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Hospital locker room.

Lu Shiqing came earlier today and was putting on his white coat. Chen Fang, who came to the hospital with Lu Shiqing, stood aside a bit cautiously, watching him hang some colorful soft plastic cartoon decorations on the work card on his chest .

"What are these?" Chen Fang asked.

"Internship in pediatrics today, these are rewards for the children who obediently see the doctor." Lu Shiqing took out one of the small Christmas tree decorations and put it in the palm of his hand to show Chen Fang, and said with a smile: "You are obedient and see the doctor later, I will I leave this for you as a gift too."

"Fried sugar cake first, and then a small gift, you really treat me like a child." Chen Fang said with some complaints, pinched the small Christmas tree in Lu Shiqing's hand and carefully looked at it with his fingertips, and then put it in Lu Shiqing's hand. In the pocket of his coat, "Don't be snatched by other children."

"No. I'm just a kid like you, how can I miss you?" Lu Shiqing smiled, and when she packed up her clothes and was about to take Chen Fang out of the dressing room, Chen Fang stopped her softly.

"Wait a minute." Chen Fang pointed to the back of Lu Shiqing's neck, "The collar is not done properly, Doctor Lu."

Lu Shiqing didn't speak when he heard the words, turned around silently and got closer, stood in front of Chen Fang and looked at him, the corners of his mouth curled up maliciously, and he put his hands in his pockets, as if he didn't intend to do anything.

Chen Fang was always at a loss for Lu Shiqing's behavior that seemed to be sloppy, so he raised his hands around the back of his neck and straightened the folded collar.His eyes followed the trajectory of his hands and swept across Lu Shiqing's small decorative work card hanging on his chest pocket. The surrounding photos showed the young man with deep brows and sharp outlines, like an eagle bird with its wings folded, hiding its light Yiyi.

The fingertips lingered on the boy's brows, eyes and cheeks in the photo for a while, but Chen Fang's mind was filled with similar but not similar looks.

He is laughing, running, handing him the hope of jumping in the dark night, the boy who is willing to be his light at any moment, his hug, his kiss...

The fleeting soft and warm touch on his lips brought Chen Fang back to his senses. He looked up at Lu Shiqing's very close cheek, his deep eyes sparkling with joy for stealing a kiss from him.

Actually nothing has changed.

Lu Shiqing has not changed.

At any moment, shed all the light on him.

Lu Shiqing took Chen Fang to the gland department for a while.

These days, Ding Qishan has been helping to formulate the treatment plan. He briefly explained to the two of them. From the perspective of Lu Shiqing, who is a little more professional, the treatment plan does not seem to be complicated. The reason for the panic is that But because there are always things that depend largely on luck, it's not as simple as man-made.

The old glands did not have any organic lesions, nor did they involve complex alpha pheromones and markers, but the nerves and blood vessels were damaged by the large area of ​​bite marks around the glands, plus years of unrestrained abuse of inhibitors agent, glandular overcompensation leads to dysfunction and cellular damage.

Chen Fang couldn't understand these overly academic factors, but when he heard Ding Qishan talk about the topic of "psychological dependence", he silently bit his lip, and was speechless while listening to Ding Qishan's question.

He also didn't know when he became such a cowardly and cowardly person, even the normal omega's physiological reaction could bring him annihilation-like fear.

He is afraid of the febrile period, afraid of losing the ability to control himself, and afraid of the bad-rooted alpha who may take the opportunity to harm him.

He also wanted someone to save him.

He found it.

But he also let go first.

He packed up all the pieces of himself, and with the glands that were always hot and the pinholes and pains that were destined to pierce him in the future, he fled in a hurry from the safe haven into the wind and rain, and fell into the mud.

All the unbearable pain is his punishment for himself, hope is enough.

Now back to Lu Shiqing, he wants to live a better life.

When Lu Shiqing went out to answer the phone, Ding Qishan gave Chen Fang some medicine to control the symptoms in the short term. He said that the repair operation would probably be a protracted project, at least until Chen Fang's fever period ended and his glands stabilized. Come down and make preparations, and persuade him very seriously, it is best to accept psychological intervention.

Chen Fang nodded, thanked him, took the stack of receipts handed over by Ding Qishan, and was taken away by Lu Shiqing who just returned from answering the phone.

"There are a lot of things." Lu Shiqing checked the drug list on the receipt, and said to Chen Fang: "Let's go, go get the medicine." After saying that, he started to leave.

Chen Fang could see that Lu Shiqing's state was obviously different from that before answering the phone, his brows were furrowed, he spoke and acted hastily, and seemed a little irritable.

"If you have something to do, do it first. Xu Jin will pick me up later, and just let him accompany me to get the medicine." In the morning, he still has a filming job to do. She couldn't bear to watch Lu Shiqing work hard for him in addition to her busy work.

Lu Shiqing sighed helplessly, and explained: "My mother said, I have an uncle who is coming to the hospital for treatment today, let me take care of it. Please, the most ridiculous thing is that I don't even look like this uncle." Know……"

"Then let's go to uncle first." Chen Fang patted Lu Shiqing's waist reassuringly, knowing that it would be troublesome for him to drag himself such a burden all day long, not to mention that the family still has a close relationship The fetters are here, so it is not easy to refuse, coaxing him: "It's hard work, Doctor Lu, I will reward you with something delicious tonight."

After listening to Chen Fang's words, Lu Shiqing's expression was about to turn sunny when the phone rang suddenly, and the half-warmed smile immediately returned to freezing point.

"Hello, ah... Uncle, where are you? I'm also here in the gland department... Yes, at the door, wearing a white coat..."

Lu Shiqing picked up the phone, and it seemed that the uncle who needed him to answer was nearby. He looked around, and his eyes stayed on a man in a suit and leather shoes who was walking from not far away and was talking on a mobile phone.

I don't know if it's because of irritability. Lu Shiqing didn't like this uncle. He always felt that although he was well-dressed and well-dressed, he always looked a little messed up. Lu Shiqing unconsciously frowned, and couldn't remember where he saw him.

"Hey! Chen Fang!" At the same time, a loud male voice came from behind, and the mid-spirited voice resounded in the long corridor, and every echo showed the man's not very high quality.

It was Xu Jin, and Lu Shiqing didn't want to pay attention to him, but she turned her head away because he called Chen Fang.

Immediately afterwards, he saw a very worrying and puzzling scene.

Chen Fang didn't respond to Xu Jin's yell, but just stood there stiffly, his thin body trembling slightly with the tense muscle contraction, his eyes looking not far away obviously couldn't focus, and overflowed from a haze of sluggishness Visible panic.

"Chen Fang?" Lu Shiqing patted him lightly on the shoulder, and in exchange for Chen Fang's fear that hadn't diminished even when he recovered, his pale knuckles seemed to be holding on to a life-saving straw and twisting half of Lu Shiqing's white coat. , trembling subconsciously.

"What's wrong with you?" Lu Shiqing looked down at his eyes, and found that his gaze deviated to the side for a moment, then retracted as if touching a thorn, and let go of Lu Shiqing's white coat, and then took a few steps back, Just happened to bump into Xu Jin who was oncoming.

"Tsk, watch the way." Xu Jinxu helped Chen Fang, but Chen Fang avoided it without a trace.

"It's okay, you go ahead, I'm leaving." Chen Fang forced a smile to Lu Shiqing that couldn't be called a smile, then turned to Xu Jin and said, "Let's go, go quickly, accompany me to get the medicine."

The urgent and urgent tone was not like taking medicine, but like running for his life.

Lu Shiqing didn't have time to catch Chen Fang who was hurriedly fleeing the scene, when he felt someone standing still very close behind him.

He turned around and found that the man in suit and leather shoes and his uncle who had spoken to him just now were standing behind him, but his eyes were wandering not far away, dark and deep, like an invisible ghost floating forward.

It seems to be chasing after someone trying to escape.