wait for me to grow up

From the debut press conference to the participation in the Mengniu Yogurt Music Billboard Annual Ceremony, the six members of m were all trembling with fear, fearing that they might not do well.Huang Zitao, whose popularity has grown wildly since the announcement of the trailer, has even experienced the discomfort of becoming famous. Not to mention being noticed, because he is still a newcomer, things like being misunderstood, misunderstood, and smeared will also happen.

Of course, it will be uncomfortable at the beginning, and even a little bit at a loss.When Zhang Yixing was young, he could be regarded as a child star, so he naturally knew a little bit about the entertainment industry, and he could easily see Tao's depression.He knew that Huang Zitao was basically a netizen, and he cared so much about what others think of him, how could he not search for comments related to himself online?It's also natural to see the mess.

When Lin Xuanjun went out, let them rest honestly, there will be activities tomorrow.Yixing also knew that the panda that had been listless for the past few days must be cats in the room, so he waved his non-existent pair of wings and went to Tao's room.

"Tao."

Knocking on the door and pushing it open, Huang Zitao, who was curled up on the sofa, stuffed his mobile phone directly under the pillow because of a conditioned reflex.Because the shock hadn't had time to put away the expression full of haze, it just added a little surprise.

"What is your expression, what are you looking at?"

"No...nothing..."

Zhang Yixing didn't ask any more questions, and sat directly next to Huang Zitao, "Get up, I want to talk to you."

Dream chasing, this road is not destined to be smooth, no matter who they have had such awareness.It's just that if they really meet each other, they will be at a loss. Now, Huang Zitao is in a state of being at a loss.

"Success is a beautiful sight, and you must suffer before you see it."

"Brother, I know all of this."

I know it, and I have comforted myself like this, but it is really imminent, how can I not care about it?Originally, in fact, the family didn't want him to enter this industry, but I was stubborn, and said that I must fulfill my dream, so I didn't step into this circle just for fun.These words on the Internet... If my mother saw it, she would definitely feel bad.

"We don't need to take what those boring people say seriously. Anyway, we always have to go through these things. Things like this... Don't we also go through with you?"

"Yes, Brother Donghai also said something similar to me. He said whether we like it or hate it is beyond our control. We cannot control what others think. In this world, if someone likes you, someone will hate you. This is very strange. It’s a normal thing. Don’t think so much, just do your own thing well, don’t regret it or be sad because of others, be the most unique self, maybe people who hate you will gradually like you.”

"Well, I heard a sentence before and thought it was very reasonable, you can withstand as much praise as you can slander." Zhang Yixing smiled and patted Huang Zitao's head, "I also know why you feel uncomfortable, don't worry Well, it will be over soon."

Of course Tao was willing to believe Yixing's words, he also thought at the time... these messy things would be over soon.He doesn't know when this farce will last, and what kind of waves it will cause in his future life...

After being comforted by the little angel Xingxing, Huang Zitao found peace of mind and found a tablet to ignore the rumors on the Internet, and found a comedy to change his mood.Just after reading the beginning, the phone hidden under the pillow rang loudly, and it took a long time to reach it, and the word "milk bag" flashed on the screen, as if to show off.

"Hey?"

"Yellow Zhitao! What are you doing? Why don't you call? What about the promised phone call? Ah, ah?"

As soon as the connection was made, Shixun on the other side kept firing beads of fire, leaving Tao no chance to interrupt.

"Hey, Huang Zhitao, why don't you talk, are you listening? Huang Zhitao!"

"I got it, I got it, didn't I send you text messages and videos~" Come on, the phone bill is so expensive, why is this kid so ignorant of life?

"What's the same? I want to hear your voice. Didn't you promise me to call me every day?"

"Oh, those words at the airport..."

"What's wrong with those words? Don't you want to say that it doesn't count?" Wu Shixun was going to be furious. Does that damned panda know how much he misses him?We used to be together every day, but now when I suddenly miss him, I can’t find him by my side, and his laughter suddenly popped up in my mind, but when I looked seriously, there was nothing...

There is a kind of loss that you are not by my side.

"Huang Zhitao, do you miss me?"

"Wu Shixin, why did you become so nasty?"

"Then do you want to?"

"...Think about it~"

"The voice is not sincere at all, hum!"

"I miss you so much, really, I almost want to die ≥﹏≤"

Holding the phone, Wu Shixun didn't say anything, but showed a happy smile through the phone.Chanyeol next to him poked Baekhyun's arm, "Oh, what happened to that kid?"

"Grow up!" Bai Xian rolled his eyes after the yin and yang reply, "You really can't see what he is doing?"

"……what?"

"Your family's bamboo horse is in love and cannot extricate itself. You are too incompetent as an elder brother, aren't you?"

"Love..." Chanyeol's mind was full of confusion, his eyes widened suddenly, and he looked at Wu Shixun who was smiling sweetly in horror. Could it be... is he on the phone with Tao?

Bai Xian curled his lips, "Cut, what's the matter with that expression? Isn't it just a phone call, when there is nothing to say, Tao will not regard his concern as something unique. It's just him Just be happy~"

Being pestered by the clingy Shixun for half an hour talking on the phone, he naturally forgot the feeling of disappointment just now. Huang Zitao was about to restart watching the movie that he had silently broadcast for more than half of it, holding the tablet seriously With a poke, the door suddenly opened.

Wu Yifan, who had just said to go for a stroll, went back to the house, Tao was startled and slid his hand and closed the page.

"Captain, you are back."

Some embarrassing questions, to be honest, my attitude is too obvious recently, isn't it?You can hide when you can, and when you can't hide, you can't have good acting skills and act as if nothing happened, of course it will be awkward.He thought, Wu Yifan should also be able to feel it.

But... I really don't know how to face it.

Since... ever since I heard those words, when I face him again, I will unconsciously think of those people's expressions, those... expressions that are not kind.Besides, you hesitated before, didn't you?What is that person like to himself, and himself to him?Will it really be like those people say?Because these things are so chaotically stuffed in my heart that I feel uncomfortable, as soon as I see Wu Yifan, my whole body is reflexively wrong...

Of course, Huang Zitao's performance was too obvious, how could Wu Yifan not understand?But I don't know whether to ask or not.He also knew what kind of rumors there were about the two of them, it would be fine if Tao had a strange reaction because of these words.What if it's because of your performance and you feel awkward?Such rumors are definitely not groundless, and it is indeed obvious to me, isn't it?It is too clear that I want others to mark that it is my property, and I am too clear to let everyone see how much I care about him, so it is very natural for someone to discuss it like that.But...if it wasn't because of that, but Tao directly felt discomfort from himself and started to escape, what should he do?

He thought that although Tao didn't understand the purpose of his liking, Tao treated him differently, and he also liked him, didn't he?

But what if not?Tao just gave himself warmth like he did to others, so what should he do?Will all my arrogance disappear, or can I just watch him go further and further away?

"There are quite a lot of good shops nearby. After tomorrow's event, we can..."

"I have an appointment with Luhan to go shopping tomorrow!" Afraid of what Wu Yifan might say, Tao hurriedly stated his agreement with Luhan, he... wants to be with Luhan.In order not to be so embarrassing, I really have to line myself up all day~

"...Tao, what happened to you recently?"

Still couldn't help it, Wu Yifan had to figure out why Huang Zitao was so weird recently.

"I... what's wrong with me? Am I fine?" A certain panda smiled foolishly, trying to hide his panic.What is he going to say?Because I don't want others to misunderstand our relationship, and I am now misunderstood our relationship... We should not be like this~

"Could it be that I did something?" Since he wanted to talk about it, Wu Yifan simply threw the things aside, and stood condescendingly by Tao's bed and looked at him with indescribably serious eyes.The panda who seriously made Tao no longer feel embarrassed to lie, and the panda who couldn't lie was even more sad and at a loss.

"Tao, if I did something wrong, you can tell it. I can't accept that I was sentenced to death without even giving myself a chance to defend myself."

"No, it has nothing to do with brother." Biting his lip, a certain panda stared eagerly at the person in front of him, he became so awkward because of the reasons he couldn't say, Tao knew, it was actually very unfair to Wu Yifan, because... He did nothing wrong~ but...

Tao gave up something, well, since I asked, then I should explain it to myself, and then...wouldn't be so entangled.

"Brother, didn't I tell you? You really used to be my idol, and I think you are perfect."

"..."

"Maybe it's because when you first appeared in my world, you were a high-ranking image. Afterwards, for you who took care of me so much, I always felt that I was lucky to get the first prize. It might also be because at that time, You were the first person to help me. Although everyone treated me very well later...but you are still very special. So I always treat you differently from others. I always feel that if I can be like my brother How great it would be if you were so powerful, or grew up to be like Brother Yixing. Although I never said it, you have been my growth goal for a long time. Until now, I still think that way, If you can be like you, have the strength to protect those around you, and grow into a real man, that would be great."

"...But, Tao, I'm not as good as you think."

It's just because I don't want to let everyone into my world.Taking care of you... because the moment you pulled me, I decided that I couldn't refuse you. Unlike how warm and kind you think I am, in fact, my kindness to you has never been without asking for anything in return. I want the return ...You may not be able to give it to me...

"But it's because of my brother, because of the days I spent with you, that I worked so hard to get into the debut team. Of course, it was also for the dream before, for the dream of music that everyone has in common, but I alone No matter how strong the persistence is, it is meager, and it may not last even a month. I think... If I hadn't met Xiaolu and you at that time, I might have given up, because it was too hard. But... because of you, I persisted Up to now, because of you, I am moved by this dream, because of you, I am willing to persevere. No matter how hard it is in the future, we are all together, so I won’t feel tired.”

"Tao..."

"So bro, do you know how important you are to me?"

"..."

"Like a god."

Like a god, it is undefiled.So the relationship between us, absolutely, absolutely cannot be changed!

Probably because he heard the meaning of Tao's words, Wu Yifan's eyes became gloomy, and he smiled bitterly, "But Tao, I don't want to be the god in your heart. God is perfect and cannot have flaws. But I'm not perfect."

"Brother is perfect in my heart."

"What if one day I let you down?"

"Will not."

"What if?"

"...In that case, I will be desperate."

Because I admire you so much, trust you so much, and use all the beauty in my heart on you... How can you let me down like that?If you let me down, instead of blaming you, the most important thing is that I will despair.It is a cruel thing to be disappointed in your persistence.

So, promise me, don't let me down, okay?

If this world is a fairy tale, it should end here, turning all good wishes into eternity.

But is this world a fairy tale?

"But Tao..." Wu Yifan looked at him with sad eyes, "I just want to be an older brother."

"That's what I thought too. Let's be ordinary brothers."

No, no.Wu Yifan was stunned.What I said to Tao was always different.Huang Zitao has too many brothers, and there are too many people he is willing to rely on and trust like himself, but he is not. The word "brother" has been different to him from the very beginning, as if it is as important as his family, he will not give this place to everyone...

"No." Wu Yifan was a little emotional, he took two steps forward, put his hands on the bed, forced Tao to bend back, and looked at him in a panic.We got very close, and we could clearly see the clear and bright tension in that person's eyes, "Tao, no, I want to be your brother, but it's not ordinary. The relationship between us has never been ordinary. That time I Just said it, my explanation about my brother, I want to explain it to you, can you listen now?"

If Junmian was here at this time, he would definitely be so angry that he would directly punch Wu Yifan and knock him out.You obviously just had a meeting with these guys, didn't you?Don't reveal your heart, such selfish things have been banned, why are you saying these things now?It's not just that the dumb panda opposite couldn't accept it with a smile, what about their team?Everyone is sticking to this fragile team that has just debuted.Even... no matter how much you like it, if your love lasts forever, can't you wait until the most suitable time?

But at this time, Jin Junmian will not know what is going on now. He is in Korea and he looks at the young ladies who went to bed early today because they are tired. They are showing gentle smiles. He thought about it seriously, then shook his head with difficulty, "I want to keep fit T_T"

…………

In the end Huang Zitao can be said to have fled in despair, he didn't care about anything, go to hell with embarrassment!When he knocked on Luhan and their room, Zhang Yixing was about to go to bed, and Luhan appeared in front of them halfway through the bath, wrapped in a towel, as if shooting a shower gel advertisement, "Tao, why are you staying up so late?"

"...Can I sleep here today?"

I know it's strange to say such a thing, but there is really no way to let him go back to the same room with Wu Yifan.He is not a fool, he more or less understands what he just said, but...but...

I can't accept it, and I don't want to hurt, so I can only escape.

Sometimes, escape is also an answer.

"What's the matter, did you quarrel with Wu Yifan?"

"Can't I sleep here?" A certain panda was so depressed that he didn't want to explain what happened just now, and could only look at the wet Lu Han stubbornly.

"..." Luhan, who was being watched, suddenly felt that his exposed skin was chilly, he shivered secretly, and then decided to go back and wash himself off~

Zhang Yixing came over and patted Tao's head, "Who do you want to sleep with?"

"I……"

"Sleep with me!" came the high-pitched voice of a deer from the bathroom, as if it had been scalded.

Tao hesitated for a moment, "Well...then let's sleep with Luhan."

"Okay, do you want me to go to your room to help you get the pajamas and quilt?" Zhang Yixing is so considerate that Huang Zitao will be moved to tears. I also know that since Tao came to their room so suddenly at this time, it is natural that he did not There is a way to go back by yourself.Because of Zhang Xiaoangel's kind deed, a certain panda who was completely moved shook his head, "It doesn't need to be so troublesome, just need pajamas."

"...Well, let's go play for a while and take a shower later."

As soon as Zhang Yixing knocked on the door, the door was opened immediately, and then Wu Yifan looked at the person at the door, his eyes quickly turned into disappointment.

"It's not Tao, I'm here to help Tao get things."

"..." Knowing where the little guy is now, he felt relieved, Wu Yifan nodded, "His pajamas are in the box."

"Actually...you won't tell me what just happened, will you?"

Wu Yifan looked at him with a "what do you think?" expression.

"OK, since you guys don't want to say it, I won't ask, but I can more or less guess something. Wu Yifan, that time when Jin Junmian asked everyone to go back to the meeting, even though I wasn't there, I knew from Luhan's recent performance. Much There is nothing wrong with listening to him, I remember you are not such an impulsive person."

"Maybe... you never knew me?"

"……Good night."

Zhang Yixing walked back with Tao's pajamas and mobile phone, feeling a little unspeakable depression in his heart. The two have known each other for so many years, maybe they don't understand?In that case, that... is not a problem that time can solve.

In the end, even though he was disliked, a certain panda lying next to Lu Han got his wish, and he deeply felt that Brother Yixing knew him so well that he even forgot to tell him, but when he came back, he saw Brother Yixing holding his phone. Tao almost didn't pay homage to his mobile phone directly.If I don’t have a mobile phone to kiss, I may not be able to sleep today after being so stimulated~

When I was about to sleep, the text message beeped again. That was the reason why someone who woke up from sleep suddenly took out the mobile phone next to the pillow, and was still typing quickly in a daze.

【Good night, dream about me~by milk bag】

As if something had been accomplished, Wu Shixun, who was so sleepy and hopeless, was finally able to relax and prepare to fall asleep, but after a few seconds of silence, the cell phone next to his pillow flickered again.In the past, it was nothing new for Wu Shixun to miss other people's calls or text messages. Young Master Wu was too lazy to look at the status of his mobile phone every day.But ever since a certain person flew away, he immediately became unable to miss any clues. Even though he had closed his eyes, the phone only had a faint light flashing, and he immediately opened his eyes. Even Shixun himself thought it was extremely miraculous. Reflex cunning

[Smelly, I never dreamed of you! by milk cat]

Wu Shixun lost all sleepiness in an instant, he unconsciously raised the corners of his mouth slightly, but he didn't know what Huang Zitao meant by saying this, was it just a joke?Or the so-called push and pull in love? ≥﹏≤Really... Sincerely don't let people sleep, right?

On the unexpected second day, it seemed as if nothing had happened. Everyone tacitly covered up the embarrassment, at least on the surface, they were still full of spirits.Lin Xuanjun was completely unaware that there was a scene where a certain panda ran into someone else's room in the middle of the night to beg for shelter last night.Zhang Yixing didn't say anything, just said to Wu Yifan, "For the rest of the schedule, Tao and I will change rooms."

"Do you think this is the solution to the problem?" Wu Yifan looked at him coldly, obviously dissatisfied with his "problem".He always thought that it was a matter between him and Tao, once there were so many people in the middle, it would not be pure enough.

"I don't know what the solution looks like to you. In any case, I can't let him get hurt."

"Am I going to hurt him?"

"It's not that doing what you think is completely good for him means not hurting him, Wu Yifan, can you be less childish?"

Being nice to a person is never about giving what you think you should give unscrupulously, but doing your best to see what the other person wants.Adding flowers to the cake is certainly a good thing, but what people really need is always timely help. Isn’t that the reason?

He remembered that the person who walked side by side with him was not like this.What changed him, or... as he said, maybe he never knew him.

If that's the case, it's actually... pretty sad, really.

Wu Shixun still harassed him as usual, but in fact Tao even wanted to thank Shixun. If it wasn't for him, he would have been tormented by some gloomy feeling of loss for quite a long time, but because of Shixun's uninterrupted SMS tracking, he let Had to divide half of my thoughts on the phone.As long as you are free, you will sit on the side poking and poking, because as soon as you are free, you will find more than a dozen unread messages.

Lu Han glanced at Huang Zitao who was trembling as he delivered the food to his mouth, and he was still staring at the screen of his phone, laughing silently and turning on the vibration mode.I couldn't understand this scene, so I immediately snatched the chopsticks that were about to fall from Tao's hand, and met a certain panda's puzzled eyes, and tilted his head, "Hey, Huang Zitao, what are you doing? Just eat well." Eating, it looks like hemiplegia, and you will leave your chopsticks after a while~"

"No, just now Shixun sent me a joke, it's really funny, Xiaolu, would you like to read it?"

Ever since Huang Zitao moved in to live with him, the three words "Wu Shixun" are definitely the names with the highest appearance rate in their two rooms, which made Lu Han 12 points of aesthetic fatigue.Every now and then it's "That joke Xiaolu Xiaolu Sehun made...", "Xiaolu Xiaolu Sehun recommended a song...", "Xiaolu Xiaolu Sehun took an ugly photo of Zhong Ren~", "Xiaolu Xiaolu is alive today Honor them..."

All Sehun!Sehun! !Sehun! ! !

Nima's Huang Taozi, can you consider Master Lu's feelings?Even if I promised Brother Junmian, I can't tell you clearly, it's fine that you ignorantly lure me in front of my eyes all day long, what's the matter if your catchphrase has become my rival in love?

Lu Han viciously picked up a piece of green vegetable, and ate it with an indescribably ferocious expression... Huang Zitao immediately shut up, he felt deep malice, alas, this scene, he would believe it was from the animal world.But... deer are herbivores, what is the rhythm of chewing a piece of grass like chewing bones.The so-called person who knows the current affairs is Junjie, a certain panda immediately looked at him with a smile, Brother Lu, "I see, I just want to eat well ~ T^T Please give me back the chopsticks..."

Huang Zitao pitifully complained to Shixun that Luhan was definitely not normal recently, he was too cruel!

[You don’t even know, last night he didn’t know which tendon was wrong, just because he called me in the bathroom, I didn’t hear him and rushed out... That scene, it’s so beautiful ≥﹏≤I couldn’t bear it See! 】

【...Why are you in the same room? 】

【…】

[Speak, I remember dividing the room, aren't you sharing the same room as the captain? 】

[Due to various reasons, we changed it. 】

Tao looks a little guilty at Lu Han beside him who is listening to music with his eyes down.Of course Luhan didn't have the time to talk to him, but Shixun brought up this topic out of nowhere, which made Tao feel insecure.That reason... As expected, I still can't say it frankly.

But obviously Wu Shixun is not in the mood to let it go. At this time, Uncle Wu, who was holding the panda pillow on the sofa, pouted and poked on the phone.

[What are the "various reasons"? 】

[Oh, it's a long story. ] The implication is, don't ask me.

[Anyway, I have time now, let's talk! 】

Tao looked at the phone, and suddenly became angry, Hey, Wu Shixin, why are you so gossip?Who did you learn from?

One insisted on asking, and the other refused to say anything, so I fell into such a daily non-nutritious text conversation~ But the two teenagers whose average mental age is definitely not more than five years old will not find it annoying, on the contrary, they will never get tired of it You have a lot of fun arguing with me every word.

When Lin Xuanjun came over to deliver supper, he frowned at a certain panda who was lying on the bed and couldn't even wake up to eat. If I remember correctly, he saw him just before going out, and he was in this position, right?Don't you all get tired?

"Tao, come and eat something."

"No bro, I'm not hungry." A certain panda replied without looking back.

This is not like Tao~

Lin Xuanjun felt strange, "Tao, why are you holding your phone all day long? Is the phone your girlfriend?"

"..." What was that?

A certain panda immediately looked back at him with innocent eyes, "Brother, what are you talking about?"

Lu Han is not as soft-hearted as Lin Xuanjun, he stared at Tao while gnawing on the chicken leg, "Brother, you are right, this guy should not go too far recently, holding his mobile phone girlfriend tenderly, ignoring my existence at all! I strongly urge Bring back my lovely Xingxing!" Luhan said this in a vigorous manner at the beginning, but then he became more and more sad, and finally almost burst into tears on the scene.

"Little deer, how can you say that?" Tao blinked his eyes, he clearly remembered that the convulsion was the deer, okay?Where can he find such a kind person as Huang Zitao, he never cares about cooperating with Mr. Lu every time he gets sick. "Besides, are you sure Brother Yixing is willing to accompany you to convulse? My brother Xingxing is obviously a quiet and handsome man!"

At this time, Zhang Yixing, who was reading a book comfortably, suddenly felt a cool breeze blowing on the back of his neck, and had the urge to sneeze.

Lin Xuanjun didn't bother to care about their small fights, so he laughed and said a few words before delivering food to others.Just after talking to the two of them, the mobile phone in hand vibrated endlessly.

Wu Shixun suddenly stopped the conversation without saying anything to Huang Zitao, saying that this is an extremely bad behavior! ≥﹏≤Where did you go, Yellow Paper Peach?

[Don't evade the question, Huang Zhitao, don't tell me you fell asleep suddenly?Or was it just captured by aliens?Or the phone suddenly dies?Please make up a plausible reason for me! ! ! 】

【...No, brother Xuanjun came just now. 】

[Then you ignore me? 】Wu Shixun was so angry that he jumped up directly from the sofa, glaring at the panda pillow that was about to be flattened by him, thinking whether to pinch the panda's face twice to vent his anger.

【Brother Xuanjun just asked me if the phone is my girlfriend.You said, do you mean you on the phone? ←_←]

When Shixun saw the three words "girlfriend", his mind went blank for a moment, and the panda pillow he was holding on to also quietly rolled back to lie on the sofa obediently without knowing it.

【What girlfriend?I'm your boyfriend, okay? ! 】

Shixun nervously waited for a reply when he sent it nervously, pretending to be a joke but actually probing.A few seconds later, the phone flickered as promised, and the reply was only two words.

【nonsense】

...What is this?

Sehun is going crazy, that panda keeps people guessing all day long, it's really...tiring~ T^T

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