wait for me to grow up

Huang Zitao has been thinking about one thing, his head is getting dizzy, but he just can't figure it out.Locking myself in the bathroom, looking at myself dripping wet in the mirror, I suddenly felt strange.

Obviously... he is a real man, right?

And he is a man with a height of 180+ and martial arts, right?

It's not like Lu Han who is not good looking and will confuse with girls, nor is it like Beef who is coquettish and coquettish... Well, when it comes to coquettish, isn't he faithfully playing the role of a good brother?Sehun can act like a baby too, okay?So being liked must be my illusion~

Having convinced himself so easily, Huang Zitao shook the water off his head.Well, these things happened, it must not be my fault, definitely not! !

but……

The words that Jin Zhongren said to himself just now seemed to be still in his ears.Every word and every word made my ears itchy and my heart ache.

Say don't get hurt, say to be beside him... what does that mean?Could it be...

"Oh, Huang Zitao, are you crazy? Don't you think everyone in the world likes you?"

He yelled such a sentence in the mirror.Then, Huang Zitao dragged a towel over with peace of mind, and quietly wiped his hair.until……

until the door is opened.

Tao, with his upper body bare, held the towel and kept it in a position of being naked on his head. He looked at the person who came in with his eyes wide open, blinking his eyes.Byun Baek-hyun had a white bath towel hanging on his shoulders, he didn't expect Tao to be inside, and felt a little embarrassed for a while.To be honest today...he shouldn't appear in front of Tao, this is Brother Junmian's request.

After hearing about the confession incident, Bian Baek Hyun was more excited than anyone else, if Jun Mian hadn't stopped him, he would have asked Wu Yifan immediately, could it be that his questioning made him so extreme?Is this revenge on yourself?

Thanks to Brother Junmian's way of handling the crisis, the suppressed self was able to face Tao a little more rationally.Standing at the door, wondering whether to go in, Bai Xian bit his lip, "Ah Tao, you... finished washing?"

"Well, bro, I'll be fine soon." With his head lowered and quickly brushing his hair, Tao seemed to be escaping from something, as awkward as himself.

Bai Xian stood there watching for a while, but finally couldn't hold back, stepped forward and snatched the towel over, "Hey, are you going to wipe off all your hair? Sit over there!" He said, signaling Tao with his eyes Sitting on the toilet.

If it weren't for the inappropriate atmosphere, Tao would have made an issue of his height, but in the end he sat down obediently, raised his head and looked at Bai Xian, "Actually, I can go out and wipe myself."

"shut up!"

"..."

The man wiped his hair gently, without saying a word, but even if he didn't look back, he knew how warm his eyes must be.Tao accidentally put on a smile, the beef is really the best~

Bian Baixian looked at Huang Zitao with more than gentle eyes?Simply plaintive.He dried that person's hair little by little, and also wetted his heart little by little, turning into a pool of spring water in an instant.

"Tao, I have a question I want to ask you."

"what?"

"Do you still remember that time we went to KTV to play truth or dare?"

"..."

"What do you think about that kiss?"

Tao was stunned, and then felt itching in his ears, it was Bai Xian's exhaled breath that hit his ears, and a thin layer of goose bumps formed.What do you mean by how do you see that kiss?

"No, it's not just a game..."

"That time, you were drunk, but I wasn't." Saying this, Bai Xian couldn't hold back and gently hugged the person in front of him, resting his head on his shoulder, looking at Tao's easily stained red profile , smiled inexplicably, "When you and Yixing walked over, my heart was actually very flustered at that moment, but it was almost at the same time that I convinced myself, Tao, can you understand my mood? If you must If you want to kiss, the person I choose is you."

"..."

"The reason is also very simple, we are special, aren't we?"

Bai Xian really said the word "special" too many times before Huang Zitao realized that the meaning was different this time. Being hugged by that person with his bare upper body, all the skin touched became hot. For a moment Huang Zitao wondered if he was I was dreaming, why did this kind of thing happen one after another?What exactly is going on?Are they collectively going to joke with themselves?

If that's the case...if that's the case, you'll be laughed at for being too serious.But what if not?Thinking about it, his heart skipped a beat, he turned his head slightly stiffly, the faces of the two were ambiguously close, but Bai Xian didn't move away at all.

Because of the close distance, Tao blinked his eyes quickly, "Brother, what are you... doing?"

"Tao, don't think that brother is too much." Bai Xian saw Tao's tangled eyes, curled his mouth, let go of Tao, turned to face him, looked at him more seriously and said, "Brother just doesn't want to always It’s so hard for such a person to keep this secret, really.”

"..."

"I don't want to respond greedily, but if I keep holding back, I feel like I'm going to explode!"

"Brother means..."

"Oh, I like you."

It was because Bai Xian said it so easily, Huang Zitao looked at the smiling beef, and didn't know what to say.It’s not that I don’t like beef, but I’ve never thought of liking it differently~ I have such a good relationship with Baekhyun, and I don’t feel awkward kissing and hugging, but once this closeness is full of love, even the eyes start to make people feel shy ...

Bai Xian seemed to see what Tao was thinking, his smile gradually became a bit bitter, but he also stretched out his hand to rub Tao's half-dry hair, the smell of Tao's shampoo, watermelon, faintly wafted in the air.

"Don't feel awkward, and I don't want you to say anything, I just want you to know, otherwise I feel too wronged. I like you, it's my own business, I naturally look forward to your promise, but I don't You need to force yourself, as long as you don’t hide from me, that is your greatest tenderness to me~”

These words are a bit humble.

Huang Zitao was confused by the fragile Bai Xian in front of him. He didn't know if love would hurt a person like this, but he just vaguely felt that, compared to Brother Fan's domineering way of saying that he liked him, what Bai Xian said to him was even more impressive. My heart aches.

No matter what, he could feel Baek Hyun's kindness to him.Even though her eyes were full of pain, when she looked at herself, she was smiling.Baekhyun like this couldn't even say "I'm sorry".

He opened his mouth, but in the end he didn't say anything, Tao's peach blossom eyes were charming and moving in the dense moisture, Bai Xian really endured it for too long, he thought he could still express his love selflessly like a fairy who was freed from all emotions, but seeing Looking at the person I like so much, for a moment the whole person seems to be empty, and my mind is blank.Probably because of the atmosphere, although Bai Xian saw Tao's surprise when he approached him, he closed his eyes tightly and only enjoyed the second kiss between him and Tao.

A...his stolen kiss.

It would be a lie to say that I have no regrets. I should follow what Brother Junmian said, and be a quiet watchman, instead of acting rashly and puncturing the window paper.But there was no rejection that I had expected, and my heart was full of emotion. Looking at that person, I wanted to get close to him as if instinctively...

Huang Zitao was really frightened when he got kissed, his first reaction was to push him away, but... But the distress he felt for him in his heart reminded him all the time, even if it was deliberately ignoring, it was also a kind of beef Cruel, let alone refuse.

"Don't bear it, just say no if you hate it."

This kiss only lasted less than three seconds, although it was fleeting, it was also very beautiful, Bai Xian stretched out his hand helplessly to smooth Tao's furrowed brows, but he just froze for a moment and then withdrew his hand.

For the sake of Tao's embarrassment, Bai Xian was about to go out first, but he was stopped before he reached the door. Huang Zitao lowered his head, his fingers turned slightly white from clutching the towel too hard, but he still yelled "beef".

"..."

"I don't...I don't hate you~"

"..."

But...but I never thought of you liking me like that.

So, so I feel sorry.I will also be afraid... I am afraid that if I refuse, even the warm beef before will be lost~

In this way, am I being too greedy?

Biting his lip, Huang Zitao still didn't dare to look up, so he didn't know how affectionate Bai Xian looked back at him.Bai Xian was speechless, just smiled wryly, didn't he?If you don't hate it... that's enough.If you still can't accept it in the end, even if you just don't hate it, it's good.

"Tao, if you don't hate it, just treat what happened today as just a dream."

"..."

"A... never to be mentioned again, a dream buried in our hearts. Let's wake up tomorrow as before, okay?"

"……Um."

If that's the case, that would be great.We are so beautiful to each other, never change, never change!

Byun Baekhyun's smile froze at the corner of his mouth, but in the next second, he looked up and walked out of the bathroom as if nothing had happened.Even if there is too much pain to say, even if there are too many feelings that can only be hidden in the end, he kept the most precious one by his side.He still won, right?

Baek Hyun put on a brighter smile, he has been a smart person since he was a child, he knows what to do and what not to do, and it is enough to deviate from those few times.Anyway, it won't be your own, so keep it by yourself.As that special beef, guard it carefully.This is also very good, really, very good... This is how he told himself over and over in his heart, and then he left there step by step.

Well, yes, very good.

Huang Zitao sat in the same place sullenly, he didn't know what was going on recently, he couldn't handle it by himself anymore, did all the brothers and brothers start joking with him?

But in the final analysis, these four people are all he cares about, and they are all people he is unwilling to hurt.But it's also... He never thought about liking this thing, and forcing him like this now, he must be the first and the second big.The first time I heard this kind of gossip, it was about myself and Brother Fan. At that time, I was completely dumbfounded. I really felt that those people had too much brains. Is it ambiguous?Until now, he was a little hesitant. Could it be that from that time on, it was only bystanders?

It's been so long... Tao closed his eyes helplessly, wrapped his arms around himself, wishing he could hide himself.After so long, did I actually have such no discernment?And those... or can't everyone see it, except yourself?And that brat Wu Shixun, who does he really like?Brother Donghai knew about it, but I, who was with him day and night, didn't know it.

Huang Zitao couldn't help shouting in his heart: Ah, Huang Zitao, are you a fool?

When I was silent, it might have been a little long, and my hair was almost dry. Only then did Tao realize that the bathroom is not a romantic place, so he curled his lips and prepared to go back to the room and continue to criticize his own dullness.

So it is enough to see the maknae staring straight at me as soon as I open the door! ! !

"Hmm...Sehun, do you want to use the bathroom?"

"No, I'm looking for you."

"..."

Come to... the bathroom for me?Blinking his eyes, Huang Zitao laughed twice, "What's the matter?"

"What did Brother Baixian tell you just now?"

"..." Don't tell me you knew when he came in?

"I watched him go in!" The maknae narrated the incident without changing his expression, his attitude was so upright and awe-inspiring.

"..." Have you been waiting in the living room for so long?Maknae, I don't remember you being such a polite and good boy~

"I just want to know, what did he say?"

On the surface, Wu Shixun looks calm, but in fact he was about to blow up a long time ago!The showdown with Wu Yifan and preparing for his brave confession seemed to be a matter of one second, and the next second he was interrupted one after another by his younger brother and his elder brother took the lead.Just now he asked Brother Minshuo where Tao was, and Brother Minshuo told him inarticulately that he was in the bathroom with a piece of bread in his mouth.When he was a little embarrassed to barge in like this and hesitated, he just watched Byun Baekhyun put on a towel and enter as if nothing had happened!go!up!

Shixun silently reached out his hand to stop it, but the long distance became an eternal pain.

So I waited to see the scene of Baek Hyun being kicked out by Tao, and after nearly a minute, his entire face turned completely black.

Tell me, it's Huang Zitao who is using his completely illogical and ridiculous super power! ! !Anyway, those two people must not be bathing together, definitely not!Tao, who was stimulated by his beefy brother's confession at that moment, would never know that at the same time, the youngest outside the door was also stimulated by his brain supplement to make life worse than death.

Even though he calmed himself down quickly, it wasn't very good. Thinking calmly, Bian Baek Hyun's temper...he will completely become the second Wu Yifan, and he will definitely tell Tao, definitely will!So it is self-evident what those two people being alone for such a long time represents.

Especially, especially the smile on Byun Baekhyun's face when he came out.

Seeing that, Oh Sehun's whole world went dark.

What does that smile represent?He doesn't want to know.

But...if it was really as stubborn as he thought he didn't care, then...how could he stand here stupidly and insist on him giving himself an answer for no reason?

Want to get the answer, but afraid that the answer is the one in my heart.Probably because I like someone, that's how I worry about gains and losses.

But Huang Zitao, who really doesn't know why Wu Shixun is so obsessed with Baek Hyun, has been repeatedly saying in his mind since he saw Shixun, "Who do you really like???"

"Forget it, don't say it!" Because of Tao's hesitation and embarrassment, Wu Shixun's heart was raised in his throat, so he simply threw away his helmet and armor and became a deserter, turned around and wanted to leave.

"Oh, Sehun!"

Being stopped by the panda, Wu Shixun couldn't hide the sadness in his eyes, and just stood there in a daze.He doesn't even know how to describe his mood now, he tells himself tens of thousands of times to be brave, but when he faces a person, countless emotions get stuck here, making him uncomfortable.Then nothing can be said.It's the first time I like someone so much, and I have never had experience to compare, so what happens every minute and every second makes people unprepared.

"Wu Shixin, are you... are you angry?"

Hesitant to ask, Huang Zitao hurriedly came out of the bathroom, and cautiously approached Shixun, should he be dragged?I'm a little uncertain.So he bit his lips and asked in a low voice, "Aren't you going to be angry again?"

Wu Shixun glanced at him, and was so angry with his little wife that he wanted to roll his eyes a few more times.Huang Zhitao, do you really think I'm a balloon?What is "again"?Am I always angry?Wu Shixun thought angrily!

"Poetry..."

"Are you afraid that I will be angry?" Wu Shixun turned to look at him, asking a little awkwardly.

"Of course I'm not afraid!" Huang Zitao blinked, please, I'm your brother anyway, shouldn't you act according to my wink?Originally, he wanted to be more ostentatious, but when he spoke, he caught a glimpse of Shixun looking at him coldly, and immediately softened, muttering, "Just... just a little worried~"

"If you don't want to make me angry, then..."

Don't do things that make me angry, Hun Dan! ! !

"?"

Wu Shixun looked at him viciously, but it was like a deflated balloon. That panda always did this, making people half-dead from anger, and then looking at him with an innocent but serious look, how can people get angry?

Huang Zitao was more puzzled than anyone else, although Wu Shixun was always angry, but this time he really couldn't figure it out.Thinking about the cause of this incident, he asked Baek Hyun what he said to him, and he clearly understood what Baek Hyun said in the bathroom just now... But, but... What does Sehun care about?

Wait... Tao's eyes suddenly lit up, and the way he looked at Shixun also became a little complicated.Wait, didn't Brother Donghae say that Sehun has someone he likes?The reason why I didn't think of it was because the kid who was together all day didn't meet anyone else. Doesn't that mean that the person Shixun likes is very likely to be an acquaintance?

For acquaintances...

"Sehun, actually, I have something I want to ask you."

The atmosphere was suddenly serious, and Wu Shixun was a little caught off guard. Before he had time to question, he was asked first.Before he fully understood what was going on, he nodded in a strange way.

Isn't Tao's heart in a mess?If what he thinks is correct, the world will be in a mess again. Today is a day that makes his brain freeze, and all kinds of new relationships that are caught off guard are unfolding in front of his eyes. This kind of bombardment gives him no time to rest. , let alone thinking.However, among so many things, there is one thing that has something to do with Shixun. Brother Donghai, he just mentioned it casually, but he couldn't ignore it.

Hey, Oh Sehun, you don't like...

"If you have nothing to say, I'll..."

"Sehun, do you like beef?"

Shixun tilted his head, didn't this topic change a little too quickly?Why ask this question?

"Hi...do you like it?"

"what."

Then, Wu Shixun saw the panda in front of him frightened as if struck by lightning, opened his mouth but didn't make a sound, and stared into his eyes repeatedly.As if confirming something.Immediately afterwards, the panda that put on a good show with its expression turned its head and left in a little panic.

This made him a little confused.

"Oh, Huang Zitao, what do you mean?"

"Wait, let me digest this information first." The panda left quickly, leaving only this sentence.

He was left in the same place and asked the sky speechlessly, what's the matter?What's good about this information?It's not that Huang Zitao doesn't know, isn't it normal that he likes beef?We have gone out to eat barbecue so many times, what can't you accept? !

Huang Zitao didn't even know how he wobbled back to the room, and as soon as he got back to the room, he laid out the word "big" on the bed.Brother Baozi, who had just finished eating supper outside and was full of guilt, saw this scene as soon as he returned to his room.What happened to this energetic little panda in my home?Usually, it is difficult to see him in such a completely powerless manner.

"Tao, what's the matter?"

"I'm a bit tired T_T"

To be honest, really, tired!He lived a good life, and he didn't know when he was buried with explosives one by one, and the inadvertent friction brought sparks, and he ignited the crisis around him before he saw it clearly.Then one after another, all exploded!The flames splattered and could not be controlled at all, threatening to start a prairie fire.And I, who can't do anything, can only hide in a corner, watching my life being blown to pieces.

"Could it be..."

Is it because of Kris?Minshuo almost asked the question.They have all seen the awkwardness between those two people these days.In particular, he's sure of one thing, that one thing, that makes him feel even a little bit sympathetic to Kris.He obviously liked Tao, but he also became the person who hurt him the most.Moreover, there is no way to make up for this kind of harm, it will only get deeper and deeper. As their fame grows and more and more people like them, this kind of harm will also get worse, until those two people are no longer together. Way to be patient.Their relationship is simply not suitable for saying that they like these things.

So, he kind of sympathizes with Kris.

Of course, this was on the basis that he didn't know that Kris had confided his feelings.

"Brother, have you ever felt that way? That is, you suddenly realize that your life, your world, is completely different from what you thought before. Everything is turned upside down in a strange way, and what you liked before It became very scary, and then I didn't dare to get close. But...but I was very reluctant."

"Fool." After thinking a lot and finally saying these two words, Minshuo stepped forward and patted his head, feeling even more emotional.Before, I was always afraid that this child’s attitude towards the world would be hurt by the world. I hoped that he would always be simple and untroubled, and then he looked at me with a frightened expression, as if all his worries had become reality. .

"Brother ~ so I feel a little uncomfortable."

"...Do you want to hug you?"

Tao always acted coquettishly and begged for a hug, and Minshuo, who didn't know how to persuade him, could only hope that a warm hug would make him temporarily forget all those annoying things.

"Ah."

…………

We, Tao, never know pain, how good would it be?

Has it finally come to such a day?All his obstacles vanished.What he wanted to protect, whether it was that person or that purer relationship, seemed...he didn't protect it.

Jin Junmian didn't know what to do, he did everything he could do.It’s not that I have analyzed the pros and cons of everyone impatiently, not everyone has carefully paid attention to every detail in life, and it’s not that they have given up a lot of selfishness for the overall situation of their dreams... But in the end, things still turned out to be It looks like this~

Jin Junmian didn't even know whether he should talk to Huang Zitao or not.After all, as the person involved, he has been impacted more than them.But how should the words be said?Ask him how he feels, ask his decision?Pretend that everything is nothing and ask him, will you... become someone's lover in the future, right?

He couldn't ask all these questions!

Just when Jin Junmian was struggling with these problems to death, the panda foolishly sent him to the door.

"Brother, I have something to tell you. Can you keep it a secret?"

"..."

He didn't expect that Huang Zitao would tell him everything about it, because that panda was not like this kind of child at all.It is clear that he is a slippery student who cheated on the teacher after making trouble. It is a little surprising that he is so good this time.

"Brother, tell me, what is the best way to deal with this matter?"

"Tao, why did you tell me? You clearly know that the less people know about this kind of thing, the better. You are not afraid..."

"Because I have suffered this kind of loss!" Tao's bright expression and troubled eyes are moving, "Reckless, misunderstanding, and all kinds of things that I can't solve. It's because Knowing how important this matter is to our team, I am afraid that if I decide alone, I will make mistakes again.”

"So you want me to help you make a decision?" Jin Junmian almost cried, how could there be such a good child?How can there be such a worry-free and considerate child?Come on, come to my brother's arms and let my brother hurt! ! !

"Well, because my brother is the captain, and he has been in the company for so many years, he must be more experienced than me in dealing with these things. I'm afraid, I'm afraid that what should I do if I make a decision out of my own imagination and then affect our entire team? ?”

Although there is nothing wrong with saying this, how can you let others make decisions about feelings?No matter how much he loves this child, it's still...

"Brother, why don't you speak?"

"Tao, what do you mean?"

"Mine?" Huang Zitao blinked, "Didn't I already tell my brother? I never thought about that kind of liking, working hard with everyone from the beginning to now, and the direction of hard work is only us A persistent dream."

"Kris...don't you like it?" I asked a little cautiously, because Jin Junmian had thought about this question many times. In the eyes of others, the relationship between the two was indeed too good.Therefore, I would think that it is possible that Tao actually likes him.

"Let me tell you the truth, I have thought about this question too. Not only this time forced me to think about it, but I also thought about it before. Of course I like him, but just like every one of you, this I don’t like it to a particular degree. Although I don’t have the heart to hurt him, and I’m afraid of destroying our relationship, so I choose not to talk about many things, but brother, I once thought about a question, that is, my liking for him , Can you let me make a decision. A... must be his decision. "

"Is it necessary for him?"

"Yes, I've thought about it, whether it's in the story or in the movie. Isn't the love mentioned all about hoping to grow old? So I thought, I really like the feeling of being with everyone, I also wanted to rely on Brother Fan forever. However, if one day I have to choose, the one who is ranked first, the one who can satisfy me alone... it seems that it is not him."

…………

"Tao, what can I do?"

"Try to return everything to its original position, and don't affect our team." When he said this, Huang Zitao's eyes had a stubborn look.

"……it is good."

Huang Zitao never knew that being liked would be a hard thing.The change in relationship broke his cognition, and made his world seem to have experienced a circular explosion. Now he is dizzy and at a loss.

Wanting to find Brother Donghai is just a temporary idea, after all, he is the brother I have known since his debut, and I also got help from him for many things I don't understand.Xiaolu Chi, surnamed Huang, went through untold hardships to find the address given to him by Brother Donghai, but he hesitated before knocking on the door.

My own troubles are not ordinary, and liking between same-sex is not common, I don't know if Brother Donghai will feel uncomfortable...

Still hesitating, the door opened directly~

Huang Zitao looked at the person coming out, and was stunned for three seconds, then bowed at 90 degrees, "Hi, senior!!"

Li Hyuk-jae was wearing home clothes, carrying the garbage to be thrown away, and was a little dazed in place. He waited until the child bowed and said hello, then scratched his head with his free hand, "Um... looking for Donghae? He... is taking a bath now, you go in and wait." ~"

"..."

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