old love [rebirth]

Chen Lou came back to his senses, not knowing what Jiang You had said to him, paused, and hummed vaguely.

Both of them fell silent again, eating buns face to face.

After this meal, Guan Yu seemed to let go of it a little. He no longer walked ahead by himself, but waited for Chen Lou to follow him. Then he pointed to the stilted building on the side of the road and said, "There are many ethnic minorities here. Houses on stilted feet are more common in western Hunan, and there are Miao people living here, so they can be seen near the river.”

After he finished speaking, he pointed to the right side of the stone road, and sure enough, at the end of the path, he could see a wide river, and on the opposite side was a cliff with four walls cut by an axe.Guan Yu motioned Chen Lou to look at the house on the other side of the river, and said, "The scenery here is good. You can stay in the Diaojiaolou Inn here for a few days. The feeling of Linjiang should be quite special."

When he said this, his eyes were deep, and there was a breeze blowing across the river from time to time, and the sparkling waves were pushed away and reflected in their eyes.

Chen Lou glanced at it, and said regretfully, "It's only next time."

"what happened?"

"I'll go back with the car the day after tomorrow," Chen Lou explained, "The return ticket has already been booked in advance, so I can't stay too long this time."

"Oh," Guan Yu lowered his head, looked up at him again and said, "Then I won't see you off at that time. I will go back with the car next week. I should be in the village below on the day you leave."

Chen Lou nodded.

The two were silent again, and each turned their heads to look at the river in front of them and the steep and dangerous cliff on the opposite side.

—

The town in Yishan County is not large, and the health center is only a small two-story building.Chen Lou followed a county person to the health center at noon, and was finally arranged to help in the infirmary.

Indeed, as Guan Yu said, the medical conditions here cannot be improved by himself.Physicians in the hospital have at most a license to practice medicine. Except for the two girls at the billing window and the drug prescribing window, the average age of several male doctors is 45-[-].

These few doctors almost took care of all the work of prescribing injections and dressing wounds. When they came to see a doctor, whoever was free could see them. After Chen Lou asked, he realized that they had to see patients for more than ten hours a day. This is not counting the situation of being called out to the doctor while at home.Chen Lou was busy in the infirmary all afternoon, treating a few bruises and bleeding, and giving an infusion to an aunt who had a cold.During the period, the patient who came back brought his family and friends to watch twice, saying that he treated the wound quickly and cleanly, and the bandage was very beautiful.Chen Lou couldn't laugh or cry, he could only watch a few people staring at his hands with radiance.

He didn't stay here for a long time this time. Seeing the honest and kind people here and the lack of medical care, he couldn't bear to leave early. He waited until the hospital closed at night before going back.

The autumn leaves were cool and the wind was blowing, but the road was pitch black. Chen Lou's shoes were not very slippery, and walking on the rain-washed stone road was frightening.He walked for a while with his mobile phone, at least he saw the sign of the inn he was staying in.The light in front of the inn was too dim to be ignored. Fortunately, a guest room on the second floor facing the street was still lit and the windows were open, illuminating half of the street.Chen Lou felt relieved, went downstairs and took a look, only to realize that this was the room opposite him.

When I went back to the inn, I saw that everyone was asleep, but Guan Yu had the windows and doors open, letting a lot of light into the streets and corridors.There was also a four or five-year-old boy in the room, wearing a dirty little sweater, sitting on the bed and pulling the bald wool from the sleeves.

Guan Yu was sitting with his back facing the corridor, and was reciting in a low voice: "In front of God, the attack of the human coalition forces collapsed in an instant, and they suffered a crushing defeat..."

The little boy stopped, tilted his head and asked him, "Have you been defeated?" Guan Yu smiled sideways, and the little boy pointed to the door again: "Is he here to look for you?"

Guan Yu turned his head and revealed an illustrated book spread out in front of him.

"I just want to say thank you," Chen Lou coughed lightly, pointed to the open window opposite, and said, "I almost couldn't find my way just now."

"Well, people here go to bed early." Guan Yu said, "It's better to come back early tomorrow. If the owner of the inn forgets to wait for the door, he will be in trouble."

After seeing the little boy, he still looked at Chen Lou, patted him on the shoulder and said, "Go and close the window."

It was only then that Chen Lou noticed that Guan Yu was sitting on a small bench. Next to the bench were two stacks of books wrapped in kraft paper, each half as tall as a person. On the bed were two hardcover books with a dark blue background.

Chen Lou suddenly realized that the bus was full of supplies.

Sure enough, Guan Yu looked up at the two stacks of books, and introduced: "These are textbooks and exercise books for the children in the village. The rest are in the car, and we plan to send them down in batches. This child is Houwa The people sent by the village to pick us up are the hardest over there, and four or five-year-old children should be fourteen or fifteen-year-old envoys."

Chen Lou was slightly surprised, he didn't expect this kid to come to pick him up.

"Are you telling him a story?" He laughed and said, "So you still bring them story books."

"Ah, that's not true." Guan Yu paused for a moment, then lifted up the book and gave him a look: "The Little Prince and Ah Li, these are the ones I take with me to read."

Guan Yu had never read this kind of picture book with pictures and words before, and Guan Yu didn't like children before.Chen Lou was stunned for a moment, then he sighed inwardly after regaining consciousness, and said good night.

The town was very quiet at night, the soft whine of the breeze passing through the wooden houses faintly fell on my ears, occasionally mixed with Guan Yu's deep and indistinct voice.Chen Lou couldn't sleep well, and at first he could vaguely hear paragraphs of sentences, followed by only one or two words indistinctly, which sounded like "forever", as if there was "farewell".Later, the voice of the story was replaced by a few coughs, and it was impossible to tell who it was.

He was in a trance, not knowing when he fell asleep.Before he knew it, he dreamed that he was on the return train again. The pedestrians in the station were bustling with people with blurred faces. He stood at the gate of the station and looked around blankly, but he still didn't know what he was waiting for.Finally he was squeezed into the car by the crowd.The train moved forward slowly, and he sat on a window seat and looked out. Seeing the sudden strong wind outside and the black dragon tumbling out, he suddenly felt a burst of impenetrable sadness.

The painful emotion hit his chest one after another, and Chen Lou suddenly felt sad and wanted to cry, as if he couldn't breathe.I don't know how long it took to relieve my emotions, and suddenly I heard the sound of someone walking, and there seemed to be the sound of the zipper of the suitcase being swiped.

He felt relieved, and when he was about to wake up, he heard a familiar voice whispering beside him: "Don't call him, let him sleep."

The surroundings were quiet again, and when Chen Lou opened his eyes again, the sky was already bright, the two beds on the left and right were clean, all his luggage and clothes were gone, only his own was still there.

Not long after, a little girl from the pharmacy in the health center called him and asked the innkeeper to help him and asked him if he was still going to help today.Chen Lou woke up immediately, washed up hastily, and went out.

This day was not too busy. The old doctor saw that although Chen Lou was young, he was quite experienced in his work, so he simply asked him to stay in the infirmary to give injections.It’s just that Chen Lou didn’t feel anything when he was wearing a mask, but the person who came for the injection blushed at every turn, and there was a shy young man whose muscles were always tense. Chen Lou couldn’t relax even after patting him, and finally limped after the injection. Abducted out.

Chen Lou couldn't help laughing when he saw the man walking, and shook his head helplessly, the gloomy mood after waking up in the morning suddenly disappeared a lot.There were few people today and the weather was good. He waited for a while and saw that no one came again, so he simply swayed around in the yard to exercise his muscles and bones.

When someone rushed in, Chen Lou was shaking his arms, and when he turned around, he was startled—the man's hands were covered in blood, and he didn't know if it was his or someone else's. He ran and shouted and rushed past him. Went to the infirmary.

Chen Lou was feeling strange when he heard someone calling him inside.

The old doctor on duty glanced at him, and asked with some embarrassment: "Doctor Chen, I have something to do at home today, can you go down for me?"

Chen Lou didn't react for a while, and was taken aback for a moment.

The old doctor pointed to the person just now and said, "Someone in Tuwan Village had his leg chopped off while working. The conditions in the village are limited, and he can't get through. Can you bring something to show the villagers?"

Chen Lou hesitated for a moment. He had to go back with the car early tomorrow morning. It had nothing to do with anything else, but he was afraid of delaying the schedule.So I asked, "If I go today, can I come back tonight?"

"I can, I can," the old doctor hurriedly said, "Tuwan Village is not far away, and Anzi will send you back no matter how late it is, so you won't be delayed."

The young man named An Zi nodded quickly: "Yes yes yes, I have a car, I will take you back!"

Anzi's car was parked at the entrance of the hospital, and Chen Lou recognized it as a Jialing motorcycle when he went out with the medical kit.Fortunately, Tuwan Village is really not far away. Chen Lou sat in the back seat and walked up and down for 10 minutes to get there.

The wounded was An Zi's father. Fortunately, although it looked scary, the wound was not serious.Chen Lou treated the wound for him, and explained the precautions for changing the dressing, before carrying the medicine box and preparing to go back.

He hadn't reacted when the first pea-sized raindrop fell. After he was stunned for a moment, he looked up and saw that the sky suddenly turned dark, and then there was a rumbling thunder, and the heavy rain poured down in the blink of an eye. Looking up again, the whole sky is dark!

The rainy season in Qingshi is over, Chen Lou checked the weather before coming here, and after confirming that it was sunny, he only brought clothes.Who would have expected to encounter such a downpour suddenly.The billowing black clouds were like an army pressing down on the surrounding area, covering the sky and the sun in a short time, and the black was so thick that it seemed to be dripping down.

An Zi was also a little frightened, first he looked outside anxiously, then found two raincoats from the room and handed them to Chen Loudao: "Doctor Chen, you wear this, I'll take you there quickly " Seeing Chen Lou's brows furrowed tightly, he said guiltily, "The rain won't stop for a while, but don't worry, it won't delay your business if it doesn't delay you."

Chen Lou shook his head and asked him, "Will the rain stop?"

"This posture is."

Chen Lou glanced out again, but suddenly asked, "Where is Houwa Village? Do you know?"

—

Houwa Village is one of the poorest villages in Jishan County. It is located in a remote area surrounded by mountains on three sides.When Guan Yu followed the car, the car couldn't enter the village, so it had to stop at the village head.Fortunately, the school was not far from the entrance of the village. The two teachers in the school carried the books back together. Guan Yu unloaded all the things. Seeing that the car was blocking the path at the entrance of the village, he asked his colleagues and the driver to go back first.

When the heavy rain came, the elementary school in Houwa Village was organizing a "warm welcome" ceremony. Each of the twenty or so children held a plastic flower in their hands, and looked at the tall and handsome big brother with red scarves, shouting " Welcome, welcome, warm welcome." The so-called school is just a few dilapidated houses, and the outer wall is only half a person's height, and there are few bricks and tiles standing there.

Guan Yu was slightly taken aback at first, but suddenly felt a little sad.He squatted down, picked up the youngest little girl on the side, and just said thank you to the small team in front of him, when he heard thunder rolling behind his ears, and then it rained heavily.Everyone hurriedly hid back in the classroom. The faces of the two old teachers who had just put away the books changed drastically, and they hurriedly moved the books that had just been moved in and placed on a wooden board to the teaching desks.

It didn't take long for the rain to pour in.Everyone huddled together tightly in the high place of the classroom, Guan Yu and the other two teachers protected the children in the middle, and wanted to see the situation outside, but they saw that everything they could see had turned into a vast ocean.The sky was very dark again, and it was only three or four o'clock, and it was already dark outside.

The electricity in the classroom was cut off a long time ago, and everyone could only huddle together hand in hand.The children were calm at first, but as time passed and the rain continued, some of the younger ones cried out in fright and shouted to go home.The other children burst into flames when they heard it, some shouted and cried, and two of them pushed Guan Yu hard to protect their arms, trying to get out.

"Is there a higher place?" Guan Yu felt a little uneasy. He frowned and asked the female teacher beside him, "If the rain doesn't stop, what will the children do? Now their feet are soaking in the water." on."

The female teacher glanced at him and sighed: "This is already the highest place in the school." She was silent for a while, and then said: "It is also the highest place in the whole village."

Guan Yu's heart skipped a beat, and when he took a look in the dim light, he realized that the female teacher was biting her lips tightly, and her face was already full of tears.

The children became more and more flustered, and the three adults could only take turns to appease them, offering both kindness and force, and they endured for another period of time.I don't know how long later, another child sobbed softly, Guan Yu lowered his head and recognized the little girl he picked up when he just came in, paused, and asked softly: "Uncle, can I tell you a story? "

Everyone was distracted and said yes.Guan Yu glanced outside, knelt down and still protected them and said, "Then you all have to be obedient and don't move around."

"...every day at five minutes past seven, a bus will depart from a certain corner of the earth and pass directly over the city, carrying people from here to there, from there to far away, on a journey that has no end..."

"...some people get on the train at the oath station, some people get off at the breakup station...some people get on the train at the struggle station...they stage the separation and separation of life fragments on every platform and every station... Ahri is going It's standing forever..."

His voice was deep and sweet, with a slight coaxing taste. The children were being attracted by the content of the story, when there was a loud noise outside, followed by a few faint screams.

Guan Yu was taken aback, and opened the window which had been broken by the wind, his expression changed immediately.

Mudslide!

The mountain on the north side of the school is roaring and cascading down like a waterfall. The originally lush and lush trees were knocked down by the flood in an instant, wrapped in huge boulders and slamming around wantonly, sweeping menacingly.Guan Yu's face changed drastically, and before he had time to look at the huge water column that was thrown up from time to time behind him, he picked up the two children and shouted: "Run! Run to the east and west slopes!"

The panic-stricken people don't know the east, west, and north. Fortunately, the other teacher is still calm, and hurriedly stretched out his hand to direct: "Dongpo! Dongpo is higher! Go there!"

The group couldn't care about anything, the cries of children, the increasingly clear sound of torrents rushing, the cries and cries coming from nowhere, the sound of rocks hitting... The three adults hugged the little one and pulled The older ones, fortunately, a few older children took up the responsibility at this time, pulling the younger ones and running desperately to the high ground in the east.When they retreated to the first foothold on the steep slope, they stood on the slope and looked back, and the classroom that had just accommodated more than [-] of them was gone.

The mud, sand and stones rolled in, and the head of the water rose more than one meter high, sweeping like a dragon, and the houses at the foot of the mountain disappeared in an instant. Chickens and ducks, and clothes and severed arms...

dead.

This catastrophe came without warning. Guan Yu watched helplessly as someone struggled with outstretched hands in the distance but was photographed further away by the rushing mudslide. The two teachers said: "We can't stay here for long! We must go!"

This small slope is too small for everyone to stand upright, and with the erosion of mudslides, the low-lying terrain is being filled up. If the rain keeps falling, this place will soon become unsafe.

Panic was written all over everyone's faces, but strangely, they stopped making any noise, and just scrambled and walked up the high slope ahead.There is a rapid river ditch between the two slopes, and Guan Yu walked at the end. Seeing that he was about to pass, the child in front of him suddenly slipped and was about to fall down. Pain, the whole person lost his balance suddenly, and was rushed into the river ditch.

In just a split second, his eyes turned into yellow water and black mud all over the sky, and there were faint screams and cries in his ears, Guan Yu was stunned, knowing that he was swept away, he immediately gave up his subconscious struggle, He lifted his clothes and covered his head.When an arm was stretched out from the slanting thorn, his face was already covered with mud and sand, and he couldn't see anything clearly.However, that familiar shout made him find his way in an instant.

Chen Lou shouted angrily: "Catch me!"

The two hands happened to be stuck, and Chen Lou grabbed Guan Yu's outstretched wrist, but he still couldn't use his strength—Guan Yu's hands were covered with mud and sand, and they were too wet and slippery.

The two looked at each other, and Guan Yu saw that Chen Lou's other hand was grabbing a trembling tree branch.

The eye sockets suddenly swelled to the point of soreness, Guan Yu tried hard to open his mud-covered eyes, and shouted angrily, "Let go!"

Chen Lou obviously didn't have enough physical strength, and the arm holding him was shaking all the time.It's just that the left hand clasped his wrist firmly.

"Tell me, which one should I put!" Chen Lou's eyes were red, he stared at him and gritted his teeth, "Either you come up! Or I go down!"

The rushing mudslide became more and more urgent, Guan Yu was rushed out of this section, his clothes were already covered with sand, the scratches on the soles of his feet were numb from the pain, and his left leg was also numb from the stones.Chen Lou stared at him, Guan Yu closed his eyes abruptly, gritted his teeth, kicked a hard object on the soles of his feet, and rushed towards Chen Lou.

It was dark for a while, and in a daze, his hands were stuck under his armpits. Guan Yu felt like a boat drifting in the wind, wobbly, and he didn't know where he was being blown. Breath fell on the forehead.

He was in a daze, and when he woke up again, the surroundings were already pitch black.Things before coma suddenly jumped into his mind, Guan Yu sat up suddenly, and sure enough, he saw Chen Lou sitting beside him.

"Are you awake?" Chen Lou's whole body was already soaked, and he was wringing out the water from his sweater.

Guan Yu nodded and patted his head, only to find a gash on his forehead.

"You just bumped into a rock." Chen Lou turned his head to look at him, sighed and said, "It's not safe here, we have to go up in a while."

"Why are you here?" Guan Yu pretended to be calm and said, "Shouldn't you be in town today?"

"In the village ahead, someone was injured. I went to see the old doctor, so I came down." Chen Lou squatted down beside him, holding his head and looking at the wound.It was only then that Guan Yu noticed that there was a small medicine box beside him, and his feet were also wrapped in gauze.

It's really... just a coincidence.

He lowered his head and made no sound. Chen Lou packed his things and came to help him, but Guan Yu blocked him.

Both of them were a little stunned, Guan Yu turned his face slightly, and said in a cold tone, "I don't want to be with you, you go first, I'll find another place to stay later." Seeing that Chen Lou was stunned, he took a deep breath. In a low tone, he said again: "Don't forget that you still have a boyfriend, and Jiang You and I are also colleagues. I will remember that you saved my life today. I can return it to you anytime you need it in the future, but our relationship is awkward. Tonight It's better to stay far away, otherwise the melon fields and plums will fall, and it will be difficult for me to be a man in the future."

"...You are difficult to be a human being?" Chen Lou was stunned for a while, and finally couldn't help but said: "Guan Yu, are you fucking sick?!"

"That's right! I'm sick!" Guan Yu vaguely heard his teeth chattering, but he still said in a cold voice: "What's more, I'm going to get married this time. coherent."

He remembered every word of Chen Lou's words very clearly, and every time he thought of it, he felt a little bit of self-torturing pleasure, and he couldn't get rid of it unless he was covered in bruises.It's just that I didn't expect to tell Chen Lou one day to block the two of them.

Chen Lou was silent as expected, standing there without saying a word.There was another rumbling thunder in the sky, and the earth seemed to tremble along with it.Guan Yu bit his lips tightly, turned his face away, and after a while, finally heard the sound of footsteps walking away behind him.

He didn't dare to look back. He waited until the surroundings were quiet and the rain was pouring on his body, and then he turned his head slowly.

Sure enough, there was no shadow of Chen Lou behind him.Guan Yu was stunned for a long time, and finally couldn't help covering his face with his hands... When Chen Lou said that he was going to transfer with him, he realized that his left leg was unconscious.

The mudslide came suddenly this time, and the place is located in a remote place. The outside world does not know when it will get the news.If the rain doesn't stop, it's hard for anyone to say how long it will last.But now that his right foot was stabbed and his left leg had no intuition, as long as Chen Lou sensed a little bit, he might stick to him and not leave.

He can't be so selfish.Chen Lou finally got what he wanted in this life, and a lot of happiness is close at hand, so he shouldn't be buried in this shitty place with him.

Guan Yu knew how to say the most hurtful words. In fact, he did the same, but those words hurt the enemy one thousand and self-damage eight hundred, but he had to say it as a final farewell to Chen Lou.

Every word poked my heart, every sentence dripped blood, but there was nothing I could do.

The river water rose slowly again, the initial ferocious momentum was over, and the current water surface change was more like a silent death line, slowly approaching Guan Yu.Guan Yu gritted his teeth and pinched his legs again. Seeing that the water was about to reach his feet, he could only put his hands on the ground and use the strength of his arms to retreat with difficulty.There were rocks and thorns at the place where he started, and he couldn't go up the steep place. Guan Yu moved these few steps very hard. When the water hit his ankle, he even felt that it was a scythe of death. Rubbing lightly on his ankle, it made people feel cold all over.

Guan Yu almost gave up when he heard the sound of footsteps. He was startled when he heard the sound, and then a feeling of joy or anger pinned him in place.Chen Lou stepped on the rocks carefully and came to him, then glanced at him, turned around and squatted down.

Guan Yu froze there for a long time without moving, and finally heard Chen Lou's impatient urging: "Come up!"

"I……"

"You can lie on your upper body, and you don't need to use your legs. I can only borrow strength from this terrain, hurry up."

Guan Yu paused, moved a few steps, and just put his hands on Chen Lou's shoulders, he hesitated and said, "You can't walk very far with me on your back." , How can you still carry him behind your back now.

"I just cleared the way." Chen Lou grabbed his arm, pulled it forward, and then said in a low voice, "Hold it firmly." Then he exerted force on his legs and slowly carried him on his back stand up.

The two fell twice along the way, and Chen Lou had no strength at the last steep slope, so both of them gritted their teeth and climbed up slowly.The high part of the slope was unexpectedly flat, Chen Loupan took two softer branches, then spread his sweater on it, and half dragged and half carried Guan Yu up.

He almost lost his strength after doing this, and when he was about to withdraw his hand, Guan Yu suddenly grabbed him and pulled him back violently.Chen Lou fell into Guan Yu's arms, and the two of them were almost hugging each other.Guan Yu was a head taller than him, and his two arms were tightly wrapped around his back. With a little force on his left hand, he pressed the back of Chen Lou's head and slowly pressed it on his shoulder.

"It's too cold," Guan Yu said, "Hold me to keep you warm, huh?"

Chen Lou originally supported his chest to get up, but after hearing his pleading tone, his heart softened, and finally he relaxed again.

Guan Yu adjusted his posture. His coat was washed away when he fell into the water, and Chen Lou's sweater was also padded under his body. Both of them were wearing only a shirt, and their skin was cold after being drenched in the rain. , only the place where they are close together is warm.

"Put on the sweater, okay?" Guan Yu held Chen Lou in his arms for a while and said in a low voice after a while, "You're too cold."

Chen Lou stubbornly shook his head, buried his face in his shoulder and did not speak.

Guan Yu couldn't hold back him, rubbed his big hands up and down on his back, and finally landed on his waist, paused, and then locked them tightly again.

"It's too tight," Chen Lou said in a muffled voice, "Take it easy."

"It's not cold like this," Guan Yu relaxed a little. After a while, his right hand slowly moved up, rubbed on Chen Lou's shoulder, and then landed on the back of his head.

Chen Lou felt a little suffocated, so he turned his face sideways.Unexpectedly, Guan Yu just lowered his head, and their noses touched lightly.Both of them were startled, they were extremely intimate in their last life, I don't know how many times there were such scenes, but in this life, they have never seen such a scene, looking deeply into each other's eyes, without rejection or perfunctory.

Guan Yu's eyes darkened, he looked down at him for a while, and finally put his hand on the back of his neck slightly harder, taking advantage of Chen Lou's hesitation, he turned his face and kissed him.

For a moment, Chen Lou only felt that his mind was blank, and Guan Yu's aura was forbearing but domineering, and he kept pestering the city and conquering the territory.Chen Lou refused slightly, only to receive a more violent attack, the long-lost throbbing and the rapid recovery of the body's senses, Chen Lou was dizzy, and gradually he couldn't help whining, and there was still a half-groan remaining.

When Guan Yu let go of him, both of them were panting heavily. Chen Lou seemed to have been pumped half of his strength. He wanted to get up but couldn't hold on.

"Don't go," Guan Yu whispered in his ear, "Even if it's just for one night...don't go."

Chen Lou's chest heaved slightly, and just about to speak, Guan Yu said, "Let me tell you a story."

"The town is always snowing unconsciously...the ferris wheel is still there, the candy store is still there, and the panda eating fruit is still there...Ari's friend, the big bear, is gone...they used to meet happily every day , doing bad things together that will always be caught, I just want to never be apart and wait for tomorrow... Ari thinks, where are you now, what are you doing? Will you think of me like I miss you..."

Guan Yu's voice was deep, and the tone of his soft storytelling was also very gentle. Chen Lou was overwhelmed when he heard the back, but after a long time, he thought that he was about to get married, so he could only swallow the words on his lips.

They didn't dare to sleep on such a rainy night. Guan Yu was okay at first, but he started to have a fever in the middle of the night.Chen Lou rummaged around, and finally found the half piece of chocolate that An Zi asked for in the medicine box, and squeezed a corner for Guan Yu to eat.

Guan Yu refused at first. They didn't know if the outside world knew about the disaster here, and they were not sure when someone would come to rescue them after the outside world knew about it. What they have now may save their lives in the future.Chen Lou didn't argue with him, turned around and put the corner of chocolate into his mouth, but he didn't dare to touch it, fearing it would melt, then when Guan Yu wasn't paying attention, he gave it to him mouth to mouth.

Guan Yu was taken aback for a moment, but when he realized that he had been fooled, he saw Chen Lou laughing.

The corners of Chen Lou's mouth curled up a little, but his eyes were crooked, and his nose was slightly wrinkled—this is Chen Lou's expression when he is really happy. After a long time, he said: "You are always like this..."

Chen Lou glanced at him without saying a word, got up and observed the water situation down the slope, and sat beside him when he came back and asked, "What's wrong with me?"

"You will blackmail me with yourself."

"You're willing to be fooled," Chen Lou smiled when he saw him, reached out to poke his hair with a twig, and scratched his chin again.

Guan Yu stared at him bewilderedly, his throat was blocked in an instant, and he turned his head away in pain.He vaguely felt that Chen Lou had changed, not only his person had changed, but his attitude towards him seemed to have changed too, he was willing to get close to him and smile at him.But now he didn't dare to ask anything - he was sick before he came to the countryside, and now after all the troubles, although he seemed to be able to talk and laugh, he knew in his heart that he was going to burn out.He didn't know if he could wake up again once he fell asleep.

After an unknown amount of time, Guan Yu felt someone patting his face, and Chen Lou called him, "Guan Yu..."

"En." Guan Yu responded, gathered up his energy again, tried to open his eyelids, and smiled at Chen Lou, "I'm sleepy."

"Don't sleep yet, wait until you go back tomorrow, okay?" Chen Lou held his hand and said in a low voice, "You stay with me. If you fall asleep, no one will accompany me."

Guan Yu shuddered, and immediately became sober.His body felt weak, and after a while he returned to hold Chen Lou and comforted him, "I won't sleep."

"Then you can talk to me."

"Okay," Guan Yu said softly, "Say what?"

"Let's talk." Chen Lou paused, pressed his eyes and asked, "How are you doing now?"

Guan Yu glanced at him, smiled lightly and said, "Not good."

Chen Lou's eyes were astringent, but he didn't ask why it was wrong. After a while, he continued to ask: "When you were in Cameroon, was that person you?"

"it's me."

"Have you been there all the time? Why didn't you come back?" Chen Lou grabbed his hand and asked, "Did you buy the stocks and houses you said you wanted to buy?"

With the wind howling in a low voice and the faint sound of running water, Guan Yu rested for a while, then shook his head: "I didn't buy it."

He paused, and said to himself: "I'm afraid that if I buy... this world, I won't be able to go back..." At that time, he was still ignorant and reckless, and he was full of hope that he and the people around him would love each other and grow old together as in the previous life.So even if he knew about those fame and wealth, he didn't dare to move at all.Even at the beginning of the internship, he didn't dare to enter the one he was familiar with, but chose a small place to do the lowest-level business.At that time, he was always waiting for the trajectories of the upper and lower lives to merge into one. He still owned Chen Lou, and Chen Lou also liked him.

Guan Yu's voice faltered for a while, but after a while, without waiting for Chen Lou to ask, he said to himself, "I was in Africa, and I have seen many things, such as poverty and wealth, birth, old age, sickness and death."

Chen Lou's heart sank, and he could barely hold his breath, so he heard him say: "In the first year I went there, a worker developed malaria after me, but artemisinin didn't work, so we sent him to the hospital , drove halfway, and he went. The autopsy report said he had cerebral malaria, and that was the first time I was so close to death... Another time, on another country street, a group of gunmen The robber shot and killed a compatriot on the opposite side two meters away, just to grab his watch... In their eyes, the Chinese know kung fu, and if they don't shoot first, they will be hurt ..."

"At those times, I was powerless in the face of death. I couldn't save my co-workers back, and I couldn't avenge my compatriots... I was also afraid that I would die like this one day." Guan Yu opened his mouth, sighed softly and said: "But people are mortal. Regardless of whether these things make sense or are acceptable, it's one step earlier and one step later."

Chen Lou turned his face away, bit the back of his hand, and couldn't help sobbing.

"Don't cry," Guan Yu raised his hand, grabbed his wrist and said, "My heart aches when you cry." He had thousands of words in his mind for a while, but he felt that he didn't know where to start. I don't have a chance, I talk too much, but I'm afraid that people will remember it.

Now that life and death are up to him, he has no other demands, he just hopes that God will be lenient and let Chen Lou be safe and sound.

As the sky was getting brighter, Guan Yu continued to have a fever all night long, and finally started talking nonsense.When Chen Lou went out, most of the rations in the medicine box were given to An Zi's family, and now it is empty without even a single pill.His legs were weak from hunger, and after feeding the last piece of chocolate to Guan Yu, he had no strength left.

The heavy rain has not stopped, the sky is bright and dark, and the surroundings are in a mess.Chen Lou watched the water around the slope rise slowly, and felt that the sky seemed to be getting darker. He didn't know how long it had passed, and he didn't have any strength anymore.The small tree on the slope was half submerged in the water, Chen Lou pulled a piece of soft strip from it, and wrapped Guan Yu's wrist with his own, making a tight knot.

Guan Yu's eyelids moved slightly, and after Chen Lou tied the knot, he leaned over and put his arms around his waist.

"Guan Yu," Chen Lou rubbed against each other, and said, "Do you still remember