Slag Gong Love History

"I don't know at all... what he wants."

"Is he testing my sincerity, testing my patience, or... is he deliberately forcing me to leave? I don't understand the meaning of what he did."

"Xiao Hao is not you, so what is the point of what he does?" Zhou Zhuchen felt that this should be a clear statement: "He won't think as much as you do, he will do it just because he wants to do it That's all. But to be honest, I don't think he intends to force you to leave on purpose."

Although Zhou Zhuchen doesn't understand why Xiao Hao is so desperate recently, but if he wants to break up, Xiao Hao will never be cowardly, he will always make it clear, and he will not deliberately wait for the other party to break up .

But just to be on the safe side, Zhou Zhuchen decided to trick Xiao Hao's words.

"You think too much! I really just want to follow Xiao Cheng's meaning and use my 'original attitude' to live a normal life with him! Don't you think it's good now? I can do whatever I want all day long. What are you doing, you don’t have to wait on the uncle and you don’t feel tired at all; doesn’t he always want a me who doesn’t pretend? I don’t want to pretend now? We have the best of both worlds, don’t we?”

Zhou Zhuchen repeated this meaning to Cheng Qi.

"If that's the case...then I have nothing to say. If his most natural state is like this, but he's a little bit lazy and sloppy and a little unsteady, I don't think there's anything unacceptable."

Cheng Qi was silent for a while, then suddenly raised his head and asked Zhou Zhuchen: "But, is the real Xiao Hao really like this?"

"It can be said...that's it."

If it is said that it is the "real Xiao Hao" who is with Chen Du or someone else, it should indeed look like this.

However, this is definitely not the state of Xiao Hao who likes Liang Yu.

In Zhou Zhuchen's imagination, this is absolutely impossible to be the state of a certain Xiao Hao who was lucky enough to spend his whole life with Liang Yu in countless parallel worlds.

Zhou Zhuchen couldn't tell Cheng Qi what he really thought in his heart.But if he didn't say anything, Cheng Qi wasn't stupid.

"Forget it, it's okay. Although I lost, I will not surrender. As long as I don't surrender, this battle can be fought again."

Cheng Qi laughed to himself, his eyes flickering: "After all, there is the last weapon, isn't it?"

"what?"

"time."

No, "time" seems to be very effective against other people, but this guy Xiao Hao is miraculously completely immune to this thing!Zhou Zhuchen really wanted to say that, but he was afraid of hitting Cheng Qi's last hope.

"It's been so long and he can't forget that person, but I still believe that time is always the sharpest weapon. If I really cut a mark on his protective layer, maybe With the erosion of time, the crack will eventually grow bigger, and one day..."

He was holding a teaspoon in his hand, and with a little force, the tea cakes on the plate in front of him were smashed to pieces.

"Maybe it's just me consoling myself... But at least Xiao Hao is no longer as impulsive as he was four years ago. Even if that person appeared in front of him again now, I think the current him may not be because of Momentary emotions can easily overturn the peaceful life that the two of us have built with great difficulty."

"So this time, the time I can stay with him should be much longer than before."

"So I can wait, and I can give him enough time. Waiting for time to slowly, subtly, completely make him mine."

"What if there is time, but still can't wait?" Zhou Zhuchen asked quietly.

After all, you're not the first to want to wait for him.You must know that before you, there are others who have spent a lot of time and energy, but in the end they are always busy.

"So what if I'm busy? This time...if I don't have to wait for him, what can I do? The reason why there is a so-called 'delay' is not because I am afraid of spending too much time on someone and missing it." Any other possible people? But, anyway, I only like Xiao Hao. No matter how good other people are, it has nothing to do with me, right?"

Cheng Qi smiled slightly, extremely calm.

"And if you think about it carefully, the thing 'time' should be used to slowly delay, isn't it?"

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Even though he said so, Zhou Zhuchen didn't see Cheng Qi from the beginning to the end for a period of time afterwards.

Even, his schedule was so tense that Xiao Hao cursed all the way from the door of the bar.

"Straight men are big sluts! Overtime on Valentine's Day?! What do you want to do if you don't resign after the unit is oppressing people like this? Why isn't the genitals of their leaders being snatched away by dogs?"

"Calm down, calm down." Zhou Zhuchen was on the phone and gave Xiao Hao several winks in a hurry, but unfortunately, the angry Zha Gong didn't see it at all.

"Busy all day! I don't even know to call me after working all day! Who knows who he is fooling around with in the company? Let me tell you Zhou Zhuchen, I have dated so many boyfriends, no one has ever dared Never did this to me!"

"What the hell are you crazy about? Why do you think a mere Cheng Qi is so arrogant? He doesn't look very good-looking, and he doesn't have much interest, so he dares to treat me so leisurely--I'm really not afraid to let it go I don't care if I go find someone else!"

"Damn it, I feel like I can't live without going to work! I really don't know what a straight man is pretending to be in his head. I shouldn't be in a relationship with a straight man!"

"Xiao Hao, I'm on the phone with your straight man Cheng Qi right now!" Zhou Zhuchen was speechless and had to clarify, saying that you complain so much and forget it, can't you keep your voice down?

"Oh? Knowing to call you but not me? Tell me! What did he tell you about me?"

"No la……"

"You have dissatisfaction and tell me in front of me! What are you sneaking about with Zhou Zhuchen!" Xiao Hao snatched Zhou Zhuchen's phone and yelled at the opposite side.

"Why are you so fierce when I say you're fine? People just called me to ask me what kind of desserts to bring home as gifts on Valentine's Day so you won't be angry."

"Who eats dessert at night? Isn't he out of his mind?! The calories are so high, I don't want my figure?" Immediately after finishing speaking, he turned his head and shouted at the bar, "Here I come A glass of beer, a big one! And another plate of chicken rice crackers!"

……

That night, when Cheng Qi got off work at ten o'clock in the evening and came to the bar to pick up Xiao Hao, all he could see was that this bitch was hugging left and right, and Zhou Zhuchen couldn't stop him even if he stood beside him.

"What? If you don't accompany me~ why don't you let me find someone else?"

Cheng Qi went to help him up, but he was still drunk and confident.

"It's not that I didn't want to accompany you on purpose."

"Didn't you do it on purpose? You did it on purpose! Why do you have to go to work when you don't have to?! I can afford you! You come back to accompany me!"

"You say that...it seems to be denying the value of my work."

"Work value? What is the value of doing that job for earning so little money? Quit it early and forget it! What are you doing? You earn less than me for more than one month a year. Do you have a future?!"

After driving home, Cheng Qi dragged the drunk man to take a good shower, put on clean clothes and put them on the bed, then he loosened his tie and sat by the bed to slowly relieve his fatigue.

"I know you feel lonely."

He rubbed Xiao Hao's hair, who was restless in sleep, with his palm, and said softly: "Wait for me to work for a few more years, to accumulate a little more experience and ability, and I will compensate you for a gap year and take you to play abroad. How about traveling the world?"

"Why... have to wait a few years before going?" Xiao Hao slowly opened his eyes and asked in a low voice.

"In our industry...if I resign with my current qualifications, it will definitely be difficult to find a better job. If I can wait a few more years, when I have a certain qualification..."

"It's not easy to find or not! I will support you!"

Cheng Qi smiled helplessly: "But I can't let you raise it."

"...Why can't you let me raise it?"

Cheng Qi didn't understand why Xiao Hao's expression suddenly became a little sullen.

"If I am straight, if I want to marry a woman now, if I want that woman to be a full-time wife after marriage. I can buy her a house and a car, give her a lot of pocket money every month, and if she gets divorced, she can share My general property, do you think... How many women would refuse to agree?"

"But I'm not a woman." Cheng Qi felt that this analogy seemed a bit absurd: "A man can't live without his own career..."

"What kind of career? What kind of career can your job be? Is it so hard to give up? You just simply refuse to believe me!"

"……what are you talking about?"

"For you straight men, do you have to have a legal 'marriage certificate' to give you enough sense of security to make you feel that this matter is completely settled? Otherwise, no matter what, you have to keep it for yourself. It’s a good way out—work overtime all day long, don’t you just feel that it doesn’t matter what happens to me, after all, you wake up when you keep your job? Isn’t that what you think?”

"How is it possible. Xiao Hao, what are you talking about?" What "marriage certificate" or something... Cheng Qi didn't understand how such a word could suddenly appear in the conversation between the two of them.

"I mean, if we could get married like normal people, if we could have a child like normal people, if there is any legal or blood way to bind our relationship, only then you straight men Will you be completely at ease? Otherwise, you will always leave a way out for yourself, anyway, even if you break up in the end, you can still live a good life, right?"

"You... you're not talking about me, are you?"

"It doesn't matter who you're talking about? After all, the 'future' is the only thing that you straight men can't throw away, right? Oh, you're really amazing, while talking about loving me, it made me breathless, On the one hand, how to choose which is more important, and how to choose, can always be judged so clearly - you and him... you are basically the same thing!"

"He?" Cheng Qi's face darkened: "Who do you mean by 'he'?"

"What is a guy? Why...why do you compare me with him? Why...you want to blame me for his mistakes back then? Xiao Hao, you chose the one who married a woman and left you behind People are not me!"

"Oh, you didn't choose a woman, it's just because a qualified woman didn't appear by your side."

"...How do you know it didn't show up?"

"What do you mean? You mean that there was a beautiful and virtuous boss's daughter or a well-educated high-ranking official's daughter who took the initiative to pursue you, and our great straight man, Comrade Cheng, refused without changing his face for an unreliable man. A direct train leading to a peaceful and happy life? Yes, you are quite charming, you? If so, why don’t you go ashore? Isn’t it good to live a 'normal' life?"

"Xiao Hao, you have to... trust me."

"You want me to believe in you? You can do it if you want me to believe in you! You resign! An Anxin is raised by me! Without me, I can't survive. Without me, I can't live without cutting off all the escape routes. I will not betray you, love you, take care of you for the rest of my life, and treat you well for the rest of my life - the question is can you do it?"

Cheng Qi wants to cry but has no tears.What he was facing right now was simply the most unsolvable problem in the world.

You throw away your helmet and armor for him, retreating and retreating for him, but the devil with a sharp blade is still not reconciled, and still wants to drive you to the edge of the cliff step by step.There is a sea of ​​fire below, and the demon is whispering in your ear now, if you will jump, I will hold you before you fall completely.

But can he be trusted?Even if he really hugs you now, what about the long future?

And when you fell into the sea of ​​fire and endured the pain of burning your body, he was still sneering mercilessly on the cliff.With whom do you cry, who do you tell that you have mistrusted someone, and who will sympathize with you?

Everyone, including him, will think you asked for it.Why did you choose to believe in demons even though you obviously don't have that kind of strength?

You will never recover.

Not to mention, Cheng Qi never wanted pity and charity from that devil.

What he wanted was to walk side by side with him—or, to put it another way, dragging that demon, dragging his unwilling body forward without hesitation!

……

However, the ideal is plump, and the reality is fucked.