Slag Gong Love History

Cheng Qi himself also knew that if he wanted to realize the ultimate ideal step by step, he had to start with the first one - you should at least get off the cliff before talking about it?

But if he couldn't get down, he still had to face the raging sea of ​​flames, and was in danger of being pushed into the abyss at any time.

"You really...you can't believe me, right?" Xiao Hao smiled, as if he had suffered a greater grievance than Cheng Qi: "Although the two of us are together, in fact neither of us can completely trust each other It's okay, I can understand this, you are willing to be with me, I shouldn't have any other expectations, it's okay, go to your class."

Cheng Qi did not choose to resign, not only that, but also worked harder than before.

He strives relentlessly to concentrate and make the most of every minute of his work.During others' lunch break, he works hard; during others' meal time, he picks up meals faster than others;

Originally, five days a week, I would work overtime until eight or nine every day.Now he works hard to only work overtime for two days, until eleven o'clock every day, drinking all kinds of strong coffee, just to fight for the remaining three days to get off work on time and go back to accompany Xiao Hao.

Occasionally on a business trip, in a strange city, he always spends his leisure time at night looking for all kinds of special products that he can take home.In fact, he also knew that Xiao Hao didn't care about those things at all, but he just wanted to buy them for him, and when he saw something he thought was good, he would immediately think of him.

"Manager Cheng, you really love your girlfriend."

Cheng Qi sometimes felt that it was good to be like this now.

As long as Xiao Hao is no longer asked to mention Liang Yu and the past, as long as the overtime is not too much, as long as Xiao Hao makes a mess of the house and Yingying Yanyan outside, there will be no endless disputes between himself and Xiao Hao.

Although this superficial whitewashing of peace always occasionally makes Cheng Qi feel unreal, but every time when he is on a business trip like this, looking at the strange lights all over the street, he thinks that at least he has a place to go back to. Once he thinks about the person he wants to see the most, Cheng Qi will still feel lucky.

Xiao Hao found that Cheng Qi had lost some energy recently, and his complexion was not too good.

He thought about whether the food in their cafeteria was too bad, or whether it was because they were too tired to commute to get off work on the subway every day, and he also secretly considered whether to ignore his objections and continue to drive him to and from get off work as before.

But after thinking about it again, he said he was fine anyway, so why meddle in other people's business?

He didn't know that Cheng Qi had been promoted, but he was afraid that Xiao Hao wouldn't like to hear such news, so he couldn't share the good news with him.

In fact, this matter was clearly reflected in Cheng Qi's doubled salary card.But even though Xiaohao accepted the card, he never thought of using it or checking the balance or turnover.

Cheng Qi just went to buy an expensive tie for Xiao Hao in silence after his salary was paid that month.

Similarly, Xiao Hao didn't know that Cheng Qi's continuous overload of work made him pass out in the company.

When I woke up, I was in the medical room. The little assistant cried to him with a red nose: "Manager Cheng, I was scolded by the big boss just now. The big boss asked me to contact your family members, but there is no phone number of your family members in the address book." ah……"

"It's not your fault, I don't have any family."

There is no inevitable problem in the whole body examination. The doctor analyzed that it was caused by overwork and long-term sub-health.However, as soon as the doctor finished talking about taking a good rest, Cheng Qi had already returned to work with another cup of strong coffee.

"Manager Cheng is amazing, you must love our business very much, right?"

At the end of get off work that day, the little assistant was asked by the big boss to drive the frail Cheng Qi home.

"...It's not annoying."

"It's just 'not hating'? It's amazing to be so motivated without hating it! I don't hate our work, but I still look forward to getting off work every day from the beginning of work! I can't be like a manager at all. When I work like that, I can’t even hear the noise next to me so I’m so devoted!”

Cheng Qi smiled helplessly: "I may...be motivated by some other aspect."

Want to see that person sooner.

I want to meet his request as much as possible without giving up my last position.

Although sometimes I will be confused, whether such persistence is meaningless at all.

……

When Cheng Qi returned home that day, Xiao Hao was not there.

He was so tired that he didn't even have the strength to take out his cell phone to call him, so he curled up on the sofa and passed out.When I woke up, the time displayed on the phone was past eleven o'clock in the evening, and at the same time, the key sounded from the door.

"Huh? You came back quite early today!" Xiao Hao blushed slightly after drinking, and walked through the living room in a nonchalant way: "Why, don't you work overtime?"

"It's not like working overtime every day."

"Really~~ It's a pity, I would have come back earlier if I knew I didn't have to guard the empty room alone."

"Your collar..."

"Eh?" Xiao Hao lowered his head, straightening his half-stretched tie and neckline that reached his pectoral muscles. "Today I had a bit of a fight with Chen Du and the others... Hey, what do you mean by looking at me like that? I'm sorry. I didn't do anything to apologize to you."

After all, he went to take a shower.

Cheng Qi tried to get up, but found that he didn't even have the strength to sit up.I was very dizzy, and my stomach was aching because I hadn't eaten for a long time after vomiting during the day.

After Xiao Hao finished washing, he saw him lying on the sofa with his eyes closed, and asked him angrily, "Are you going to sleep on the sofa today? Are you planning to come over?"

Hearing no reply, Xiao Hao muttered "...whatever you want" and slammed the bedroom door.

It wasn't until midnight that he got up to cover Cheng Qi with a quilt, only to find that the man's body was burning hot.

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"I resigned for you."

As soon as Cheng Qi woke up, he smelled the disinfectant that belonged to the hospital.Xiao Hao sat beside his bed with an angry look on his face.

"Your unit is really fucking unconscionable! I called you to ask for leave and said you had a high fever of 40 degrees. Do you know what the first sentence your leader said? Damn, ask if you can insist on coming back to work the day after tomorrow, because the project I can't keep up with the progress! I'm so mad, you were so angry every day?"

"Look at how thin you have been recently!" Xiao Hao grabbed his bony wrist: "The doctor said you were malnourished! I was convinced and followed me. How could I be malnourished?! Go home to recuperate! you!"

Cheng Qi didn't have the strength to speak, so he closed his eyes slowly.

Is this considered... being directly pushed off the cliff by external force?

Cheng Qi received a few injections of water in the hospital and was taken home by Xiao Hao.In those few days, Xiao Hao started busy serving him like he used to serve his ancestors, and Cheng Qi was flattered by how much he asked for his health.

"What do you mean? You are mine, so can I ignore you?"

"..."

"Don't worry." Xiao Hao smiled and helped Cheng Qi tuck the corner of the quilt: "I will take good care of you and pamper you for the rest of my life. You will never regret choosing me."

But those words were not addressed to him.

Cheng Qi is clear.Although Xiao Hao was looking at himself when he spoke, the person he really hoped to hear was only the back of a person who had gone away back then.

Cheng Qi fully believed that if that person had chosen Xiao Hao back then, Xiao Hao would definitely be willing to pay all the price for that person's happiness for the rest of his life.

This matter has passed a long time as a testimony.Cheng Qi had no doubt that Zhou Zhuchen and Chen Du would think so too.Almost everyone who knows Xiao Hao will think that it is definitely a loss for that person not to choose Xiao Hao who was infatuated with him to the point of heinously.

But it happened that only that person himself seemed to know nothing about it.

For such a tragic reality, Cheng Qi can completely understand how much pain, suffering, and resignation Xiao Hao has suffered over the years.

Because the current him should end up as miserable as Xiao Hao.

Cheng Qi thought in a daze, if it was that person lying here, if it was Liang Yu, what would Xiao Hao do?What would he think?What would you say?

If it was Liang Yu, even if he collapsed from overwork, would Xiao Hao dare to say that he would not be allowed to go to work?Dare to resign for him casually?

Although Cheng Qi doesn't know what kind of character Liang Yu is, he can at least piece it together from the fragments described by Zhou Zhuchen or Chen Du - he is a man with a clear mind, ideas and can definitely implement them. Will be easily moved by others, and his temper may not be very good.

If he could really be with that person, Xiao Hao's role... should be to serve His Highness the King.Kneeling at the feet of His Royal Highness and obeying orders, occasionally serving to make the king happy and getting a little bit of reward would be grateful. How dare you say that you want His Royal Highness to throw away his scepter and be raised by servants?

However, you must know that Xiao Hao is always willing to be under that one person.The rest of the people will be stepped on by him.He raised Chen Du and Wei Yang in captivity, and now he also wants to raise himself in captivity...

No, I can't think about it like this anymore.

Think about it any further, and negative emotions will start to creep in and become uncontrollable.

Now that you have decided to wait, since you have decided to stay by Xiao Hao's side and use time as a weapon to slowly disintegrate him, you can't be defeated by your own tormented emotions first.

……

Cheng Qi never thought that he would be a blessing in disguise.

He was still thinking about what he would do if he was resigned like this.After all, I am already in my 30s, and it seems a bit late to change to a more relaxed job like Zhou Zhuchen, but if it is said to change careers, does he have any other basis.Is it possible...to be the bartender at Xiao Hao's bar?But you can't stand forever, right?

Or go out to eat, drink and have fun with Xiao Hao all day from now on, take care of the family when you have nothing to do, and be a "full-time cook"?But Xiao Hao doesn't really like this type, right? He says he does, but according to Zhou Zhuchen's intelligence analysis, his predecessor Wei Yang is like this, isn't it just as tragic?

What do you say that work is leaving a way out... Well, even if it is a way out, you have to block the only way out, why don't you think about other people just losing their jobs and being tired of playing with you one day, an old man three Dozens of them have no jobs and no other skills. How will they live in the future?

I always feel that... I am not loved at all, so I am made such an unreasonable request, right?

While revising his resume with a wry smile on his face in front of the computer, Cheng Qi unexpectedly received a call from his previous unit.

Because of his illness and resignation this time, the original project was not completed on time, and the superior ordered it to be remedied quickly, but found that without Cheng Qi, the technical core, the project seemed to be unable to figure out why even if it continued for a few months.So the senior leaders directly called him and asked him to return to work on the condition of being promoted.

A week after Cheng Qi went back, his idiot immediate boss who only lost his temper and squeezed the employees and had no practical skills was really transferred away, and he was quickly confirmed to fill the vacancy of the original boss.

In the company, the co-workers who were oppressed by the idiot boss all day and dared not speak out were singing and dancing, only Xiao Hao said "Congratulations" in a strange way, and then bought a watch for Cheng Qi as a celebration gift.

"Wow! I'm so envious! How about this super expensive one! Xiao Hao is really not willing to give up!" In the bar, Chen Du grabbed his wrist with sharp eyes: "Willing to buy this for you is definitely true love! But to be honest, you really That broken watch that I have been wearing all the time should have been replaced a long time ago, it looks like it has dropped in value!"

"..."

"Hey, why don't you look so happy? You smile so reluctantly!"

Cheng Qi did smile forcedly.Because he still doesn't know whether Xiao Hao just used the actual action of "buying him a watch" to simply express a curse.