restart breathing

One week later, in the morning, Lu Shiqing took Chen Fang to finish breakfast, and took Chen Fang to the ward of the gland department along the way to work in the hospital.

After the febrile period has passed and the physical condition is a little more stable, it is time to hurry up and prepare for examination and surgery.

Ding Qishan has done a lot of gland repair operations, large and small, but Chen Fang's situation is a little special. Few omega choose to heal themselves after suffering gland damage, instead of seeking professional treatment from the hospital immediately. After all, For omega, glands are almost as important as life.The longer the delay, the more serious the damage to the gland, not to mention that it has been almost five years. No one can accurately say how successful repairing such a gland is, and whether the function of the repaired gland can be restored to its original state. .

Too many uncertain factors affect not only the parties involved, but also Lu Shiqing and the doctors involved in the case are walking on eggshells.

Chen Fang was unavoidably a little nervous, especially when a group of doctors in white coats walked into the ward and surrounded his bed, he even became cautious about breathing uncomfortably.

It's not that he is afraid of the white coat. After all, when Lu Shiqing was wearing it, Chen Fang was not nervous at all. He even felt that Lu Shiqing, who had always had an unusually high desire/desire, had an abstinent temperament because of the white coat, which was not serious. The doctor, on the contrary, looks like the actor who was seen in the filming with the crew before, wearing a white coat and showing off his collar.Later, once, he asked Lu Shiqing to wear it like this for a while, Lu Shiqing did so, quickly buttoned it up and told him that wearing it like this was against the regulations, and the hospital would fine him money.

Ding Qishan, who had met before, greeted Chen Fang with a smile, asked a few words, and then helped him check the condition of the glands in the back of his neck.

Chen Fang blushed when he thought that the tooth marks of the temporary mark still remained, and looked at Lu Shiqing who was standing aside and mixed with a group of white coats as if asking for help.

"Teacher, it's a temporary mark. It's been a week." Lu Shiqing coughed uncomfortably after receiving Chen Fang's signal, and explained to Ding Qishan pretending to be calm.

Although this kind of topic is common in the gland department, it is private after all, and it is unavoidably embarrassing to say it in front of many people.In order to protect the omega that blushes easily, the responsible alpha must thicken his skin.

"Temporary marks should be." Ding Qishan smiled, "Although the sexes are equal, sometimes you don't have to be so strong. Omega's dependence on alpha is not entirely because of pheromones and forced to submit. This relationship is mutual. Because what you are attached to is love."

The schedule for gland surgery was quickly set.

During the daytime before the operation, Xu Jin came to visit. It was rare that he was not joking, but asked seriously if there was anything that needed help. After all, he and Chen Fang had such a deep friendship, and if there was anything he could help, he would definitely pay for it. contribute.

Lu Shiqing said, since we have a deep friendship, let's pay, thank you.

Xu Jin paused, as if he didn't expect Lu Shiqing to be so direct, and after a long pause, he managed to say, "Student doctor, I didn't realize that a decent person like you has such a face."

Lu Shiqing spread her hands, she had no choice but to support her family.

Chen Fang also spoke up and said Xu Jin, this is what you agreed to.

Xu Jin felt that he was being targeted by these two couples, so he went out and bought a few bags of fruit and came here. Except for calling from time to time to ask about the situation, he never dared to come again.

That night, Lu Shiqing stayed in the ward to accompany Chen Fang as usual.Perhaps because of being too nervous, Chen Fang couldn't fall asleep until late at night, turned around to see Lu Shiqing's overly broad figure curled up on a narrow hospital bed, sighed softly, and with a voice as soft as a child's sleep, I don't know whether to speak to Lu Shiqing or to myself.

"I'm so worthless, I'm actually a little nervous. I know that surgery is not a trivial matter, and it may even cause me to lose my glands... In fact, after the glands are injured, I always think, if I don't have the glands, how can I stay by your side? What's the point, but I didn't have time to figure out the answer... But I was really scared. Because everyone told me at that time, I was just a burden to you, and if I lost the only value of omega, even I I don't even have the confidence to stay by your side anymore."

"Don't think so." Lu Shiqing turned around suddenly.

"You didn't sleep." Chen Fang said with some embarrassment.

"I can't sleep either." Lu Shiqing simply got up and sat on the edge of Chen Fang's bed, with the moonlight in her eyes, leaving a little ripple on the corners of Chen Fang's lips, "You have surgery, I am no less than you How nervous are you?"

"Will I lose my glands?" Chen Fang asked him without confidence, "If you don't have glands, your epiglottis..."

"No." Lu Shiqing interrupted him, not only forbidding him to speak, but even wanting to cut off such tormenting thoughts, said lightly but firmly: "No matter what you become, I won't let you leave. If you don't have the confidence, I'll be yours."

The surgery went fairly well.

There was a one-week isolation period after the operation, and Omega was not allowed to touch any alpha and pheromones. Lu Shiqing could only watch from a distance through the window of the ward. From the beginning, he saw a thin person lying on the hospital bed and wearing a ventilator. , so weak that his chest barely heaved, and later he was able to get out of bed, and even bounce his head through the glass window.

The day of discharge was already much colder than the day of admission, so Lu Shiqing took Chen Fang home.Before leaving the ward, he wrapped Chen Fang in that old dark blue scarf. It didn't smell like it had been piled up for years, but it seemed to be worn by Lu Shiqing often. It had a faint fragrance of pine branches.

After being raised for a month, Chen Fangren has grown some flesh, and it feels very good to hold.

During this period, Xu Jin was really sorry, and took a look at it with a fruit basket, and found that Chen Fang's almost retracted cheeks had a little flesh, a little relieved and a little worried.

"Student doctor, I can understand raising your body, but don't feed yourself too much, it won't look good on camera." Xu Jin avoids Chen Fang, and cautiously tells Lu Shiqing that this is the root of the problem after all.

"Why do I raise a daughter-in-law? You don't want to talk about it." Lu Shiqing smiled, "But before Chen Fang became so thin, it turned out that you exploited it. When will we settle this account?"

Xu Jin took an apple from the fruit basket and swore that he would be a dog when he came to Chen Fang's house again.

In addition, Chen Fang's gland function has also recovered well, which is the conclusion drawn by Lu Shiqing's "true knowledge comes from practice".

When I was discharged from the hospital, the nurse specifically told me to use less inhibitors. After all, with Alpha by my side, there is no need to suffer.

Chen Fang blushed and agreed.

Lu Shiqing couldn't ask for more.

The first snow this winter came early.

After tossing and tossing for most of the night, Chen Fang got up from Lu Shiqing's arms and got out of bed. The still thick pine branch pheromone in the room made him a little weak.

He put on some clothes and walked to the window. Seeing the white world outside the window, he couldn't resist opening the window a little, and fiddled with the thin snow falling on the window lattice with his fingers.

"I'm not afraid of freezing." Lu Shiqing complained, wrapping Chen Fang in a quilt from behind.

Chen Fang closed the window, gave Lu Shiqing more than half of the space in the quilt, and the two of them fell back on the bed wrapped in the quilt.

"It should be snowing in the North District too." Chen Fang looked out the window and murmured softly.

"Probably. Do you want to go back and have a look?" Lu Shiqing pressed the tip of her nose against the back of Chen Fang's neck, "Do you still remember that you promised me to go back with me to see the night view of the cross-sea bridge?"

"Then when shall we go back?"

"It's the weekend." Lu Shiqing smiled mysteriously, "I think this weekend is a good time to fulfill a certain promise."

According to the plan, the two returned to the North District of Zeshi on the weekend afternoon. They did not ride bicycles like they used to here. Probably the old [-] had been left at the gate of the police station long ago and disappeared. They didn't care, and took the bus with ease. The car arrived at the school gate of No. [-] Middle School.

On the school playground, the small roof where the two were almost caught by the dean was renovated. Lu Shiqing and Chen Fang had just walked up the steps when they saw another pair of boys in school uniform hugging each other. The little boy kissed the slightly smaller boy on the forehead.

"I didn't come to the wrong place back then, it's really a place for love." Lu Shiqing said jokingly.

"The dean was so angry when he heard this, it was a mockery of his hard work but no results at all." Chen Fang said.

As soon as the words fell, the two boys standing on the roof ran away like flying away. On the other side of the stairs, the dean came up panting, and ran into Lu Shiqing and Chen Fang head-on.

"You two, what's the matter?" The dean put his hips on his hips, looking at the two of them still looking like students, with hooked eyes as if they were looking at their work performance that was about to be recorded in the record.

"Teacher, we are legal." Lu Shiqing put a hand on Chen Fang's shoulder and said confidently.After Chen Fang gave a good explanation and the dean left, he deflated like a balloon, patted his chest and said to Chen Fang, "Damn, I don't know why, I still want to run when I see him now."

"The dean is getting old, he can't outrun you now." Chen Fang patted Lu Shiqing's leg, "What's more, I don't need crutches now... Even though I was excited, I forgot it."

"No, can you stop mentioning this, please let me go." Lu Shiqing begged for mercy, but in fact he hugged Chen tightly in front of him like a threat, and glanced at the dean under the rooftop who gradually walked away Looking back, he turned his head and pecked Chen Fang's lips, "It's still a familiar feeling, and it really is more exciting to violate laws and regulations."

After quickly walking around the campus, the two found that the gap in the fence that they used to skip class was blocked, and felt a little regretful, so they reluctantly walked out from the main entrance.

Before going out, Lu Shiqing walked into the security booth at the door and took out two envelopes.

"What do you mean by 1898?" He asked Chen Fang with a smile on his face.

Chen Fang lowered his eyes and smiled: "Five years have passed so quickly."

"So, should we extend the time limit for our agreement?" Lu Shiqing handed over the letter "Received by Chen Fang" and put away the letter with her name on it, "I love you every year." , not with a five-year limit. Every year in the future, I will love you."

It was getting dark, and the two hurriedly bought hot fried sugar cakes from Student Street, and when they arrived at the familiar cross-sea bridge, it happened that there was still one minute to six o'clock.

The winter sea breeze was still bitter, even the scarf tied on Chen Fang's chest fluttered, and he simply wrapped the remaining half around Lu Shiqing's neck.

Such a familiar distance is suitable for hugs and confession.

"I love you." Lu Shiqing hugged Chen Fang into his arms.

Everything was as it was at the beginning, as if time had been repeated, and the cross-sea bridge was once again lit up like daytime lights.

They stood in the light and shadow hugging.

"You know? When you're not around, I feel like I'm out of oxygen, I'm a person who can't breathe, I'm suffocating all the time. The moment you come back to me, I start breathing again Come back to life." Lu Shiqing hugged Chen Fang a little tighter, buried his head in Chen Fang's neck, greedily absorbing Chen Fang's breath, and said: "Little omega, you are bullying me. I can't smell it. The smell of your pheromones. But even if I can’t smell pheromones, I just know that you are different among all people, you are unique, and I like it.”

"Actually, you know the smell of my pheromone." Chen Fang smiled, "And only you can know it."

"What?" Lu Shiqing was a little puzzled, "I know?"

"of course."

The silent and invisible attraction, the quiet throbbing and surging love, are like the lights of a cross-sea bridge, the dancing fireworks of a pyrotechnic stick, a birthday wish that fortunately has not been fulfilled, and the pine incense that lingers around every time you hug.

The world cannot be buried, and time cannot be diluted.

They are the deepest part of the body.

That person, that thing, that feeling.

You know it all.

I come back to you.

"As long as you're breathing, you'll know."

(End of the article)