Chengbu's cough was almost unbearable. He himself felt that it sounded very fake. He coughed endlessly... When the green light came on, he had to stop coughing, put the car in gear and drive out.

"Then what," he glanced at Yuan Wu, the mask on Yuan Wu's face perfectly covered his expression, and he didn't get any information, "Why do you ask this?"

"You don't have to answer." Yuan Wu said.

"Then what are you asking!" Lin Chengbu was a little helpless.

"Look at your reaction," Yuan Wu turned his head and continued to look out the window, "I want to drink some water."

"There's a milk tea shop in front...go to drink milk tea? Tribute tea? I haven't had it for a long time," Lin Chengbu looked at the side of the road, and he couldn't help but look at himself when he mentioned something he liked very much and hadn't drunk for a long time He continued, "Oh, yes, this is the road, there is a shop in front, and you can park your car... Do you like black tea, green tea, or Longjing tea?"

"Is boiled water okay?" Yuan Wu said, "I just want to drink a bottle of mineral water, water, Shi Wuai water, plain water."

"...Understood." Lin Chengbu was a little embarrassed.

Regardless of whether it is Gongcha or Shi Wuaishui, the car can only be parked in front of Gongcha's house, and there are only a few parking spaces there.

After Lin Chengbu parked the car, he saw Yuan Wu staring at the tribute tea sign outside, he quickly explained: "There is a supermarket next door where you can buy water...there is no other place to park."

Yuan Wu made no sound.

"Really." Lin Chengbu added.

"Go and buy it." Yuan Wu sat in the car without moving.

"Huh? What's the matter?" Lin Chengbu asked.

"I... afraid." Yuan Wu replied in a low voice.

"Afraid?" Lin Chengbu immediately remembered his excuse when he asked Yuan Wu to accompany him to get some snacks, "Aren't you, you want to take revenge for such a thing?"

"I'm really afraid," Yuan Wu leaned his head on the glass, looking outside, "There are too many people."

Lin Chengbu looked at him and didn't speak for a long time.

Yes, there are too many people.

Yuan Wu has been isolated on that boat for too long, even if he would go to the town to shop, the bustle of the town, even on days when there is a fair, cannot be compared to a commercial street in a city with high-rise buildings. Compare.

He suddenly felt distressed.

Yuan Wu, who used to be filled with flashing lights and music every night, surrounded by motley crowds and screams, used to say that he was afraid of Yuan Wu, who was always indifferent to this kind of feasting and feasting.

"Wait for me in the car," Lin Chengbu said, "Mineral water, do you want anything else?"

"Gong tea." Yuan Wu said.

"Huh?" Lin Chengbu was stunned.

"I don't want mineral water," Yuan Wu turned his face, "I want tribute tea, black tea."

"Okay." Lin Chengbu nodded, opened the door and got out of the car.

When walking towards Gongcha, he hesitated again, and locked the car with the remote control.

Yuan Wu heard the sound of the car being locked, leaned on the car seat and smiled, and turned up the music.

He actually said he was afraid to Lin Chengbu.

In fact, it’s not fear, it’s just a faint discomfort and resistance. The crowds come and go, everyone is in a hurry, passing by countless people and turning a blind eye.

"Xiao Wu, look."

"Look at what."

"Look at me, can you see me?"

"can."

"Then do you think, is it really me that you see? Is it really me?"

"Aren't you just you?"

"No, I am the one I know, but not necessarily the one you know... Which one do you see?"

"I do not know."

"I don't know... I feel like I've been looking, but I don't know who I'm looking at... Is the person in the eyes the same person? What's in the mirror? When you look in the mirror, what you see is You, or me?"

Yuan Wu irritatedly slammed the seat back hard, and turned up the music in the car.

What the hell are you talking about!

What exactly are you trying to say!

I can't understand it, I haven't understood it all the time, it makes people crazy!

what are these...

Lin Chengbu was several meters away from the car when he heard the deafening music in the car.

Ireeberreeberyou, Ireeberstillclosetoyou, Noneedtowardthedistancehere…

Yuan Wu leaned on the seat and closed his eyes, as if he was still listening.

"Damn," Lin Cheng walked over and opened the car door and felt his ears were about to explode. He stretched out his hand to turn down the music, "You're not afraid that the police will come over in a while."

"Can you hear it?" Yuan Wu asked.

"If a deaf person can hear it, he has to be deaf again." Lin Cheng stepped into the car and closed the door, and put the two cups of tea in front of him, "Drink it."

"I mean, can you hear someone talking?" Yuan Wu asked.

"Where?" Lin Chengbu looked around.

"Here." Yuan Wu opened his eyes and looked at him.

"Is someone... talking?" Lin Chengbu suddenly felt a chill down his spine, "We're talking."

Yuan Wu pulled off his mask and smiled, reached for a cup of tea and took a sip.

"Is it good?" Lin Chengbu looked at him.

"Well," Yuan Wu nodded, "It's something that young people like."

"...Are you very old?" Lin Chengbu sighed.

"You call me uncle." Yuan Wu said.

"Then you still call me uncle, where am I going to reason." Lin Chengbu also took a sip of the tribute tea, and the feeling of panic in his heart subsided after the cold and refreshing tea went all the way down to his stomach Slowly subsided.

"We are..." Yuan Wu took out the straw and slowly drank the cream on it, "How do we know each other?"

How did you meet?

For Lin Chengbu, this question is easier to answer than asking how old he is.

"At the entrance of a bar." Lin Chengbu bent one leg and sat sideways, facing Yuan Wu, "It was just autumn and the weather was very nice. I like it, but nosebleeds easily..."

"Remove the environmental description and psychological description." Yuan Wu interrupted him.

"Oh," Lin Chengbu smiled, "That's the entrance of the bar. I'm looking for someone. When I saw you, I thought I fucked this person...special...very...pretty..."

"Handsome." Yuan Wu took his words.

"Yes," Lin Chengbu nodded, "At that time, I thought, why is this guy so handsome? It's pretty cool."

"And then?" Yuan Wu looked at him.

"Then I thought that I have to talk to you, I can say anything, I can ask for directions." Lin Chengbu took a sip of tea, "I'll go there."

"Ask me for directions?" Yuan Wu raised his eyebrows.

"No, I asked you to borrow a fire." Lin Chengbu looked into his eyes, "I said, uncle borrowed a fire, that's all I said."

"Did you call me uncle when we first met?" Yuan Wu asked.

"Well, I don't know where the short circuit is. I tend to talk nonsense when I'm nervous," Lin Chengbu laughed after thinking about it, "But you were quite...as if you didn't wake up that day, and you probably haven't shaved your beard for several days .”

"And then?" Yuan Wu continued to ask.

"Say...you tell me," Lin Chengbu said softly with a smile, "Say, you're talking to me, sir, you look so flirtatious and a little impatient."