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When the street lights came on on time as night fell, Lu Shiqing finally walked out of the school's teacher's office building, the dim light fell into his dim eyes, and the drooping eyelashes cast a shadow under them.

Just now in the counselor's office, he was warned that if he was punished again, he would lose his eligibility for exemption.

He had nothing to say, not even regret.

It is true that he had selfish intentions, and his original defensive behavior exceeded the limit and became a deliberate trouble.

Today Lu Shiqing arrived at the hospital very early, and sat on the seat carefully watching Ding Qishan's customized treatment plan for Chen Fang page by page.

Now he doesn't think about anything, the only concern in his heart is to cure Chen Fang's illness.

When he was about to leave work, he took the materials and went to the gland department office to seek more professional answers from the teacher.As soon as he walked to the door, before the knocking hand fell, he heard the sound of fierce disputes in the room. A doctor was grabbed by the collar of his white coat, and another patient tried to stop but couldn't control the near madness.

"This patient, please calm down!"

"You quacks! Why do you say I'm a beta! I've also bitten the glands of an omega! Why don't you have the marking effect!"

Lu Shiqing stepped forward quickly, relying on the superior strength of the alpha to hold the man back.Zhou Zhou's suit from yesterday is now wrinkled, and a strand of hair hangs down on the forehead of the man who committed crimes just now. Through the elegant gold-rimmed mirror frame is the man's scarlet and furious eyes.

It was the uncle I didn't know well.

The ferocious face was close in front of his eyes, as if he had lost his mind, staring at him with eyes wide open.

The overly aggressive gaze made Lu Shiqing a little uncomfortable. He frowned, but the sight he was about to turn away seemed to be caught, which made him suddenly feel a strange palpitation.

Yesterday's well-dressed appearance only vaguely appeared in his mind, but today's uncle's abnormally arrogant face is like a sharp knife, cutting through the vague and hazy memory, and perfectly fitting with a person who is not very impressive.

Four years ago in the northern district of Zeshi, a gentleman downstairs from Chen Fang's house, who was out of tune with the dilapidated old streets, once asked him for directions.

The slightly faded pictures are pieced together one by one to form a seamless puzzle, restoring the cruel truth that Lu Shiqing had tried many times to no avail.

There is no pheromone bite mark on the back of Chen Fang's neck, Uncle Beta trying to mark omega, and when Chen Fang saw his uncle in the hospital, the fear in Chen Fang's eyes and the urgency to survive... Accompanied by the return of the last fragment of light and shadow, it seems that Everything absurd and weird seems to be explained.

Perhaps thinking of the grim wound on the back of Chen Fang's neck, Lu Shiqing was irritated by the looming pain, and was unwilling to believe in the existence of luck and coincidence.

"Is that you?" Lu Shiqing tightened his grip on the man's wrist tightly, suppressing the roaring anger, "You moved him."

"Ha, you said you are from the North District of Zeshi City. I met you yesterday." The man turned his head halfway and squinted at Lu Shiqing. He seemed to be aware of his accusation, and smiled triumphantly: " But omegas are not born to be bitten..."

Lu Shiqing's unrestrained heavy punch interrupted the man's voice.

He wasn't good-tempered at first, and any element related to Chen Fang could become the spark that ignited his violent factors, making him abandon the forbearance and restraint of these years, and use any impulsive way to make those who hurt Chen Fang pay back those less than ten thousandths One pain.

The hideous-looking man staggered up from the ground, counterattacked with a distorted expression, knocked Lu Shiqing to the ground with his weight, and the two immediately wrestled.

The security guards arrived quickly and forcibly separated the two people who were torn apart. The man was taken away. Lu Shiqing picked up the mobile phone that was broken and unable to start during the scuffle, and was taken to the school by one of the doctors in the room.Seeing the cause of his original self-defense, the school did not pursue it, but only persuaded him to educate him about the serious consequences of the punishment, and then let him go.

Without the slightest desire for revenge, Lu Shiqing lost his mind on the way home, feeling that his heart had been pierced with countless small wounds, and the pain was dense, and he was not given any chance to relax.

The speed of the car was faster than usual, and the hands holding the steering wheel trembled slightly. Lu Shiqing felt that he was probably a little angry, angry that the person who hurt Chen Fang had been living by his side in good condition, and angry that he didn't find out early in the morning and didn't give Chen Fang enough. He felt a sense of security, angry that Chen Fang didn't cherish himself enough, and didn't complain to him about his grievances.

He and Chen Fang are intimate partners who have signed a contract. He should be the most dependent and trusted alpha of Omega.

Why not.Why suffer alone.

Why measure yourself by your glands and worth like those perpetrators.

Why is it certain that the room for concessions will become his future, the more he retreats, the more he will get.

So I simply returned to the origin and disappeared without a trace.

No one ever came to ask him what he really wanted.

Glands or future, it doesn't matter, he was never greedy.

Just Chen Fang and a little love, can't you?

Perhaps driven by anger, Lu Shiqing's heart felt oppressively stuffy, even rolling down the car window to breathe out did not relieve him at all, just because the air was cold and hard, lacking the warm breath that could make him feel at ease, that was his medicine.

He suddenly wanted to hug Chen Fang, right now.

It was very dark and there were no stars.

Lu Shiqing's mobile phone was broken during the scuffle, and Chen Fang couldn't be contacted, so he had to increase the speed as much as possible, and the car drove into the parking lot of the community before the rain fell.

For some reason, the unexplained palpitations along the way did not ease at all, but gradually intensified as the distance approached. Lu Shiqing saw the floors displayed by the elevator beating at a constant speed, and felt hard to breathe for a while.

There was no light coming out of the cat's eye on the door, and Lu Shiqing's heart was suffocated immediately, until the moment the door was opened, he hung up and didn't dare to jump around.

The room was pitch black, and the sound of raindrops beating against the window glass became clearer in the silence, and the delicate rhythm made the heart beat chaotically.

Lu Shiqing frowned, he could clearly feel that Chen Fang was in the room, the breath blowing towards his face was too soft, thick enough to overflow in the whole room, sweet, soft, warm and mixed with a trace of abnormal bitterness, as if A jar of honey churned into tears.

Lu Shiqing didn't bother to turn on the light, and even stopped breathing. After careful discrimination in the state of extreme concentration that lost other senses, he found that the dense rain was mixed with inconspicuous echoes of water droplets and suppressed sobs.

In the direction of the bathroom.

As Lu Shiqing approached in the dark, the sound of water in the shower room became more and more obvious, but the sound of panting was like a gossamer that appeared and disappeared, so fragile that one worried that it would stop after a certain pause.

After a while, cold white light suddenly leaked from the narrow door of the bathroom, mixed with the sound of dripping water, freezing Lu Shiqing's eyes.

The glass sliding door was wide open, and the shower head was spraying cold, unheated water in a steady stream.Chen Fang curled up and sat on the tiled floor, dense water droplets fell on the super-absorbent thin shirt, and slid off Chen Fang's hair and skin without interruption.As if he had just been rescued from the deep sea after drowning, his breathing was shallow and weak, his body heaved slightly, and he had almost no strength to tremble.

"Chen Fang."

Lu Shiqing almost knelt down in front of Chen Fang, calling his name, as if afraid of scaring him, and humbly begging him to turn around and take a look at herself.

Chen Fang's slightly trembling body suddenly stopped, but only for a moment, as if he was subconsciously responding to the name, and his consciousness was completely erratic again. He only clenched his wet clothes with pale fingers, and his body curled up even tighter.

"It hurts." Chen Fang buried his head deeply in his arms, his voice trembling more than his body, "Rain...it's so cold."

Lu Shiqing belatedly raised her hand to turn off the shower that was constantly spraying cold water, and carefully brushed away the wet hair on Chen Fang's forehead, "Don't drench here, it won't be cold when you go out, okay? Let's go."

"...No, I'm not leaving." Chen Fang didn't look up, talking nonsense in a nasal voice.

Unable to let Chen Fang go on in such a stalemate, Lu Shiqing frowned, planning to hug Chen Fang out directly, and just put his hands on his shoulders, in exchange for more violent body trembling and obvious panic and resistance.

Lu Shiqing's hands hanging in the air froze, his heart ached suddenly, and he explained incoherently: "Chen Fang, look at me, it's me, don't be afraid."

Chen Fang seemed to have struggled to understand Lu Shiqing's words, raised his head cautiously, and showed two dripping eyes from the crook of his arms.

"Lu Shiqing...you, are you real?" Chen Fang looked at Lu Shiqing, his eyes fluttered a few times, and before Lu Shiqing could answer, he threw his whole body into his arms, and stretched his arms Tighten it tightly, like catching a phantom in a dream for fear that he will disappear again, and the voice eagerly fell into Lu Shiqing's ears: "I'm afraid, it hurts so much, it hurts so much, help me...don't go, please You, I don't hate you, don't go..."

Chen Fang was wet, and when he threw himself into his arms, Lu Shiqing's clothes were also soaked.

But Lu Shiqing is not in the mood to think about these issues now. He seems to go back to a tragic scene with Chen Fang, which appeared countless times in his four-year nightmare, a heart-piercing rainstorm, and a determined back.

Hate alphas.It was the high-sounding reason left by Omega before he left, and it has been rooted in his heart like a thorn for four years, piercing Alpha's self-esteem full of holes.The alpha identity that should have been the center of attention and pride almost became an Achilles' heel that he dared not face directly, and made him lose the person he cared about the most on that rainy night.

A steady stream of liquid dripped down Lu Shiqing's neck and into his collar, leaving scalding marks on his chest.

It was Chen Fang's tears.

The temperature that is completely different from the rainstorm can easily overthrow the memory that has been dusty for four years.

Lu Shiqing's heart ached from the tears.

It was precisely this pain that made him wake up like a dream.

He belatedly recalled that at that time Chen Fang said he hated Alpha, but he never said he hated him.