Slag Gong Love History

Finally calmed down and lay back on the bed, Xiao Kong apologized over and over again softly with a face of deep tiredness.

"I'm sorry brother, I didn't mean it... I really didn't mean it. I couldn't help it... Just now... I couldn't control myself..."

"Ok, I know."

To know is to know.But tomorrow I have to get someone to weld the window shut.

"Brother, I...can't sleep."

"Don't worry, sleep slowly, I'll stay by your side." Zhou Zhuchen smiled reluctantly, wanting to smoke a cigarette for no reason.

"Brother, you...look so tired."

"Really?" Zhou Zhuchen was stunned when he heard the words, and put away all possible tiredness on his face for a moment: "No! I'm very energetic."

"It's all... because of me."

"..."

"It would be nice if I... didn't exist from the beginning. In that case, everyone would be much more relaxed and free."

"What nonsense are you talking about?"

"I'm not talking nonsense. I simply... shouldn't have been born. It's obviously a burden to everyone. Why did you give birth to me? I don't want to be like this...Obviously I don't want to be a burden to others... ..."

"Okay, don't think about it, you are not a burden. You are just sick. Who can be free from illness and disaster? Be good, I will stay with you until you get better."

"What if... it doesn't get better all the time?"

Zhou Zhuchen scratched the bridge of his nose: "Then I will support you forever."

"If, really, we can be together for the rest of our lives..." Xiao Kong's face showed a trace of dreamy longing, but it quickly turned into a dull obscurity: "It will definitely be soon...you will think I hate you." .”

Zhou Zhuchen knew that no matter how much he tried to comfort him, it would be futile.

Because you are a healthy person, you will always stand outside their emotional cycle that ordinary people cannot understand.No matter what self-righteous comforting words are said, it is impossible to touch the real pain of patients with depression.

He leaned down and kissed Xiao Kong's forehead.

However, Zhou Zhuchen knew that he could hug him and be with him.You can let him absorb a little warmth with the only temperature you have.

The child closed his eyes contentedly, and soon fell into a deep sleep.

-

Zhou Zhuchen is only 28 years old.It was because he was full of energy that year, and he felt that it would be no problem for him to go to work, lecture, cook and cook at the same time as a part-time teacher and a full-time nanny.

But as Xiao Kong said, he was very tired, but he didn't realize it.

After attending four classes in the morning, he was in a trance when he went downstairs, and fell down the stairs.

Luckily there were only the last few steps left, but I sprained my foot.

Call Xiao Hao immediately and ask him to help take care of Xiao Kong at his home.When the child heard that Zhou Zhuchen was injured, he was terribly worried. Xiao Hao said that there was nothing wrong with him and he didn't want to go to see him, but he refused to believe it. Xiao Hao had no choice but to take him to the hospital affiliated to the university.

Xiao Kong was so anxious that he dragged his brother who was walking very slowly all the way to the entrance of the affiliated hospital out of breath, but he saw a certain boy running through the corridor in front of him in a gust of wind.

"Calling the beast, calling the beast, calling the beast made you wait for a long time—! Come, come, come, I bought you a lot of sweet and spicy skewers, as well as your favorite fish balls, come, open your mouth to eat—"

"Grass. I'm already a sick person, so why don't you buy me such unnutritious things?"

"Oh, it's good to have it. Didn't you just sprain your ankle? It's not an internal injury. What can't be eaten? It's good to be full? By the way, I also gave you half a catty of pig's trotters, and I added extra garlic. And coriander, hurry up and open your mouth to eat whatever you want!"

"What do you eat to make up for?"

"Yeah! Eat pig's trotters to make up for them, you're called a beast! Look, isn't your foot swollen like a pig's trotter?"

"Aren't you going to pass?" Xiao Hao poked the boy who stopped at the corner.

Xiao Kong shook his head silently.

……

Zhou Zhuchen was unable to get off the ground because of his swollen feet, so he actually stayed in the hospital for two or three days.In those few days, Ren Xin went to send this to Zhou Zhuchen every day, but Xiao Kong never showed up.

"Brother, I plan to live in England for a while."

"What? What England? This... who came up with such a bad idea?"

Zhou Zhuchen had just limped back home when he heard such incomprehensible words.

What are you doing in England?This kid has never said before that he wants to go abroad.What's more, he is still so seriously ill, how can he go?

"I asked Xiao Hao to help contact the treatment institution in the UK. Brother, don't worry, it is a very authoritative institution, and there have been many cured cases."

"What the hell are you doing?" Zhou Zhuchen immediately frowned and stared at Xiao Hao: "What kind of organization? Is it reliable? How can we go so far away without knowing the language?"

"Oh, my acquaintances over there contacted me, it should be quite reliable, and the information is also available on the Internet."

"Are you going with him?"

"Uh……"

Zhou Zhuchen was going crazy: "You want him to go there alone?! Xiao Hao, what are you kidding? You're out of your mind, I absolutely disagree!"

"If you don't agree, you don't agree. It's easy to say," Xiao Hao rolled his eyes weakly: "Then do you want to cure this disease? Treating you every day can cure it? I think it's not as good as every day."

"...But! So far away..."

"Brother, don't worry, I can go there alone." Xiao Kong pursed his lips and said, "I've thought about it, anyway, I won't be able to catch up with the college entrance examination here. I'll treat you at the institution over there with peace of mind." , When the treatment is almost over, I will study the preparatory course there, and then I will go to a British university."

"Like this...although I won't see my brother for a long time, but if it can really be cured, it's not bad."

"Xiaokong, you are still young, such an important decision cannot be made so easily! In this way, you can bring me the information of that organization first, and then I will find someone to investigate and investigate, and then we will discuss it slowly, okay? good?"

"Hey...it may be too late to discuss it again." Xiao Hao said weakly: "My acquaintances said that there are many patients in the institution, and those with a limited admission mechanism still have vacancies. If you delay for a few weeks, you may not be able to enter went."

"Brother, just let me go," Xiao Kong tugged at Zhou Zhuchen: "I don't want to cause you any more trouble. I also feel that this can't go on anyway."

"Xiaokong, you are not troublesome!"

"I know……"

"Xiaokong! Don't force yourself! It's really just my own carelessness that I fell and got injured, and it has nothing to do with you!"

"Brother, I know it all. I know you won't abandon me. I also know... If I stay here forever, you will definitely take care of me forever. I can use this method to keep you by my side forever , can’t go anywhere.”

"But that won't work."

The child raised the corners of his mouth and pulled out a smile that was uglier than crying.

"Brother, I wish you a happy life more than anyone else, more than anyone else I hope you can be happy..."

"I, I'm not unlucky right now!"

"Well, I know you love me the most," Xiao Kong nodded, "It's because of this that I must leave."

"..."

"Brother, let go of the hand that protects me. I know you want to help me, but in the end, people have to rely on themselves to stand up."

"Trust me. I'll be fine. I will try my best to get healthy and stand in front of you. Please wait for me."

……

Although he said a lot of rhetoric, he seemed to have made up his mind, but on the night before he left, when his luggage was packed, Xiao Kong who was lying on the bed shrank into a ball, and cried under the blanket.

"Don't go if you don't want to go! Stay, stay with me, and I will support you forever!"

Xiao Kong cried and laughed helplessly.People say that parents' doting sometimes harms children, and it seems that they are right.

"If...if I can't hold on there anymore, I can go back to my brother at any time, right?"

"Of course! You call and I'll pick you up right away!"

"Then... If you send a message to brother over there, you will reply to me, right?"

"Of course I will! You have to contact me every day! Don't worry me!"

"it is good……"

……

"Actually... about liking my brother, I originally planned to tell you as soon as I graduated."

In the middle of the night, neither of them could fall asleep. Xiao Kong lay beside Zhou Zhuchen, holding his hand and looking at the thin sky outside the window.

"But I'm afraid I'm not full yet. You think I'm too young, and you won't take what I say seriously."

"I like my brother very much. I liked it a long time ago..." He said, his voice choked up: "My brother clearly, clearly promised to wait for me... I thought...you would at least wait for me to arrive that time……"

"it's all my fault."

Xiao Kong shook his head.

"Until that day... I went to the hospital, saw that person by your side, and heard the conversation between you. I realized that even if I waited until then, my brother would not like me. My brother is with me When I was with him, I never showed that kind of smile when I was with that person, only he... can make my brother smile so happily."

"So, brother, don't sell your happiness for me anymore."

"I'm sick...it's not my brother's fault, it's not because of my brother that I became like this, it's just something wrong with my own mind."

"Xiao Kong, don't say that!"

"It's okay, I know that's what it is...so, so..."

His voice was dry, his breath was choked with shortness of breath, and he couldn't speak any more.

He just clasped Zhou Zhuchen's hand and held it tightly in his palm.