Slag Gong Love History

Zhou Zhuchen turned his head slowly, the moment he saw Ren Xin, he had an inexplicable urge to cry.

Because Xiao Kong made it like this, he has unilaterally not contacted Ren Xin for a long, long, long time since before the winter vacation.

He also tried his best not to think of Ren Xin again, because Xiao Kong was suffering, and he felt that it was unreasonable for him to build his happiness on the suffering of others.

But seeing Ren Xin suddenly at this moment, Zhou Zhuchen only felt that something that had been imprisoned deep in his heart had been shattered, and the fragments were scattered everywhere.

He found that he actually missed him.

The days with Ren Xin are almost all happy memories.

Although the current Zhou Zhuchen is full of guilt towards Xiao Kong when he thinks about that sweet memory, but in a certain corner of his heart, selfish thoughts have never been completely dead, especially when he is looking at Ren Xin at this moment. .

If it was possible to ignore anything, if it was possible to ignore those responsibilities or obligations...

He knew it was an extremely bad idea.But it is undeniable that no matter how hard you try to erase it, you will never be able to kill a trace of selfish echo in your mind.

"I know it's very busy to be a beast, and it's stressful to take care of patients. But, there should always be time to reply to my message, right?"

Zhou Zhuchen gritted his teeth with difficulty, not knowing what to say.

"Anyway, I've come back from school now. If you have any work after calling the beast, you can leave it to me. Like this kind of grocery shopping and running errands, I can do it. After all, I'm also a caller. Beast's boyfriend, I also want to help you a little bit!"

"Xiao Sora... the situation is really bad."

Zhou Zhuchen's voice was dry, his mind was confused and tangled: "I'm worried that he won't recover in a short time. I may... need to accompany him for a long, long time, so, so..."

"So Ming Beast, you want to break up with me?"

Zhou Zhuchen couldn't even make a wry smile.

If possible, of course I don't want to break up.

really don't want to.

The ideal life, the lovely lover, was once held in his hands, but now he is about to leave him forever.

But what can I do?You can't let Xiao Kong go.

"I'm sorry. It's all, it's all my fault."

He lowered his head and closed his eyes.I always feel that with Ren Xin's temper, he should swear "You bastard" and then slap himself and turn away, then everything will be over.

……

"I do not want."

"I don't want to break up! I don't want to break up!"

Ren Xin endured the red eyes, and watched firmly, forcing Zhou Zhuchen to raise his head to look at him.

"I know he is very pitiful, and I also know that the beast thinks that he must be responsible for the harm he suffered! But why? I like the beast, and the person that the beast likes is also me. The person I like is not with me but is always there. It’s pitiful to take care of my rival in love, and to give up my own happiness in order to be responsible for someone I don’t like, it’s also pitiful to be called a beast!”

"So why? Why should we break up because of him? I don't accept it. Unless the beast tells me that you have changed your mind, I will never accept such a breakup!"

"..."

"Calling Beast, have you changed your mind? Tell the truth, have you fallen in love with him?"

"..."

Zhou Zhuchen raised his head slightly, letting the tears that were about to burst out of his eyes disappear.

He told himself not to cry.What are the words that cry out in front of this child?You are an omnipotent beast in his heart. If you have no position, you are not the one he admires and likes.

Think more about Xiao Kong.He is still waiting for you at home.

Maybe he's already awake by now, worrying about where he's gone.You can't leave him alone.

"Call the beast, you don't need to say anything, I already understand."

"Go back and take care of him, I will try my best...not to bother you."

Zhou Zhuchen smiled wryly, then turned to leave.

"But, I will wait for you."

"..."

"I'm still Jiaoshou's boyfriend now, and I will be your boyfriend until you don't want me. As long as you don't say you don't want me, I will continue to like you and wait for you, and I believe that you will never change your mind , when that child recovers, you will naturally come back to me, right?"

"Ren Xin..."

"I'm still young, I can afford to wait, so it's okay to call the beast, that's the deal. I'll go back to clean up the dormitory and call the beast. I will attend your class next semester! Goodbye then!"

Zhou Zhuchen stared blankly at Ren Xin's back, passing through the forest path like a gust of long-lost wind.

The atmosphere in the dormitory building, no matter how relaxed it is, is still stagnant.Zhou Zhuchen didn't even enter the door, but when he reached the door, his steps became heavier.

Opening the door, Xiao Kong was sitting listlessly in the entrance with his hands on his knees.

"elder brother."

"Why are you sitting here?"

"I woke up and found you weren't there. I thought...you wouldn't be coming back."

"What are you talking about, how is it possible?"

Zhou Zhuchen put down the things he bought, and pulled the child up from the cold ground.

"Brother, are you... crying?"

"No. How can there be?"

"You have cried." Xiao Kong looked at him fixedly: "Your eyes are red."

"No."

"Did you encounter something? Or... who did you encounter?"

This child... His intuition is so sharp that it is outrageous.Zhou Zhuchen hurriedly shook his head desperately.

"Brother, you went to see Ren Xin, right?"

"...No." It was just a coincidence.

"You lied to me."

"Xiaokong, don't think too much, there really is no such thing."

Xiao Kong lowered his head, bit his lips and did not speak.

Zhou Zhuchen just put the things he bought back in the refrigerator, and in such a short moment, Xiao Kong actually bit his lips to bleed out.

"Don't bite yourself, you!"

But the child bit even harder, as if it wasn't his own lips that wouldn't hurt at all.

Zhou Zhuchen couldn't even open his lips with all his strength. He was anxious and angry at the moment, and he had to use force to move his heart. Fortunately, at the last moment, reason finally defeated the impulse. He gently stroked Xiao Kong's lips, gritted his teeth and slowly kissed.

That can't be called a kiss.

At least in Zhou Zhuchen's opinion, it was just a trick to make the child let go, and it really succeeded as he wished.

At the same time, Xiao Kong also tasted blood in Xiao Kong's mouth.Abnormal bitterness.

But in Xiao Kong's view, that was undoubtedly the first kiss between them.

He bit his sweetheart's lips softly, his breathing and heartbeat had never been so intense.

Panting, stroking, until one of them couldn't stand still and was pushed down, Zhou Zhuchen was actually mentally prepared for all the follow-ups at that moment.

Whatever Xiao Kong wants, it's up to him.

If this can bring him a moment of happiness and satisfaction, then he has nothing to say.

But Xiao Kong pressed on him, but did not take the next step.Waiting for Zhou Zhuchen to see him looking at him very sadly.

"Brother, let me go." He said softly.

"Where?"

"I can go anywhere. Anyway... I can't... I can't stay here anymore." His eyes were red.

"Say something stupid?"

"Because...if this continues, I will definitely become...the cause of your misfortune."

"How is it possible! What are you thinking about all day long? I'm not unlucky!"

Xiao Kong smiled bleakly, and sighed inaudibly.He didn't say anything, just shook his head slightly.

……

After school started, the days were basically calm as usual.

After Zhou Zhuchen was out of class, he still accompanied Xiao Kong to do this and that every day. At the same time, he collected various nutritious recipes on the Internet, and made them for him in different ways.

It's just that every time I go out to go to class, I can't help but feel anxious.Secretly put away all the sharp things in the house, and locked the door of the bedroom, and sometimes simply broke a sleeping pill in Xiao Kong's drink to let him sleep for a while.

Xiao Kong can understand the matter of being locked in the room in normal times, but occasionally when he is overwhelmed by emotions, he will resist like crazy.The same is true for Zhou Zhuchen going to work. In extremely rare cases, he would not be able to bear Zhou Zhuchen leaving his sight and leaving him alone at home.

"Brother, can you not go? I'm afraid...I'm afraid of being alone."

But how could Zhou Zhuchen not go to work.

The situation was particularly serious that day, but he was really going to be late.There are more than 100 students in a large class waiting for me. If there is a teaching accident, it will be over.He had no choice but to comfort Xiao Kong for a long time, repeatedly promising "I'll be back soon", and running home immediately after class.

Then he opened the door and found Xiao Kong sitting on the windowsill.Zhou Zhuchen lived on the sixth floor, and there was nothing outside the windows.

That was the only time he forgot to lock the window.

Zhou Zhuchen was scared out of his wits.He didn't dare to think that if he came back later, or if Xiao Kong accidentally moved forward a little...

He didn't talk nonsense, and rushed directly to Xiao Kong and dragged Xiao Kong off the window sill. This time, he really couldn't hold back and slapped him across the face.

Immediately regretted it.But it was too late, Xiao Kong's eyes were red, and he rushed towards the entrance like crazy. Fortunately, his trembling hands couldn't unscrew the door lock at all, so Zhou Zhuchen hugged him from behind in time and couldn't move anymore.

The child began to cry uncontrollably again, and his whole body trembled violently, making Zhou Zhuchen's heart twitch.

He couldn't know exactly how much grievance was there.

I don't know what to do.

For the first time he felt that this might be an endless abyss.Whether it's his own indecision or Xiao Kong's stubborn feelings like a black hole, they will completely swallow the two of them in the end, dragging him down and never returning to the plain and relaxed world.

However, even so, he couldn't let go of the child's hand.