Slag Gong Love History

The way back was driven by Cheng Qi, and unfortunately encountered a high-speed traffic jam. After driving for seven or eight hours in three to four hours, he was still moving slowly on the road.Xiao Hao may have suffered from lack of sleep in the past few days and excessive internal friction in bed. It seems that his whole body collapsed, and he slept all the way in the co-pilot.

After finally driving out of the congested area, Xiao Hao stretched his waist and woke up.

"Why were you...in Qinggang at that time? Could it be that Lao Zhou asked you to find me?"

"I haven't asked you yet, what's the matter with you running to the beach so nervously early in the morning?"

"Ah...that's, I just walked there casually."

"walk?"

"Okay, I know I was wrong. I will never go there again~"

Cheng Qi didn't pay much attention to him, stopped directly at the next service area, dragged Xiao Hao and got off.

Xiao Hao was worried, and was obediently dragged by Cheng Qi to the back of the store in the service area.Pushed against the wall very forcefully, Cheng Qi held him down and kissed him.

Cough, of course I am very happy that you are so enthusiastic... Is it really that impatient?

"Come back to me! You!"

"Ah?" Xiao Hao frowned, am I not here?

"During the beach, you finally got out of your mother's shell, and now you're hiding back for me, what does that mean?"

"In what shell? What do you mean? Am I a bastard?"

"Xiao Hao," Cheng Qi frowned and asked him, "What do I have to do to make you come out?"

Xiao Hao puffed up and pointed to his cheek: "Kiss again here?"

Cheng Qi sighed.She patted him lightly and dragged him to buy a drink.

"What's the matter with a kiss? You're so stingy! Cheng Qi, you haven't said anything yet. What's the point of refusing to contact me for so long, but sneaking to my place?"

"Xiao Hao, do you want to die?" Cheng Qi glared at him: "Your place? What is your place?"

"Uh..." He said the wrong thing again.

"Really...Sometimes IQ is not enough and sometimes it's a good thing! There are so many flaws."

"No~ Don't be angry, Cheng Qi, let me push it again like just now~ I really like how you treat me so forcefully! Hmm? Push it again!"

"Crazy! I'll drive it for you later! I'll sleep for a while!"

"Oh……"

Cheng Qi didn't really sleep.He closed his eyes, silently laughing at himself that everything couldn't be so smooth.

After finally peeling off the man's protective color, it seemed that he finally touched his heart, but after sleeping and waking up, that guy seemed to be reset, and started smiling and playing rascal again.

He still wears his armor as before, and he still knows to guard against you.

It's difficult, as expected of Xiao Hao.

Even thinking so, Cheng Qi still underestimated the strength of Xiao Hao's self-defense mechanism.

……

"Just move back, huh? Don't you miss me after being separated for so long?"

"I can move back..." After some indulgence, Cheng Qi was sweating all over, lying on the bed prostrably looking at the stars outside the window. Knowing whether what is about to be said may or may not have been said at all.

"If you... could tell me about what happened back then."

"Back then?" Xiao Hao withdrew his finger from Cheng Qi's hand that hooked him without a trace: "Is there any additional condition for you to move back?"

"...You never told me about that person."

Xiao Hao smiled lowly, in the dark night, it sounded like a ghost with malicious intentions.

"You...why do you have to get to the bottom of it?"

"..."

"Have I asked you about your previous love affairs? It's not that you haven't had an ex-girlfriend yourself. You almost had a wedding. Do I have to worry about how you met that woman, talked about it, and how you got along in those years?" Are there any details on the bed? I don't have one, do I?"

"I won't ask, because I won't do things that make me feel uncomfortable! Cheng Qi, they all say you're smart, but if you were really smart, you wouldn't ask such questions, right? Knowing what happened back then, what good will it do you? Normal people don't like to seek abuse that much!"

Cheng Qi said softly: "If it was your other feelings, I would never want to get to the bottom of it. But that person... is different."

"What's the difference?"

"He... has been in your heart for so long, and you have been reluctant to touch it. But I think... if you don't touch it all the time, if you don't dig it out, you will never get better."

"I think you just want to dig it? You don't expect me to be good-!"

Xiao Hao's voice was full of unprecedented anger.He turned over and got out of bed, went to the window and lit a cigarette irritably.

"I told you before, right? I don't want to mention it! I don't want to think about him at all! You have a good life all day long, but why do you always ask for something?"

"I...I just..."

"Stop talking! I know exactly what you've been thinking about since you and I came back to Beijing! Cheng Qi, you figure it out, not only you want me to forget what happened back then, but I've always wanted to forget too. Can't you wait? Can't you wait for me now that I've almost forgotten it? Can't you give me some more time? "

Cheng Qi didn't answer.

He stared blankly at the dim light scattered by the street lamps behind Xiao Hao, speechless.

Xiao Hao's aggressive questioning is actually very easy to refute - time?Haven't I given you enough time?We were together for two years, and then separated for four years. Didn't you realize that such a long time has passed quietly!

But Cheng Qi didn't refute him.Because Xiao Hao obviously didn't think that a long time had passed, he could still let him wait so confidently.

The smell of cigarettes quickly permeated the air, and Xiao Hao sneered softly at the quiet night outside the glass.

"Cheng Qi, I still don't know why you became like this."

"You were obviously not like this before. I thought you were cute and silly before. How could you become so tough and full of calculations now? Since the first day you came back, you have been forcing me to force me, Isn’t it okay if the world doesn’t run the way you want? Can you just spend two days in peace with me like before? Can you let me take a breath anyway?”

"It's really stressful to be with someone like you. Don't you feel it at all?"

……

It must be a lot of pressure to be with someone like me.

yes.I've been pushing you, yes, I admit it.

I also think...it's cute to be so silly like before.

But the result is not dumped by you yet?

I also don't want to risk hurting you and being backlashed by forcing you to face something you don't even want to face if I can.I also want to stay quietly by your side, accompany you and slowly wait for you to melt.

But I always feel that that day will never come.

Cheng Qi rarely felt so wronged for a moment in his life.What's worse, facing Xiao Hao like this, no matter how many grievances he has, he can only be suppressed in his throat.If you show a very wronged look, it will probably be deemed to be finding fault again, and it will be deemed to be making trouble for no reason.

……

When you carefully put forward a request that is not too much, he will veto it without thinking at all; the harder you try to get close to him, the harder he will push you out, and he will never let you go beyond that. A safety line that has already been drawn.

What else can you do?

Cheng Qi no longer wanted to continue the cold war.

I don't want to sit alone in an empty rental house and read a book absently, but I can't help but pick up the phone over and over again, waiting for a contact that will never come.

This is... I lost.

Want to warm him, want to embrace him, want to completely make him his own, try everything to try to drag him out of the layers of confusion in the past, obviously victory is in sight but in the end he still loses in strength bad.

Lost completely.Perhaps this ending was doomed from the very beginning, and he should have recognized this reality long ago.

"sorry."

After smoking a cigarette, Xiao Hao's body froze. He had no idea that Cheng Qi, who had been against him everywhere recently, would hug him from behind.The temperature close to his body reminded him of the hug in Qinggang, so he instinctively rejected him, but was hugged even tighter by Cheng Qi.

"I love you."

Xiao Hao felt that this was a foul - he found out that I don't eat the hard ones but the soft ones, and said this in a completely magnetic voice, what else can I say?

"Don't get bored, bored, go to sleep!"

So Zha Gong stopped being angry unilaterally, pulled his own big human-shaped pillow, rolled back to the soft bed, and soon fell asleep peacefully and carefree.

-

"When I was in Qinggang, at a certain moment, I felt as if a little gap had been dug. But as expected of Xiao Hao, once he woke up, his defense mechanism immediately rebounded. Now it is even more insensitive than before... I have no chance of invading his inner world."

"Thinking about it, I'm really useless... In the end, not only did I fail to catch him, but he saw my hole card."

"But let's not talk about it, he is really capable - ever since I found out how much I like him, he has started to touch the bottom line in different ways, but I can only watch helplessly, there is no way to deal with it .”

Zhou Zhuchen sincerely sympathized with this.

These days, Xiao Hao obviously spends more time going to bars than before.She seems to be more courageous than before. In the past few months, she was obviously a strict wife, but now she has begun to flirt with the beautiful little guest with wine.

Zhou Zhuchen couldn't bear the sight and reminded a few words, but Xiao Hao had something to say.

"It's Xiao Cheng himself who keeps telling me to 'get along with him in the most natural state'~ So, it's my most natural state to be merciful, isn't it? Don't worry, it's just playing around, I still only have him in my heart ah!"

Although Zhou Zhuchen didn't tell Cheng Qi about it so quickly, Cheng Qi wasn't so stupid that he didn't notice it.Occasionally, when I went to the bar with Xiao Hao, the enthusiastic attitude of those crazy bees and butterflies towards Xiao Hao was very different from the restrained appearance before. It can be said that he, the rightful lord sitting by the side, was completely dead.

This is the case outside, but at home, Xiao Hao gradually began to do whatever he wanted.

After returning from Qinggang, Cheng Qi moved back to Xiao Hao's place.He had no choice, Xiao Hao's attitude was simple and clear, "Either return or divide, it depends on you".Although it seems that he can also choose to be dead and uncompromising like before, Cheng Qi also understands that now that he has fully figured out the extent of his true obsession with Xiao Hao, he will no longer follow his trick of trying to get him.

Whoever loves deeply has no position, whoever has no right to speak, and whoever loses miserably.If he thought so, Cheng Qi felt relieved.

Because if you think about it this way, this ending is actually doomed as early as the beginning.

Cheng Qi himself was helpless and hated himself for being useless.In Qinggang, victory was clearly in sight, but he couldn't figure out how he had turned upside down so quickly after returning.

Xiao Hao changed his status as a 24-year-old boyfriend before. He didn’t care about the dishes after eating at home, and he didn’t care about throwing his clothes away. He played games or chatted with the little sluts on his mobile phone when he was fine. He completely followed Zhou Zhuchen’s six words The mantra-like "greedy, lazy and flowery" evaluation.

"I used to be like this. Didn't you want me to use my nature to get along with you? Now, 'nature' is like this, is it disillusioned?"

Not disillusioned, because this is not the real Xiao Hao at all.Cheng Qi knew very well that he was just maliciously showing his worst side.

However, if it is "malicious", Xiao Hao's whole attitude is not the kind of obvious non-violent non-cooperation bad person's face.

He just simply does not do things and makes ambiguous incidents, acting coquettishly and cutely instructing Cheng Qi to do this and that, and then he will play tricks and say "I used to be bothered, you don't know. Although for the sake of you, my dear, I will definitely have to take care of you in the end, But~ there must be a process!"

But I didn't see the process of calming down, I only saw him playing more and more.