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The weather is gradually cooling down.

The indoor temperature is okay, but Chen Fang has always been afraid of the cold, and the air conditioner in the room is always on.

That day, when Lu Shiqing came back from get off work and opened the door, he didn't feel the heat blowing towards his face. He saw Chen Fang was coming out of the kitchen with rice, his eyes looked at him with misty eyes, his lips were slightly opened, Exhale slowly like a fish surfacing.

"Why did you turn off the air conditioner? Isn't it cold?" Lu Shiqing changed his clothes and saw that the indicator light of the air conditioner was off abnormally.

"Ah, the air conditioner is always on, so the room is a bit dry." Chen Fang replied.

"I should buy a humidifier and come back." Lu Shiqing walked to the restaurant, and when he got closer, he found that Chen Fang's lips were a little peeled, and the skin outside the high-necked clothes had a slight layer of inconspicuous pink.Out of habit, Lu Shiqing touched his cheek with the back of his hand and found that the temperature was slightly higher than usual. After thinking for a moment, he asked softly, "Yes...is the fever period coming again?"

"Maybe." Chen Fang touched the place on his cheek that was touched by Lu Shiqing just now, and the pink color that emerged from his skin became heavier. He lowered his head and explained embarrassingly: "I always do this now. There was a little reaction in the first few days... but the symptoms were very mild, and I was fine."

Lu Shiqing pursed his lips and didn't speak, and even became reticent when eating, until before going to bed, he walked into the bedroom, found a new quilt from the cabinet, went out, and spread it on the sofa in the living room. .

Chen Fang, who had witnessed the whole process, hesitantly stood up from the bed, and in a very unassuming gesture, blocked Lu Shiqing who went back to the bedroom to take the pillow and walked out of the house again.

"What, what are you doing?" Chen Fang asked cautiously, with a look of shame on his face, as if he took all the responsibility for something that he didn't know the reason for, and secretly reflected on it.

Lu Shiqing sighed lightly, and smiled consolingly: "It is inevitable that I have some pheromone smell on my body. Your glands are more susceptible now. I am afraid that being too close to you will make you uncomfortable, so I want to move to the sofa first. Go to bed."

Lu Shiqing said it easily, as if the cause and effect were all in order, but in fact, he had already thought about this idea for a long time.

In fact, since Chen Fang moved in, he has been paying attention to these problems.

When they were together four years ago, Lu Shiqing was always taking pheromone blockers in order to conceal his alpha status. Even at that time, Chen Fang asked about the source of the occasionally leaked pine sticks, but after getting the explanation, he didn't seem to have any idea. Caring too much...or maybe it was Lu Shiqing who blamed himself for not being cautious enough, so that the little bit of alpha pheromone gradually gathered into a sharp and invisible blade that cut off their relationship, and became the last one that overwhelmed them under Chen Fang's disgust with alpha thoughts straw.

To this day, Lu Shiqing still has sympathies in his heart, so it is inevitable that he will be more cautious.

During the time spent with Chen Fang, Lu Shiqing kept her pheromones under control with great attention, and she never dared to neglect the use of barrier drugs and barrier stickers on weekdays. There was some excessive nervousness hidden in the details, like The stress reaction after being traumatized, he was afraid that an inadvertent smell of pine branches would make Chen Fang frown again, and take Chen Fang away from him again without question.

What's more, the current situation can't be improved simply by Chen Fang's subjective likes and dislikes of forbearance and concession. What lies between them is an objective and difficult to ignore problem-Chen Fang's glands are sick.

The febrile period has always been a hurdle for omega, and the glands are unbearable when they are healthy, not to mention that the aged glands are in a vicious cycle of extreme susceptibility and inhibitor desensitization, and various effects fuel each other. Domineering, unable to save themselves, and a reliable alpha temporary mark seems to be the best way to help omega out of the sea of ​​suffering.

Chen Fang hates Alpha, but he also needs him.The two completely contradictory situations seem to tie them at the two ends of the same rope, keeping them apart and binding them together invisibly.

The temporary mark will lose its effectiveness when the next omega fever period comes. Lu Shiqing couldn't bear to watch Chen Fang swallowed by the pain, and didn't dare to easily carve the mark into Chen Fang's gland again.

This is a behavior almost quenching thirst by drinking poison, and pheromone is a deadly and irresistible poison flowing through their bodies.

However, Chen Fang is not the only one who suffers ups and downs, and the emotions that cannot stay out of it can also make the pain interrelated.

As long as Lu Shiqing is still breathing and his heart is still beating, he will not be spared either.

What exactly went wrong.

Alpha and Omega, who were supposed to be a match made in heaven, two people who once hugged and kissed intimately, turned out to be like this.

Lu Shiqing chuckled self-deprecatingly, and was about to take the pillow out of the bedroom, but felt that the hem of her pajamas was being grabbed by very little force.

"Don't go to sleep on the sofa." Chen Fang pinched the corner of Lu Shiqing's clothes, restrained his movements, but his fingertips turned white with force, "It's cold, and you don't always sleep well at night, and you are easy to catch a cold."

"But your glands..." Lu Shiqing hesitated to speak, paused, and said helplessly, "I'm afraid you will feel uncomfortable."

"No. It won't be uncomfortable." Chen Fang replied quickly, as if he didn't need to think any more, this sentence had already been prepared, "I know your doctors are very cautious, but I know whether I am uncomfortable or not , it's not that serious, really."

Chen Fang's expression was really serious, even though Lu Shiqing knew well that he was not an obedient patient, it seemed that there was no way not to believe him at the moment.

"Don't bear it when you feel uncomfortable, tell me immediately."

"of course."

The quilt and pillow spread out on the sofa were taken back into the cabinet. Lu Shiqing lathered carefully in the shower, trying to wash off all the pheromones on his body, and replaced it with a new powerful barrier sticker. In a new set of pajamas, there is only a faint smell of lavender laundry detergent in the folds of the fabric.

When hugging Chen Fang into her arms, Lu Shiqing felt that his body temperature was slightly higher than before, probably due to the pre-reaction of the omega glands before the fever period came, and even the soft breath around her body seemed to become richer .

Lu Shiqing couldn't smell it, but knew that it was probably Chen Fang's pheromone, soft and gentle, as if caught in the clouds soaked in the sun in midsummer, and like seeing Chen Fang's face in the window for the first time in the classroom The wind that blows in, young or present, can easily awaken the throbbing in my heart at any time.

The starting point of throbbing has always been Chen Fang.

The warm breath brings peace of mind and comfort into the body with breathing. Lu Shiqing closed his eyes, feeling a rare feeling of relaxed fatigue. He said lazily with a nasal voice: "Let's go to the hospital together tomorrow." Well, at least prescribe some medicine that can control the symptoms... I really want to hold you like this all the time, but I'm really afraid that you will hurt."

"Then hold me, don't be afraid."

Chen Fang's voice was very soft, and his breathing was also very light, like babbling in a dream, as if there was no weight in existence, but it was the most solid feeling of being held in Lu Shiqing's arms and placed in his heart, which was even more important to them. Give each other support and courage.

Speaking of which, Chen Fang is not a brave person, but he is very patient. Even the pain of thinking that he would never meet Lu Shiqing can be swallowed back into his body with difficulty for four years, let alone being hugged by Lu Shiqing now. in arms.

That was all his courage.

Nothing terrible.