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On a sunny morning after the rain, the sun shone through the gap in the curtains that were hastily not drawn last night, and a ray fell on the corner of the bed.

When he felt the fragrance of pine branches in the room gradually fading in his sleep, Chen lowered his consciousness and became uneasy, and suddenly opened his eyes.The place around him was wrinkled, and there was still an inconspicuous body temperature, but the figure was gone.

When the loss is regarded as a last resort habit, a trance dream can also make people feel lingering.

When Lu Shiqing came out of the elevator, he happened to see such a scene.

The door of the room was eagerly pushed open from the inside, and the shadow with the back of the light squeezed out from the inside, the overly slender legs under the wide pajamas moved forward alternately, the footsteps on the cold marble floor were extremely soft and flustered, As if seeing Lu Shiqing approaching, his thin figure shrank for a moment and froze in place.

Lu Shiqing stepped forward quickly, and when he saw those bony feet stepping directly on the ground, he frowned again.

"Why are you in such a hurry, you don't even wear shoes." Lu Shiqing stopped in front of Chen Fang, and handed a few plastic bags to the dull man, "Carry it."

Listening to Lu Shiqing's words, Chen Fang took the things over in silence, followed by a burst of fully buffered weightlessness, Lu Shiqing slightly bent over and hugged him horizontally.

The warm temperature passed through the bag to his hands, and a familiar food smell wafted out. It was the breakfast where Lu Shiqing would take him downstairs every morning when they went out together.

After entering the door and putting things aside, Lu Shiqing put him on the sofa, went into the bedroom and took the plush slippers that Chen Fang hadn't had time to wear, and wiped his feet that were frozen by the marble floor with a warm soft towel.

Lu Shiqing frowned, seeming to be blaming, but the object was not Chen Fang, she just wiped it lightly and said to herself: "Next time you want to wait for me at home, if you have to go out , remember to wear shoes."

Chen Fang responded softly, and looked down at Lu Shiqing who was squatting in front of him. The sun shone on his side face, illuminating his dark pupils brightly, like precious amber. Whenever Lu Shiqing looked at him, , it seems that even he is given value and is safely cherished.

Facing Lu Shiqing's gaze, Chen Fang saw that the slightly long bangs on his forehead were pierced into his eyes, the darkness was like fog, and he wanted to reach out to help him push it away.As soon as he raised his arm, it seemed that a ring fell off his ring finger and fell to the ground with a very crisp sound.

Chen Fang paused with his hand hanging in the air, looking at the empty fingertips.It's obviously not his thing, but it seems to have become a habit after wearing it for a long time, and it doesn't suit it after it falls off.

"Then... what is it?" Chen Fang asked Lu Shiqing who was leaning over to pick up the ring.

"Gift." Lu Shiqing pinched the small circle on her fingertips, took Chen Fang's hand, and put it back where it should be. "I put it on when you were asleep last night. I bought it before, but I don't want to wear it." It should be just the right size, but now that you're too skinny, it seems like it's easy to drop... if you want, have time to get another one that fits."

Lu Shiqing's hand was very warm, wrapping Chen Fang's slightly sweaty palm, and the hard touch against the skin was also warm.

Chen Fang found a ring at the root of Lu Shiqing's finger. It was very plain and flashed in the sunlight with the angle of Lu Shiqing's hand, very similar to the one in his own hand when it returned to its original position.

It's a ring.

A belated gift after four years.

"Don't change it, I won't lose it." Chen Fang looked at the two rings that complemented each other, and carefully closed his fingers, as if he was afraid that the ring would fall out of his hands again, "It's like we both promised not to leave."

In order to keep omega's physical condition as stable as possible, Lu Shiqing only gave Chen Fang a temporary mark last night, which relieved the symptoms of the fever period, and omega's appetite was still low. Nutrients maintain the energy supply.

At lunch, Lu Shiqing brought several dishes to the table, and Chen Fang looked familiar. They were all dishes that he made by himself last night and did not have time to eat.After leaving it all night, the surface of each dish lost water and shriveled, and its appearance became poor. After a quick reheating, Lu Shiqing brought it back to the table, but it was obviously not for Chen Fang.

"Don't eat these, they've been left outside for too long." Chen Fang wanted to take away the plate, but was stopped by Lu Shiqing.

"It's not bad, so why can't you eat it. What about your thrifty and good quality?" Lu Shiqing smiled with a twisted mouth indifferently, "But to be honest, I don't want to give my mother another chance to interfere with us. I don't want her money anymore. You... don't think I'm a poor student, I will find a way. "

"You also said that you are still a student, so you don't need to think about making money." Chen Fang suddenly rejoiced that he was not useless, "Although I don't make much money, saving a little should be enough. The two of us You don’t need to live in such a nice house, it can be smaller...don’t worry about these things.”

While eating, Lu Shiqing buried her head expressionlessly and said, "It really doesn't work, let's sell the car."

"I said you don't have to worry about it. What kind of car are you selling?" Chen Fang was a little tougher, as if he had mastered the economic lifeline of the whole family and he had the confidence to speak, "Just study hard, you shouldn't worry about making money now, don't worry about it. Tired yourself up so much."

"You also know that making money is tiring, and you still take everything on yourself. I feel bad." Lu Shiqing looked up and saw that Chen Fang's eyes were red, as if he had been touched by some old and sad part.

"Brother Fang, I was joking with you." Lu Shiqing was a little apologetic, and reached out to touch Chen Fang's eyes, "I usually save some money, and I also have scholarships, and graduate students are also paid, so I don't have to worry about not being able to survive, ah, Don't be upset."

Chen Fang bit the straw sullenly, and after a while he raised his head and glanced at Lu Shiqing: "I'm not unhappy. I'm used to being poor, so it doesn't matter, I just don't want you to take this as a burden, and I don't want you to give up because of these things. What."

"No. I have to make progress, and I still want to live a good life with my omega." Lu Shiqing picked out a piece of meat that was decent in color and flavor, and handed it to Chen Fang's mouth, teasing him: "Brother Fang, You look like my parent, Fang Dad."

"Get out." Chen Fang scolded him lightly, and opened his mouth to take the piece of meat.

"Well, when I stabilize... You should go back to study too. There are ways like the adult college entrance examination. If you have a diploma, you can change jobs. You don't have to work so hard in the wind and rain all day long." Lu Shiqing paused , and said: "In fact, we are not the same, the sacrifice is for each other...so I don't want you to give up anything for me."

If it wasn't for the accident that no one wanted to happen, Lu Shiqing thought that Chen Fang should be studying now, or he should be what he is now, a doctor, a scholarship, a decent future, and even better than him.

If we can escape from the darkness, we must stand together in the light.