wait for me to grow up

Some people say that some young ladies are still carefree and innocent in the ivory tower, while some young ladies are forced to grow up under the whirlwind.Not just fate, but choice.Choose to live a different life, whether you are happy or sad, you will bear it yourself.

And that kind of heartache is a kind of pain that cannot be shared.What qualifications do you have to say that you have empathy without experience?Sometimes my heart hurts, I just can't bear to see a person in pain, but other than what you see, do you know if his real pain is all or just the tip of the iceberg?

Suddenly one day, Shixun found that... Tao hadn't contacted him anymore.

This incident didn't happen suddenly. I don't know what happened to Tao recently, and I have less and less words to talk to myself. Finally, one day, I have no news at all.Wu Shixun, who didn't get any contact from Tao until the evening, had no choice but to call Luhan.

"Tao?" It was quite unexpected, even Lu Han's voice was not like usual, as soon as he heard it, he knew he was in a bad mood.

"Did something happen to Ge Tao? No, I haven't seen such news."

Lu Han smiled wryly, it turned out that Wu Shixun also searched for these things online, but fortunately he only read the news that was translated into Korean, and he didn't know anything about Huang Zitao.

Not in other places, in the motherland which should be the warmest, and Chinese characters which should be the most intimate, but it hurt Huang Zitao the most.

This hurt didn't start all of a sudden, actually Huang Zitao didn't care about those comments on the Internet for a day or two, but whether it was them or himself, he used "it will pass" to comfort him.And then... over and over again not seeing that past head.

"Shixun, don't ask for now. Tao is not in a good mood recently, and it's normal not to contact you. I can't explain the specific things clearly. It should be said that I don't know what's going on. Anyway... Don't worry, I'll be with him."

No matter the injury or whatever, I will be by his side.

In fact, it’s a bit weird to say that Huang Zitao was one of the most popular members during their preview period. His tall martial arts combined with the appearance of a standard Chinese classical beauty, Huang Zitao is loved as soon as he appears in the public eye, even if the company clearly shows him He is a maknae, so the resources are not among the best, but he has just made a lot of money by relying on the gimmick of martial arts after his debut.At least Luhan thinks that there is no reason why so many people don't like Tao.

It's not that beauty is in the eyes of my beauties. Even if it is objectively speaking, shouldn't the company be more poisonous than anyone else?At the beginning, I would rather let Jin Wenkui act in a play but try to see how far Huang Zitao can persist, which shows that he clearly has high hopes for him.Even if you are young and don't have opportunities, you won't be unhappy everywhere.Moreover, Lu Han, who spends all day with Huang Zitao, doesn't understand. Even if someone doesn't like Huang Zitao, will anyone really hate him?

If it's because of his simplicity, some people will smear him as having a low EQ; if it's because of his kindness, some people will think that he is weak, obviously childish, but he will be called a mother... It seems that he is doing nothing wrong.Even if some people can't understand it, after all, people are not RMB, so how can everyone like it?It's okay to be unattractive, but there are batches of hooligan remarks on the Internet that irresponsibly smear Huang Zitao's family background, character, and character... Isn't it strange?

They all had warnings about their future. It was a war to take the road of entertainment industry from the very beginning when they were trainees.They are struggling to win this war, but they can relax and enjoy the beauty of victory after their debut. All of this... is just the beginning, the beginning of a bigger battle!This time the war is more complex and darker.Fighting each other for no reason, this circle is such a world without swords and swords.

In Huang Zitao's heart, the world is not like this.

What makes Luhan feel distressed is that Huang Zitao, that idiot, can easily trust others, not only the people around him, but also the world.In Huang Zitao's eyes, if he works hard, he will be encouraged by others. He will try his best to live up to the expectations of others. He is dedicated to this group. They are the strength that can be twisted together. Best of all, even if they are not liked by everyone, they should be worthy of the fans who like them.

But this world seems to be upside down and chaotic, everything... everything is incomprehensible.Huang Zitao doesn't know why so many people don't like him. If those people on the Internet really pointed out his shortcomings, then he will correct them, but the "Huang Zitao" they created is something that he feels unfamiliar with. People, if you just look at the so-called revelations, that "Huang Zitao" is really hard to like...

If it's his fault, he still has the chance to change other people's views, but how can he change an image that is no longer his own?Then the person criticized and slandered by others is no longer me, that is the person they have created.Because it is so it is powerless, not even able to justify itself.Are you saying it's not you?Are you saying that because no one understands, please see the real me?

Although I have thought about it before, which public figure has not been discredited?Just be yourself as Donghai brother said, if there is no basis, no one will believe it over time.At that time, Tao never thought that so many people would believe unfounded words and fabricated truths.Three people become tigers, even if it is a lie, if there are many people telling it, it will become true.Then they mercilessly covered up the real truth under lies.What Tao is most afraid of is that when lies replace the truth, will the "Huang Zitao" created by others also replace himself?Then... From now on, in the eyes of others, there will only be that "Huang Zitao", so what is he?

"Huang Zitao, don't look at those!"

When Luhan walked to the door, he heard Zhang Yixing's voice, and subconsciously stopped in his tracks...

"But I... still want to know what they say about me."

"You know we all know that these are not true!" Zhang Yixing's voice sounded a little anxious, "Those... are not your fault, Tao."

"Brother Yixing, why do so many people dislike me?"

This is the question I have always wanted to ask, why?Why?

"Tao..."

"Brother Yixing, don't look at me like that, I won't cry. Crying... means I have surrendered."

"Tao, actually you don't need to hold on like that, we are all by your side."

"Thank you." Huang Zitao's thank you was a bit weak, making Zhang Yixing and Lu Han in the back room feel sore.

All we can do is stay with you, right?There is no way to stop you from being hurt, but there is no way to share even a little bit for you.You, who are already so sad, still smile reluctantly in front of us because you are afraid that we will be sad... Tao, at a young age, you are full of kindness to this world, how should you deal with the malice of the whole world? Woolen cloth?And there is nothing we can do except feel sorry.

Lu Han lowered his head to resist the urge to open the door and hug the panda tightly, and when he raised his head, he met the eyes of the person coming from the opposite side.Wu Yifan didn't have a bright expression, but it suddenly made Lu Han more irritable, and even felt inexplicably emotional when looking at him.

Wu Yifan, I knew from before that that person is very suitable for this stage.His high popularity is normal, because impartiality is the type that girls like.These are nothing, Lu Han is willing to applaud for the glory of his teammates, but...why his fans would say those words?

Luhan didn't dare to read more, but there are too many comments like that...

"Why does Tao always pester the captain?"

"Can't Tao stay away from our captain? It's disgusting, I don't want to see him!"

"Tao is so annoying, and pestering our leader again, isn't there any shame?"

…………

There are too many, too many, even more exaggerated words... Lu Han didn't know what Tao felt when he saw it, but he was very angry anyway.Because he knows better than anyone who says those irresponsible things on the Internet what the truth is.If there was a dark interest relationship between them as those people said, there would be no such thing as injury, and Wu Yifan would not be standing opposite him now, wanting to see Tao like him but had to stop pace.

"It's better not to go in now."

Wu Yifan stood there and looked at him like that, "Luhan, but you know it's not my fault."

"So I didn't blame you."

Intellectually, it is very clear, what does it have to do with you if the person who likes you does radical things because he likes you?But precisely because of you, Tao clearly knows what position Tao puts you in, even if it has become awkward recently, Tao still works hard to maintain the same relationship with him as before.If it changes, Wu Yifan will make you feel uncomfortable, but if it doesn't change, it will make those who like you feel uncomfortable.

So, what should he do?

So Lu Han smiled wryly at him, "Wu Yifan, no one blames you, but do you think it's really okay for me to let you in at this time? Tao, he... is already very tired, and now Yixing is enough We'll make him more tired."

Because now, none of us can help him, the best thing is to give him space.

When Wu Shixun was running around in a hurry, it was obvious that Jin Junmian also had something on his mind, and his complexion gradually became gloomy every day or two.When Jin Junmian came back that day, Sehun happened to come out to pour water, Baek Hyun seemed to be sitting on the sofa waiting for Junmian for a long time, and stood up as soon as the door opened, "Brother, tell me the truth, what's going on with them? I contacted him these two days and he was weird, and he didn't say anything when I asked, you should know, right?"

Hearing this, Shixun in the kitchen almost spilled water, and rushed out, "What do you mean, what happened to Tao and the others?"

Jin Junmian was originally speechless to Bai Xian who came up to ask questions as soon as he entered the door, and then the young lady appeared again. He coughed a little uncomfortable, "This matter... I will..."

Bai Xian also couldn't care about why he didn't notice when Shixun was there just now, but it doesn't matter anymore, what he wants to know most now is what happened to Huang Zitao?He understands Tao, that beef brother of his won't lose contact with them for no reason, and it must not be a trivial matter that can affect him like this.That's why I am more worried, because that child is different from what he looks like, he is very strong and will not be hurt easily.But once hurt, it is not easy to heal.That child's heart is like that, hard to himself, but unbelievably soft to others.

"Brother, can't you tell me now? I will worry and think about it all the time. If I don't know, I won't even be able to sleep well. Don't you say you can understand my mind? I have promised you to hide my heart , you have to give me at least peace of mind, if something happens to Tao, how can you make me feel at ease?"

Jin Junmian looked at the two people standing facing him with firm eyes, and sighed helplessly, "Got it, I'll tell you everything I know..."

In fact, this narration didn’t last long, and what Jin Junmian knew was only what Lin Xuanjun knew, but every word was a deep sigh, which was the road they had imagined and resisted before. The biggest helplessness.The harm of words is more terrible than real swords and guns. The scars left in my heart may not heal for a long time. What Jin Junmian is most afraid of is that Tao's beautiful imagination of dreams and the future and his simple and bright smiling face towards the world will leave behind. Indelible scars.

Even they find it strange to smear the wave, who would believe it if there were some interests behind it?No one would use smearing others as their life principle for no reason, the same so-called "true revelations", various "truths" of so-called classmates and friends popping up one after another, using Huang Zitao's young online messages to take out of context... All the filtered information is accumulated and published by various people on the Internet.The company naturally knows what is behind these things. Haven't things like this been rare in this circle for so many years?

But even Lin Xuanjun was angry. He called Li Chenghuan and asked, "I really haven't seen this kind of behavior in our family before the children start to become popular. Don't they think it's too much for a child?"

At that time, Jin Junmian was next to him, and Lee Seung-hwan did not avoid suspicion. He calmly said to Lin Hyun-kyun who was already irritable on the other end of the phone, "It's hot, is there still time? Don't be stupid, someone has already put Bao on the one they think is the best." How could it be possible to watch the wind not go according to their plan?"

"Then what? Can't we do anything?"

"What are you going to do? That's the way they have to go. If you want to blame him, he's too short a trainee. The sudden burst of light will sting the eyes of others. It's too late to replace the group of people who are cash cows. Isn't it just to cover up his light?"

"Then what should Tao do?"

"The real light can only be covered up for a while, and one day it will break through everything for everyone to see. If he can wait until that day, I believe he will succeed."

Waiting... dormant... is always painful, especially when you have to bear something.However, only such people are qualified to enjoy all the best applause and highest praise in the world.Because he... deserved it.

Li Chenghuan ignored Lin Xuanjun's noise over there, hung up the phone stubbornly, then looked up at Jin Junmian, "Junmian, do you understand what I said?"

"Brother, I understand. But..."

"That idiot Lin Xuanjun can't figure it out, don't you understand? The company can't send out any public relations to solve this matter. Even if there is an impact, it's an impact on Huang Zitao alone, not on the entire team. And... I say no If you are responsible, the people behind you may... not be outsiders."

"elder brother……"

"Let's end our conversation here, and don't let others know. In short, before the company comes forward, this farce has to be resolved by himself. You can persuade him if you can, but... don't do it Extra things!"

Jin Junmian thought about Lee Seung-hwan's words for a long time, and the more he thought about it, the more terrifying he felt.Is this world... and the colorful stage they dreamed of, all real?Is it really necessary to cross the thick darkness, no matter whether the body is stained with stinky sludge, step by step, with eyes closed and teeth gritted, to be eligible to touch the corner of the dazzling rainbow?

Was the honor that they wore at that time really the light they had dreamed of?

Jin Junmian concealed what Lee Seung-hwan said later, and just told them about the situation on Tao's side, "No one wants such a thing to happen, but since it happened, we can't escape it. The most important thing is that Tao must not be depressed like this. Listen Said that Lu Han and the others have been persuading us all the time, our task now is to do our own thing well. We can’t make any more problems, do you understand?”

Wu Shixun doesn't understand why the person he likes, the person he puts on top of his heart and wants to love, is hurting and helplessly facing the hostility from all directions, but he... can't do anything.

Obviously like a person, just want him to have the happiness of the whole world and stay away from pain.But now he can only watch the person he likes get hurt, and he can't even stay by his side.So he saw his own powerlessness, hey, Wu Shixun, look how powerless you are, you can't do anything, how can you protect him?What qualifications do you have to keep saying that you want to bring him happiness?

"Shixun, don't think too much, I believe Tao will be fine. He is not so easily defeated."

Junmian can naturally feel how unwilling Shixun's eyes are, and he is the same, thinking that he can't do anything, but the fact is that they are not gods, and they can't let their lives follow their own minds.Even though he was worried, all he could do was believe. He saw how much Tao had suffered before, and saw that once Tao made up his mind, he would not hesitate at all. That child's persistence was admirable and impressive. It hurts, but it's also because of his temperament. Junmian knows that no matter how sad and helpless he is this time, no matter how deeply he is hurt by the rumors, in the end... he will get over it.

Wu Shixun looked at Junmian with very fragile eyes. He knew that those remarks did not appear suddenly from today and yesterday, so Tao, who has been talking to him in a pleasant tone for so many days, should he feel really uncomfortable?Shixun helplessly stretched out his hand to grab Junmian's hand, "Brother, but I'm in a bad mood. That guy Huang Zitao never tells me his pain. What he gives me is always his smile and happiness." He looks like he hides himself when he is really uncomfortable. He is really annoying like this. I can't even share it for him, so I am really uncomfortable. "

Junmian didn't know what to say, but just held Sehun's hand very tightly, very tightly...

Huang Zitao knew that everyone was worried about him, no matter how depressed he was, he still smiled at Zhang Yixing, "I'm fine, really, Brother Yixing, I'm tired and want to sleep."

Zhang Yixing patted Tao's head, "Well, if you have anything, just tell me, you know?"

"Know it."

The moment Yixing closed the door, the smile on Tao's face disappeared. Sometimes it is very difficult to pretend to be in another mood.Staring blankly at the tightly closed wooden door, Huang Zitao recalled these things that happened recently, the more he thought about it... the more his head hurt.This kind of alone time didn't last long, and there was a tacit understanding. Lu Han, who hadn't returned to the room, came back immediately, and met a certain panda's absent-minded eyes the first second he came in.Tao didn't have time to take his eyes back when he bumped into the watery swirl of those little deer eyes...

"Are you okay?"

Sometimes it is these simple three words, which can easily reach the bottom of my heart.Huang Zitao lowered his head while shaking his head, but Lu Han still noticed that his eyes were red.Luhan stared at him blankly, Huang Zitao looked down at Luhan's feet, suddenly felt that the deer in front of him was cuter than ever.

"Who am I? I'm Huang Zitao. I'm fine!"

When he raised his head again, Tao gave Lu Han the most relaxed smile he had seen today. Lu Han finally felt relieved, and didn't say anything else, just nodded slightly.

Sometimes, companionship... It's not about what you do for me, it's just being with you, just staying with me.

When Huang Zitao's cell phone rang, he was taking a shower, through the sound of water, Lu Han called him, "Tao, cell phone."

Accompanied by the non-stop splashing sound of water, Tao's voice seemed a little low, and he said muffledly, "I don't want to answer..."

"But... it's your mother."

"..."

A few seconds later, the sound of water stopped, and then Huang Zitao pushed open the door, surrounded by misty water mist, wrapped in a towel around his lower body, and appeared steaming in front of Lu Han.Lu Han was directly shocked by the good figure of a certain panda, and suddenly felt a little parched, the hand holding the phone trembled slightly, and then handed it out in a daze...

Huang Zitao took the phone and asked, "Are you taking a shower now?"

Just as Lu Han wanted to shake his head, he suddenly realized that Tao wanted to make a phone call with his mother, and he couldn't let him, who is half-naked, go out to make a call. It's better to be more conscious, and then he tilted his head in a daze. He said, "Good idea!", and immediately rushed to the bathroom...

When Luhan entered the bathroom, Huang Zitao looked at the phone that had already rang for the second time and sighed slightly, then took a deep breath and connected.

"Taotao, are you okay?" His mother's gentle but anxious voice came over the phone, making Huang Zitao, who was ready to be strong, almost choke up. Let it out.

"Mom, I'm fine."

"...Silly son, you can tell it's not good just by hearing the voice." Mama Huang's hand holding the phone couldn't help but tighten a little bit, feeling a little sore in her heart. The child she loves so much is already holding back her worries and letting him fly away. But I absolutely don't want him to be hurt a little bit, "Are you tired? Just... come back."

"Mom, what are you talking about? Didn't you tell me that no matter what you do, you have to stick to it? When I was practicing martial arts, I used to act coquettishly and say no to it. You told me that once I make some choices, I have to stick to it. Life doesn’t give me so many chances to go back on my word. Those are what you told me, Mom, didn’t you?”

"But... Taotao, it's different. No matter what you learned before, the hardships you suffered were due and unavoidable, but what about this time?"

"It's the same." Huang Zitao calmed down and went to comfort his mother. He smiled softly, "Mom, it's actually the same. Mom, do you remember the dream I told you about?"

"...music?"

"Oh, music, isn't that what I have always insisted on before? But when I became a member of the current group, my dream changed. Not just music, my dream now is to let the whole world The world knows what a good combination we are. Isn’t it normal to give up something for a dream? So I also figured it out, I’ve given up so much anyway, isn’t it worth it to stop now? "How could Tao not know what mother was thinking?I am so uncomfortable with the overwhelming amount of bad words on the Internet, and my mother will of course be even more sad after seeing it.Thinking of this, Tao is actually very distressed. He once thought of his mother’s tears on the plane to Korea and made up his mind. He must succeed and make his mother’s worries turn into pride.Now that they didn't let their mother smile with them, the first thing that brought them was even more worry.

"But isn't it, mother..."

"Tao..."

"Let you worry, it's really not what I want to see, because of my persistence, you are also...very hard?"

"Silly boy, you are the one who has worked the hardest."

Mother Huang held back her tears. She knew her son best. She was willing to support him unconditionally, but she was afraid that the world would pollute him.She wiped away tears to Tao's father more than once, expressing her distress. They could clearly protect their child, but they watched him persevere alone in the violent wind and rain.

Tao's father pinned her hair behind her ears, then hugged her tightly, and only said "Trust Tao and it will be fine".

She knows Tao's character, and she also knows that Tao is not that kind of fragile child. She knows that no matter how big the setbacks are, Tao will persevere until the end.But the mother's worries still surged out uncontrollably. She was even ready to understand that Yue Jin wanted to take Tao back, but Tao's voice on the phone still made people feel distressed, but it also revealed a thicker firmness.How much has that child who used to act like a spoiled child to him go through these days?Can it grow to this level quickly?Thinking about this makes her feel even more uncomfortable. Who doesn't love their children?Can't see each other but bad news comes from all directions...

"Taotao, we will always support your persistence. If you really can't keep going, remember that home is always there, always there."

"……Um!"

After Huang Zitao hung up the phone, he lay straight on the bed, tired...how could he not be tired?But this phone call gave him a strong sense of comfort and pressure that he hasn't had in a long time, because he is the closest person, someone who is willing to shine on him forever like a lighthouse, so it will give him a reason and motivation for all his hard work.With someone guarding them, they will feel warmth all the time, but the warmer they are, the more people have to care about whether their own efforts are suitable for obtaining this kind of warmth, and whether their own efforts can make them feel at ease?

The way out is something that only losers think about.

Isn't it the wind and rain?Even if it is a storm, the light from the lighthouse is so strong that it penetrates the dark clouds on the sea and guides you in your direction.What is a small bump compared to that?In the future, I may encounter even greater difficulties. The current self is just temporarily at a loss because of ignorance.Those ones……

Luhan opened the door and came out and watched Huang Zitao carefully at the bathroom door. Just now he listened carefully to every word Tao said under the shower, and guessed it. How could Tao's family not know what happened? Internet, these things can not be hidden.When Tao was practicing before, he always called his family to report good news but not bad news, but now his family members know everything without mentioning it.

"Tao..."

"Little Lu," sat up straight from the bed, and Tao looked at him with a pitiful expression, "Have you finished washing?"

"what."

"But I haven't finished washing it yet," he said, looking at the hour hand that had moved towards one o'clock silently, and asked tentatively, "Xiao Lu, would you like to wash it again?"

"..."

"Or do I just leave the door open?"

"...Huang Zitao, do you think I really like admiring you taking a bath?"

"You don't have to look at me, I just look at you."

Luhan looked at him helplessly, "Then do you need me?"

"Of course I need it, otherwise why would I sleep with you?"

Really!Luhan really has nothing to do with the panda in front of him, so why not let him share the hard work if he needs himself?Instead, it was because of this kind of painless fear... that it became so clingy.Huang Zitao, what's the matter with you?

Dissatisfied with Lu Han's unresponsive standing there, Tao walked over and pulled him over, "You're on this bed, you can't see it anywhere else." After speaking, he ran to continue taking a shower.Although it is full body, why does it look like a penguin from the back?Lu Han held his forehead silently, and if Huang Zitao was given such an image, even if Huang Zitao stood in front of him naked, he would have no reaction at all!Wood!have! ! ! ~

The next morning when Lu Han opened the door, he saw Wu Yifan who was guarding the door, and then he was stunned, "What are you doing?"

"Where's Tao?"

Lu Han looked back, Huang Zitao who was in a mess under the quilt was still sleeping soundly, then looked at Wu Yifan without saying a word, "Tao is sleeping."

"Lu Han, can you go out for a while, I think it is necessary to talk to him."

"But……"

Wu Yifan interrupted Luhan before he finished speaking, he was very firm, "The matter must be resolved no matter what? Now it's not my relationship, his emotions are also a problem, shouldn't these be resolved?"

Luhan became quiet, then looked back, didn't say anything, missed Wu Yifan and walked out.

"Huang Zitao, I know you're awake, let's have a good talk."

A certain panda who was hiding under the quilt and pretending to be a mushroom felt a little heartbroken. Three seconds later, he had no choice but to lift his quilt hesitantly...

"Do you hate me because of those words on the Internet?"

"How?" Tao quickly explained, "I know those people are just because they like it. Sometimes liking a person is done in the wrong way, and it's also possible...I really make them hate me." He said ironically smiled.

"But I like you!"

"So what?"

So what?You like me...wouldn't I be so badly hacked?Nothing more.You like me... Can I completely ignore the harm of those who like you because of your like?This is not a fight for favor among women. Although I am an idol, I am a public figure, and I am destined to be consumed, but you and I are equal. There is no such thing as who hugs another's thigh, right?But these...can I tell those people?Will they stop their dissatisfaction because of this?

Obviously neither.

If not, you like me, so what?

Wu Yifan was a little dazed when he was asked, he thought that Huang Zitao might cry and scold his fans for his mistakes, or he might hold back his grievances and say it was nothing, he also thought up his words.But now Huang Zitao asked him calmly and flatly, "So what?" Instead, he was overwhelmed by the question, with that attitude, as if everything that happened had nothing to do with him.

"But captain, you don't have to feel sorry, and it's not something you want to see. I'm not a child anymore, I know how to adjust my mood. Thinking about it carefully, what they said is right. Sometimes I am really It’s not worth the price, it might really make you feel inconvenient by accident..."

"No inconvenience!" Wu Yifan was so angry with Huang Zitao's attitude that he raised his voice, "What's the inconvenience? I just like you clinging to me, I'm willing to be with you, I want you to act like a baby, I like it... "

"I don't want to anymore." Huang Zitao suddenly smiled fakely and interrupted him, "I don't want to be that childish kid anymore. Being a kid is really relaxing and comfortable, but now that I've grown up, I... won't I will act like a baby. I can do anything by myself. I am a man, and I don’t need special help from others. I know that you are good to me, captain, and I thank you. But you don’t need to take care of me in the future. I am no different from everyone else. .”

The thing Wu Yifan feared the most had finally come, the child he wanted to hold in his hands was finally struggling to grow up, being forced to mature by the storm.Then... Step by step, I got farther and farther away from myself...

"Huang Zitao, there is no need for you to..."

"Those are not others."

"..."

"I'm brother's fan, aren't I?"

"So it's because of them that you..."

"It's not because of anyone. To be honest, I feel uncomfortable because of their words. I always thought that the relationship between me and the captain is just a matter between us, but it seems that they will be uncomfortable. Maybe in their eyes I am really too uncomfortable. Well, in front of such a good you, of course I will dislike it even more. I know, I know, so I don’t mind. Because they are fans of the captain, it is not difficult to try to understand them. Then , I just pay attention, okay?"

What does it mean to be careful?What do you mean by a little attention?further away from me?Don't you need me more?Do you also choose to ignore the eyes I look at you?

If that's the case, I won't allow it!

But in the end, there was still no way to reveal what was on his mind.Because even though Huang Zitao was depressed, he still tried his best to raise his smiling face, and he said with such efforts, "Anyway, don't mention this matter, okay? Don't you believe me, I am not that fragile!"

Probably Huang Zitao's smiling face made people's heart ache, Wu Yifan just nodded, and then laughed.

Although whoever it was, that smile never represented joy.