old love [rebirth]

Chen Lou's illness came on suddenly and went away quickly.

Two days later, he boarded the plane to Qingshi, and before taking off, he sent Jiang You a message asking for the name of the hotel, but he did not expect that the message he received after getting off the plane was not the hotel address——Jiang You had something to do at home, so go back first up.

Jiang You was also taken aback when he received the information from his family. Mr. Gao's pathology slides showed very good, and there was no special reaction when he first started chemotherapy.Only then did Jiang You travel with peace of mind.But unexpectedly, just the day before Chen Lou came over, Mother Jiang called and said that Teacher Gao had a reaction to chemotherapy.

Jiang You was anxious, and calculated that the work would be over soon, so he told Jiang's mother that he would be able to go back in two days, and called Teacher Gao to encourage him.

That night, he couldn't sleep well all night, and he always had some bad dreams when he was half asleep and half awake. He called the hospital worriedly before dawn the next day.

The phone rang three times before being picked up. It was the nurse on duty over there who told him that Mother Jiang was also sick and had a low-grade fever yesterday, and asked him when he would be back. I haven't eaten or drank for two days, and the doctor in charge has been persuading me.Jiang You asked again, and only then did she know that Jiang's mother had always reported good news but not bad news, and she really couldn't hold on yesterday, so she called him.

Jiang You has been abroad for the past few years, and he himself felt ashamed of his parents. At that time, he felt very guilty when he knew that Mr. Gao was ill. Now he couldn't stay any longer, and hurriedly explained the matter here to another person in charge. The earliest flight is back to City C.He left in such a hurry that he didn't remember what happened to Chen Lou until he arrived in City C.Call Chen Lou again, the other party has already shut down and taken off.

Jiang You expressed his apologies on the phone, and Chen Lou was also a little worried. He was sick a few days ago so he didn't go to the hospital. He didn't expect his condition to be so bad in just a few days.Now that things have come to an end, they can only go about their own business. Chen Lou comforted Jiang You a few words, and said that he would cooperate with the local training arrangements here, so that he doesn't have to worry about it and just concentrate on taking care of Teacher Gao.As soon as Jiang You said yes, he was called away by the doctor again.

Two days later, the project kick-off meeting was held at Qingshi Medical University.

In the past two days, Chen Lou met several people one after another. First, he was the person in charge of the Chunyu Foundation. After a quick chat with the other party, he arranged accommodation and left. Then, he was the leader of the Medical University and several medical students who came here admiringly. There are almost three dinners a day.These people came for the name of S University. Although they didn't intend to flatter them, they were very polite in what they said. Chen Lou had to deal with it quite hard, but he could only do as the Romans did.

During this period, he and Jiang You also had a few phone calls, but Jiang You was at a loss over there, either no one answered, or he would hang up in a hurry. Chen Lou was worried that his call was not at the right time, so he could only tell the other party that there was someone. Tell yourself the situation.As for his own arrangements, he couldn't even ask, he could only walk around in a daze.

It was a rare sunny day in Tianqing City for the kick-off meeting. When Chen Lou walked into the venue, he was unavoidably nervous. Domestic mainstream news media, from the host to the arrangement of the venue, are extraordinarily grand.

When Chen Lou sat down, he felt a little unreal, and saw that there was a camera facing him, so he could only sit upright, waiting for more important leaders to enter the arena.

This entry lasted for more than ten minutes. Leaders from the city government and the medical university entered the arena one by one. Chen Lou was about to politely smile at these strangers when he smelled a faint scent of perfume.

This taste is very shallow, but Chen Lou is very familiar with it.His heart skipped a beat, and he turned his head subconsciously, and saw that person coming from the other side of the venue, holding his cuff with one hand, smiling at the reporters in the front row, and then sat on his right hand side.

Where Guan Yu was, another name was impressively written.Chen Lou was stunned for a while, looked at the nameplate, and unconsciously turned his gaze to Guan Yu, until the latter reminded in a low voice: "It's started."

Sure enough, after the host finished testing the microphone, there was warm applause in the venue.Chen Lou was still in a daze, his eyes were looking ahead, but his mind was in a mess—why did Guan Yu come?What about the original people?Does he know Jiang You or not?Why didn't Jiang You tell me if we knew each other?

All kinds of problems became more and more chaotic, and the chaos became a mess, and there was no clue.The scent of perfume at the end of the nose was very light, but it was full of presence. Chen Lou felt that the tip of the nose was a little hot, and thought of seeing Guan Yu in a suit and leather shoes just now, with his eyes and calm demeanor, still attracting attention.His handsomeness has come out from the still immature "sharp edges and corners", and he has refined a calm temperament that combines this identity. When the spotlight came over, Chen Lou could clearly see the deep outline of his side face, which even triggered There was a slight commotion on the opposite side.

I have to admit that Chen Lou was a little flustered at that moment.He didn't even know how long he had been in a daze just now, so that the other party had to remind him in a low voice, and when he thought that the other party had been sitting side by side with him since he entered the arena, he had not made any eye contact and only looked at the front. Some remorse.

Chen Lou slowly lowered his head to look at the notepad on the table, staring at the "Qingshi Medical University" on the notepad, and heard a deputy director speaking in the distance, his voice was very similar to his high school student. The headmaster suddenly felt that his seat was probably off-center—he and Guan Yu were too close, and just after a slight movement, his right leg seemed to touch him.The hands of the two were also too close, the watch dial on Guan Yu's left hand was almost touching the back of Chen Lou's hand, and Chen Lou didn't dare to move casually, so he could only maintain his original sitting posture until the reception was over.

This torment lasted for more than an hour, and Chen Lou felt that he had never been so embarrassed in his life.After the meeting, he hurried back to the hotel, and only then did he start to regret it—no matter how he looked at it, his performance today was too out of shape.

He felt that he was already nervous at the time, and he would inevitably overreact to everything he saw. He also felt that there were too many contrasting factors in it. After all, he thought it was Jiang You's colleague, but he would never have guessed that it was his ex-boyfriend.

In addition, his own mood change also played a role. If he still hated Guan Yu, or wished to stay away from him as before, then today would be embarrassing at best, like the school celebration dinner.Unfortunately, he was in the hotel a few days ago. From the night he was drunk, he began to remember many details of the past, and then examined the two people when they were just reborn. Looking at his eyes, focused and pure, as if reflecting the stars in the sky.

Even if Guan Yu didn't have any eye contact with him the whole time today, Chen Lou couldn't ignore those eyes.

It took a long time for the mood to calm down. Not long after, the sun was setting outside the window, and the cool wind came in waves from the half-open window. Chen Lou wiped his face in a daze, only to realize that he had been sitting for too long.

There was a banquet tonight, probably attended by government officials and representatives of the two foundations. Chen Lou was not interested in it, so he called the person in charge of the organizer, euphemistically expressing that he was unwell and could not attend at night .Fortunately, the other party had a good attitude and politely asked if they needed help.Chen Lou hurriedly said no.Just after hanging up the phone, I received another message from Jiang You.

Teacher Gao hung up the nutrient solution for a few days to supplement the nutrients, and now the chemotherapy response has stopped.The overall mood is also much better.Jiang You specially found a cook to make soup for Mr. Gao.There was no big problem with Jiang's mother, but when Jiang You relaxed after returning home, many problems returned, and she had to rest for a while.

Chen Lou finally breathed a sigh of relief, and saw that Jiang You said that the family couldn't do without him now, and that they might not be able to get along for the time being, so let Chen Lou just ask his boss if he has anything to do.Chen Lou was taken aback, and asked who it was.

Jiang You wrote back that it was Mr. Guan, he established the foundation, and he was also the main donor.He also said that Mr. Guan will stay in the local area for a while, because generally this kind of donation activities for remote areas is very easy to be skinned. For example, building a health center may have originally cost 20 yuan, but the leaders of various provinces and cities visited the site and drove well all the way. All kinds of high-priced meals in hotels are paid from donations, and the total cost may become [-].The previous projects of their foundation were carried out by themselves, and every penny was implemented. This time, they can only pay for the cooperation with others. Mr. Guan is worried, so he quietly went to have a look.

Chen Lou didn't think about these tricks, but after thinking about it for a while, he knew that such things were inevitable.He hesitated for a while, originally wanted to confess to Jiang You the relationship between himself and Guan Yu, but he thought that the purpose of Guan Yu's trip had nothing to do with him, and today's performance also looks like he doesn't know himself at all, so it's better to just keep silent.

Jiang You's busy feet didn't touch the ground, he was exhausted physically and mentally, and obviously didn't have the energy to care about other things.

Sure enough, Guan Yu was not seen again in the next few days. Chen Lou stayed here for a few days, and was arranged to give two classes to representatives of the health bureaus selected by various districts and counties.

When Jiang You asked him if he agreed, he readily agreed, first because he knew it would be good for his future, and second because he sincerely wanted to do something practical.However, it turns out that the so-called "Medical Poverty Alleviation and Relief Training" is just gold-plated for the people in the district and county health bureaus below. He pretends to be a small book, and the names of the courses he decides are all close to cutting-edge medicine.But in fact, no one listened carefully at all, and all played with their phones with their heads down.

The first training session lasted five days. After the third day, Chen Lou finally couldn't help it, and explained to the person in charge of the project that he hoped that he could finish the class ahead of time. For the remaining two days, he wanted to visit the following districts and counties. , Is there anything I can do.

The person in charge readily agreed, and reminded that there will be a car going to Jishan County tomorrow afternoon, which is a project car for poor children's disease relief.Yishan County is also a poverty-stricken county in Qingshi, but it is located in the west of Yishan, and the transportation is inconvenient. This time, Chen Lou went in with the car and came back with the car on the weekend, so there was no delay.

The person in charge contacted the driver for him again, and Chen Lou breathed a sigh of relief.

The next day, Chen Lou took up the whole morning to finish all the lessons.Teacher Gao just finished the first course of chemotherapy, Jiang's mother's body has recovered, and the family is temporarily discharged from the hospital and went home.When Chen Lou answered the phone, he was putting his luggage in the bus. He checked out the hotel and had to take all his luggage with him.It's just that Jiang You was very happy, and talked to him about the embarrassing thing about the bed doctor who was in charge of Mr. Gao.

Chen Lou could only hold the phone between his ears and shoulders, listening to him with a smile while looking for a place to put the box.

The underside of the bus was full of side-loaded goods, large and small bags of luggage. Chen Lou looked down for a long time, and just saw an open space that could barely be opened, when he saw someone on the right stretch out his hand and lift his suitcase firmly. put it there.

Guan Yu put the suitcase away, and then dragged a piece of felt cloth from one side of the luggage bag to block this side of the suitcase, then got up, and looked down at him.

Jiang You shouted over there: "Hey, hello... Chen Lou, are you listening?"

Chen Lou paused and said, "...I'm listening."

Jiang You asked: "Hahahahaha, do you think it's funny..." His voice was hearty, and the laughter was clearly transmitted through the microphone.Guan Yu paused for a moment, looked away, turned and got on the bus.Chen Lou felt inexplicably hot, hung up the phone in a hurry, took a deep breath, and followed.

Yishan County is far away from downtown Qingshi, and it takes four or five hours for a bus to arrive.Chen Lou didn't expect that he would get motion sickness, dizzy and nauseous. During a break on the road, he ran to a distance by himself and vomited for a while, and then managed to make it to the place.Fortunately, when I got out of the car, I met two enthusiastic companions. We arranged to live together. One of them helped him carry his things and the other supported him. They changed to a car and went to the town below.

The road to the town was even more difficult. Chen Lou felt dizzy and uncomfortable, and felt dizzy when he was half lying on the seat.I couldn't help thinking that the county sent cars to the town, so many people didn't know how many cars they wanted, and it was comfortable, but I didn't know if it was a donation.

He was thinking about it, and when he got to the guest house in the town, he saw the original bus following him.They were the only car in the whole journey.

The person who lives with him has already helped him carry the luggage into the room, three people share one room, it is an inn.Chen Lou didn't slow down all the time, so he simply put on his clothes and went to bed, and fell asleep in a daze.

This feeling was like passing out. Chen Lou woke up from hunger early the next morning, feeling quite refreshed.After quietly washing up, he sat back on the bed and looked outside, only to realize that this place turned out to be an ancient town.

It didn't know when it was raining outside, and one or two pedestrians occasionally walked by on the hazy street, making a slight clicking sound when they stepped on the bluestone road.The buildings on both sides are all stone walls and black tiles, and there are two stilted buildings in the distance, which look antique and have a quiet taste in the misty rain.

Chen Lou's training for this time has already been completed, so there is no work for this trip.He originally planned to go to the countryside to see if there was any place for him in the health center here.In his impression, impoverished counties are the kind where you can only see one or two villages when you have to go over mountains and ridges, and you have to walk a few miles to see a doctor. Thinking of being poor here, it doesn't seem embarrassing because of its simplicity.

He sat on the bedside for a while, seeing the people on both sides snoring one after another without stopping, he couldn't help being hungry, so he changed his clothes first and decided to find something to eat.

As soon as he went out, he happened to meet someone coming out from the opposite side, who looked like he was getting dressed and was about to go out. Chen Lou was inexplicably happy, and raised his head to say hello, only then did he recognize it was Guan Yu.

He froze for a moment, then hurriedly turned around and pretended to close the door of his room.Guan Yu had already walked over, frowned, and looked down at him: "You wear so little?"

Chen Lou hurriedly regained consciousness, coughed lightly and said, "Fortunately, it's not cold."

"This side is near the river, and the temperature is low in the morning," Guan Yu insisted, blocking the way, "Go and get another coat, I'll wait for you here."

Chen Lou pushed the door subconsciously, and only after he walked in did he realize that something was wrong with the atmosphere.He was a little stunned for a moment, he didn't want to take the coat, he hesitated for a long time at the door, and finally took a jacket slowly.

This dawdling lasted for more than ten minutes, but Guan Yu was still waiting outside, with his hands in his pockets, leaning on the wooden railing of the stairs and looking down.He put the sweater hat on his head, and from Chen Lou's perspective, he could only see a sharp nose bridge and a beautifully lined chin.At this time, he looked like a fresh meat in his twenties, and even his movements were a bit similar-the railing was only a horizontal piece of wood, and the middle was completely empty, and he could fall if he slipped.

Chen Lou glanced at the railing for a few times, when Guan Yu heard the door knock, he turned his head expressionlessly, followed his line of sight to look behind him, then stood up straight, and went down the stairs ahead of him.

The two of them maintained an eerie silence this morning.After Guan Yu went out, he walked slowly in front without turning his head to talk to him.Chen Lou followed behind at a slower speed, which was even more awkward.He wanted to say several times in the middle that the two of them would leave separately, but when he thought that Guan Yu didn't say that he must be with him, it was unavoidable for him to say that a little too sentimentally.But if you just find a fork in the road and walk away without saying hello, you will inevitably be naive and hypocritical like a child.

He hesitated in his heart, and finally decided to pretend that he was walking slowly and lost his heel. It was only natural to separate like this. If he wanted to blame, he could only blame Guan Yu's legs for being too long while his own was too short.The more Chen Lou thought about it, the more appropriate it became. Sure enough, he slowed down and looked left and right along the Qingshiban Road. Who knew that Guan Yu still didn't go far after walking for a while—the person in front probably had eyes on the back of his head, and his footsteps followed him. as small as the

Chen Lou: "..."

Unknowingly wandering for two streets, Guan Yu finally stopped in front of a breakfast stall.Chen Lou hesitated for a moment, only to realize that this was the only breakfast shop they had encountered so far.

After sitting down, Guan Yu glanced at Chen Lou expressionlessly, and waited until Chen Lou sat down before saying: "The scenery here is good, but the medical level is really backward. You can at most train the staff of the hospital here by yourself. , but the usefulness is limited, the most lacking here are medicine and equipment.”

When Chen Lou heard him talk about the business, he felt less uncomfortable, and said seriously: "That's right, but I didn't prepare before I came here, and what I can do now is limited, and the training for the staff of the hospital depends on their ideas." Willingness, what they want to learn, I will teach what I can. Do you also bring medicine and equipment?"

Guan Yu shook his head.

Chen Lou recalled that Jiang You told him about the name of the project that Chunyu participated in, which seemed to be disease relief for poor children.Earlier, the owner of the shop brought out the steamed buns they both wanted. Guan Yu took one with his chopsticks and said while blowing it cool, "All the money for disease relief for impoverished children is allocated to the Children's Hospital to provide care for hospitalized children from poor families. Help. In the past, our project was based on the hospital's financial appropriation, and the donors provided reimbursement after the event, so as to avoid misappropriation of charitable funds and poor families. It's just different this time, but there is no way."

Chen Lou didn't know why he said this, and comforted him: "There are always trade-offs in any cooperation, and your own project execution method is still very good."

"Yes," Guan Yu paused, looked up at him and said, "These are all Jiang Youding's."

The drizzle in the morning had already wet the hair of the two of them. Chen Lou probably didn't expect him to mention Jiang You, and his face was still a little dazed.

Guan Yu looked at his wet, white and clean face, and his eyes fell on those beautiful and clear eyes. After a pause, he smiled slightly and said, "I haven't blessed you yet, I wish you happiness."