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The rain continued.

Lu Shiqing hugged Chen Fang out of his body, this time he didn't struggle, but tears and water droplets fell on Lu Shiqing's neck alternately, the hot and cold touch touched Lu Shiqing's heart. It was uncomfortable like curling up and expanding repeatedly.

It's easy to catch a cold when you're wet. Lu Shiqing helped Chen Fang change out of his wet shirt, put on a bathrobe, and dried his hair with the warm wind.

Chen Fang sat very quietly, letting Lu Shiqing's fingers run through his hair, he gradually stopped crying, the tears on his face drenched his hair before being dried, and the hot wind lingered around, making him Chen Fang's tense body gradually relaxed.

I don't know how long Chen Fang has been drenched in cold water. Lu Shiqing was worried that he would feel a little uncomfortable, so he touched his face tentatively, and was surprised that the usually slightly cold touch was even warmer than the temperature of his palm, like a fever. Immediately turn off the hair dryer and put it aside.The noise from the air duct stopped abruptly, and the source of the warm air lost its heat. It was replaced by Chen Fang's more depressing panting, which fell into the air with a sound, making the heat around his body unabated, and even more intensely enveloping the two of them. stand up.

"Your face is very hot." Lu Shiqing squatted down, saw Chen Fang's dry and flushed cheeks, and his lips, which were more colorful than usual, were slightly parted and exhaled slowly. The breath was soft and hot, and he immediately gave way Shiqing realized: "Is the fever period coming?"

"You, you're back." Chen Fang answered the wrong question, his voice was so soft that he seemed to be floating, he looked at Lu Shiqing in a daze, as if his consciousness had gone off track, he didn't know what happened just now, his eyes were only on this person in front of him.

"I'm back." Lu Shiqing frowned distressedly, and gently brought Chen Fang's body into her arms with her arms, letting his head rest on her shoulders. Alpha glands released soft soothing pheromones, soothing the omega. Anxious restlessness, "Don't be afraid, I'm back."

Chen Fang's face was close to the back of Lu Shiqing's neck, gasping for breath, relying on instinct to absorb the familiar pine fragrance.

He knew that he was in Lu Shiqing's arms, maybe this feeling was too reassuring, it was easy to make people weak, and even a little pain and grievance became unbearable.

Chen Fang shrank his body slightly into Lu Shiqing's arms, as if he was afraid of the cold, but also as if he was hiding from the dangers of the world. Only this place is a safe haven. He let go of all his strong defenses and relied on the person who hugged him wholeheartedly. In a low voice, he complained about his grievances: "I, I feel a little uncomfortable, my glands hurt so much. But I didn't find you just now, I thought..."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Brother Fang." Lu Shiqing kept apologizing, holding Chen Fang's face in both hands, as if treating a fragile item that had been repaired after all kinds of hardships, "I'm back, no one will hurt you anymore, Don't be afraid, I will accompany you in the future, I am here."

Chen Fang looked at Lu Shiqing and remained silent for a long time, not because he had doubts about his words, but because he seemed to be more concerned about something that needed confirmation: "Brother Qing, don't go."

These are the scars left on my heart by years of pain that have never been forgotten.

It is also the only request of the lost lover to him.

Lu Shiqing watched as the moisture in Chen Fang's eyes was about to drip, as if the mist was dissipating, and a clear figure appeared in the center of his pupils.He saw himself in Chen Fang's eyes, and he realized very slowly, whether he is an alpha, whether omega needs his pheromone, these repeatedly entangled questions actually seem to be irrelevant.

From the beginning to the end, what Chen Fang wanted was so simple.

"Don't go."

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Hair ends up only half blown dry.

Chen Fang wiped the sweat that was about to fall from Lu Shiqing's temples, touched his arm muscles that were tense due to exertion, and said to him, "You are so fierce."

"You told me not to bear it, it's too late to regret it now." Lu Shiqing said so, and then asked him: "I can do this, right?"

"Yes. As I said, you can always." Chen Fang smiled, "It's still forever."

Lu Shiqing and Chen Fang smiled at each other, lowered their heads and kissed Chen Fang.

He thought of that rainy birthday, they were huddled together on the small bed in the hotel, just like now, the whole body was bubbling with boiling love, embracing each other to a degree that couldn't be closer.

It turned out that at that time, Chen Fang, a person who always had a lot of worries before speaking and doing things, had already seriously said to him forever, and he still counts to this day.

Lu Shiqing buried her head on Chen Fang's neck, breathing greedily, it was alpha's possessiveness that caused the trouble, as if she wanted to snatch all the breath that belonged to Chen Fang into her body, so that he could only keep it for himself from now on.

The scorching breath rushed to the back of Chen Fang's neck. He expected that the canine teeth would pierce his glands. The subconscious fear made his whole body tremble for a moment, and he put his hands on Lu Shiqing's shoulders weakly.

"Brother Fang, you are mine." Lu Shiqing kissed Chen Fang, and looked into his eyes very seriously, "You are the person I love the most, don't be afraid. How can I be willing to let you hurt."

Chen Fang's eyes were wet again, he hugged Lu Shiqing's neck and pulled his body closer, acquiescing to his plundering and marking.

That was the only one who could make him suffer the pain willingly and with peace of mind.

There was still a slight tingling pain when the canine teeth pierced the gland, and physiological tears slid down from the corners of Chen Fang's eyes, and were quickly swallowed by Lu Shiqing's kiss with two pheromone entangled breaths. A tiny bit of pain swallowed it up for him.

Warm water was stored in the bathtub, Lu Shiqing carried Chen Fang into it, wet the towel, and wiped off the sticky sweat stains on Chen Fang's body meticulously.

Chen Fang has a thin back and fair skin. Although he is not squeamish, his supposedly pampered omega physique destined him to leave red marks on his skin even if he was scalded with warm water, not to mention the marks left by violent nails or teeth.

Lu Shiqing looked at the old and new scars on Chen Fang's neck glands, tooth marks, marks, and new wounds that looked like nails, and remembered that day when he was picking at the scar on his wrist in a daze, his eyes darkened , the hand that wiped his arm paused, turned his arm over, revealing the scar that was obviously more hideous because of the hasty treatment, bowed his head and kissed.

Chen lowered his consciousness to hide the scar, and now that Lu Shiqing's lips were pressed against him, he wanted to hide, but seeing Lu Shiqing's gentle and pious appearance, he didn't want to let this kiss fail for a while.

"It's too ugly." After Lu Shiqing raised his head, Chen Fang slightly turned his wrist to the dark place, lowered his eyes and dared not look at the emotion in Lu Shiqing's eyes, and asked in a muffled voice, "What is this for?"

"Brother Fang, I won't let others hurt you anymore, but can you...don't hurt yourself anymore." Lu Shiqing frowned, and a thick pain was squeezed out between the brows, wet Lu Shiqing Qing's eyes.He attached his palm to the scar on Chen Fang's wrist, as if he was worried that blood would overflow from the scar that had already healed again, but he didn't dare to use too much force, for fear that the scar after years would still sting, " How painful. Don't use blades or nails to hurt yourself again."

"No, it's not suicide." Chen Fang held Lu Shiqing's hand instead, trembling slightly. He understood that the pain in Lu Shiqing's expression was called fear, and he also understood the source of that fear, but it was just fear. He easily gave up on himself at a time and place he couldn't see.

In fact, it's not that I didn't think about dying.

The wound hadn't healed yet, and he took the train to the capital in a daze.

At first, he didn't know why he came here, he didn't know where to go, and he didn't know what was the point of continuing his shattered life.

It's just that the moment he walked out of the station, the first thing he saw was the exact same scenery as in the photos Lu Shiqing took for him when he came here.

At that time, they were still looking forward to together, and they had an agreement.

The capital is very big, even if they want to never see each other, as long as they can secretly get closer to Lu Shiqing, he seems to be able to get a little courage to continue by luck.

Now he knows.

"I want to live. Because we agreed before, I don't want to miss the appointment again."